I am starting to open chakras are try to. Lately I’ve come to the realization I really hate myself for choices I made and being no where near where I want to be in life. I’m talking hate it want to bash my face in hate it. I still take suboxone I still take Zoloft. I’m not making much...

Loved ones?? my family is getting older my mom will soon die, and she is an awesome lady with a good heart, but she does pray to Jesus will she be devoured by the light of the enemy? I would love to tell her the truth, but I have not seen it for myself. My third eye is messed up and I’m on...

I’m starting to doubt all of this. I’ve meditated for months not seeing any progress. I’ve asked for signs from the Gods/ Satan. Received zero. Nothing.. I’ve asked to feel their presence nothing I’ve just wait. Feels like I’m wasting my time.