Just a rant, I’m relapsing from my last problem. I’m sick of trying for nothing. I’m done... and Satan does not care. I’ve been asking for an incubus for years now... after everything I’ve done for him.. I get nothing! I know that sounds selfish, but I have never asked Satan for anything...

Mods probably won’t approve this message... I’m prepared and more than deserving of rude comments. I’m worthless. I’ve asked Satan for an incubus for the last time today. My astral senses are open enough, I go to the gym 5-6 days a week, I’m not a newbie, I’m just worthless down to the...

I feel like I don’t want to live anymore. I work on myself physically and spiritually, contribute to the community, do warfare everyday but it’s never enough. Satan just doesn’t care. First of all, I’m 100% sure I’m not a Jew. If I die, and decide to stay on the astral and have my soul...