so ive been trying to get into a trance lately as i have begun the Training Program again. (i decided to stop and start again once these vitamins started working which i gave 4 days.) but again it seems i cant get into a trance yet. i believe im following instructions correctly that are on the...

ive changed my mind set. im not goin to to sit here n and blindly say it wont hurt me when i havent been able to to open awaken my soul yet. hopefully soon i will. i like that anology with charcoal btw lol :) HAIL FATHER SATAN!!

thats so true cuz ive had incidents where i smoked n my heart would start racing so fast and hard that i would get really uncomfortably light headed n tunnel vision that i would have to forcefully sit down n hang my head low if not i would have surely passed out. thank goodness it hasnt gone...

i want to add on that last message. the reason i wrote it is cuz i thought about it n u guys r right. im still not fullly awaken yet as i cant even get into a freaking trance yet :/. im done with it. i want bliss feeling coming naturally from myself m mot rely on something foreign but also...

To enemyofjezzuz or anyone that can help. I've finally realized I am missing some type (nutrition?) In me cuz when I look back I have always had a "racing" heart at random times. I could just be chilling n watching TV n out no I feel like im getting nervous n feel like im worrying for no reason...

.oops i meant to write UNanswered. and tahnks ill take that into consideration. :) i know there are natural pills like that that help ur health. i just dont know any specifics so im glad i know what to look for if i feel the need. but like i said i only smoke as a recreational thing as like...

I just wanna say love how much love reading these messages. doesnt matter if the messages are reffered to me or not cuz i always find great advice from you guys. My people :) HAIL FATHER SATAN!! p.s. you can do it pinkteabunny. ive gone thru what u r going thru. and maybe still a lil bit but...

i can say smoking weed helped me ease my thoughts as i at one point had so many answered questions that i was becoming a mad person. it has helped me cooled down and it let me ease my mind to think things thru correctly. (this was all before becoming a spiritual satanist) i honestly can say i...

im going to disagree with you firestarter. if one does the right and enough research you will see that of the "scientific" data that weed is bad for you you has been altered. alot of studies were done in extreme conditions. like for example: they said that it kills your brain cells but did you...

Even though i havent participated in alot of the discussions as some of you i do read alot of the Topics and their replys. i like to take into consideration what my Spiritual Satanist brothers and sisters have to say. With that being said, I am going to be offline for some time cause of my...

I agree with always putting your serpentine workouts and power meditations first but satanism is about knowledge as well. My opinion is if there anything you like to study then go for it. Some of these studies might even help you understand more about Satanism like for example Mathematics and...

I agree with you fire starter about SS being about reaching immortality but with that comes knowledge. and that too is part of Spiritual Satanistism. I love knowledge, it what made me see thru these bull Mainstream religions and what made me find JoS. I can say some if not most of what i first...

hey sterling, i can say me and you kind of started of the same. i agree with the whole feeling secure thing cuz i felt like that that too when i found JoS. i was so fascinated and intrigued not only because i found out i wasnt the only that saw thru the bs given to us and the populace for...

theres nothing to worry about. i believe our god is a loving and caring god. he should see past your past mistakes. you cant be blaimed for your ignorance and the trash that has been going thru our ears since we practically wore born. but now you have learned some of the real truth. if you do...

Sorry brother i misread your message. You were not calling me an infiltrator. My mistake. HAIL SATAN!!!!

couldnt have said it better myself brother. HAIL SATAN

Very well said brother. I can relate to some of what you said. I did think reaching out in that post might make people feel uneasy and it did but im glad to know that im not the only one that made a mistake like that. Trust me i wish too it was that simple to just go out there and start telling...

i can relate. i too felt like that for a while. i was actually feeling really depressed everyday. but listen to Brian's post. He speaks the truth. meditating, yoga, and reading post from this group has helped me get thru those negative feelings. just remember to believe in yourself in everything...

Hi brothers and sisters i was wondering if anyone here is from around the chicago area and would like to email and get to know each other. and if you are up to it then maybe meet up sometime. itll be nice to meet fellow satanists in person. HAIL FATHER SATAN!!!!

HAILSATAN!!!!

are mexicans considered gentiles? im sorry if this might sound like a dumb question but i have come across some reading that has made me question this. i appreciate it if someone can help me answer this. Hail Satan