It happened eversince my long meditation behind a black candle 2 days ago, when i finished and went to sleep i started to hear the beeping. it's not like a beep beep , but rather like a beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... Kinda hard to explain, but this has been going on for the 2nd day in a row...

Just wanted to ask this out of curiousity, who here has been depressed when they were relatively young and after that they see the world differently or act too mature for their age? It's just that's what happened to me and sometimes i think about this topic and want to see what others think...

Hello brothers and sisters! it's been a while since i have posted but here is what i want to ask and discuss. Recently my life is going in shambles and finding the meaning to my life is getting more and more difficult because of the way i see the world is going. I'm still fighting our...

I'm starting to see more frequently the numbers 666. I know it is some kind of sign or way to notify me something , but is there any chance it can be related to something specific? Maybe its because with the ammount of stress from work , me focusing on my girlfriend ( which i'm sure Father or...

Hello brothers and sisters! I was thinking about something after a big enemy attack this morning. When i was working , my day was pretty crap , but i was thinking that they have been crap lately , but they always go way better during night time. ( 6 PM - 6 AM ). So i thought that i have...

Hello fellow brothers and sisters! Hello fellow Lovers! Hello fellow satanists! About almost 2 months ago i got my interest in Satanism and over a month and a half ago i dedicated. I have been passive eversince , just slowly working my way up to empower myself. I have been slacking a...

I have wondered about this topic for a while and maybe others in the group can verify this as a possible fact. Right , i noticed that most new satanists including myself have had a tough time in society from the start. Maybe it be from the early childhood or teen days or even early adult...

I have read everything i have found about the Trance state even the recent sermon but i have a few questions about it. 1. This is how i imagine a trance state : You can't feel your body completly and can't move it aka body paralyze OR you can't feel your body but you can move it at any time...

So i have been doing alot of trys to get into a trance since i need to sort it out before i can start on my Crown chakra and other things. This time i went to the Bathroom ( i go there sometimes when its too noisy around the place ) and faced my back against the wall on a coushin and started to...

So i have the entire house for myself and being a newly dedicated ( 2 weeks dedication and 2 weeks of reading the site ), i have noticed changes and progress in my meditations , but i was thinking is it wise to have a allout entire meditation day for almost the entire day? This is mostly to...

I'm wondering this because a few days ago in my dream , a spirit i was having trouble with there at first got resolved and when we started to talk she said she was my GD. For the last few days i have been researching about finding out who she was since i couldn't ask the name. So is there any...

So pretty much i woke up earlier to my alarm ( practicing waking up on time ) and it was 8 AM or 8:30 , don't remember. and i fell back to sleep until 9. I had a dream about a spirit situation going on. I kinda remember what happened fully , but not too much. Anyway it was a spirit situation...

1. My eyes are twitching lately a little when i meditate. 2. Doing the 3rd eye meditation , i can feel heartbeats on my forehead and on my thumbs 3. After my 3rd eye meditation , i can sometimes see when i put my hands ( So far only hands ) infront of my closed eyes , i can see them as...

Hello all! I have made a few threads here in the recent past , but i have for weeks been reading about spiritual satanism and everything and done some meditation and on friday i decided that on saturday i'm going to dedicate myself. July 23rd 2011 will remain in my mind and heart as the Date...

Alright , let me explain what happened. So i have been slacking on my meditation for days because of the lack of peace and quiet and work being a pain. So today my parents decided to go away from the house for a few days , so at about midnight , i decided to try and do Void meditation and...

I'm wondering if there are any Skype group conversations or something similar to other VOIP programms where people could group up and discuss about things , issue , help etc ? If there are for example Skype people who would enjoy to talk about JOS or Satanism or about Father Satan , we could...

Hello , i just recently started following the way of Satanism , i have been meditating for days without any result. Since my old thread seemed to have died , i'll ask a few questions here and ask a few fears aswell. 1. Does Father Satan approve or a person with a good will? Whos intentions...

Hello there! I don't know where to start from ... but i suppose here i go. I have always been a man who belives in the supernatural , the soul , the mind , Angels , demons etc. I have been searching for awnsers for years and i have had from luck to none. I might even know the awnsers , but...