The more I try to concentrate, the harder it is to stop the constant flow of random shit running through my mind. I've been practicing my VM for at least a month twice every day and I still can't stop and think about nothing/here&now. If I try staring at a candle flame, I start to think, 'oh...

http://i14.photobucket.com/albums/a332/ ... 672ec0.jpg After redoing it about 8 times, I got it exactly how I wanted it :) I shall wear it everywhere so I am able to meditate anywhere I go! So excited! Hail Father Satan <3

When I first performed the ceremony to ask permission/acceptance from Satan to ask Lucifuge Rofocal to be my guidance Demon (night before last), after reciting the prayer to Satan, whilst imagining King Lucifuge's sigil and summoning him, I felt big.. big as in Alice (in wonderland) eating the...