I hope u get a new laptop soon 2! Uv helped me alot since I found our family n il miss u but I know ul b back! Until then may Satan watch over u! :)

Also hate apple. I swear we have a spiderman-like sixth sense as Satanists.. :)

I'm not ashamed of it.. Just miss having a female body.. I'm pretty sure I was 1 in a past life.. Only thing I'm ashamed of is that I been slacking in my meditations lately but thats another story-just have 2 b strong n get back in2 it. I know it seems cliche but I really feel as though im a...

Ok, cool. Thanx 4 the input! I appreciate it! :) Hail Satan!

I know this isn't really a question relating 2 Spiritual Satanism but seeing as how ur all family I thought I'd just lay my thoughts down n c wat sum of u have 1 say. Anyway, like the title suggests it's a matter of gender. I'm a male but iv always kinda felt like I'm more female on the...

All I wanna say is that I always knew deep down inside that Hitler was a hero :) Hail Satan!

K, thanks 4 the advice. I'm definately stuck in a rut n really need 2 get out of it, bit il have 2 c how much that costs n unfortunately I have so many responsabilities at home that I don't think I'd b able 2 go away. But I'll check it out at sum point thanks. :) Hail Satan!

K, well I'm not from America but I imagine that no matter where u r it's corrupted so I guess I shouldn't do the ninjutsu then.. Thanks 4 replying tho. Ah, just getting so desperate. Seems as tho everything I try 2 do either seems like a bad idea or I completely fail at it. Father must b so...

Ok, so I have two questions: First off, Im new to yoga and I know it's good for us so I'm doing it but I feel as tho I need to do something else as well. When I was much younger I did karate and enjoyed it but not as much as o think I should have (sometimes u don't appreciate things as much...

I agree with this I also hope that love is in the air for more of our awesome family! :) but as this is more of ur moment I just wanted 2 wish u both the best! :) very happy 4 u n like every1 else says they r 2! I'm sure anytime 2 of Fathers children come to b in love it's a wonderful thing! :)...

Yeah, no I thought bout that but I'm not open enough to sense things really yet and I wouldn't wanna ask for ones company/companionship if I can't sense them if that makes sense? I just don't wanna b wasting their time. I still have to get 2 that point.. :( but yes I'm lonely but il have 2 b...

Thanks, Kait! :) really appreciate it! :) Hail Satan!

Well, this is a pretty random question, especially considering I'm super far away from marriage seeing as how I don't even have sum1 2 love or 2 get sexy with.. ;) but anyway I remember reading on JoS under Demons sum where that Father had more than 1 wife n I was just wondering-Satanically-how...

That was easy to find XD thanks. Mine says currently unavaliable but il try again later now that I know were it is..

:D thanks Shannon! Glad 2 know we can create fire! Can't wait! ;) but I know practice, patience, persistence.. Hail Satan!

Ok, thank u very much 4 replying Kait! Really appreciate it! :) Hail Satan!

I wasn't aware of this either. :( I'd go 2 chat group of I knew how! Hail Satan!

That's awesome Brian! Very happy 4 u! :)

That's very interesting. I'm from south Africa as well! Where can I find more info on this? I'd like 2 try that!

This may be a very dumb question but it's important so I wanna do it as right as possible. I wanna start the program as soon as possible and I was just wondering is it important that I start at the beginning of the month (as I c it's a monthly program) or can I start today if I want to and just...

Awesome Lydia! Very happy 4 u! :)

I don't really remember my dreams but the only parts I remember bout them is that I almost always die :( the times I don't tho I wake up with the feeling that something is wrong.. Don't know what they mean but it's pretty depressing so as sad as it is I prefer not remembering them (at least not...

Agreed, very beautiful!

Very interesting.. If my horoscope is anything to go on tho sounds like it's gonna b a rough year being a bunny n all.. Oh, well :) Hail Satan!

Hey, every1! I havnt been online in a while been a little slack with my meditations due to holidays and all but getting back in2 them as of 2day n gonna b consistent this year. Neway I just wanted 2 wish all my brothers n sisters n amazing year of growth and prosperity! :)

I also just wanted 2 wish my entire family a happy Yule! :)

Ok thanx well it's nice 2 know I'm not alone in my problems thx. :)

Hey, every1! I seem 2 have a problem (as usual). Lately, whenever I try 2 meditate, I immediately feel completely drained of all my energy (no matter how energetic I'm feeling) and basically just pass out then. I don't mean 2 n the harder I try 2 stay awake and focus the quicker my energy...

Will have to do that then. :)

Hey, all I'm 24 and I still don't know what I wanna do with my life. I mean I know I wanna praise our Father and become empowered - that's my main goal obviously, but wat I mean is I don't know wat to do as a job - u know wat I'd b good at and/or enjoy. I currently work in insurance-which I hate...

Thanx. Nothings happened again since that time but I'm glad I at least feel like I'm making progress now.. :)

I was trying to go in2 a tance/void meditation (which I usually don't have much luck with-not that I have much luck with anything..) but at 1 point it felt as though my head was slightly lighter (I guess? It's hard to remember exactly wat I was feeling at the time) and I felt a feeling on...

Thanx 4 the info and thanx 4 making me laugh! :) I'll have to check out that tongue thing sumtime.. I live in sa and lucky 4 me I don't actually think iv met a Jew. Know some Christians who might as well b Jews tho.. Hail Satan!

Thanks, but il have 2 read that at a later date then, I need to wait 4 the end of the month so I can get airtime 4 my phone (that's my only Internet access) then il try download.. Hail Satan!

Cool, I wanna get that book 2. Iv always had an attraction 2 herbs (well the idea of them and being able 2 actually use them). Where on JoS did u see the original link that got u into the herbalism if I may ask?

I was just wondering y u all say that kikes r lizards, I mean I no they're scaly (lol), k bad jokes aside but is it that their physical bodies evolved from lizard-like genes or r they actually lizards and use sum sort of magic (like illusion) to appear as us? I mean can any of u whom r really...

I can't wait 2 b able to astrally project and go there! I bet it's amazing! :) Hail Satan!

Ah, the making of sense. Thank u :)

Yay, sum1 who who agrees with my thoughts on Facebook! Wat a boss! ;) Hail Satan!

No i figured - I just wanted to make sure that my gut feeling was right bout not everything being right is all. (ie wanted some1 2 confirm my suspicions) thanx :) Hail Satan!

I was just wondering - on a lot of the posts I notice a lot of u say 'Hail the Gods of Duat' I was just wondering - what exactly is Duat? Is it where Father and all the demons live? I don't mind if some1 just posts me the link, il read it myself I'm just very interested in our customs, history...

I actually needed to read this as well. thank u for the enlightenment! :) (the link to ur other group message I mean). Hail Satan!

I was just checking out some of the links on JoS and ended up checking out the Luciferian liberation front. The way some of the stuff is written is quite funny in revealing the truth bout the bible but some of the ways they view Father don't seem to b as our beliefs and I saw no mention about...

Wow that's amazing. :) glad things r going so well 4 u!

I know the song u talking bout it's called '1985' by bowling for soup.. I know it probably not important but thought I'd let u know cos 4 once I know what some1 is referring 2 so I can put my 2 cents in lol. ;) Hail Satan!

Sorry, I didn't c ur post. Thx 4 replying tho. :)

I just remembered recently that I'm pretty sure I was visited upon by Greys (aliens) wen I was much younger. I remember waking up to see the form of two silhouettes (which wen I think about it now resemble Greys) outside my bed room window. Our outside lights as well (motion detecting lights)...

Me as well. Seems we have quite a few here.. :)

Ok thanx every1. I'm just very eager to learn. :)

I was just on JoS and read the intro to the magnum opus (not how to do it cos I'm noob) but it said that some will realize the truth too late or something to that effect. I was wondering is that suppose to mean those whom r still christians will b fucked at a certain time or even us little noob...

I wasn't doubting them I'm very respectful and grateful that they give their time to help and guide us, i have no doubt that they are capable. I was just wondering was all.. :( I really didn't mean 2 offend any1. That's y I stated so.

Interesting.. So i could not have been a christian in a past life? Good to know and they tried to make me 1 in this life? Those bastards..

This is just a question out of pure ignorance and curiosity and so I mean to offend no 1 by it. I was just wondering wat makes a high priest/ess a high priest/ess? If it's on JoS I'm sure I'll find it eventually any1-there's just a lot of info 2 get through-yay! :) but this was just on my mind...

I had a similar thought the other day but unfortunately the entertainment industry is possibly one of the most full of kikes.. :( that being said however I think a series might possibly work better as poorer ppl try to afford television over going to watch a film - and yes I know films r...

I just wanna make sure I'm still on the right track (as I'm struggling along as usual but that's fine). I just wanted to know is it normal to feel completely drained and so tired that I have to sleep after I try and meditate cos that's wat happens to me..

I was just wondering-does any1 know y we were born into our blood family? I mean in my family we were all given the same upbringing but my family (they are good ppl n I love them a lot) but their very much blind 2 the concepts of magic existing and some of them say they believe in Christianity...

Father Satan is so amazing! :) thx 4 the response! Hail Satan!

Just some random questions that have been entering my mind lately.. 1) is it possible that (even though I'm male in this life) I may have been female in a past life? If so does that mean that our souls r actually genderless? 2) I can't remember who said it but I vaguely remember some1 once...

Cool the only thing that put me off about it was the fact that it starts with that trance thing and no matter how hard I try, no matter what method I use - b it on JoS, on these posts, anywhere else iv looked I cannot put my self I to a trance.. So I don't know how to start the program when I...

Hey, every1! I was considering doing that Hell's army training but the reason I say considering is because I still can't do anything yet and I was wondering if I first have to awaken/open/align/etc everything or will the program ensure I open and do everything if I follow it? Was just wondering...

Ok, il look around. Got plenty of time considering my card doesn't wanna work on pay pal.. Dont know y.. :(

I saw that. Thx. Now if only pay pal would accept my fucking card.. :(

Hmm.. That's gonna b a problem considering my guardian and I don't communicate as of yet (or at least I'm not open enough to pick up on it yet). The only time that stands out in my entire life is 03:03 in the morning. It's the time I randomly wake up in the morning if I don't sleep until the...

I put the first foot I ever have in gym today.. Should of done it sooner.. It feel so good to get ur body healthy. Actually was keen 4 yoga but I was a bit 2 late 4 the class so doing that 2mrw.. :) thanx evey1 4 all ur help. Now I just need to keep practicing meditations until I can do magic...

For the chakra meditations is there somewhere where I can actually hear the chants. Just wanna make sure I'm doing them correctly.. :)

Im conidering getting that chart done but I see it requires ur time of birth.. I don't know wat that was.. Which I imagine would be a problem.. :( damn n I'd really like to know wat I'm gud at n should do, etc.. How do any of u no ur time of birth?

:) yeah thanks! Hail Satan!

So, I was wondering, seeing as though women are so hard to meet 4 me and seeing as how Satanist women are even more rare in terms of me finding 1 (when we have to keep all secret like), I was wondering how long do I have to meditate, try and open chakras, etc until il b able to see, feel and...

Can we fly? Or is that a dumb question? Obviously I don't mean with planes.. ;)

Wow u guys have lots of suggestions thanks. What's the ISIS mantra btw?

Ok thanx, il try that as soon as I have access to Internet that's not my phone lol. ;) also on a side note I havnt smoked in like 2 weeks yay!! :) Father is so kind 2 me in so many ways! I'm so glad he's given me the will power to just say no!! Hail Him always! :)

Damn I wish I could converse with the daemons but I still have a long way to go.. :( that's really amazing though! :) hail Satan!

I don't know if I did mine wrong then but I wrote the dedication in pen and then only signed in blood-I had enough trouble as it is getting my name in blood (it's a fucking long name lol) but I think that the blood is just to show ur commitment. I think as long as u believe In father and believe...

That's actually y im asking - my favorite color was red too but after becoming a Satanist I love all colors as well.. That's cool bout the candle color of ur GD. I don't know mine -maybe it has something to do with something of a similar nature.. :)

I'm just apologizing to any1 who thinks it's a stupid question.. :)

This may sound randon and I apologize 4 it but since iv discovered Satan iv just been wondering so many things and started looking into things more deeply (now that I know how badly we've been lied to). Although this may be nothing I was just wondering is the reason we have a favorite color...

Thank u so much 4 that link Celina that's exactly how I felt and I feel so much better now knowing that im not useless, I'm just made 2 feel useless! U gave me back the hope and I promise il keep with my meditations and try n b really strong! If I could hug u I would! Thank u so much 4 ur help...

K, u right. I'm sorry 4 my post. I'll only post really important things from now on.

Ok so I'm pretty shit wit meditations and stuff anyway but now we having a heat wave where I live and it's unbearable to live let alone concentrate. I no u should at least try and meditate an hour a day minimum but 4 the last three days iv tried and havnt been able to focus 4 shit no matter how...

Because I can! May all His children find their way back to Him and praise Him 4eva n eva! :) I'm only a month or so old in terms of finding Father and dedicating myself and I'm still struggling with meditations and such but feel so damn good and I know it's cos Satan is in my life giving me...

Ok cool, I do do that. :)

Awesome wish I new who was protecting me so could say thanks but I'm not psychically open enough yet.. :( All in time tho I guess :)

It would b u who'd respond 2 me :) thanks. I had the feeling bout both just wanted to confirm. I no the post but there's so many for guardian so I think just so ppl read it. Seeing as how im dedicated and all-even though I may not feel His or Her presence (cos I'm not that open to it yet) I do...

Just wondering, forgive me if I seem ignorant I'm still a baby in terms of finally finding our Father so my communication is not great with Him yet so I need to ask u all 4 help-if I practice really hard and am seriously dedicated(which is the case) will I 1day b able to do magic. In other words...

I like ur zeal ;) I just think we have to b sneaker than the kikes so that when Father Satan and His armies bring down the wrath of vengeance upon them they don't know where it's coming from. I'm also pretty keen to Hail Him but I just think that we have to watch our backs. We've been fucked...

Wow thats really cool. Too bad I'm from sa so thats more like 750 but still worth it. Biggest problem is I only have a debit card which most websites don't accept.. Anyway will have to get it done sometime.. Thanks. U always helping me. Hope 1day when I'm not so n00b I can return the help. :)

Thanks, unfortunately the link to hell's army says it's frozen. Is there some other site I can view it on or another working link u know of?

No i mean my body won't even go 2 sleep but it's ok I found some other way that seems to kinda have some effect..

Makes sense. Thank u every1 4 all ur input. :) Hail Satan!

Wait wat do u mean by it's in ur natal chart? What's that?

Ok, but I mean ur chakras and their colors 4 example. Do I think really hard that they are there and will I eventually b able to see them with my eyes open? - -- In [email protected], "krazymuthauka" <krazymuthauka@... wrote:

The only things I've ever been passionate about was wanting to do magic and save the world! Both were kinda shot down by other ppl, xians dont believe such things (but i have no idea how the bible makes any sense then but wateva..) but since I found Father and this family I kinda feel like I was...

Ok so I asked this a little while back but didn't get a response (or at least I couldn't find 1 seeing as how the post was so long) but when u all say 'visualize' in meditations and so forth, especially in the beginning, u basically mean imagine really hard? Am I right or wrong cos I'm just...

That makes sense. Thanx. :) Hail Satan!

Im so confused lately.. As to what I can do 4 fun. I mean just going through the posts on various things. It seems as though playing video games and smoking r not ideal and that's all I used 2 do 4 fun. So what do u all do 4 fun now? I know that I should spend my free time meditating and I do...

Damn I was hoping this would work 4 me 2.. :( oh well I just wish I would find sumthing that I could make progress in.. :( I can't even fall asleep this way..

I just keep having this thought poping into my head and was wondering bout thoughts on the matter. Ok the thing is this: it says on JoS that sex and orgasm is good but now seeing as how our family is lied about and is generally portrayed as 'bad' and 'evil' through the media, I've neva met...

Ok so I have another question with chakras, energy, etc... Visualizing (especially 4 newbies-ie me) is basically just trying to imagine really hard? Is this correct or not. Cos I can't see anything I just try to focus on the color in my head and try to associate it with happening in a body part...

Awesome, I thought I was screwed.. :( glad 2 know I can still fix it :)

Um, I had a question with what u said about it damaging ur aura-I figured it would but can I ever repair the damage done from the smoking?

Damn no wonder I'm so bad at this 1st the soda pop n now the smoking.. :( ah, well I figured as much with the smoking 2 b honest just so hard!! U very knowledgable Lydia! So glad we have u in our family! :) Hail Satan!

Thanks I will try those. :) hail Father Satan!

Ok, thanks I'll keep hanging in there. I know it's patience.

Now that I think about it I do drink a lot of soda. Il have to stop that. Thank u so much 4 the help Lydia. I really appreciate it! :)

I'm so weak in all my meditations and still can't sense or feel any real changes-sometimes my head hurts but that's just cos I'm frustrated in sure.. I can't seem to focus at all it's like I have a.d.d. when I try and meditate.. does any 1 else have this problem? Have u learned how to focus? I...

Thanks the way u explained it seemed to have helped a bit at least I kinda understand how I'm supposed to go about it. I'm sorry I asked I just seem to be struggling so much with everything I try I was just hoping some 1 would word something in a way that my brain would click but I guess not. Il...

Hey every1. I'm stuck on something yet again. Can any1 pls explain 2 me how to align ur chakras? I don't understand the 1 on JoS at all.. :(

Nah, I'm Not saying it's hopeless im sure it's just patience.. I just wish I could already talk with Father properly is all.. :) I'll get there-il neva give up, but thanx 4 the *hugs* u made me smile today :)

U may be right about it being open and me not realizing it. Think I will try the chakras 4 a bit then. Thanks. I know u no what I'm talking bout cos my finger shock is gone as well..

I swear everyday I'm getting worse at this. I did my 'last day' of awakening my 3rd eye and felt less of anything than I did previously. At least I'm not depressed any more-think I'm just going nuts instead. Guess il just have to start the cycle again 2mrw even if it takes me 50 years il get it...

Well, I've just tried for my 3rd day on my awakening and I don't know what to say or do. At least on my 1st day I got a headache. Yesterday and 2day I just feel like a failure.. :( I still don't understand the visualization part properly and no matter how much I concentrate and/or relax I can't...

I think it's the direction part ur referring to that confuses me.. :(

Hey, every 1. I just had two questions. The first I can't seem to get into a trance-I'm new to this so I'm sure it will come with time but I've tried a few times and I've never been able to get that falling feeling. Any suggestions? And the next question, which may explain y Im having trouble...

Ok thanx a lot 4 all the help :)

Well i am dedicated. :) I feel as though I might have been in a past life as well as everything I've found on JoS makes sense and have always being searching for something.. I believe I finally found out what and that's this family and our Father. hail Satan! :) (and thank u to every1 4 all...

So patience it is then. Ok thanx. :) I was just wondering though-if any1 knows-do we have 1 regardless of whether we know them or not or do we only get 1 when the tine comes. I.e. Am I being watched over by 1 now even though I do not know Him/Her?

Hey, I'm also new but dedicated and busy awakening my 3rd eye. It's good to have u as part of the family. Welcome. :)

Hey, every1! I keep hearing bout every1s Gaurdian and was just wondering when would be the best time to find out whom it is? I've just recently dedicated and am on day 1 of awakening my 3rd eye-wow can't believe my headache.. ;) anyway should I first finish my awakening and after which how...