No offense to everybody else, but you're the only One Who understood the post...i guess i have very bad English. The point Is i would rather DIE than leave my beautiful Italy to ho there..i never left my Town .no disrispect but i wouldn't last a day, really. On the other side, if the Gods tell...

I don't know why i didn't write this a while ago, since this has being going on since 2019, if i remember well (probably i was very scared of the answer). Long story short, i once felt compelled to make a ritual to ask Lucifer where i was supposed to go, i mean physically. I guess i was seeing...

Una volta aperto vedrai il "dentro" e il fuori... spero che il tuo dentro sia decente perché 8 miliardi di esseri umani che camminano alla ceca è uno spettacolo grottesco;) non so perché tutti siano così cazzo positivi al riguardo, io non tolgo gli occhiali da sole da 5 anni. Avrei voluto che...

Today i found a hidden gem on YouTube. If you're familiar with black metal maybe you know the band, but the interview it's not about the music, it's kind of a Quick lesson about Fascism, Communism and so on. For obvious reasons the guy didn't exposed himself too much, but i found It still very...

That's definetely true eheh we are gonna die. I need to regain physical and mental strenght, i even used drugs to cope with the trauma, and to be honest It helped for a while, but now i'm really exausted. I guess it's either Die or be Reborn.

Thank you very much.

I died on 9/10/1967 and i was reborn on 3/22/1968. Then died on 7/10 1993 and born on 9/13/1993...my fucking brother from the first life i mentioned is still alive and well :lol: looks like i won't rest in peace

I died on 9/10/1967 and i was reborn on 3/22/1968. Then died on 7/10 1993 and born on 9/13/1993...my fucking brother from the first life i mentioned is still alive and well :lol: looks like i won't rest in peace

Thank you very much, i hope the Runes work (how many repetion you think should i do in your experience?) I know i sound like a little bitch :lol: i really do, but keep in mind i was basically a kid when i started doing this, cronic depression and gender dysphoria doesn't help, too..but in...

I think i'm going to take my life. Wether with drugs, or a straight bullet to the head, i just feel it coming. I sincerely don't understand how you guys get to cope with the current situation of the Earth. I opened my third Eye in the period of time from 2014 to 2017 give or take, and since...

A quick premise : very often I find myself thinking about the people the Gods (and SS) are saving, our families, our friends and humanity in general. And when i watch their behaviour i often get cynical, it's incredible how much these people don't give a flying fuck about anything that's...

I saw something similar. People were in line to get food in some kind of improvised camps(in my hometown), they had a very scared expressions on their face, and overall there was a very strange and sad vibe..i don't think it was about nuclear war, but about economica collapse..i saw a guy i...

Thank you!

Thank you very much

I've been empowering the base chakra (with the rune Thor) for quite a bit, and now i feel a pretty annoying pressure on that area. I started doing the "repressed anger" exercises a few days ago so i don't know if it's going to help yet..i was wondering if doing the RTRs may help with this...

I'll try to be the more concise i can. I've been meditating since 2015, give or take. On the physical plane, the effects of the Meditations are unquestionable, i can do things that years ago i didn't even believe was possible. I was even picked to be the "head" of some pretty heavy rituals i've...

Thank you!

Thank you so much for your time...i needed to read that. I will try to save me!

I think i'm kinda retarded cause i can't find a way to create a new topic :D so i will write here, since it's related to what i wanted to write. i hope you will give me a couple minutes of your life, i would really appreciate it. I did the Dedication Ritual on April 2014, so i'm not a new...

i don't think i ever stated something to make you think that i need to be trusted, or "accepted" by you, because my maximum level of appreciation i can have for someone i'll never know is: as long as you are alive i'm happy. Only because you are (i guess) a Satanist. The only reason why i visit...

i don't understand man, unless she's a CIA agent sent to kill you 😂 how can the fact that she might have mixed genes be a problem for you? If you like her, you like her... I myself have jewish genes in my family, snake eyes, weird nose and all of that. And at least for me it not even just in the...

i don't want to sound over dramatic but if the Jews could really hurt us, we would all been dead after the second visit to the Rtr's website page. do you really think the most powerful people in the world can't find our identity just by checking this forum?

i would like to share my experience, too. i dedicated on Easter day, in 2014. Since then i had high and lows, some periods i did 4-5 RTR at day, some periods nothing at all. And honestly this "as above so below" thing is how i would describe my journey, and what I mean by that is that i feel I...

i don't know your situation but i want to tell you this: since I did the Dedication Ritual i worried about A LOT of things that actually never happened. i'm not saying that your is necessarily the case, but i would still invite you to think about it, and at least consider the idea that it may be...

that's exactly what i think about in those bad moments. thank you.

i guess my parent would belong to the "not giving a fuck" kind. I told them about them as soon as i found this (how naive i was)and since then,not a single question,especially from my father (the guy cares more about his car then his own son).with that said, i must admit that i cried a fucking...

Just a quick question... since i've always been curious about the fact the enemy SEEMS to not give a single fuck about us, like not even intimidated us in some one (left alone for the time they cursed us around 2016 if i'm not wrong) i always wondered how far can they go about it? I have a...

Hello everybody, it's the first time i write on this forum, and this look like the only "right" topic to write about ..happiness, i guess? I'll go straight to the point, maybe mine it's just a nihilistic rant with no possible positive answer , so feel free to ignore it, but since statistically...

I just noticed that on a few sections the word "each" is missing. Is that a forgetfulness or is it part of the Ritual?

I just noticed that on a few section of the RTR (4,11,12) the word "each" is missing. Is that an inadvertence or is that part of the Ritual?