Okay, since the past 2 years my mother have been VERY abnormal. After my relative's death due to covid, (they used to own a college) There was noone who could handle it properly presently and it was on the verge to be auctioned and there was a lawsuit against it at the same time. My father had...

I am 15, born into a Jain family (I believe modern Jainism is bs). I can't just openly cover here. I am thinking to do the ritual alone one day. Anything I should consider before? (I am learning more about the history and things from the resources from the JoS website)