I just found out the when I was born, my parents had me BAPTIZED!!! yeah, not a typo, BAPTIZED!!! OMG HOW COULD THEY HAVE BEEN XIAN? all my dad does is dream about the day the vatican burns to the ground and all my moms friends are xian but their both atheists. BLARGH! Hail Satan!!!

my dad is the kind of guy who all of us woud like. he's not ignorant, he always finds a way to pwn xians, he hates the church, etc. the only problem is he's an atheist and I really want him to be a satanist. I don't wanna tell him ima satanist but I have to for me to be able to convert him...

Finally we have a satanic love e group. I'm not good at managing groups so I need someone who can do good as a moderator. other than that its all up and running. email the group at [email protected] the link to the group is http://groups.yahoo.com/group/sataniclove/.

ok I'm planning on doing some astral projection and roaming my town and going to some of the most haunted places in oregon astrally. I just wanna know if theres anything wrong with this. Hail Satan!!!

hey I live in oregon and I wanna know if anyone lives in coos bay or north bend. I'm tired of all my friends being xian.

sry I've been gone so long. ya see, as many of you might know I want to be a girl. I realized that the reason Zepar didn't do his part of the deal before was because the girls I was writing piece'o'shit poems and carving his sigil into houses woud be affended because they woudnt be the only...

I can't use it as in: I don't know how, and my parents have noisy computers all over the house lol. you see... my ouija board is a piece of cardboard with some letters, some numbers, and some words like yes, no, and goodbye. my planchette is a little lego. but I can use it to contact a demon...

ok I just wanna know... what are angels? what are their origins? what do they look like? and what's the best way to kill one? thankyou Hail Satan!

ok I went to teens4satan and it said it was unavaiabe. did it get hacked AGAIN?

ok we all have a gift from satan, right? some have the gift of foresight, meaning they can see the future, and there are many other ones I think, but I don't know them all. my gift is a FRICKEN WILLFUL MIND! I am really good at willing myself and some other things. I can will myself anywhere...

ok so have you ever had a memory you wanna get rid of? have you ever wanted to get rid of a memory that just keeps toruring you? well here's an easy meditation that I discovered and it works. 1. (optional) go into a trance. atrance isn't needed but it gives better results. 2. focus on the...

ok so I went to tikaboo via the JoS links and I saw this 2013 days untill 13.0.0.0.0 and I wanna know, is this the 2012 thing? I ask because this is a myan date. so is it the 2012 thing?

ok I believe that earth is under never ending angelic siege, so I thought that we could all try to defend earth by just putting an extreme aura of protection around it. now I could have atempted this alone but really, what would I acomplish. if we ALL work together in this than we can find a way...

ok so today I went to my new school and I was folowing my friend who's a christian and I folowed him into BIBLE STUDY! now this was during lunch but they lurred my friend into bible study with donuts hehe.I just can't believe they have to bribe kids into bible study so they can jam this crap...

jow do I see/get to paradise lost? I kinda wanna see a world other than that of the physical one. I'm kinda tired of earth in a way and even though my astral temple is fine I still kinda wanna see paradise lost. by the way (only an obivion player who has shivering isles and has seen can answer...

ok I have two serious problems: 1. I keep automatically willing myself for reasons I don't understand such as I'm watching tv and then some dude dies. well when I'm in bed and I'm just reliving that in a way and then the daydream becomes so realistic that I basically die for less than a second...

ok my dog died and I can't wait to avenge him. but even though patience is a virtue I didn't have to wait as long for my homeschool to end. Father must have sorry for me because now I can go to the school that I signed up for and couldn't get into. what is good is that I didn't even have to ask...

ok I think my pendulum is only contacting angels. I want to know if theres a way to make an angel proof pendulum. is there?

ok so I'm training my aura to feed the white energy off of other auras and send al my grey energy to other auras. I just want to know, is this possible? I'm basically trying to be a spiritual vampire but still I'm trying to get my aura to feed of of other auras so that I won't have to do the...

my dog died a few days ago. I asked satan to give him a good life that won't be affected by the economy. I also asked that he be guided. somehow I was contacting an angel that posed as haures. it was thinking like me because it used the strategy that I would use. I contacted it somehow and I...

I currently hate haures. I asked satan to bless my pendulum and tomorrow my dog will be injected with fata fluids just because apperantly haures thinks its HILARIOUS to torture me. if my dog dies I will lock mysef in my room and my parents will need a swat team to get me out. that or I would...

ok I read the invocation thing over many a time and I can't figure it out. how the hell do I invoke a demon/demoness? I want to invoke haures to get a better idea on what she would like in return for something but idk how, HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok I've got a fire elemental and he has tortured the kid who threw a stick at a duck enough. so... I sicked my elemantal on the popes fancy staff thing and the popes bible. tell me whether u think this will work or not :)

ok so as you may know I sent a thoughtform at a bratty kid and it should make him suffer. well I thought a thoughtform won't do enough damage so I sent a FIRE ELEMENTAL to him to make him suffer. ima send the thoughtform at my local preacher and see what happens.

ima torture someone with a poppit. ok my friend has a friend named Dakota. I hate this kid, so...... ima torture him with a poppit :P but I don't wanna kill him, I wanna cause him GREAT PAIN but idk whetheri should rip the leg of or bury it and tell him to dig up the naborhood trying to save...

ok how the hell do I feed a black thoughform? I made a powerful thoughtform and sent it to ALMOST kill my friends friend. I want this thoughtform to put the kid near death and then i'll send a white thoughtform to heal him. then just rinse lather and repeat. the problem is my thoughtform is...

ok so I recently asked Satan for a familiar that would be in the body of a crow and he apperantly gave me one but he also told me it hasn't hatched yet and I shouldn't look for it because it will come to me. now as resonable as this is I just wanna know when will the birds most likely be leaving...

ok yesterday I was out walking my dog and I was hiding a dr.pepper that looked like a beer in my pocket when I saw my friend and all his piece of shit friends. now when I got to them I tossed them my pop and I saw one walk up to a duck with a stick, then he threw it at the ducks head and I heard...

is the a way to go to my astral temple and when I'm there its like I'm ACTUALLY THERE? I wanna go to my astra temple without it just being a daydream. I'm gonna rebuild it but I wanna go there and be able to walk around in it like a dream, but, how would I do that?

I'm pissed at Haures. she said she permanently fixed my dog and when I woke up he was on the brink of death. I asked if this was her sick and twisted way of giving me proof and she said yes. YES! I know this doesn't sound like Haures and that's what worries me most. I mean wtf happened?

ok I'm confused idk how to make an ouja board so how do I make one? by the way wtf is an ouja board?

idk how. JoS isn't clear enough for my little brain.

however you spell that missing florida girls name I asked my penduum if shes alive and she is. then I got a good idea: we use pendulums and other satanic things to find missing kids. not ony wil we be saving lives but we will be helping out satanism if we show others how to do what we do. makes...

read the subject... al my life I have ooked at logic and now I'm in a religon that I don't wanna believe in for some reason even though I'm placed with STRAIGHT EVIDENCE from Haures, Zepar, and last but sure as hell not least, Satan. what is wrong with me? I've dedicated and I've felt this way...

as much as we fantacize about it, a world where everyone knows the truth about satanism and IS a satanist would just be fat out chaos. I know this might sound like I'm bashing the religon we belong to but right now there are too many christians, and thus there is a lot of chaos and unbalance...

ok so I wanna be a girl as you know(im not revealing her identity till I've shapeshifted either on my own or with the help of Zepar)and as those of you who read my ``the agreement`` post that nobody answered (damnet) I asked zepar to turn me into a girl. now, I just wanna know if zepar wil stick...

how would I invoke Haures(my gaurdian demon) or Zepar? I just think it would help me out quite a bit. speaking of invokation, what does it feel like? what is it like to have a demon/demoness speak though you? thank you, Hail Satan Hail Enki

ok lets say a christian comes up to you and he/she knows your a satanist and they say ``why do you worship evil?`` or something that bashes satan, demons, or satanism just ask them if they honestly think that the church would tell the full truth about their enemies and ask them why the church...

I know funny equation huh? anywho I've been doing sex magick and focusing the energy on an orb I got a some renesance fair in vegas hoping to turn it into a way to communicate with demons. will this work or should I just give up?

is it possible that I'm from a long line of satanists? seriously I'm being attacked by a grey once a night and I think I must be from a long line of satanists or something. is there any reason why greys would have such value in me or are grey attacks common?

Ok so me and Zepar recently made an agreement that he would turn me into a girl (im not revealing the identity of the specific girl until I have shapeshifted completey) and all I agreed to do was carve his sigil into the house of some braty 10 year old, and write a poem of what happened (and it...

It finally happened. I didn't have to wait too long either. Haures works fast apperently. I am very greatful for what she`s done for me so far, I mean she gave my dog a chance before but I never paid her back, then I was attacked by a grey last night and I contacted both Satan (who protected me)...

hehe I was watching religoulus and apperanty scientologists believe we are born with evil aliens inside us. sad yet funny huh?

ok don't email zaeqon@... ever. if you will email me I will be more than happy to email you back but ONLY WITH THIS EMAIL! zaeqon@... is the email my parents check. ony email deathelic@... ok.