ok, maybe i am not so good to explayn but do you ever drop yourself backwords on the bed? if yes is the ansuer then try to concentrate on that feeling wen you let your self drop on the bed backwards but during meditation try to feel the sensation wile on the chair/bed and you will goo...

I always respect the gods, for years now I have the dedication and I never asked anything from them for myself but I always tried to earn what I wanted, but often if I wanted something I could not afford them and I think this helped me (in my opinion) is a way to reward me. my girlfriend is not...

tonight it happens that i light up 2 candles on my altar and i have all my sigils of the gods on it,inclusive andras,enky,dantalian (my guardian) there was my girlfriend in the room reading a book and right about 5 minutes ago called me and wen i go in the room she show me that the sigil of...