Because of my living situation I usualy keep my voice as low as possible or sometimes just do it in my mind. It still works

Hello and welcome *waves*

Honestly..there is no way to really completly avoid xians. They are everywhere. Be friends? Depends how close. And as long as you don't let them convert you. I would say..aquaintance (i think i spelt that wrong) ok, very close friends..be careful. If you are around them at all times, and...

I have been in your place as well. Once, I remember clearly when I was a little girl. I was careless and ran onto the road pushing a tractor. I heard breaks, turned my head and saw the grill of the car when suddenly something..someone that wasn't even there grabbed me and pulled me back. I still...

Thank you. I already know there is no reasoning with him on this. I don't exactly plan on a destructionritual either. I did want to make him pay, but not by killing him or anything like that. Alot of bad luck would serve him right. I do plan to expose him as the person he is. I have now the...

I know it has been a long time since I was here...computer problems. But I would like to ask all of you for help or at least some advice. Early this morning I learned that my uncle destroyed/removed my families graves. My father, my grandfather and greatgrandmother....gone. He never asked...

Very interesting. I believe I will check it out :)

I believe it is said he guarded one of the main prison camps. Buchau? I'm uncertain it is the right spelling. He was said to have been one of the higher officers there. That is why so many was upset about him becoming pope. The believe he was responsibly for many of the suppossed "Gaschambers"...

In a way I can understand your situation, and I'm very sorry you have to go trough this as well. Please remain strong and believe that you will get trough this. Trust in Satan for he will be there to guide you. You can not let your parents hold you back. No matter how painful it may be to...

This isn't exactly a datingservice here -.-; But if you really want to meet someone that is a satanist as well, I suggest you ask Satan or your guardian for guidance to lead you to the right one in time. Asking like this, in here, can actualy get you in trouble for you never know who might...

Sometimes it is hard to hit the right tone, even if you pronounce it correctly. You know that you hit the right one when you can feel the vibrations move up towards your forehead. Just try it on different tonelevels until you feel that vibration.

When we die, we go to hell...and no..NOT the xiantype of hell. We join Satan and his demons until we are reborn into a new life. We will be reborn over and over so we can strengthen/empower ourself until we reach the level to join satan and his demons for good. Everything you gained...your...

Wait....you are married, yet in love with another girl and want to be with her? Basicly cheat on your wife? It isn't really my business what you do, but....you say you don't want to loose your wife. Is it because you love your wife? Because if that is so, then the only suggestion I have for you...

For me it was the other way around. I met a christian who eventualy turned towards satanism when learning more about my beliefs.

I find this amazing what people can do with their imagination, but even more so how many eat it up and believe this stuff. Like this guy who claimed to have found god's hanprint in a stonewall. How can he be so sure it was god's handprint? I have to admit it did look kind of like a giant...

You can speak to demons any time. The question is just, will you hear them in return or sense them if you havn't done to much meditations yet. Also, one thing confuses me. Control either? Are you speaking of controling the demons? Because..you DON'T control demons. Controling a demon is a xian...

One is not just given powers. You have to work for them with meditations and empowering your chakras. Satan will not just hand you a power. This is no deal making like "Fight for me and you get this power" Some people though have certain powers from the start. Reasons for this can be a very...

The question is..would you even want to go back? I have been a dedicated satanist for 8 years now and never been more happy about my beliefs. If one would really want to, I guess they could walk away. But why would someone want to? But take your tme until you know that the dedication is...

Awesome. XDDD But unbeliavable how scared some people are of the number 666 And he really does look out for us. I experienced something similar. Someone came to my door handing me a check, saying they found a check with my name in their backyard with the leafs. It happend the day after I...

The initial dedication is done once, but there is nothing wrong with redoing/reaffirming the vows. It's like couples somestimes redo their weddingvows on a signifigant anniversary.

It's a hard language to learn, trust me XDDD I lived there for a few years

I did mine in english as well as my native language

I know this isn't really any of my business, and this is more directed to High Priestess Maxine Dietrich. This is just a suggestion, but... What about transfering the yahoo groups to forums/ezboards? Peronaly I believe they might be easier to handle then a yahoo group. For one, you can IP...

Tai Chi is another form of meditation as well as a form of self defense. But remember, that like all meditations you need to be careful. If you do something wrong you can harm yourself more than do any good to your body.

You can always use the asian symbol, like hanzi or kanji's. Many use them and none will be the wiser if you put as a tattoo in asian "Hail Satan" or such...unless you go to asia.

Entities will try in many way's to stop any contacts. But remember. We are here to help and be with sameminded people, but you don't need us to stay in contact with satan and his demons. So don't let them stop you. You can do rituals and meditation, you need no internet or electricity for that...

That was supposed to be bless not please -.-; English is my enemy when i'm sleepy -sighs- how humiliating XD

1) When you have enough energy, at times peoples eyes can actualy turn red when angerd. 2) Please the board before you use it so nothing interfers. 3) well, it depends on you what type of lover you want. An open relationship where you can still date others or one where it's only you two...

Try this link. http://www.everyday-taichi.com/learn-tai-chi.html You might be able to find some videos on you tube to show you the right moves and all. Just be sure it's not those wannabe's showing of fake moves.

Good to know I'm not the only one with arachniphobia or a fear of closed in places XDDDD Maybe try to "visit" those places where you experience dejavu during meditations or astral travel. You will be much more open during those times. You are welcome.

There is nothing wrong with getting "even" with someone that did you wrong. The question is just to what extremes and exactly what it is you want to do. Someone did me wrong just a few weeks ago. He did domething to hurt me emotional in a VERY bad way.....and paid a very painful price 2 days...

Nur zu XDDD

One thing you can do is. Ask a question you DON'T know the answer to, but will be able to look it up after. As the question and look up if the answer is right. If it is your subconcions...you won't answer correctly.

I'm new myself to the group, not to satanism though. But allow me to welcome you. Any questions you have..ask away ^_^

Do you do regular auracleansing, and strengtening? Meditations? That all might help you out.

Why be mad? Everyone was new at one time ^^ Past lives...they are a story of their own. See, at times you get this feel of dejavu being somewhere, a place you never saw before in this life. Or somehow you are drawn to something without knowing why. At other times, something can REALLY scare...

Sorry, I just had to say a part to it...I couldn't have said it better. The skin is on the outside, what makes you a satanist is on the INSIDE. Who cares what race you are, as long as you don't have the wrong religion.

We all loose people we love. It is a part of life and nothing can be done about this. But why do you blame satan for this? If anyone, you should blame the xian god and his minions who enjoy to see suffering and death. After all, don't xians always say that it is gods will when someone dies...

I'm new to this group...even so not new to satanism. I have been blood deicated for 7-8 years now. I'm looking forward to making friends, and hopefully new brothers and sisters in satan, and helping anyone in any way I can.

I have recently joined Joy of Satan's main group as well as the teens group. But I wanted to extend a little more in places to talk to other satanists so I decided to join this group as well. Even so I'm new to the groups, I'm not new to satanism. I have been a blood dedicated satanist for...

I'm somewhat in the same situation as you, however my stepfather knows now that I'm a satanist and tries to put me down in any way possible. Just because you live with family doesn't mean you can't do rituals. Even if you just lock yourself in the bathroom and tell them you take a long bath...