There are actually quite a number of metal bands that are practicing Satanists, not in the reverse xian sense. Most of them are of the Anti-Cosmic/Gnostic Luciferian sect. Some of them have beliefs that tie in with Spiritual Satanism for the most part. A lot of Black Metal bands focus on...

Sarah, I responded to you on another thread that you posted.

Sarah, this isn't the end of the world, even though it may feel like it. I've been in your shoes more times than I care to admit. I've literally been in the exact same situation. Your situation does differ in the fact that you are an immigrant and have a child. I can't even imagine that kind of...

Something clearly has made you afraid and confused. WHY exactly is it that you want to end your life? The fact that you are questioning a way to sever any kind of "afterlife" ties to Satan signifies to me that someone or something is filling your head with some kind of nonsense about your...

You are referring to a "cult", not the "occult". Occult by definition simply means "hidden knowledge". The occult is not bad. Technically almost all denominations or sects of Satanism fall under the umbrella of Occult because our beliefs, knowledge and practices are in fact hidden from the...

Dissection, Watain, Behexen, Destroyer666, Deathspell Omega, Ghost, Emperor, Ihsahn, Asmodeus, Moon, Gehenna. I know there are countless others. Those are just the first that come to mind at the moment. I will go through my metal library tonight when I get home and post more that I find...

I totally agree 100% with this. Unfortunately though, most Americans will pretty much eat up any sensationalized story that's fed to them by fox news or msnbc or cnn without question. People are so eager to be all "political", but they're too afraid to look into the dark depths of what the...

You are a SATANIST, correct? You did the dedication, yes? Being a Satanist is not easy. Its not an escape from the trials and tribulations of the real world. I know that I personally can relate to your situation, and I DO know how hard it is, but it is simply a matter of CHOICE. I have suffered...

If you are agnostic to any degree whatsoever, no matter how miniscule it may be, then that means you do in fact acknowledge that there is other life greater than humans in the universe. If you abandon the xian conception of "god" and "Satan", and you look at it from a more logical angle, it...

It sounds as if the real hurdle you're trying to overcome now is simply your fear of your wife not accepting you as a Satanist. If she is open-minded, though it might not exactly be 100% honest, there is a way you could slowly introduce her to Satanism without freaking her out too much. Show her...

I'm actually trying to network with people in Raleigh so I can get booked for more shows up there.

That is very awesome. I live in Charlotte, but I used to visit Raleigh every weekend for a while. My Altar is still in Raleigh, actually.

Where in NC is this? I live in NC, and I would LOVE to go remove all of the xian trash from this place. Is this anywhere near Charlotte or the Piedmont triad area?

Actually, there is such a place/event. Well, sort of... I'm not 100% sure of their exact beliefs or practices, but if it's not Spiritual Satanism I don't think its too far off from it. The Brotherhood of Satan holds a rather large retreat every year, and I think possibly more than that. I...

Greetings Brothers and Sisters! I have not posted here in quite some time, due to trying to slowly help build a couple of companies, one in which is based on true Satanic fundamentals and education. As many of you may already be aware, underground electronic music like dubstep and...

I'm glad that Dissection song was mentioned. It has been an anthem for me for years now. The entire "Reinkaos" album is actually quite brilliant, despite the fact it is based more on the anti-cosmic sect of Satanism... "Dark Mother Divine" is another wonderful song off that album, because it is...

Mine is pretty distinguishable... long black hair & goatee, black eyes, black jacket, several pentagram pendants. I am on the road semi-frequently, so I mainly fb from my phone and it gets rather difficult and frustrating trying to look up other people sometimes if I'm doing a few different...

Damien Blackheart. That would be how to find me on facebook. I welcome any and all Satanists to add me. I am quite open and often blatant about my beliefs and practices. 

On a side note, but still related, I have noticed that I get all sorts of weird xian adds on both facebook and myspace CONSTANTLY and always get weird emails for xian singles sites. lol. I think it might be because everything I have and/or do online is blatantly Satanic. HAIL SATAN!!!

They actually have some workshop videos on youtube from their gatherings. I have researched them a little, and I have spoken to a few of them. I have read many of their blogs as well, and for the most part they seem to be pretty legit, and they have actually come recommended highly to me from a...

Keep doing what you need to do in order to work on your chakras and remove any blockages. If you are a dedicated child of Satan, and you are working to empower yourself, and you are sincere in your beliefs, practices, and meditations, then you will be just fine. You are protected. All of this...

This is actually a little tricky in my opinion, based on what you have said here... Is she the love of your life? I mean no disrespect by asking that, I'm just observing the fact that you said: "but I never thought about the love of my life", and also that you're questioning whether or not it...

That sounds like a marvelous idea in my opinion. I suffered a very similar problem during my youth. My mother named me "Damien", not knowing that the movie "The Omen" would come out shortly after. She had actually named me after the priest in "The Exorcist". Now granted both films are nothing...

It is okay to question things. I was interested in it for quite a while myself. There are still certain aspects of it that I can't help but question, but they based more on the experiences of others as opposed to my own. It is definitely more of a western philosophy/belief/practice, and focuses...

Giving necessary thanks to Satan is always a wonderful thing, and if you understand what you're giving thanks for, why you're giving thanks, and you are sincere, then it is a very enlightening feeling. I understand your post, and I am not criticizing, but you should definitely recognize your own...

I believe the Bramley one is available as a PDF in the list of books I provided the link for in my last post. HAIL SATAN!!!

Slayer doesn't really fall under the umbrella of "black metal" though. They are a thrash metal band. There are a few poser black metal bands out there, but for the most part the point of black metal is that it IS in fact devotional music for Satanists, even though as I have said in earlier posts...

Here is a link about the memorial service and this filthy fucking xian cult. Read it for yourselves. I'm sure it will make you as sick to your stomachs as it did me. http://www.spinner.com/2010/05/21/ronni ... st-church/ HAIL SATAN!!!

Yes. I fully agree. Attention is EXACTLY what they are seeking, and any logical person would think that they would have learned their lesson after the marine's funeral... I mean granted the father is responsible for their legal fees now, which probably seems like a win in their pathetic minds...

Most of them aren't of the Spiritual Satanist persuasion. Most of them are either Anti-Cosmic, theistic, or simply reverse xian.  There are quite a number of them that do still have a really great message in their music, regardless of what sect of Satanism they believe or practice. The corpse...

Okay, this may seem trivial to some, and it might actually be very important to others, but I actually believe that this is something that needs to be done. I just learned that the "westboro baptist church" that protested at that marine's funeral (the same group that protested at Heath...

Most of the publications on Ixaxaar I don't believe are available outside of Ixaxxar. I mean sure there are a select few, things by the ONA and other orders of that nature, but anything written by the TOTBL usually is not available anywhere except through the TOTBL or Ixaxaar. Any of those books...

Just call her and talk to her then. I don't really think you need the assistance of Father or any Demons on this unless you think you are just going to fuck things up. The worst that can happen is that she says she doesn't feel the same, and then you just move on. HAIL SATAN!

LaVey's works are a great stepping stone for those seeking to get away from xianity and learn how to open their minds, but that's really about it as far as I'm concerned. Satan is used as an archetype as opposed to an actual entity. I am assuming your speaking of Konstantinos book...

Well, first off, why do you not talk anymore? Did you do something to offend her or scare her away? If you were living together and sleeping in the same bed, were you not in-love with her then? Do you think it's possible she shares the same feelings you have for her? How long has it been...

I would STRONGLY advise against it. Dating a xian is just inviting trouble, chaos, and confusion into your life. I have only dated one xian in my life, and it was quite possibly one of the WORST decisions I have ever made. The funny part is, at the time I thought that I was xian. Well, I was at...

I am definitely inclined to agree. I actually did just that today myself as a matter of fact. I got laid off a couple months ago, and I have been searching relentlessly, but to no avail. I decided that perhaps I should ask Father for assistance today. If you think about it, when one dedicates...

I read your blog, and I must say that I agree. I believe I've actually made very similar statements during different posts here. I try to be a walking testament to the Father at all times. Most xians tend to fear getting near me, mothers pull their children close to them at the mall, but...

It's actually not that surprising that there are many of you from Texas. On my band's last tour we played Austin, San Antonio, and Brownsville and I actually met quite a few Satanists in each city, which was very cool, because it's usually very rare that I meet other Satanists at shows...

It doesn't look as though anyone has ignored your post. In fact, I have seen almost nothing but helpful replies. Kris was correct. Perhaps you should look over the JoS site again, since you are in pursuit of knowledge and truth. There IS a section that you must have missed that is FILLED with...

Okay, that was odd... I was in the middle of typing and the message just sent before I was done... Anyway, as I was saying, despite these facts, I have found that chaos magick does have much to offer, and it has in fact helped me on many occasions. Just don't lose sight of the Father. HAIL...

I can only assume that you have been reading the works of Peter J. Carroll and Phil Hine. I studied Chaos Magick for a few years, and still have a small personal library of many works on the subject. For a relatively new form of magick, and for one that has fallen under much scrutiny from...

Honestly, I mean you kind of have to wonder if it actually is cowardly or not. Normally I would agree with that statement, however, as Satanists we are not bound by any morals other than what we deem right for ourselves. Also, you have to ask yourself why we would be given the power and ability...

I am all too familiar with these types of feelings. I do not experience them too often anymore, thankfully. In my opinion, it isn't always necessarily a "bad" thing to doubt yourself. When you doubt yourself, it basically means that something needs to change, and change only occurs when the...

Congrats on doing your dedication despite the ties that still bind you to filthy lie of xianity. That shows our Father true initiative and dedication, hence, "The dedication ritual". The "holy spirit" does not exist. Satan is your one true god and creator, and the one who loves you and wishes...

Hmmm... this does raise an interesting question, depending on just how devout you are. I cannot speak for Satan, but I can speak from experience and opinion. If he is agnostic, and he has shown even the slightest curiosity or interest, then turn that spark into a flame. I would suggest that you...

I must say that I am quite impressed actually. This is very eloquently written. Grammar, sentence structure, punctuation, spelling...  it is all extremely well-worded and very well put together. I definitely suggest that you continue. I think if you can finish this venture and find the right...

No, no, no...  You can't allow them to make you feel that way. You have to seize opportunities such as those and fuck with them. You have 2 options basically: A. You can choose to debate them in hopes of possibly enlightening them or at least make them leave questioning everything they've ever...

I am definitely on the same page with this. There is a section on the JoS site under "Satanic Rites" for a Satanic baptism. I think this is a tremendous idea because it gives our Father an open invitation to help guide the child and protect it as it grows, then once the child is of age (a...

Well Alice, seeing as how you're in an e-group full of SATANISTS, I would definitely venture to say that you're neither alone in your feelings or crazy for that matter. I think almost everyone in here has either gone through what you're describing or has felt the same way at some point in their...

You could always thank Father for the things that you have right now, assure him that you will continue to do his service, and kindly ask for his assistance in finding a lover that is more suitable for you. If he doesn't appreciate or notice you as much, then he clearly is not worth wasting time...

I'm not sure where you live, or what the time/date difference might be, but as long as it's still April 30th, I believe you can actually still make a ritual to do if this is something you still wish to do. Aside from that, what you did is probably just fine and dandy. I'm sure Satan...

I get comments and questions about mine all of the time, and I welcome this. I do not personally believe this angers the Father in any way. I think it's quite the contrary. If we are strong enough in Him, and we are self-aware, then it does not matter if people know that we are Satanists. I...

I would HIGHLY advise against that. I would suggest maybe going to a Target or a Wal-Mart, or even a CVS or Walgreens or something and just purchase a red or blue candle. They are inexpensive, and I'm sure it shouldn't be too hard to get to one of those places, especially if you're going with...

High Priestess Maxine actually posted a very in-depth explanation of Beltane. I would suggest reading it. HAIL SATAN!

This is just precious. I love stories like this! There is nothing more fun than terrorizing the pathetic saps that actually try to go door-to-door in order to promote their lies. The sad part is, most of the time they believe the shit they tell you, but the wonderful part is, it's instances...

I know of plenty of books, but as far as Satanic churches in Cali...  no clue.  well... at least not any I would personally want to have any affiliation with. lol.

I first crossed paths with the Father when I was 11 years old, and I welcomed him with open arms at that point, because I had always felt "different" and generally misanthropic towards society. I knew even at that early age that no one around me had anything of substance or value to offer me. I...

There are a few electronic bands that fall under EBM, terror, noise, industrial, etc. that are heavily influenced by Satanism or possess Satanic lyrics... Alien Vampires, Xenomorph, X-Fusion, Psyclon Nine, Angels On Acid... HAIL SATAN!

*smacks own forehead* Really??? I mean seriously...  are we really even discussing this??? No disrespect or anything, and normally I would not even waste my time responding to such matters, but I think maybe a couple things should be made clear. I think things were made abundantly clear in...

Oh wow, I just re-read my post and realized that I left out a major important fact... lol. Yeah, Bill O'Riley covered the the first installment of $16,000 for the church's legal fees because the judge ruled that the father had to pay the church's legal fees, and Bill was furious over this, so...

Just my personal opinion, but if you're doing it to show how dedicated you are, then go all out. I mean sure a tattoo is very permanent for the most part (of course there is always laser removal or cover-ups) but if you are wanting to show just how dedicated you really are, make a statement...

I have actually had experience on this very topic. Well, not exactly, but close enough. She was not a Satanist, but she was open to learning about what I believed. She was a lesbian though. We had formed a beautiful friendship, and she saw how passionate I was about what I believed, and my music...

There are actually a very high number of Satanists located here in the Carolinas. I too am in NC, and there are several Satanists that live in my neighborhood.

Yes, I have actually been ranting about this event to numerous people myself as of lately. They are the same group that protested at Heath Ledger's funeral for playing in Brokeback Mountain. I have a serious deep-rooted hatred for those fucks and have for a while. Bill O'Riley actually covered...

Well, Tabitha, first off, let me start by saying "Welcome!". Second, do NOT hate yourself for not knowing enough. The point of Satanism is to learn and grow and become what we were originally intended to be. Hating yourself is a trait of the weak-willed xtians. From the way you describe your...

This is very nicely written. Color me impressed!  : ) If you look under the links for the Al-Jiwah, I believe there are poems located there. Keep up the poetry, and feel free to share as much as you'd like!  : ) AVE SATANAS!

While on this topic, one thing I would like to add...  I've mentioned this album in other posts about Lilith, but I would like to highly suggest that EVERYONE check out the song "God of Forbidden Light" by Dissection. It's off their last album "Reinkaos". That song is BLATANT praise to the...

Outside of the realm of metal, the Gregorian Chants did a remake of "Ave Satani", which is quite beautiful in my opinion. You might recognize it as the opening and ending score to the original 1977 film, "The Omen". I must say though, Black Metal is a wonderful route to go because there are...

There is a song on Dissections last album "Reinkoas" entitled "Dark Mother Divine", which of course is about Lilith. I consider a great deal of Black Metal to be "devotional music" for Satanists. That song to me is definitely a phenomenal piece of devotional music. Other bands such as Lord...

The Nag Champa is an excellent suggestion, and very easily obtainable. Usually if you can find the Nag Champa, you can also find the Super Hit, which is made by the same company and is a little stronger. It comes is a black box. This same company also makes 2 other very pleasing scents. One of...

Haha! Very awesome you posted this. I have actually used Soma Luna several times in the past. Great prices, fast shipping, excellent customer service. I haven't actually used them in a while because I discovered a local store in my city that sells black ritual candles, pendulums, dragon's blood...

Perhaps you are correct to an extent. I will not argue that, because you do have a valid point. I personally, however, always looked for the quick & easy way of doing things most of my life, and I feel that my mentality and spirituality suffered as a result. It wasn't until I started researching...

It is very seldom that I ever have to deal with such issues from friends or even acquaintances for that matter. It is an odd thing given the fact that I live in the bible belt of the country. Sure, I get the random occasional hate mail from bible-thumping xtians, but even that has become few and...

Are you looking for any inexpensive graphic designers by any chance? 

Well, it has been my experience that the more I read, study, and put what I learn into practical application, the more intelligent I become. I hear that method works for most of the human population that have the mental capacity to do those simple tasks. I have also learned through experience...

Spiritual Satanism is most definitely about empowering yourself. It is becoming fully aware of who and what you are and achieving a god status. You have not failed to get candles, you just haven't obtained them yet. You fail when you give up. You have the internet obviously, so acquiring the...

I personally try to use black candles in almost everything I do. Black candles are actually fairly easily obtainable. There are many sites online that specialize in ritual supplies, such as specific candles for specific purposes. I generally try to avoid most of the wiccan sites, but that's just...