Hey i have read nearly all JoS and i believe in it but the problem is there is something holdning me back and i dont know what ? before I read JoS i was a atheist so maybe it's still the Atheist thoughts that holds me back or else it's the christien "gods"? i havnt been maked any rituals but i...

Hey :) Some strance thing happend to me yesterday i was reading on joyofsatans and when i stopped reading ( because i need to sleep ) it felt as if my head turned around and i couldnt see normal when my vision was blurred and when i walked i felt very exhaustet and some days after at...