They believe those lies and defend them with the same blindness that caused xianity to spread and endure.

I was suicidal a few times in my life. The first thing that made me stop it was to see how my life was saving others and how just by being there I made others happier. Now a few years older I know and I am proud to say I am too strong for that. Sure I still feel emotions but I keep reminding...

Has anyone reaped benefits from it yet? Do you believe it will only happen after the full working?

In some ways you are lucky. My own astral temple is always perfect because it is remade every time I want to go in it. It is not permanent nor does it change on its own. *sigh* I need to perfect my astral projection techniques

How?

So today I was told my aunt has died one hour ago. My uncle died one year and two days ago. That got me thinking, for the last few years I've been having terrible luck, problems upon problems, every time I solve one another happens, every year. These events repeat every years and seem to...

You want to get someone who betrayed you back? Rather than bring her back focus on finding someone better who will not betray you, far better results guaranteed. Take a look at this link for your other question. http://satans666squares.webs.com/index.htm

Greetings brothers and sisters. I'll go straight to the point. Every year, every winter I get involved in a car accident, always about being at the wrong place at the wrong time and having to debate with my insurances afterwards to keep the price from raising. I know demons are protecting...

While you can send them energy they have to absorb it into their own. Positive energy is more likewise to be absorbed unconsciously. Can you cook? Here's an idea, make something she likes to eat and project your energy into the food. Make sure you seal it in though or part of it will be...

When I dedicated, I felt and briefly saw satan. The feeling was amazing and I had not expected or begged for any proof or sign. He acknowledged my dedication and took a few seconds to let me know it which I am very grateful for. If you do believe he is real and trust him, why bother him with...

If you're interested in learning lucid dreaming, you can check out ld4all 's website. A lot of great information on it. Also do not underestimate the dream journal. Keep one, daily and write it as soon as you wake up if possible. Some people have had varying degrees of success on healing...

Some of you might frequently use an astral temple but I do not expect many to astrally project there. Astral projection itself is a very difficult thing to achieve. Robert Monroe believes that dreamers also find themselves somewhere on the astral plane, part in an internal "dimension" and...

Don't worry, since you have decided not to be with satan, you are not. He has no time and energy to waste on people like that.

Or you could just save each page onto your hard drive.

They do not worship satan as an entity but rather what he represents. Strength, Power, Knowledge to name a few things. They still use magic and that part is somewhat funny. However if you think they are powerless, look up chaos magic. It'll make you understand a few things about what...

Can you manipulate energy from there? Yes? Then go ahead ;) Don't be afraid to try.

Greetings, First, waiting for other people to "care" is a problem. While it is fine to ask for help when one is in need, as a satanist you have to stand on your own feet. Have you read www.joyofsatan.com ? There is a LOT of information there. Even a full training program you can just pick up...

I can understand part of what you feel. I don't think I've ever have the amount of rage you do, but I've had more than my share of depressions, hate, suicidal thoughts, hurt myself. I should've been dead at 20 I think. One day I felt incredibly bad and the next I felt liberated, as if what...

How old are you? With the experience you have fixing the stuff couldnt you work somewhere else? If so, you could work somewhere else, get your own place. You could be straight with your mom, say you don't like those reptilians and you don't want to work with them. See what comes out. Shit, if...

Thanks, I had tried with a black bowl or a plain mirror.. I'll try with a black plate like you described. *Sigh* This made a few of my training days feel worthless. I'll have to go back at this later to make sure I didnt miss anything.

So I've been doing the training program. I've gotten here : http://www.666blacksun.com/Third_month_6_13.html At this point, I just feel completely incompetent. I can't do it at all, I have vision troubles, I need glasses to see but only at a certain distance. I've tried this both with or...

How many of you have been into the astral? What have you seen there? What makes you sure it wasnt a lucid dream? I've been into the astral realms twice.. TWICE in over 10 years. Everytime a technique worked for me, it never worked again. This had me thinking what if there was a special...

I have personally tried the I-doser, even their "hands of god" that they sell at such a high price. Notice that in their descriptions they always put in "not for beginners" or strong.. words like that. The only thing that this I-Doser accomplishes is put in certain brainwave patterns. It is...

You say there has been a lot of things going wrong. Life can seriously screw with your head, thus your concentration, meditation, visualisation, everything. Start out by trying to void your mind, if you can't, notice what thoughts are breaking your concentration You will have to either address...

This is a subject that alot of us will go through at one point or another,when we stop focusing energy and instead fight as energy itself. Some people use claws, others use powers or even daggers. How does mundane means like those damage energy? A theory would be that as a spiritform energy...

You could always lie and say you are trying to do miracles by the means of white magic. Meheheheh

First: Don't panic, I'm 21, my girlfriend had a baby and I had to learn to live with it. I hated it for quite awhile, thought I'd have to leave. But I chose to stay out of love. Guess what? Now I love the kid too. Lots of compromises, but first thing first. DONT PANIC. Second: Don't think...

Do your experiences get better every time? As in more perceived, more direct. Thanks for answering ^^

Very interesting. But how is it when you talk with him or interact with him? Is it like with another living being or is it more internal. It really seems like it is a very good relation you're having. Thanks for taking the time to answer :)

Since we all are adults here. I would like to know about your experiences with the above. Was it an open relation? A real relation where there's only the demon? How long has it been going or lasted. Why did it stop? How long did it take you to notice, feel and see? How much of a presence...

There are so many ways you could proceed. I believe you know about energy manipulations. You can use any technique or meditation you want first, to raise energy and get in the proper trance or state of mind. Then you have to "program" the intent using every "enhancer" you know about...

I've had a similar problem, a problem about "broadcasting" Which led to energy lacking which led to unconscious energy vampirism. What helps is definately "shielding". Blocking your energy in, might as well block others energy from reaching you at the same time. Just make sure you add an...

I understand it is rather hard to keep at it when everything around drains all of our energy, will and time. But that is why you haven't had any good contact. I used to be very active and those are the times I've had the most contacts. Right now I am passing through times I have to continually...

The most obvious contacts I've had were at the time of my dedication and the one where I've sought to know who was my guardian demon. I'd like to know though, what have you done to contact them?

The circle by itself is not offensive and can be used to other means. The offensive part is when you try to bind a demon with it, or to protect yourself from one with it. Which are two very stupid things to do.However I've considered making a circle to contain energy as I raise it, some sort of...

Theres the ld4all website that focuses on lucid dreams, plenty of good tips in there. Reading alot about it seems to increase the possibility of it happening. Also, every morning dont jump out of your bed and instead contemplate your dreams, see them all over again in your mind, more than once...

Why use HP? Theres plenty of other titles ones could appoint itself within a coven. They could even just whip a C in front. CHP for coven high priest. Nothing hard, stops other people from confusing the two. Easy.

Monroe has been one very influencial person in my life. His books got me hooked to astral projection. I have tried his gateway experience and I can say I mostly listen to the sounds rather than his technique. His hemi-sync has been more effective to me than brain wave generator. However...

I just HAVE to add this. Anyone can make thoughtforms and use that to affect people. How is that not real? Oh, why do we all argue? Because humans ARE going to get confused, misinterpret. There so many ways to interpret something but most of us take the face value of it which is often wrong...

Most of us meditate and practice alone or with demons, however talking to another experienced satanist usually helps alot on several aspects of our training. This was asked often on the main forums but I believe we should share a way to talk to each other and get to know each other on a...

Recently I have been on a "dryspell", most of my abilities have weakened. I feel like something, a mental block, has been set on me. When attempting astral projections no technique works twice, even the best technique that once worked under 5 minutes never works anymore. Why? The sensation...

I'd tell him to go read on NDE (near death experiences), people see a truckload of things, white lights, tunnels, the xtian lie, seeing their own body from above. I'm going to go ahead and post that it is possible to will yourself to death. I almost succeeded but my leg kicked by itself. The...

Hi everyone, I wanted to introduce myself and share some theories / thoughts. I'm 20 years old, 21 in 28 days, I have a kid and a girlfriend. I've been a satanist since 14 years old and opened to occult things at around 11. I have kept mostly to myself over the years, mainly because I do not...

I've found that speaking in rituals feels unnecessary and ordinary to me because entities can read our thoughts and common words feels useless. I could write my rituals in enochian but it would be complex and I risk fumbling and saying something I didnt want to. Backwards english seems like the...

One of the problems is people ask questions too soon. So many people just get here and ask without trying to look on maxine's website first.. A forum would be much more easier to search on.. we'd still have people asking the same questions over and over.. but things would be much more...

I don't see the link between lowering one's temperature and living longer... Yes its possible to make yourself colder or warmer.. if thats what you want to know I can help.. but its not about living longer..

You should also learn to use the caps lock key.. It would help my physical eyes when i read your posts ;)

Enough of this laziness, I want to prove myself. Are there any planned rituals soon? If not then does someone have a precise target they would like me to concentrate on? By the way, I'm not asking this because I don't know who to work against.. but only because I want to join in other's...

The only answer that could make sense is this, You can use both elementals if you only keep and use the parts that do not oppose each other. In my opinion it would be harder making them from opposite elements but it IS possible.. just probably not as effective and more complex.

Stop reposting, seriously, its kind of annoying. On another note, yeah its a valid board, for the planchette get yourself something that slides easily, preferably metallic. Material for ouija isnt something thats too important. Your abilities and the entities around are what makes it "live"

If that guy has that much money, he can totally just pay people to fake stuff and fill the page with articles about things most people dont even know about so that they can think of it. They say they tested his DNA and that it has a triple helix.. Yeah right, They say my blood is pure fire and...