I had an experience a while ago. I was taking a nap, and sometimes I wake up, where I am caught between waking and dreaming, and I see my astral body trying to get out of my physical body. My astral body is light blue, almost clear, and my fingers were longer and thinner, and my arms too. Even...

I am new to Satanism, only dedicated for two months so far. =) But as I clean my aura and chakras, whenever I breathe in white light, I have to be careful it's not tinged with blue. I once did that, and all my chakras felt, well... cold. My heart and throat chakra felt as if I had breathed...

I was thinking about this for a while and the following is from my journal, because I feel inspired to write about this. I had posted on the JoS forums "What Does Having a Satanic Spirit Mean To You?" And I got various replies, and I was happy to read them. I had listed some of the changes I...

I was thinking about this for a while and the following is from my journal, because I feel inspired to write about this. I had posted on the JoS forums "What Does Having a Satanic Spirit Mean To You?" And I got various replies, and I was happy to read them. I had listed some of the changes I...

Last night, I was listening to one of HP Maxine's sermons, and she said that when she was 12, Father Satan came to her in a church and gave her a Satanic spirit. It never occurred to me that Father Satan can live inside us. And I wondered, "can I have a Satanic spirit too?" I think Father...

Last night, I was listening to one of HP Maxine's sermons, and she said that when she was 12, Father Satan came to her in a church and gave her a Satanic spirit. It never occurred to me that Father Satan can live inside us. And I wondered, "can I have a Satanic spirit too?" I think Father...

I recall reading on the JoS website, and though HP Maxine's sermon, that Father Satan has said "the war has been won." I believe that this means the war against the enemy Nordics, Reptilians, and Greys have been won. But I also read on the JoS website that Father Satan and the Gods are from...

I have noticed that for the past two years, I have been using an eye that *could* be my third eye, but I am not sure. Does the third eye turn any which way (all 360 degrees)to watch things, literally like in your head, to watch things in the physical world? For one, I find that I can watch...

Last night, I sat down in front of my altar to meditate. I listened to some violin music, and managed to meditate for about 15 minutes. Near the end, I felt and saw (in my head) that was VERY real, a grey fog/mist. I could actually feel the coldness of it, and the moisture in the air. It...

I was listening to Tartini's "The Devil's Trill" for the first time. And it came across my mind to post these videos, from the movie "The Red Violin", which is a very good movie. I have the soundtrack (which I highly recommend!!!! .<), and the violin music reminds me very much of Father...

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this. I need help, lol. ._. I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and...

Okay, this post is embarressing for me, but I have to post this. I need help, lol. ._. I dedicated a little over a month ago. Two months before that, I was a SERIOUS xian. Had a whole little library of xian books, some about purity, saving yourself for marriage, keeping my body pure and...

To me, Satan is Father, Lord, Master, Maker and God to me. He is the one that formed me, flesh and bone (for sure! I know this for a FACT), and shaped my destiny. (I have a clearer picture of what my purpose on this Earth, and what comes after it.) He is the bringer of knowledge, truth. He IS...

I know that having sex or being sexually active releases a lot of stale energy, and I was wondering if one needs to be sexually active (by oneself or with a partner(s) to raise their kundalini. What are your thoughts on this? Does (for lack of a better word) masturbation, help to raise the...

I check out other Satanic e-groups on Yahoo, but could not find other Asian Satanic groups. I feel like I am the only Chinese Satanist in here, am I? LOL. If you are Chinese/Oriental/Asian, how do you view Satanism, coming from your cultural background and upbringing? Has the culture and...

Hello to all brothers and sisters in Father. I am able to look at myself (see myself from a third person view, and also view, with some success, my own aura). I noticed that although I clear my aura with white light, after a while (like after a heavy nap) my aura reverts back to black, studded...

I was talking to another JoS forum member, and I was told that she and a few others, with their astral eyes, saw several ships enter the Earth's atmosphere. They landed in the ocean, and I am told that these ships belong to Father. I was talking to the demon who looks after me, and I was told...