anyone?

haha seriously a question tho. my parents are suddenly telling me that my ego and candor prevent them from "wanting to work with me" (notice we are far removed from the "care about you" stage) my friends get hurt alot when they say stupid things i don't want to tolerate and i shut them down...

i have owned multiple topics of levay's bible and other books of the type, but my xtian mother always finds them and disposes of them. i'm going to college soon and i went to borders to stock up and there are NO books on satanism. none at all. and there used to plenty. i can find some on wicca...

i just started learning about spiritual satanism. i was formerly levayan but i think believing in demons as actual entities explains alot of things from my childhood. what is the first step?

sorry if i'm posting things in all the wrong places < this site is confusing. Krade is what my friend called the being i used to talk to, the one i introduced her to. she pronounced it K-ray-d but i pronounced it k-rah-day. i assume the being is male. tall. long fingernails. i never say the...

what's the first step in spiritual satanism? i know the basics of levayan, is it that different? besides not viewing the Morning Star and his Demons as actual entities... ?

ey guys. my name is Bekka and i am 18 years old. i was raised xtian, even forced to attend catholic school. i went through stages where i believed but it never really stayed and i always considered myself agnostic because basic xtian ideas didn't sit right with me. eventually i became...