You Your post made me want to look around the net, and I wanted to check famous people with Mars in 12th Taurus conj. Caput Algol. I found a few people, one of them was William Thieulin who was (is?) a French boxer. This is how Mars may maifest its conjuction bringing to violence and (possibly)...

I see many red flags in your words. It is highly possible you suffered trauma and abuse in your childhood, simply because self-hate and self-harm are the consequence of being abused at a point that the victim's mind starts to blame the victim (you) and feeds guilt and resentment. In short you...

Lack of self-image appreciation often comes from a distorted view on yourself, originating from what others projected on you, or programmed your mind to think, when you were a child or young person. You may try in parallel self-hypnosis or simply talking to your inner self in a light trance...

It depends where you live and you perception of people, big cities may be dangerous in some areas everywhere in the world due to immigration, crime and other problems. Someone said countryside may be safer, this is partially true as in some rural areas not far from cities you may bump into crime...

Welcome here, sorry for your condition, deep anxiety may lead to health problems in the long run. As said, try to relax and reduce the environment level of affection of your mind as constant news, informations about problems, etc may out the mind in alarm mode and you connect to the general...

You only know situation in deep but, if a Gentile is caught into the jaws of a jew, there will be strong spiritual ties Chakra to Chakra, so one of the first things to do is force situation to separate jew and Gentile in daily life, and then cut the ties from the chakras in the Astral plane with...

I think many factors should be taken into consideration. It goes without saying that a Zevist is way easier to handle as a partner. Would you prefer a Zevist woman with bad or neutral Planets to you, or a normal person with very good mutual Sinastry (planetary match) for love and relationship...

I think s/he is just scared of being trapped in his own weakness, one day. So knowing the Gods allow him/her to suicide in such extreme cases, is a mental relief, not a real need or plan. Just knowing s/he MAY escape a possible trap, one day, if any. Probably the Soul asking the question was...

I will try to give you some more words than "keep trying" answer as you seem quite in trouble. First of all I al sorry for you, loneliness may be hard sometimes. Have you considered that you may be holding yourself back from a healty relationship ? Being unloved in childhood, may create...

I think it's personal choice and much depends on the Planets ruling your 8th house, or so. Age may vary. I will do that, firmly. When you are very weak you can start sinking in the mass mind, so to speak, and this is something I cannot afford. Also I would never want to rely on "external...

Hello there. This is a very noble and good idea, you are admirable for willing to challenge the enemy. As you know it's the enemy behind the "pharma uncontrolled abuse", I mean they overproduce non-needed drugs. Despite some medicines are very needed and may save life, as with everything the...

First of all, very sorry for your experience and situation as you most likely suffered traumas, and this is really sad and unjust. Please receive my empathy on this. I will relate my experience, it may be different for others anyway. - Paramount is asking guidance from a Demon or your own GD...

I think, if you look for such an answer here, you may have suffered traumas in your childhood and you are looking for solutions and answers to your suffering, In any case yes, it exists in some individuals. I speak by direct experience here. Yes, this is recurrent in "normal" people so to...

Go to astro-seek and calculate your birth chart. Observe where Saturn is, your 3rd house, Mercury. Blocks may come from the Planets at your birth date, everyone here have at least one in their Soul. It is common. Also, Planets transiting may affect this block by increasing or overcoming it...

Welcome, man. "He" is fake and does not exist. How can he do anything for you? You will never regret being here. Watch out, this may require consistent work, while xianity is based on laziness. If you can stand this, you will be highly rewarded. Good luck in your new life.

I just realizes I posted it in the wrong area. There it is : https://ancient-forums.com/threads/women.301694/

Alive Despite abuse Despite misuse Woman : you still strive Strive to stand up Against represson Towards completion You never gave up Gave up on slavery Broke the chains And still, your grace remains You are out of misery Misery on feelings By people misguided How many of you died Broken, by...

Please receive an Astral encouragement from me, like an older uncle would do, expressing admiration and respect for you. Because, you chose Zeus and you chose freedom, by your intention and will. This is enough for me to consider you a noble and worthy woman who deserves a decent life. I wish...

Your situation seems difficult. They are probably monitoring your devices like phone or pc, there are programs that can do this without being detected, if your father installed them your are tracked in everything you do or probably he is able to listen you through your phone or so. Get rid of...

I think yes, as long as the full intention expressed by the affirmation is the same. Affirmation just program the unconscious and the energy, as far as I can understand.

I just forgot. It's your programmed unconscious mind, trying to desperately prevent you from having sex, as those muscles are not under conscious control of the mind. Reprogramming may fix this.

Being male and older, it happened I have met women with sexual hangups, and I also talked about this deeply. I have personal knowledge about traumas and how they affect the mind, on myself too. It is way more common than you think, depending on where you live and kind of education you receive...

By coincidence, I read this post of yours https://ancient-forums.com/threads/vita-sociale.73707/ I have some experience in family ties and I experienced the same "problem" you have with your mother, with my father. I may have something to relate if you want to talk. It's not possible to send you...

I know how this sucks. I think one of the human things the enemy fucked the most is family. I have seen and lived the worst patterns in family ties, so highly charged with envy, resentment. I was at a funeral and a brother whispered to her sister, at their father's funeral, how to treat papers...

Probably jewsus also reincarnated right now to show people "what is love", profiting of new technology he did not own 2.000 years ago. You can see the best he is able to do now in this video :

I think, in a death spell you simply summon and direct negative energies towards a goal, like for example grey energy. Unless you invoke Plutonian energies specifically (that, to be honest, I would not know exactly how to do as I do not know any Mantra for Pluto), energies are on their own, not...

This situation is not to be underestimated. It may seriously affect health, spirituality and the person. I have seen multiple times people under the direct influence of their parents, being unable to rebel or think with their own mind, for the whole of their life, doomed. This happens because...

I know what you mean. Other sisters/brothers here gave you very valuable and useful advice, to be taken seriously. I am a very practical person, even too much sometimes. Listen, if you are unable to live your life and your mind is derailing, try to put yourself under the responsibility - or at...

Are you still there? It would be lovely, to hear a word from you. You can reply anonymously by posting reference to this message #77747 in your message through ask-Satan service.

Sun, Moon, Mercury and Venus will transit quickly in your 1st house, so their effects will not be too much evident or relevant. Beware of Neptune and Saturn, together may weaken you a lot. The worst is when they transit your Ascendant, probably it already happened. I assume you are Pisces...

Hello there. First of all, your presence here is glad to me. Do not feel rejected here: you won't be. You are a Satanic soul, you are of value for the world, and I perceive you with my astral senses as a positive person. I am strongly impressed by your story, and this in a way recalls mine. I am...

I have seen 9°40' and even 9°55' Pisces placements in two charts, extensively damaging to the person's life, in similar manner. So influence is present along all the 9° to 9°59' range, I'd say. I can't say about 10°30', my perception is it is out of range, being way over 10°

I read many replies in terms of Astrology, I can't comment any further here. Just a thought. What if the tons of filth you perceive, are coming from some other source than Saturn? Like a curse, or your own mind programmed, or some traumas, or even worst a psychic vampire strongly attached to...

This is very sad, I am sorry for you. You probably suffer from a very bad karma from past lives, attacking sexuality in your soul, or so. 8 years is too much time to grand nerve reconstructions as the nerves may stop re-growing after a while. Injured nerves regrow, but the sensitive part of the...

Let him listen to Lady Gaga songs. He will be bald in a few minutes.

I just forgot. There is no "right" behavior here. Yes, we must be respectful and follow some ceremonials, in general. As you are in a difficult situation, confused and maybe lost, just forget this, the bell, candle, athame... etc. Just kneel in a decent and clean place, or in nature as well...

I probably don't know all the aspect, I just learn each time I make a reading and very high number of possibilities exist. They are related to the 8th house and Pluto/Saturn mainly, but not only. In my case, it was a huge combination of planetary aspects plus the Solar Return that was awful with...

*I am not young anymore (sorry for typo)

Astrology can predict someone's death. Though, I am not able to see this as it's very complicated and depends also on planets of people around you. Like in case, a daughter has in her planets a mother to die soon in life, well this can manifest in a way. My personal opinion is that Astrology...

First of all, welcome here as you sound like an external person willing to know more about Satan. Second but first, I am sorry about how you are being treated. It sound inhuman and unjust. I know what it means, being mistreated and abused, it's something getting really deep in your emotions. I...

This is very interesting and deserves to be discussed deeper. Many people have hang-ups or suffered abuse, brainwashing or have been exposed to sex very early in life wth negative outcomes. Also xian education pushes very hard on sex as "evil". Even if parents/caregivers never directly expressed...

Often it's an attack from the enemy or enemy entities. Like a sudden flow of energy hitting you. I feel this in my head area, as probably their attacks are directed to my Mars (just my personal thought, as the head is of Mars). Normally they dissipate or probably rebound back to sender, thanks...

Anything positive happened to you lately?

This may sound odd. And, in any case, it is not your fault. You may have a deep feeling in you : disliking or hating yourself. People who do not love and like themselves, often project this on other or self-program their aura this way. This comes from being mistreated or abused in early life...

I just forgot, whatever happened to you, or you remember, etc. feel free to share on here or to me if you wish. Being listened and understood is priceless here, and I will do that if you wish.

Man, I feel a bit worried for you, even if I do not know you - but I seem to know the schemes your mind is going through. First thing I want to tell you : do not feel guilty, or the cause of your problems. It is, that problems are somehow inside you, like a virus is inside a computer but... the...

I think you can focus on Solar energies, sending to this person Sun energies, like the Rune Sowilo for example simply visualized and vibrated into this person's Aura. Algiz also is a good Rune, you can shield the person from negative energies coming, by daily use of Algiz. The point is, the...

Much depends on the whole Chart, the sign ruling 7th house and where Saturn is placed, and aspects. In addition to what already mentioned, Saturn may add a serious tone to a relationship, bringing to you older partners, who are very serious to you, this does not call for temporary or cheating...

If you are bipolar, you may have no control of some of your actions, that originate straight from your subconscious without the filter of conscious mind - sometimes - as a result of abrupt emotional swing. Your subconscious and your alternate personality may be heavily programmed, for many...

I have some valuable pdf books that I got many years ago from a valuable SS on here, but I just cannot link them on here for donwload. You may also like to check this page where you can locate Natal Charts of famous people, by planetary position search, very useful because studying Natal Charts...

I will stay around my idea, I mean, that those are attacks that your own mind performs on yourselg. As TG said, this is the result of exhaustion for too high spiritual effort. I think, those episodes are mitigated by the Rituals or AoP because, after doing that, you most likely feel proud and...

Propose him to listen to Elton John together while drinking apple juice at sunset holding your hands. I would try with Rocket Man Should he answer you with Goodbye yello brick road that would not be a good sign. Your song may leave room for a hope, here. In case of complete failure, you can try...

Hello! Love... what a powerful emotion, this can lead to mysterious events and I know... when it's blended with obsession it can literally drag a 40 tons truck up a hill. So to speak. As per what others said about synastry, it seems very good (it would be useful to see the houses, as well, but...

Much depends on other planets. Maybe you have Jupiter in a good position so it can counterbalance Saturnian problems? There may be some weakness or problem in one's Natal Chart, but there's always some strenght somewhere, even in most negative Charts, so you may excel in other areas of life...

As I said in your previous thread, I firmly believe much of what is happening comes from inside you. From the unconscious. The enemy may relentlessly attack us, but it seems unlikely to me, they keep hitting so hard on you while no protection seem working (including that from your GD). The...

There may be some obstacles, preventing that to manifest, maybe this is why you feel it close, but you are also afraid it is not happening. Putting things in motion, plus the planets transiting in the sky, may really manifest this - as soon as the preventing obstacles will crumble, most likely...

It seems the AI crashed, here.

First of all, I express my sorrow for what happened to you. I share a similar story in my unfortunate childhood, this is very unjust, cruel, deeply damaging and heavy load on your back. And - I always repeat this, also to myself - it is not, never will be, not it can logically ever be, the...

Is anyone able to post the Grand Ritual in a pdf in the while?

Much depends on the Ascendant that, being Spica (benefic, as I read) at 23° Libra, could be Libra. So the Chart Ruler is probably Venus and co-Ruler is Moon. The first thought for me is, this is a very artistic and feminine person. Try to check the life of this person, who has a 23* LIbra Moon...

I don't think Father Satan even wastes a fraction of His time with idiotic jews who lost the clue.

I am unable to answer to the physical question about physical body loss. However I believe your dream is symbolic, like loosing your "earthly" self (that should leave room to your true self to emerge), while your Soul, or probably the female side of the Soul or of the brain (the girl) reaches...

I understand what you mean. What you describe is indeed abuse. She does not want to let her kid go away. You know, I have fought with a similar family in the past, for a person who was close to me at the time, so I am sort of empathic about how you may feel. I understand. It made me upset many...

I have seen, a deep exchange in terms of spiritual or superior knowledge between two peoplw with Jupiters in aspect like trine or sextile. About hard aspects, I think they may generate intensity (as said) and also empower and put in motion affairs ruled by the houses with the cusp in...

That's honorable and a good intention. Unfortunately stubborn family member may be a true pain in the ass, not because they have a true power, but because of their grasp on your girlfriend's unconscious mind, so they tap straight into her deep mind to keep her involved in never-ending loops of...

And, this. I wanted to read again your message. I feel in sorrow, when you say "I give up on people" and then each sentence begins with "I". Don't blame yourself. I perceive your arms falling down in this delusion, but, it's not you. The problem may need to be fixed within you but... just don't...

Hello there. I am sorry for your difficulties. This seems very annoying and blocking problem, apparently. Are you male or female? (I think you can reply anonymously by ask-Satan service again, with reference to this question nr. 77214) In any case. Often people experiencing such problems in...

Thank you so much for your words. They are meaningful to me, although I am not alone in all of this - luckily enough! I will think about your offer. You are a kind person. I have a past of severe childhood abuse, that I don't hide on here on purpose, so I can discuss the most, openly. I know...

How are things going for your sister, any sign of healing, or will to heal ?

Hello man, as you say, there can be magick involved, bit not only. I speak through experience so I may not know all, but what I relate is accurate for me. This kind of profound feelings coming out of the blue may come from very tight and peculiar Planetary positions in your Natal Chart, in case...

First of all, good for you that you reached the point to have you first intercourse, a milestone! Regarding meditations, you got a reply already, to which I would add "emotional body cleaning" by HPs Lydia you find on the forum here. Something that happened to me, in various situations, is...

As far as I know my direct experience, memories can be brought back to conscious mind, in case they have been buried as a consequence of a traumatic event. This happens because memories have been moved to the emotional level, unconscious. I can't relate about good memories, probably yes. But...

Oh I just forgot. Maybe this guy has some Planets in his Natal Chart that are healing for you, despite he may be cheating, energies would flow. If I were this guy I would never, never cheat on you - cheating on a wounded person may be destructive. But you seem well prepared and conscious of this...

Thank you, your words are kind and glad to me. I just feel empathy about this and I am unconsciously driven to support persons like you, and me. You know what? Most of what is needed here, is not very big advice, just... human kindness, understanding, and warmth. First of all I am happy for...

According to your words, your situation might be serious. Is everything OK at now, anything got better?

I think Jupiter in the 8th creates a bond within occult (8th house) and religion (Jupiter) so for an SS soul it can be a good placement. At least this is whay I perceive in this question. It also increases Plutonian traits that are good when used in magick or clack magick. There's much more, it...

Much of this in the Astrological Natal Chart, I mean the Planets under which a person is born. Also, the power level of Soul and then aura, will make a person more or less attractive, in harmony with the Natal Chart itself. People with higher energy levels may receive a better treatment from...

I experienced bad vibrations around bed and pillow, and bedroom, quite often. This happened because in the night we may be more open and vulnerable to external energies, and some xian was praying for me and trying to influence my thoughts, bringing negative energies to me and surrounding area...

Re-rreading, I said "without the need to hold the person to me". Inaccurate, the desire was strongluy present, but was not the main scope of the feeling, indeed. Hard to explain... just relaty on the song lol.

Well, I am not the one telling you "what is love" as others already attempted this with music here, with ... herm... few success maybe? Jokes apart. It may be subjective, different for anyone. For me - it happened when I genuinely felt a profound feeling of care-giving to a person, without the...

You welcome, I truly hope this will have some good outcomes, if you let her read it. Honestly, if a few minute of my life can better years of another valuable life, in a way, I am always glad. I did not feel you and your sister as total strangers, anyway, for reasons unknown to me. Probably...

I agree with that, somehow I thought than Temple of Zeus was coming to adapt to an increasing by externals. We'll have soon a flood of newcomers here, probably!

I think there are different levels of interaction. I used to try to introduce Satanism to good people I met, anonymously, but I very often bumped into a wall as their mind refused it, sometimes with odd happenings in case of people with a natural stronger aura, I saw how their programmed...

I will make an attempt here, assuming she does not know anything about being a SS. Because I sense how this is important for both you and her. Like you have a very old tie at the Soul, with your sister, or so. I have a decent amount of power when I use words, and I do care more about a good...

One of the best ways I can be of support is : I dedicated a very long time ago, and I am still here, I am well and my life got every year better. So, there are many people here who are living proofs that all of this is real, sound, true and genuine - otherwise this forum would be dead. Not to...

I was thinking : in case you desire so, you can send a personal message to me - in case you want to stay anonymous I will post my email on here. I sense I could be of help to your sister. Should you ever want me to write a few words to her, or listening to her story straight from her - in case...

I am glad each time I can be of support. Your story about her, touched me deeply. Sounds like she is doomed to abuse from her mother, as you say, and general emotional abuse. Sad. I am unable to wonder what she has suffered in past lives. Well, you may be emotionally cold in a way, but...

Man, I have been working in sales for more than 20 years of my life, I can tell you something here that goes a bit beyond "meditate and empower yourself" - like you don't already know that - ah ah ah! To be honest, I disliked sales the more I did that, because you may be forced to be dishonest...

First of all, this is very sad hearing how the enemy works, bringing to difficult lives for wonderful people ad souls like probably is your sister. Does she know you are SS or you are talking about her situation on some random forums, etc.? As dumb as it may sound, tell her some people like us...

I am really short of time today but I wanted to say a word. I have been reading your posts for some time and I was barely sure you had similar buried issues. I know how it's had to bear similar suffering sometimes, please receive my sorrow and empathy for what you are going through. You are not...

This sounds very Neptunian to me, probably you have a strong Neptune or you are being hit by a transit, as Neptune has been in Pisces until this month so its influence has been very strong. If this is the case, things will get better when Neptune will enter Aries (soon). I would add, natal...

I am a man, so I can tell "my point of view". As you described this guy, he seems sensitive and with a female side of the mind well developed, bringing him to be a gentleman or empathic, you name it, as you only know him. This kind of people may be very Neptunian in a way, but Neptune brings...

First of all, as I know by personal experience the meaning of being enslaved, mentally and emotionally, I express my sadness for your words. For some people it is a though task, posting those personal facts on here, good you have done it. As others said, you are not a slave in itself, but you...

I think you simply lived a traumatic event in your childhood. Being deprived of freedom for an extended amount of time, may cause the mind to react as you describe. Living with a permanent block to your internet, and any access to the knowledge from the Gods, may have left a scar in your mind...

In addition to all very good advices others gave here, I van add this problem may be deeper than expected - in some cases. It normally comes from mind programming, the enemy, etc. In some less frequent cases, the mind may have underwent a trauma in childhood, causing the mind to split and store...

Not only people here are children of the Gods, but they often are wonderful people who seem getting the worst in their childhood. The giant vortex of energies programmed by the jews to both cause this suffering and protect them (and corrupted Gentiles, like this) seem hitting the hardest on most...

The bad influence on you, may be caused by planets and their sinastry (mutual relationship) so this person may be violent to you for his Mars or Pluto or Saturn placement, for example. The fact a person is SS does not mean he is automatically good, even if we all enjoy the basic "tune" from the...

Their prayers cannot protect them in any way, but they aura can do that. Every person has an aura and, if you curse a person who is stronger than you, that person is protected. It may happen there are some lost Souls, who may be Satanic or were with Satan, who do not find the Truth in this life...

Hello there, sorry for your situation. You are young, and young people have a limited view of (physical) life because of age. Young people may have a "all or nothing" mindset, because of mainstream society influence, movies with teen super-heroes saving the world with one finger, and high level...

I heard many people on here, saying that they feel distant from, not liked by or despised by the Gods. Most often I found out, those feelings are the same feelings those people feel for themselves. They don't love themselves, they feel as unworthy, so they project this idea on the Gods. If the...

Feel free to reach me, if you want to talk or vent out a bit. My mother dead by lung cancer, in a horrible way, because was also trapped in my abusive xian father's will, to "show" her as a suffering prize to all the people he knows, she was forced in a bed at home, I just asked the Gods to...

This not an easy situation, apparently. You simply need power, in my opinion. Jews or semi-jews, and also gentile behaving exactly like jews, whatever, are parasites and vampires. They drain and suck your energy, by emotional manipulation. Feeling guilty from your side, is a strong red flag for...

As usual in those cases, I speak by direct experience and relate what I know to give more insights. First of all, I strongly support what DarkPagan666 said, it's excatly that. You say that this aversion "arose" in you as a form of defense. This is very typical of a traumatized mind. In case you...

Others have already posted here the main links containing the steps to follow. If you say xianity held you back from serious advancement and a better life, it means you have received a good dose of mind programming in your early life. The best step you can take is in your mind, by...

I support what DarkPagan666 said, it is most likely an outburst of very repressed emotions. I would just add that it may be worth looking for the reason behind that. Most often, people experience traumas in early life. When those traumas are too intense and unbearable for the mind, the brain...

Thanks for taking the time to answer me, appreciated. i just realize, I am just a bit worn out at the moment, for so many years of suffering - in the way you mean here - were applied to my life. I probably falsely expected an evolution promoting a reward for the past instead. Thanks anyway,

I agree, sometimes people just flood a post with their inner thoughts without thinking, as a relief to their inner struggles. I think this post is that kind of post. So if left unanswered, as a moderator approved it, it may seem we are just validating this request.

Well, unless you name "Satan" an illegal weed selling person in your streets, I do not think you need Father Satan, the True God, to do this. Sorry man, but what kind of question is that? Are you serious? Just... hello there, please I need to buy 2 kilos red potatoes at the supermarket today to...

Well, I can only try to guess what happens here. Maybe it's a curse, maybe it's your own mind playing tricks. Logically thinking, I don't find any other reason. In the first case, you probably know better than me how to reflect curses with proper meditation, or clean them from your soul with...

My post is a call for guidance. For my internal issues, most likely, I feel stuck like a stone here. I fully agree 100% with all is said here on JoS/ToZ - not that it would matter than much if I wouldn't - but I need to find a way to cope with that. What I say may sound opposite to this Sermon...

I do think that a practical reply is needed here, rather that theory. I'll try to speak by experience, even if mine may be limited knowledge. As far as I have seen, relatioships (love, friendship, cooperation, ertc.) do base on spiritual connections, most often. I noticed that the deeper is the...

Most of us has or had problems, due to mind programming, traumas, imbalances... the list is long. So I do not think you are too different from many of us, me included, at the beginning of your journey here. From your words it seems all is revolving arouns lack of self-worth or so, because you...

While meditating, not really as it seems distracting to me. I use if while doing yoga, for example.

Well, why not? If your life will be better there, I would immediately do that. Indeed, I noticed that moving helps to "gear in" new phases of your life, because sometimes you may habe mind loops or situations that hold you back, that you can overcome by moving far away, where surrounding area...

I fully agree Who knows maybe the enemy is planning a global law to banish Satanism for some odd reasons ? I do not think so but - in case - we seem prepared!

Yes they do! Once I was mentally creating a ball of energy, to be programmed and used, but made sort of mess as it was grey energy that was getting out of control. So my GD stepped in, vanished the ball and since that day I felt I was sort of limited in this kind of meditation, probably to...

I may sound obvious, but why don't you cut all ties with them, apart of blocking them via internet ? I mean also spiritually, in case you haven't done it yet, cutting cords to your chakras from them with Freeing the Soul meditation on JoS. Also, according to my experience, people who are...

You need to find it and throw away, in my opinion. Having such a filthy book in your living area, will disturb your mind - as it's evident you are disturbed by reading this post. A disturbed mind may reduce focus while in meditation as it's worried about that "book". Also, that filthy book made...

I haven't much to add in terms of meditations or healing, sorry. Based on myself, I notice that sometimes high stress comes from an over-worried mind. The highest amount of stress comes from traumatized people, who have internal perpetual-danger modes in their minds, so their stress hormones...

I have been dealing with resurfacing memories for a long time, so I will add some "technical stuff" to the very good advices given by others on here. First thing I need to say is : go slow. Memories of negative events (traumas) are stored in some areas of the subconscious, that the mind...

That's the key point around which the entire self-destruction pattern may be revolving around. Today has been a very long day for me, that I will remember. While I was on the shore contemplating a dark and lonely sea, all of this become clearer in my mind. Just imagine, you can program a...

There is also a small section on JoS about death and afterlife : https://www.joyofsatan.org/HELL_PAGE.html

I am very mentally limited in this moment, so I also struggle with that. What I am doing, is giving me time to "gear in" with the change. The only fact I have being able to understand - correct me please if I am wrong - is that Satan is seen as "distant" on Orion/Duat when we think of Him...

*A few weekd later, I mean

Each time I read a message like this, I think how desperate one can be, and I feel sorry for the situation occurring to another SS. Once I was not fired, but forced to resign (even worst at it was the result of a lost fight). Yes, can you imagine? I refused to leave the office that day because I...

Yes, don't worry. One day I was working on the FRTR / Visuddhi purification meditation. At a certain moment, I saw the dross coming out very quickly, like 5x the normal speed, and requiring minimal effort. I was like ... what?? Then I noticed a friendly Gargoyle lesser Demon showing up without...

I fully agree, good idea! I struggled hard when I had a cat, to build a fence or a limitation to the area where he could run free. No way, he always found a way to get out, they are really smart at it! So I fully understood their nature, that is of being free and not restricted. At the end...

Excuse me, just for my curiosity, where did you find the "knowledge" to remove a planet from your natal chart? Munka to remove a planet are you serious? Sound like the QI of Satan's question here... other thread. The true question is : why did you think you need to "remove" your Pluto from...

Time ago I had a very funny Guardian Demon, he was also prone to a laugh from time to time, really friendly. I unfortunately never found out his name. One time I was cycling while on holiday and, as the area was beautiful, I mentally showed that place to my GD for his amusement, and I asked "do...

I have seen many different cats, I always try to get in touch with them when I meet in the street. Each of them had a very unique behavior, they can be very different from each other. Cats have feelings, as far as I know cats who have been detached from their mother too early, grow keeping...

I may be wrong or this is outdated info, but here it says every planet can be a co-ruler, that is also what I know. https://www.joyofsatan.org/RULER.html THE ALL IMPORTANT CHART RULER The chart ruler is the ruler of the sign on the ascendant. In cases where there is a sign intercepted in the...

It means that your Chart Ruler is Jupiter (provided the Ascendant is Sagittarius) so this is the most important planet for you. Also Pluto is very important as it's your Co-Ruler, those planets with also the Sun will be paramount in your life and you need to observe carefully the transits to...

I am emphatic too, I mean I easily pick up the surrounding energies and moods of the people around me, also places. It may be annoying. But I don't reach the point of crying so it seems you have a more serious problem here. Yes average people are at a very low level; much depends also on where...

It saddens me reading so many posts of people in deep suffering. I know what you mean, apologize if I may sound harsh. The very deep sense of being destroyed may come from you intense will to bring her back, putting too many energies in forcing her back, and you clash with her will. And most...

Malicious and neglectful people make me angry too, way too much. Unfortunately they seem to be the majority, I am really fed up with them. Is there any way you can check if you have grown with similar caregivers? Hitting yourself in the head is a compulsive behavior that for sure comes from...

Very good point indeed. But would you risk or give extra work to your GD? I think it's personal choice at the end. For me, just having to do with a jew, sitting in his office, etc. is enough to discard him. But well you're right the Gods always watch our backs.

My worst problem when I was hospitalized, was that those places are full of xianity and xian symbols. I just managed to go away at the very soonest, and needed some extra cleaning because aura got dirty quite faster. I faced a setback due to this too, but then recovered. By the way. As you say...

It seems you have power to attract things with magick that is very good, but you attracted... a bed just a piece of furniture with no soul. As women are not soul-less items, if your magick is directed to a person, this involves also her will and may find resistance. It is also possible you...

My opinion is in accordance to what you say here, it seems you already answered to yourself. Of course there may be some criminals or negative individuals among the people you save but... well it's life. Like policemen sometimes they are forced to protect bad people, but they are needed. You...

This seems a serious matter that would need a guidance from the Gods (you might try Lord Buer for example). Some doctors are more prone to give you the standard official medicine, while others may be more prone to give also herbs or less damaging drugs. If I were you, I would ask guidance from...

I trust you mean just "harassed" not abused... anyway. I strongly think something big is happening on a large scale, because suppressing the woman is linked to all the jewish programs. Women in xianity were treated like islam today, just observe the nuns and the burka, it's the same stuff. But...

Well if you reached the point of sending out this message, things may be serious for you. I am sorry another SS runs into those problems. If you commit suicide, you will never find the root cause that brings you to desire death. And this "cause" will be again present in your next life, so you...

I thibn much depend on the fact, that we are at odds with the main "system", that is ruled by the jews, we put our personal energies not only at the service of our own lives, but at the service of our cause, the spiritual war, sustaining the JoS, etc. So in this very moment, things may be harder...

Hello there. How are things going for you, a bit better?

Your words allow me no peace, sorry if this may be perceived somehow. When I remembered the worst of my childhood (I also remember little of it), it happened late in life, it was ... how can I say. Nuke an atomic bomb into your mind and see. Everything I knew about myself, who I was, my values...

“It takes enormous trust and courage to allow yourself to remember.” Bessel A. van der Kolk, The body keeps the score

There is a high chance you suffer from PTSD, but this you probably already know. This is not to be taken lightly. I am not an expert but part of what I relate is based on my own experience, and some studies. Self-harm is a consequence of self-hate. Complex-PTSD people may have more than one...

I have heard several people on here, saying they can be of annoyance for the Gods or unwanted, non-listened, or worst - even the Gods are angry as you say here. This is not true. By logic - have you ever felt the true Power of the Gods at least once? When they want to direct energy to you, you...

Should you even find any sound evidence that your grandmother was not jewish in terms of race (as it's most likely true), it is higly possible that your mind wouls still be in doubt. A small doubt, hidden, unconscious, may grow with time and distract your mind, by thinking you "may" have some...

I agree with Henu here. Who says there are no Gentiles who follow jewish "religion" because they have been dragged into that? This conclusion seems to me an AI generated reply, where the AI read most pages in JoS, stating that being a jew is a racial fact and not only a matter of religion...

Hello. The first thing I think is, don't fear too much those "prophets" and their "magick". As you are Dedicated SS, you are protected. Do you think that their magick is more powerful than the jews rituals agains us, or even the grey aliens powerful energies to stop us? You will be safe from all...

Congratulations! In case you decide to procreate, imagine what a beautiful life you can grant to your kids, by allowing them to grow under Satanic ideals and not under the enemy influence like 99% of the world or so. In case not, SS couples are so rare and blessed, that you can really make the...

I agree it may be the case. I suffered from a childhood trauma; when that trauma started coming to the surface in my consciousness, I frequently found some insects that were indeed associated with that trauma. The mind and aura, when strengthened by meditation, can even manifest things like this...

I have seen it working in a similar situation, I don't know your country rules but this can be a general advice as well. If your grandparents have difficulties in walking and daily life, you should contact the social welfare office or social services office, to ask for a medical check and...

T Thank you. Should you ever want to talk, my email is [email protected]

To be honest, there's a high possibility of you to be scammed. The jews scam all Gentiles, for example if the opponent in your legal matter is a jew or a jewish-connected company or person, both your lawyer and them will work against you to let you have the worst outcome possible. I would not...

Exactly that. To my experience, after dedication there was for me and "adjustment time". The Gods are mostly on another Planet and the manifestation of their will and energies sometimes may take a while. What I mean is, keep doing the meditations that other suggested on here, and wait a bit...

I use melatonin only in extereme cases, where I know that I won't sleep for some reasons. i think regular use is not advisable for the reasons others explained here. My suggestion is, there is a difference between low quality commercial melatonin you find in supermarkets, and herbal shop...

Thank you HPs Lydia for this Sermon You are a very rare kind of person, there are so few at the world who are able to distance themselves from the enemy program. I set a goal, to live like you without the enemy crap and clarity of mind, in my next life of lives, taking you as an example. I am...

It's good to hear from you. Apologize if I may have disturbed you astrally, was unintentional. I often feel worried for people suffering like you for my empathy. I'll be glad to hear about you progress if you desire so. Regarding enemy infiltrating it's very annoying. I experienced similar...

I was just wondering if you are OK. In case you ever read those messages, please do not give up. Do not isolate yourself again, you need help and to vent out your past, there is always hope.

Hello there. Your words sounds desperate but also show traits of mind confusion and fog that may lead to worst mental health consequences if not dealt with. I strongly doubt you are sort of Demon tortured by angels, this seems your fantasy out of desperation. You do not provide many details, if...

Just saying with honest intentions that you value Satan and you want to honor Him, will make you worthy at the eyes of the Gods - in my opinion. You don't give many informations here so it's a bit difficult to tell you what you can improve. Unless, as already said, what you can better is...

I am truly happy for you! So many times the Gods and Father Satanas help us without even asking, and the whole thing is always a heart-filling experience for me.

I may sound odd here, and I am a bit at loss in following those higher thoughts on here at the moment, and this is a bit off topic. Are you using an AI to complete your posts or are yourself even an AI ? Please excuse in case this is a stupid question, all of the things on here are going too...

I think there can be multiple reasons behind that. For me, this happens when a deeper "self" of mine, originating from very old traumas, feels threatened or alarmed, often for no apparent or true reason. I can't say if this is even relate to the emotional body or so. It may bring heartbeating...

As others already told you, there's no real power in them. It may have happened, that you unwillingly opened your mind and chakras to that pastor because of previous xian programming, in case still latent. So some negative energy may have attached to your aura, bringing negativity around you. As...

Maybe I over-notice this, but recently I see an increasing number of people venting out exhaustion and extreme mental state problems, on here, like on the edge of drowning. Just wondering if all of this is indeed linked to Neptune moving around 29 degrees in Pisces, that is fatal ending degree...

I am available to talk. Just have few energies as well lately, as it seems many of us are undergoing something big, but will be glad for a chat.

Thinking to this thread, lead me to wonder whether I wrongly interpreted your inner push as I am too concerned with issues that are with me since a lifetime or more. Anyway, just my own way to see things, happy to be wrong in case I am.

There may be multiple reasons for your feeling. One that I experience on myself is, I have been lead to hate myself for traumatic experiences and mistreatment when I was a child. So I grow up with this inner feeling, that is indeed wrong to me. You say you hate "everything" to this seems to be a...

With my reply I did not want to state the opposite, I just overlooked this reply from HP HC and focused on what I perceive is the mechanism here. Indeed, it is tangible the push given to the forums by SeguaceDiSaranas, I can feel it.

I will be straight, hope you don't get offended but I experienced on myself the same as you in my whole life. You seem pushed by "not being enough" recurrent pattern. I have seen this frequently in people, mainly in very highly xian countries and education, or in traumatized people. And in...

Hello there. I have a way long experience on personal stomach/digestive problems. Emotional stress is the root cause for me. This comes from the inside, after many years problems may arise. I think you will find useful my reply to a similar request here ...

Welcome here. It's exactly how you state in the topic : Satan is indeed the True God, also an Alien (Nordic nace), also a Spiritual Being (with a physical body on another planet, namely Duat in the constellation of Orion). I don't know much about Marilyn Manson. But I think his music is somehow...

I understand. I am often right spotting people who suffered, I could tell this by just reading your name, even if I am not happy about that. But it happens. I feel sorry for you, all of this is unjust and each time I see ma person who suffered like that, I feel upset. If you are here, you are...

Take Heinrich Himmler. I am not expert of Nazi detailed history, but it seems to me he lived a good life in a middle-class family, went to the university, in WW1 he served without combat apparently. His soldiers in Russia suffered cold and freezing deadly conditions and starved to death. They...

To be honest, a month of "chaos" in your path does not mean you quit. You seem thinking that you abandoned the Gods for some reasons, but indeed you are here on the forums planning to continue, I don't perceive you abandoned anyone. You had a huge problem in your love life, this may hit hard. If...

I am not any advanced not I am able to predict my own death or others' death date. I think this is a task that is way beyond our levels and powers here. What I want to say is: do not obsess with your death as dwelling too much over something may bring in related energies in your life. Dwelling...

Did you burn the Demon's Sigil? It should not be done, Sigils must be kept with care and never burned. This may have messed up your ritual, in case.

Provided this post in genuine (apologize but it seems too many popped up recently) : Just reading the first line only, shows with a few doubts you may have a heavily traumatic past leading to those kind of problems. If you are dedicated SS, you can ask Father Satan for guidance from a Demon to...

The problem is not your size here. I think there's something deeper : you don't feel you are "enough", like many people do (me included for so many years). I am a man so I may not fully understand your feeling, but this can be easily related to penis male dimensions issues, so common among...

My pleasure and happiness when I can be of support! OK, cannabis is also your fault. But I a strongly convinced, sometimes people are too hard here with themselves. It is true our problems are "in us" and we are the only ones who can fix them. But what if you have fallen in cannabis because of...

I am highly focused on people who suffered traumas and I have some experience on myself and related studies, to be of help. So what I say it's only a possibility, and it's my subjective view on what happens to you, just a possibility. Please evaluate this with care. I assume you suffered some...

Sorry I forgot, sorry for your father passing away.

Well said and welcome back to work! Was your father ill for long? In this case, it may happen a loved one severely ill drains your energies, so you neglect a bit yourself as a consequence. Just wondering. There's no point anyway to live in the street. You may be thinking this as you see on TV...

If your efforts, that you describe as extensive and strong, did not bring to tangible results, I think it means there is something, or someone, blocking you. You describe your mind as fragmented; what do you mean with blackouts? Moments of which you do not remember anything or moments in which...

Your situation is really heavy. I feel sorry for you and those living like you. But consider this: you are still alive, you managed to reach this forum, and apparently you can also meditate. It is a bis goal indeed. If I were you, I would wait - standing still and resisting until you will be...

Yes, people with strong aura influence so much surrounding people. Just observe the expressions and happiness of people listening to a live Hitler's speech. This is an extreme example but yes, I this His powerful aura reached all of them. The second point like deescalating a fight etc, I think...

Thanks for exposing all of this, I knew nothing about that - though I am the living proof of how all of this infected and ruined the mind of many Gentiles, as I lived a childhood and teens in a similar abusive "relationship" with my father. Now I see that with even more clarity. People doing and...

Dedication of your Soul is permanent so there's no need to do that, unless you want it for your own pleasure and emotional safety. Faltering and falling back happens to many of us, if your mind has been temporarily fogged and you sort of lost the path, in truth I think you still were on the path...

This is most often caused by traumas, leading to a mind "split" or at least internal conflicts. From your previous posts it was almost evident you lived into a traumatic family even if it seems you often try to deny this. (Just my feeling, I may be wrong but...) This is most often caused by...

Let's examine it... OK. I am tuned in 2 and half of those points... A good start at least. By my personal experience I understand as point 1. is trauma relief. Most often traumas are invalidating and I also observe most people have suffered bigger or smaller traumas somewhere. I put and will...

Family ... may be a blessing or a curse depending on karma. I can relate my experience with a very negative family so I'll try to add some insights here. You don't specify what kind of curse/problem you have so not easy to understand. In my experience, generational negativity is most often feed...

I can relate that, pushing people to the Parh - even if they choose Satan by will - is not always working. I did this with a few people, for example encouraging them to meditate more and apply more, but when I lowered my pressure, they went backwards like a small setback. But I did not try...

Oh I just forgot to add. A package of cigarettes normally costs around 5 Euro or so? I have seen with my eyes the same brands sold at 0,90 cent or even less in Africa. Quality was lower, but same company. The want to lure people with a very low income to start smoking and make them dependant...

I would abstain from doing this, as smoking may easily bring you to being dependent. Also smoking is harmful, and I personally thinks it's a very resource wasting habit. I mean, tobacco must be cultivated and I am sure there are big fields with underpaid slave workers for big tobacco companies...

I have read several books and I have similar patterns of you, being closed to relationships outside this forum, in the "real world". I can try to relate my personal experience to be of help. If you have been abused, this most likely lead to PTSD and other emotional and psychological problem...

According to what I can guess from your words, it seems you are filling your need of being of high importance to someone who cares about you (for example a good father that you probably haven't had) with Satan. That is indeed not wrong, you simply opened your heart so much to Him that you feel...

Not at all. Would you force a soldier who is temporary down to go to battle? We are strong as a group, as a unity. This time you were down and others worked on the schedule, next time I'll be down and you will work on the schedules instead. This is life, it happens. I have been down several...