I am doing power meditations for 5,6,7 chakra along with few other exercises for 2 months now,nothing paranormal or major seems to happen yet,i feel little bit anxious about my results. Is this normal process of development and must i do more to get worthy results?

I just recently learned about ways of Joy of Satan and i am more happy than ever!I am still adapting to real magic and deprograming from enemy system. I have may sigils with circles on and ring,should i throw all that away or just store it in some place where it will not be used?