Will white candle work for dedication ritual? There's no other colour other than white so I had to use it for ritual last night? Will it be valid? Hail Father Satan!!!

I always end up failing to meditate and makes me feel so upset... Everyday I got work to do and in the morning I always woke up late and there's no time for meditating and at night I was so tired and feel sleepy and fall asleep before meditating. I don't even know what to say but do I need to...

In this morning I was trying to wake up and it was like a dream but I know I was in a dream so in that dream I took my phone besides my pillow and it was 6:50 am I woke up again was not a dream this time I take a look at my phone and the time was exactly 6:50 I was a beginner and today is my 2nd...

Can the RTR be done using pen or marker??? I got attack by enemy last night in a dream maybe cuz I'm too into Spiritual Satanism and becoz I meditate in progress to achieve advance spiritual...fuck I never forget that dream and think about it all day and keeps on bothering me...as I am a...

It's been about 2 or 3 months ago since I had my dedication ritual to father with the broke candle that I made on my own for I got no red, black or blue candle... I always wanted to be a dedicated Satanist but I have trouble about the candle so I try my best to make one out of the white candle...