I keep thinking about what it's like after you die... what happens? I'm scared. I would be reassured if Satan was by my side, but he's not. I've meditated and prayed all I can, with no response. I need to be assured soon. Quite frankly, yes, I am thinking about suicide. (I do not care for pity...

Hi, my name is Kira and I am fairly new to Satanism. I've read up and studied a lot about Satanism and I've even done a ritual dedicating myself to Satan. But since I've done this, everything has gone downhill for me. I pray to Him for help and continue to try spells and rituals, but I feel like...

Brothers and sisters, I just wanted to let you all know that father came to me Saturday after going into a trance a waking on the astral. I could not see him but he came in, touched my fore head, picked me up, held me like a baby and said " my boy". Then he put me down and said " as I have...