Just a quick dumb, but, for as long as I can remember, I've seen a blue "figure 8" shape , resembling the symbol for infinity when small flames are lit in the dark. Basically it looks like two luminescent elipses that terminate into one point each, while the flame or ember resides between the...

I noticed a PDF file of all the content on the JOS site. It disappeared, though, can anyone re-post? Thanks!

I'm back, and with vigor! Well, I've healed up and I've got my head back on track. Life is giving me signs now that I'm on the straight path! However, I was wondering if there are any fellow Satanists on these boards at present who happen to be from Michigan? Well, those who follow the JOS...

This question intended more or less towards the higher-ups who might be better equipped to help me and lend their faculties. Before my dedication ritual, I believed I was fully ready, but apparently I wasn't of as strong resolve as I thought. I feel terribly lost and really, I'm not sure what...