Is there anyway of dedicating without having to sign in blood? i cant stand the idea of hurting myself for extracting blood. I already fail two times... and to make it worst almost discovered and scold by my family. The only thing i get is pain and no blood. I know the purpose but i cant do it...

I have read joys thorughly and i i dont know where to start. According to the onlinestore book of meditation I i have to open the chacras first but according to website i have to learn to go to trance and absorb and release energy first. Also i red about a basic meditation program(in the site)...

im ready for my ritual but i cant get this pen by anymeans so i wonder if i just could sign with my fingers instead? im use to sign with my initials. Another question is it necesary to check the moon phase and the day that i should do the initiation? because i have read in joys about a curse of...

1- i wish to know if satan would take it badly if i start training the first section of joy site before actually dedicating myself?. Because im still skeptic about powers,spells, and such. Yet still with some quick training i can see the auras of colors as it is said in books but when i try it...