im in quite a pickle right now and i havent been around lately mainly because of internet issues, but now im back in the loop and poking around the site once in a while but i feel guilty for asking for help. to be honest i havent been meditating and yes, im guilty of not exactly taking the time...

im just so sad. my boyfriend just broke up with me and its sad. we were engaged and i loved him so much, but things fell apart. in short im single now and have been feeling like throwing up and dont eat much. it will pass, but i just need a little satanic love to cheer me up. im really really...

i was trolling around the messages and came upon the dream post about the scary dream and the reply on how to protect yourself. now knowing this information on how to protect myself i will start to do this, and hope that the person having that scary dream never has one again. this post has...

i had this feeling since i became a satanist, and it felt like my boyfriend and i were never going to work out. its sad because i really loved him, but he did something that ( to me at least ) is a big mistake. an irreparable mistake. i feel like shit. i dont know weather to seek out the council...

Damn me! damn my ignorance and selfishness! I have been having a very intense couple of weeks and now everyone's celebrating and im looking around finding out what all the hubbub is about. now that ive figured it out i feel like i want to stab myself with a fork! how could i sit here wanting to...

this made me laugh. ive been trying to find suitable candles and what not to burn for the dedication and start collecting such pretty things so i thought i would go to the little store on the website but to my dismay i saw the long notice about how the snail mail destroys or steals the stuff...

Ive been freaking out for months about this and its become more a bother than a little worry in the back of my mind. I want to do the dedication ceremony but i just cant bring myself to draw blood. i freeze up possibly due to my fear of needles, cant find some candles and don't have a place to...