Hello, before you begin. You should first perform the dedication ritual, as this will show to the gods that you are committed to continuing down this path and in return, they will provide you with both protection and guidance. Afterwards it is recommended that you start the 40 day meditation...

Echoing Henu's and Vance's advice. I also would suggest starting the 40 day meditation program. As I can tell you from experience, that throwing yourself into multiple RTRs while neglecting the fundamentals, only leads to spiritual burnout. Also avoiding meditation because of fears of being...

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