I'm a bit confused about my racial identity and what my true racial roots are. My mother is 50% European white and 50% Mexican (Native/Indian). My father is mainly Mexican with a bit of Spaniard and English ancestry. I came out looking more white than Mexican. I have green eyes, light skin, and...

is there any favors that i could do for father? i would like to do this to keep in touch with him. any ideas???

any satanist in modesto california? i'd hate to be the only one!

yesterday i wrote a letter to father in a ritual. i asked him if he could give me a sign that hes still with me and to send me a gardian demon and a sign of who it might be. of coarse i meditated and once i started going to sleep i kind of saw this blue light but i think thats normal and i wasnt...

theres this stupid gangbanger who was talking crap about satan on myspace and i told him off and now hes going to get his stupid friends to go after me! i want to do the destruction ritual as soon as possible but the thing is theres no way i could do a ritual. i want to create an astral temple...

when i was reading the instructions on the astral temple, it doesnt say nothing about going in a trance and i would think you would have to. do you have to go in a trance to creat your astral temple?

i cant seem to feel my sacral chakra. i feel like when i focus on it, little balls of energy float up. is there any other way i could open it? an easier way? or should i just keep trying. it says its located below the naval but how far below? maby im focusing on the wrong part.

someone told me that they saw the virgin mary on a mountain in mexico. once i herd that i got hella pissed and wanted to destroy the catholic church. is possible for catholics to create an illusination of a figure?

everytime i open my heart chakra it seems to make me nervous around the heart. i hate feeling nervous because it could sometimes lead to fear! is there anyway to block that feeling out?

this happened a couple of times. i was meditating in the dark and all of a sudden i saw this bright blue light glowing inside my head while my eyes were closed and i felt tingling all over my skin. im hoping ive been toched by satan. is this something that has to do with some of the chakras ive...

when you do a destruction ritual, can it kill whoever your target is if you focus on the hate towards them hard enough?

how do i empower my heart chakra to the point where i have no fear at all?

Im still kind of new but i already did the dedication ritual about a month ago and so far i opened my 3rd eye, crown chakra, and throat chakra. The most important thing to do next is to communicate or get answers from father. Do i have to do a standared ritual to do this? I also want to write a...

well im having some trouble about being honest to my girlfriend about satan. she use to be catholic and she told me she gave up that virgin mary and her religion just for me, she said it hurts her that im in satanism and she tryes to understand but she cant. i felt really bad and so i told her...