Don't worry I've had that too in the beginning for over 2-3 years. I definitely can't speak for everyone but I think it's normal at the beginning. It's as if your mind becomes your worst enemy. Like you subconsciously think the exact things you don't want to be thinking. My best advice is to...

'' Christians are schizophreniacs... ... I met a 300 hundred years-old vampire ginger...'' Bruuh <_<

There's one reality check that has never failed me and made me become lucid every time I did it in a dream. It's to count your fingers on one hand. Every time I had like 6. Also when I was training to lucid dream being younger my friend told me that clocks are also a very good reality check...

That's true! I had forgot about these techniques. Thanks for the explanation btw!^-^

Do you have any idea why this trick is helpful? I think I had seen this before for people dealing with anxiety attacks or I may be wrong. Anyway, I tried it and I think it is helpful. I am just very curious as to why.^-^

-You can focus on your breath. -Also on your energetic body ( By focusing on your physical body you'll begin to feel it.) -You can also use your will to make your mind void. (It gets easier the more you do it.) -As HP Mageson666 shared before in a post (about AIM it think) the AUM mantra...

-You can focus on your breath. -Also on your energetic body ( By focusing on your physical body you'll begin to feel it.) -You can also use your will to make your mind void. (It gets easier the more you do it.) -As HP Mageson666 shared before in a post (about AIM it think) the AUM mantra...

I don't know if this music could fit into the spacemusic category but this artist popped into my mind when I listened to the spacemusic songs you shared and I thought y'all might enjoy his music alot https://soundcloud.com/borealism/tracks It feels like it could be one of us here who made this...

Well now it's just fine :) ! I swear I think the whole site was down. O: But now your picture even shows in our reply anyway that's weird but thanks a lot btw. ^-^

Part of my previous post was erased -_- I just wanted to say I think the picture is down and I was wondering if you could reupload since I thought this condensed version of the Final RTR was great.^-^

Yes indeed I am simply curious aha ^^ And pleasure is mine! This music is a true gem to me :D

Your Avatar pic is really cool btw. :) Do you think Travis Fimmel is a Gentile? Also I thought you might enjoy this music. ^-^ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3mNv5sxs2tw

Oh nice^-^ Of all them I only know Perturbator, Rick Astley and NIN :oops: These other artists must be great! Now I know what I'm listening to next. :D

I haven't listened to the whole album yet but I just wanted to say the music you make is really beautiful and congrats :D Right now I'm listening to Utopian Future and it really reminds me of Carpenter Brut. You should check it out if you haven't already^-^

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Honing Void meditation so you can snap out of anything thought in the fraction of a second at any given time no matter what is happening. :D

Find a printer or an electronic device and do the Final RTR. Be creative, find someplace somehow where you can perform it. If you do it fast it takes roughly 30min. As for meditation, mantras can easily be slipped in your daily life if you manage a way to control the noise and environment in...

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Thanks a lot for answering my useless question I was just wondering. :D

Completely out of context and solely out of curiosity I was wondering how many of you here who contributed to this thread are air dominant? ^-^ ..as I. :D

Thanks a lot for sharing all this! :D Also I think it's the first time I see someone mention the Akashic Records.:o When I was without some years ago I read some books by someone named T. Lobsang Rampa. Now going back I suppose they must have been filled with BS like most work nowadays but I...

Very thorough and precise information! Thanks a lot to you both for elaborating this much and to everyone else who added useful information about this thread. :D Helpfulness is over 9000!.. x) As for myself I don't have anything to add but my gratefulness^-^ ♥

Thanks a lot for sharing! ^-^

For some reason reading your reply made me recall the guy in the older forums saying he met his grandfather in Skyrim and that he would interact with the NPCs on an astral level :lol:

Thanks brother!^-^ It makes me feel really lucky when I think about it. :D She's the only potential SS I physically know and I'm sure she'll kick ass soon! 8-)

You're surely kidding but I wanted to say such ''someone'' would be completely stupid to say such things about you. I just wanted to add ever since I dedicated back to the older forums you've always been part of those whom I look for their opinions. Egon & FancyMancy as well.^-^ Thank y'all for...

My apologies... I have two sisters 12 and 10 years old. I think the older one has dedicated to Father Satan in a previous lifetime. She's very much into meditation even on her own. Before I talked to her about it she had already started to practice Void meditation. She's very secretive and a...

Oh! great. :D

If I recall correctly emotions are ruled by the 5th and 6th chakras.^-^

I know I've already ask this question before but I always keep wondering: Has anyone ever used HAGL to bring positive results and what are they?^-^ I tried a bit & it feels very grounding and powerful but I still doubt the safety of using its energy to further experience with it.

I totally agree with this and although I knew such things it feels good to see this put into words by no other than you HP Mageson666 Oh! Mighty & Wise Sloth Overlord :) . I feel like when you become a SS and start advancing there are like bits and pieces of knowledge and wisdom that you...

Every one of your sermon is such bliss to read^-^ So much wisdom and grounding! There really is no words to express the gratitude I feel for being part of this community; of Satan's Family :D A million thanks to our Wonderful Clergy!!!! Simply thinking about y'all uplifts my soul and gives me...

Wintergatan!! Any song :D I'm sure it's impossible to not appreciate their music :o

Hahaha my bad :? Wow thanks a lot!! :) You're really damn amazing too!!!! :D I don't know why sometimes I would think of Goebbels when reading news you would share. Like not the headlines but really interesting news and stuff. I don't know that much about Goebbels either but I know he was...

Actually, ''Douche'' means shower. :D Just passing by ^-^. On a more not-so-important note I wanted to add that If I would have been less wise and maybe with much more water in my chart I would've really enjoyed receiving blunt and help advice from you FancyMancy! :D Somewhere in your...

Here's a very helpful study! :) https://drive.google.com/file/d/0B0s5tOFKF61KUXA5aVRKNGJkTVE/view All credit goes to Stormblood for sharing this wonder! :D

After overlooking a bit the wonderful book about Yoga Mantras by David Frawley. I wonder why the sacral chakra is associated with water & the bija mantra of water. (Vaṁ) But on JOS the infos about the sacral chakra says it's of the Earth element.

I don't know if you stopped smoking pot but I can assure you it's extremely detrimental and no one should ever touch this! Even smelling a whiff will have negative effects on you. :?

Some mantras are stronger but it is also individual. The 3rd Rune is good to empower the 6th Chakra. Its more powerful version is THAUR. You could also use CHANDRAMASE or SAULO(16th rune((more powerful version))) Pranayama exercise before vibrating makes it more powerful. Also, breathing...

Awesome! Thanks a lot!! :D

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I knew it because the way the transition to the A sounds. The way you described your hissing makes me think of the CH in CHANDRAMASE Ok nice that makes sense. I think I remember Savitar mentionned S was fire and SA water. Personally, I prefer the normal S for SATANAMA. :)

In the video posted by Egon the S is vibrated like a normal S as in Sun. I remember about this in the old forums and I think Savitar replied to me that both were fine. I'm pretty sure the results may be a bit different though. I was wondering if anyone ever compared both? :)

I feel you mate!:/

I remember the only time I successfully achieved astral projection was in a dream. I became lucid then I tried to astral project in the dream and it work. I know it work because when I woke up my head was extremely painful. And I read somewhere that this happens when you astral body doesn't...

Wow what a story.. :( I felt more empathy about this wasp than towards most people I see everyday passively embracing their doomed existence.. :oops:

Yes it is good to do so. I think it's also beneficial if you vibrate their name in the respective Chakra they rules. :)

I don't know any specific exercise but I remember Savitar mentioning that being able to comfortably breath with huge counts...(Example: breathing:16seconds, hold:16seconds, exhale:16seconds) ... is a quick way to achieve mastery over all 5 prana currents.

LOL This escalated pretty quickly! :lol: Thanks for the clarification about races and all! :) I was thinking about that the other day. Like I am white but a little tanned naturally, my hair are almost black and my eyes brown. I look a little bit like a Native American but if one of my...

Thanks for sharing this!^^ But Arachne is not a Goddess she's a mortal(:

Won't show :(

I feel the same way too though I have recently killed some because I felt like there were too much in my apartment but honestly I guess I'm just being lazy because since a time I started taking them gently in a glass and putting them outside but now I feel like they're just going to come back in...

Since we all don't know each other in real life you shouldn't be afraid of asking any questions here. If anyone ever tries to make you feel bad about anything just don't listen to them. The real SS here will never make you feel bad. Even when being tough, every advice given by an experienced SS...

Well Void meditation will help him make clearer decisions. IMO will surely help him being aware that he essentially WANTS to meditate. When practicing Void meditation you gradually regain grasp of your thoughts and emotions. Then you create and shape those you want as in affirmations.

Wow!!!!!! Congrats this is so awesome! :o When I scrolled down it was like BOOM I got so stunned! This is such a Masterpiece! :D Thanks a lot for sharing!! :)

Yes that's how you described it. Maybe at first you won't notice the exact moment it starts working but just keep visualizing and never doubt your success. I have a very hard time visualizing and I am practicing everyday. I am improving slowly but surely! :D

''When you are in light, everything will follow you. But when you enter dark, even your own shadow will not follow you.''

I have already watched that video before I don't know but I'm pretty sure this guy is not a fake. Could be though but everything really seems genuine. I like the part where he accidentally hurts someone and then makes a dream that night in which his pasted away master makes him remember he swore...

Hmm I'm pretty sure they are on the astral plane. Maybe they're angry about something. Of course just now I thought about something; Where do souls go when they don't go to Duat nor in their filthy ''heaven''-cube matrix? I suppose they stay roaming around on earth but then I wonder how do they...

I see. Thanks a lot for the answer^-^.

Void:''...(**adj)unoccupied, vacant," from Anglo-French and Old French voide, viude "empty, vast, wide, hollow, waste, uncultivated, fallow," as a noun, "opening, hole; loss," from Latin vocivos "unoccupied, vacant," related to vacare "be empty..'' Avoid: ''...partially Englished from Old...

There's was a topic made by HP Mageson666 (or HP Hooded Cobra 666 I'm not sure) about Dracula. It was in the other forums but I will try to find the archived link and post it here^-^.

ahaha I agree too. Though I must say I used to now a girl and now being dedicated I'm almost sure she is a SS at the soul level. It's been a while since we last spoke so maybe she dedicated since then. I remember once I even showed her the power meditation page on JOS but I wasn't dedicated...

Their are enemy Nordic Gods but angels are just jewish thoughtforms. Here is more extensive infos about angels. https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=488

Wow everything you share is so fascinating!! :) Thank you so much for sharing this!!!! It's always such a wonderful pleasure having the chance to hear another one of your beautiful stories! I really like how you explained those rules. They're all things I kinda knew but the way you put them...

So true! Get ChronosXP and forget that page on JOS with the hours!

Have you even read the whole JOS.org ? :roll: Enlil is Beelzebub. Father Satan's half-brother. http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Beelzebub.html For your own sake if you ever want to learn the TRUTH don't trust everything you read that isn't on JOS.

Man... I didn't come here to rant but please read the whole JOS.org website before asking such questions. I hope I don't sound mean it's just once you'll have read JOS you'll probably facepalm yourself too if you ever read these questions of yours again. :lol: Anyway... This seemed...

I don't know if this one fits what you were looking for but if you haven't already watched Heinrich Himmler The Aryan Knight I strongly recommend it! Originally the video was made by HP Cobra Commander but jewtube went full diarrhea. Thankfully someone reuploaded it in 16 part instead of 3...

Pleasure's mine :D

Nop. You're more open to influences when you're asleep though so it's normal that they be attacking more frequently when asleep.

I always wondered about that. My guess is Asian.

Thanks a lot for that! It goes directly into my Howtospotajew repertoire! Also Scarlett had a nose surgery.

Wow thanks a lot for sharing all this!!!! I am so amazed!! :o I'm sure those blocks you put on yourself might have been very useful back then.

Nice questions you came up with there^^ I found that: 110 Hz - Pure Frequency Associated with the Stomach and Ovaries 110 Hertz is the frequency which is associated with both the stomach and the ovaries. *(110)\biblio* In a pilot study in 2008 by Dr. Ian Cook, this frequency showed a direct...

You mean wasting time meaning like not doing Hatha & Kundalini yoga? Yeah makes sense to me!^-^

Thanks a lot for the advice! Of course I am not ''wasting my time'' as I would simply put this in the background sometimes while doing AoC, AoP, RTRs,etc. Having read all JOS I believe the whole eightfold path is the way to godhood. But I get what you mean like Hatha & Kundalini yoga while...

Damn I can't even fathom all this sheer knowledge woww..!! This is such a precise depiction of me even to the color of clothing what the heck! :o Thanks a lot for sharing all this! Usefulness is over 9000!!!! :D

Glad to hear that! :D IMO lucid dreaming is fantastic^^

I'm pretty sure you're definition of astral projection is kinda accurate. A lucid dream though is not the same at all. It's when you're dreaming and realize it in the dream. Then depending on how lucid you become you can throw fireballs, bend streets, have sex 8-) Frequently I soon wake up...

This question is a bit stupid but I was wondering if vibrating SATANAS in one exhale is also good?

I was wondering if anyone had any negative experience with using solfeggio frequencies? I don't usually listen to music when I meditate but sometimes I do and the other day I realized that the solfeggio was based on the chakras' frequencies. (Again maybe this ain't true.) Since then I sometimes...

Have you ever tried Hatha yoga and Kundalini Yoga? It helps a lot to make the spine more flexible to allow the energy to flow more efficiently. Maybe the way you would normally meditate makes it so that the energy stays stuck along your spine. Have you tried to do your meditations lied on your...

Wait wut!!? :o

I was looking for meditations and stumbled across the power meditation page on the JOS. When I saw the fire thoughtforms one and read it I was like: ''Man this stuff doesn't feel like BS at all and it's the most advanced thing I've ever heard about'' Then, two years later I came back looking...

I saw countless times your recommendation for Billy Idol. The other day I thought it's 'bout time I start listening to that guy's music and I was wondering what are your favorites albums/songs of Billy Idol? 8-)

Ahahah I had a funny picture in mind reading this :lol: This is so true! I still think it sounds better & more descriptive with them ''contracting'' but this is just me being silly ahahha :D

I might be wrong here but I'm pretty sure it's a term they use to refer to the name of their filthy ''g-d'' having variants like the 72 names or the 42 names. Anyway Hebrew is their language, they created it. Talking Hebrew is like spilling diarrhea from your mouth. :?

Wow!!!! thank you so much to all those who invested time and effort to bring it back!! Thank you as well to everyone for being so wonderful! Feels good to be back home^-^