I was once a xian mentally. Being a xian and cursing their enemy because of my mishaps destroyed me in society. After dedicating myself to the Light, a strong resentment towards the xians came over me. One day while being agitated from realizing all the years I was robbed of identity and truth...

For those who do not know me. I'm the one who posted the message about drinking chicken blood before dedicating myself. I'm also the one who posted about my past regression seeing myself as a messenger on a black horse but being (white) when I'm black. Dream could have meant anything.Therefore...