I still haven't seen my Guardian Demon :(. It's actually been half a year since I converted into a Satanist. When will I find my Guardian? Help please.

So I stumbled upon this site and it shows the real works of the xian God. (http://www.luciferianliberationfront.org/bloody.html) It talks about the xian God wanting people to eat babies, sacrifice people etc...It also shows which passage it is from the bible. It's ironic how people think...