What significance, if any, does Chiron have, specifically in the 8th house/Virgo and in conjunct with Mars?

I've been looking through the meditations page and at this particularly. It's "dangerous to newbies", but other than that, nothing is really said about it. My question is, what purpose does this serve, I.e. what's the point of doing this, and how would this help me reach the Godhead? I don't...

When I see my aura or work with my energy it's usually a deep dark purple color or royal blue. Does this have any significance?

I've been working on trying to project for a little over a month now and I seem to be having a lot of trouble. I've tried three common methods and the one on the jos site, but I can't get out of my body. Does anyone have any techniques they want to recommend?

Lately it seems like whenever I try to use my energy for something, i.e. attracting wealth, it tends to backfire on me. In other words, not only do I not gain any money, I lose it. Luckily, so far, it hasn't been anything too serious, but it is extremely annoying. I tried aura cleansings...

I've noticed lately that when I've been meditating, my heart chakra and solar plexus vibrate very rapidly, my legs often go numb, then I feel pleasure in my lower body, similar to that of an orgasm. I'm not trying to make this happen, it just sort of creeps up when I start to meditate. Also, I'm...

One thing I would like to say, specifically to anybody that's not an adult in this group, is to take your time with the kundalini. I was talking with Lord Thoth the other day, which I'm sure some of you are really skeptical of, and he brought this up when I was meditating. He said something...

It just dawned on me that I've had three different Guardian Demons so far in my life. My first one was Lord Azazel, from the time I was born until I was about 5 or 6. I'm pretty sure he's the reason I was born almost 3 months early and lived to tell about it. My second one was Lucifer himself...

This is the first attack I've had in a while. Anyways, while I was listening to Slayer, which helps me relax, and meditating a little, I decided I should consecrate one of my knives, that looked like the kind you'd see in a horror movie, which I've kept mainly for display, and now rituals. After...

Positive attitudes, thoughts, and expectations mean positive results right? Apparently not in my case. Ironically, 9 times out of 10, unless the results are fixed or guarenteed, whenever I approach a situation with a negative attitude, i.e. "I'm gonna fail miserably and I'm screwed", I end up...

I've noticed that whenever I meditate on the kundalini, I can feel it in my upper back, right below my neck. What I want to know is, will I be able to reach the Godhead in this lifetime, seeing as how I've apparently made it past the hard part?

When I think of people who support, or at least sympathize with Hitler, I expected Will Smith to be on the bottom of that list. However, while not necessarily supporting Hitler, he's at least trying to analyze the situation from his perspective. He's quoted as saying "I really doubt Hitler just...

I don't have what most people would percieve as 'nightmares' very often, and when I do, I usually view them the same way I view a horror movie i.e. "Oh run you stupid bitch, he's gonna rip your guts out!" But recently, I've been having quite a few dreams that have been terrifying, and they're...

Well, I've tried one of those numerology calculators, actually several, and they all tell me my 'birth path number' is 11, my 'destiny' number is 3, my personality number is 5, and my soul urge number is 7. Unfortunately, the sites I've gone to didn't exactly say what those numbers meant, or...

I've read quite a few of her excerpts, saw a couple interviews, and I must say that the thought that kept repeating in my head was "this is a horrible person". Her philosphy is called "objectivism", which is basically capitalism on steroids, which had a huge role to play in creating the...

Last night I was attacked by an enemy ET while meditating. Before I started to meditate I was in my bathroom and when I looked in the mirror I noticed a vague outline of a humanoid being in the background. I didn't think much of it and started with some simple breathing excercises and a void...

Since I've started to meditate I would occasionally catch a glimpse of myself in what appeared to be a past life. In one of these "glimpses", the most memorable one, I was in an SS uniform with a man who looked identical to Himmler pinning an Iron Cross on me; apparently I showed unprecedented...

Has anybody heard of this guy; tall, fair complexion from what I can remember? I met him a while back in a dream so my memory's a tad bit fuzzy, but I can't find anything about him on the demons page. I've heard he was revered by Gnostics, but has suffered the same fate as many of the Gods...

I'm going to be upfront, I like weed. Recently though, I've been having extremely vivid visions when I get high, and I mean beyond the typical euphoria. For example, I sometimes see symbols, one of them being a square, with a neon orange outline, with a triangle floating above it, with the same...

I just finished reading the book The Armageddon Conspiracy by Mike Hockney. While it is a work of fiction, there's a lot of truth to it, along with a plot to kill Jehovah. The protagonist group is, ironically, the Illuminati, supposedly Gnostics, and, in the book at least, they would be on our...

We've all heard of them, but get this. They, or at least a group that calls themselves the Illuminati have a bit in common with us, ie. we're both trying to reach the godhead. It's pretty interesting that a group would be ballsy enough to actually call themselves the Illuminati, structure...

I've always been interested in possession and exorcism, and was wondering, is there a formal ritual for a Satanic exorcism? My house used to have some poltergeist (a normal ghost that's fairly powerful, and very pissed) activity, I saged it and told whatever was there to leave in the name of...