Hello everyone. I have made a a blackbook ( like a satanic journal ) and over the years kept it secret, writing down a lot of stuff and even sigils of some of the gods. However recently i moved to another place and there really is nowhere to hide it. For now it is kept in my backpack with what i...

There used to be a merkaba meditation on the jos page, but i notice that it's gone now... anyone knows where can i find it?

I am sure that there is someone here who can share the information like how we were created , what purpose does humanity serve, history about the gods, how the world was created, etc. Please tell me i really want to study this.