THANK YOU! I will see about 90x rep. Maybe 40x Because when I started Ansuz working I only manage to do 27x with all other stuff like aop,rtr,yoga and so on.. But now I started with 18x for atleast 40 days.. okay I will search how to do munka thing. and also I've made note in my calander on...

Yes I know. I'm very thankful that you made reply mercury. I know what I need to do.. honestly at this point it's mind vs soul. Because my soul WANTS,NEEDS AND CRAVES food (meditations). But my mind is still playing tricks on my one day this one day that and here I'm again at the point 0. I...

I've loged with my old account because I'm too ashamed to post on the real one... I will start by saying that I had an on and off relationship with drugs and alcohol since 2016.. also I have an escapist nature and destructive personality I want to go all in and when I start I want to go...