<td val[/IMG]Im sorry to hear that brother. its a tough economy out there nowa days. Thats strange you were deined unemployment after working for 11 years. Member, Satan teaches us the good as well as the bad, everything has its opposite. Yea i have heard cobra insurance is expensive, try for...

Thanks! I knew what right hand path means but didn't put the two together!  Hail Satan and left hand path!!!!!!  -Allyson Ford 

That is amazing!  Seems like Satan gave you a visit always reminding that we fight for his truth and he loves us more than words! Hail Satan!! Hail Amun-Ra!!! -Allyson Ford 

My first thought is you may have a negative entity our enemy attacking you. There must be negative energy coming from somewhere near you a person an object. Do your thoughts sound like your voice? A voice you are familiar with? I can tell the enemy's voice from one of my own.  Hail Satan!! ...

Thanks for the post brother! I've been meaning to find facts about xians to prove them wrong!! Hail Satan!! Hail Amun-Ra!!! -Allyson Ford 

What rhp? And I agree the USA is going to collapse politically(government), legally, medically, and the school systems. I work in schools and it's ridiculous all the budget problems and how it affects the teachers which in turn affects the students education. What will that affect? Our...

<td val[/IMG]iinteresting point! I have always loved art and tattoos. For me its like wow i can get art on my body?! I got a tattoo on my arm to cover up some scars that i could not show anyways. Well one lead me to go okay i already got one might as well do my other arm. I dont have sleeves or...

<td val[/IMG]yes it surely goes against the first amendment!  none of my coworkers know that i am a spiritual satanist. i do wear my upside down pentagram ring and an ankh necklace while working, i have yet to asked about them. I am a insturctional aide for students that have special needs. I...

<td val[/IMG]Those tats sound lovely! sadly in my profession (public schooling) i would have to get something like that hidden. i have a couple Egyptian tattoos that protected me, Amun-Ra did and Satan. I think tattoos can have a lot of power into them!   hail satan!!! [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]im getting into tarot cards as well i have  the rider deck. thanks for sharing! hail Satan! [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]Atheist Manifesto is a book ive been reading. Its about christianity, islam, and judism from an atheist view. sure we are not atheist but it still brings good points! Hail Satan! [/TD]

I totally get what you mean! I've always had a connection with cats mostly around the neighborhood but now I can communicate with them better! This female cat literary listens to what I say! Animals have always been more than non human to me. I've had a theory nothing I deeply believe that human...

Great topic and way to look at it. I drank alcoholically from 13-19 and I'm almost 21 right now. Make a long story short, Satan has taught me if I'm going to do it be responsible and safe. So if I choose to drink I don't do it out of depression or anger. I don't need to drink but if I do I don't...

Hmm google and get all aspects of research. The Bushes are from/in Texas. JFK was a good president. Wouldn't surprise me if they did that for their own selfish legacy to be started. And in fact the Bushes fucked it all up with The middle east. Papa starte it and son got te brunt of it with the...

When I did my dedication I could not sleep the whole night And I take a sleeping pill ! It was annoying of course but it was worth it  Hail Satan -Allyson Ford 

Exactly Satan will understand your situation. Your heart and Satan know the truth.  Wow I would hate to be living in that situation!! You are going to need to stay strong as ever! The great thing is nobody around you knows what's going on in your head and heart!  Hail Satan!!! Hail Amun-Ra...

<td val[/IMG]Hey! I live in Wildomar which is by Lake Elsinore so about an hour north of San Diego I know there are a couple more people in so call too [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]He cant even spell correctly, he is no sales man! who the fuck wants to take a blood bath???? that would be going against everything we are taught! hail satan [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]lets make sure the HPs agree with this first! [/TD]

If anything Christianity is A reaction to Satanism.  -Allyson Ford 

Great info! Thanks! The cross also has roots with the Egyptian Ankh. Those stupid fucks tweaked the Ankh symbol.  -Allyson Ford 

Great advice though!! I would also add in laughter when they speak. Sometimes it makes me laugh while being angered at the same time.  -Allyson Ford 

I fully understand where you are getting at! Knowledge  is the greatest tool an weapon of them all!  Most of the time JOS egroup is a great way to learn (unless someone is having a bad day!). No question is a stupid question- to ask a question is Better than to assume.   Hail Satan!!! Hail...

It'll benefit you all your life! Satan isnt like the common Xian "god" he actually cares about you and is loving, you will be able to feel it. How would meditation NOT benefit? That's implicit...  Your mind is probably filled with the Xian bullshit. Well all they did was take pagan ways and...

I've wondered the same! My favorite number is 27 or 427 and of course 666! Youre seeing #s in that same way- 111=a 666=b maybe using any number see it in threes as a sign or reminder of Satan I'm going with the wind there!! Anyways I checked out numerology. There's a popular site for it comes up...

I was wondering if it was Pagan related. I like the Satanic baptism. Were blessing the child with Satan but he is free to believe whatever he chooses to or maybe he chooses Xian ways to "fit in". Thanks for the information!  -Allyson Ford 

Thats a sign your sister must know the truth of Satan :P  -Allyson Ford 

I've never understood the point in thus procedure and would not want a dirty old man (aka a "priest") touching my son/daugter. It's taking that young soul and turning it against the child's judgement. This "enitiy" is now in control of your life- if your lucky you'll wake up someday and know...

The Baphomet symbol I have I mainly kept Baphomet in my mind I never thought of LaVey when I wore them it was always for Baphomet. I don't believe I could offended anyone with that my intentions :) knowledge is how we grow into ourselves sometimes. This information was posted for a reason...

<td val[/IMG]i meant is not obviously! [/TD]

Maybe it's just me but it seems quite common sense Father Satan is going to drop a bunch of government dollars to someone. I understand there are situations in life where money is a live or die thing. In that case, you cannot control how Father will bring that into your life. Sure money seems...

You made that?! That's beautiful! Way better than my cardboard homemade one :o Hail Satan! -Allyson Ford 

It's at a local store I asked once but you know they got to keep their connections private. I'm in southern California. It's a beautiful necklace that it's time for me to buy come payday lol   -Allyson Ford 

Reading the whole joyofsatan.com will tell you where to start. The dedication ritual is on the left side list. Hope this helps!  Hail Satan! -Allyson Ford 

Alright thanks Brian! I find people have a weird vibe from people when I wore my Baphomet it is good to be cautious sadly. I also wear an awesome pentagram ring upside down and I'll wear that everywhere (even work!). I also got my black ankh necklace that I've had for over 7 years already! I got...

I realize I've dealt with a psychic vampire before and it's crazy when they have something that is in control of your life. They take full advantage of you, lie and manipulate every word, and tries to put you down at no cost. Selfish and only give a fuck about themselves. It was someone from a...

Okay good to know thank you i like to be clear on things :) I don't want to make Satan or a  Demon feel disrespected. I know of a pricey Baphomet necklace that has his face enlarged and an upside down pentagram on his forehead so no circles!  -Allyson Ford 

Is it not "right" to have a Baphomet symbol circled being a Spiritual Satanist? Sure Lavey was how I was introduced to Satan an interested but when I found joyofsatan that felt even more right.  -Allyson Ford 

That information couldn't come at a more perfect time! I suppose since I was under a small attack from the enemy last night! Thank you I will put this in my "toolkit". Hail Satan! Hail Amun-Ra!  -Allyson Ford 

Nice information! I made an ouija board I have yet to use it properly per say. Thanks!Hail Satan!! -Allyson Ford 

<td val[/IMG]good advice there. i just want to put in maybe you have a medical issue? it could be from eating/drinking habits. i hope things improve for you Hail Satan! [/TD]

Thanks buddy :)  -Allyson Ford 

Thanks for your reply! I do have to say I didn't post that poem that was someone else! This is my first one posted but  I write all different styles and have a poem I'm working on. Wow xain black metal that's a first for me! There's a reason it's black metal dumbshits!! -Allyson Ford 

<td val[/IMG]fuck them thats a good  reply!  there was nothing of the sorts that was threating slander or anything offensive in it. The truth is offensive i guess then! hail satan! [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]nice writing! the part "How can people so far away from each other without technology back in the day have the same belief? The same descriptions of the Ancient Gods?" I have always thought that as well. all the religions were a way of explaining life to people. of course each area...

<td val[/IMG]welll good luck! sounds awesome too bad its in Iowa (for me)   Hail Satain! Hail Amun-Ra!! [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]yes pests are not good to have in the house. they will make you sick with many different options. they may eat through wood or precious iteams. i get what you are saying but i think Satan is okay with that because they are within our liar and annoying us. [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]sounds all good!! im actually developing my tarot skills right now   [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]dont stress having a baby it will happen. the stress can cause your body to react and hormones. thats all i got to say though! Hail Satan, Hail Amun!!! [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]what came to my mind was the Ancient Egyptians sun god Ra (Amun-Ra) goes through nightly fights throughout the night in order to rise again in the morning, the next day. for info http://www.egyptartsite.com/ra.html Hail Satan! Hail Amun! [/TD]

<td val[/IMG]In rehab as well was when I started seeing butterflies; except I didnt have the xain prespective you did at the time. They do represent change and that is what I took them for. now when I see them I feel protected. However, there is a lot of change going on in my life now with...

It's crazy to. Say I'm getting ready to drive I see a butterfly I feel as if everything is going to be okay. Maybe I should ask my GD about such? Like it's a sign from him or Satan himself.  -Allyson Ford 

I don't like to kill anything. I feel slight guilt cause it's a life I have no right to take. Other things as well. Usually PESTS will take over, destroy property, a -Allyson Ford 

I work with children that have special needs like autism for 3 years and have 2 years of volunteer experience.   I've also take a college class on special needs. so here are my suggestions! Early intervention is the best thing you can do! There is such a wide spectrum on the "autism line". It's...

Good news! Thanks. Basically, I have 4 tattoos of butterflies and they have initials of people that mean a lot through my life. I wouldn't be me now without them m -Allyson Ford 

<td val[/IMG]Amon-RA has protected me so many times! at 16 i got my first tattoo an ankh with the eye of ra in it. since 16 i have had many many many many times where i should have died i believe this tat protected me without me having any knowledge. [/TD]

I have mental issues too and same with my sister(but she is way far gone mentally).  She seems to "get worse" During November I know that's more of a month but it makes me think how planets line up in month (plus her bday is in nov). I don't think Satan has a problem since we do represent...

Welcome! It's never too late at least you found it before death so Satan can take care of you! I would like to know of a place that's not xain influenced! This JOS a great place! Hail Satan  -Allyson Ford 

She's not from AI but a British artist but who gives a ratass  -Allyson Ford 

Funny shit there! Thanks for sharing     -Allyson Ford 

Yes thank you! -Allyson Ford 

I remember seeing a list of recommended books to read but cannot find then link. THanks in advanced Hail Satan!!!666 -Allyson Ford

We surely could plan a group meeting?!  -Allyson Ford 

If they splash water in your face again call the police they are harassing you and if they come around again and don't leave your property after telling them to that's trespassing.  -Allyson Ford 

Well surprise!! That's not too far away  -Allyson Ford 

Thanks I'm hanging in!!! I see her once a year I go to help my mom out on the driving and I don't want her to go alone. She can't do it without me. I like it up in Oregon with the nature I plan to move somewhere else up there! By the way My mom said if I told her not to send she would have gone...

Thanks! I know exacting what you mean I saw that commercial and I just start feeling like puking! When I have to visit her I choose to sleep in the cold room with spiders than be inside her xain filled trailer house type place! There's still xain stuff in that room but not as Dominate as the...

I need to vent about something I was Texted today. To start off I have an older sister who's out of state she is severely mentally handicapped with mental disorders and deteriorating brain damage. She is a "Jesus freak" and shell send out texts with verses of the bible. I hate everyone of them...

Surely! I haven't meet any Satanists it would be nice to talk in person!  -Allyson Ford 

I'm on psych meds. For a lot of people it's in the way our brains were programed and developed. Mental disease is genetic just like cancer. Take your meds you will become  stable (if you have found the right combination). I feel the same way about What Father Satan wants for me to be tough. But...

Yes I understand they are our enemies. What I was trying to get across is I gotta deal with Christians at work and certain places or people. Instead of getting angry at them or festering I look at them as victims (the ones that don't preach to me and shove their ideas down my throat) because I...

Nice! I write songs and raps and was recently thinking about putting together one! Great minds think alike ;) -Allyson Ford 

Hey I'm in the Lake Elsinore area (btwn LA and SAn Diego on the I-15.  -Allyson Ford 

If you are a catholic what are you doing here?  -Allyson Ford 

And with an increase in subliminal messages in the media people may soon realize :) should keeping doing it!Hail Satan! -Allyson Ford 

Hey is that link a public link site? For Mein kampf?  -Allyson Ford 

Damn that brings some strength to me to say that Hail Satan (in situations I can) to some who says god bless every time they sneeze what the fuck is with that? Is their any Pagan like reference to that cultural remark? I was at a concert and someone asked for a light I said sure handed him it...

Well said Crypsis! Your parents are victims of this xain society/world and are set in their ways. It helps me to think of Xains I have to deal with in life as victims.  -Allyson Ford 

Money corrupts life and it's true purposes. It's nearly impossible to live with money these days. I would doubt they would even need it. I may be wrong but I feel strongly that they wouldn't.  -Allyson Ford 

I agree with AP's response. Everything happens for a reason whether we know it at the time or not. if shes going to treat you like shit that's not someone you would want time will heal. Don't stay silent Brother! Hail Satan  -Allyson Ford 

I live in California is that where your taking about? The legal system keeps getting more and more fucked up! First amendment rights are surely equalling a lie, in due time our whole constitution will be shit the way USA controls lives. Sadly, the legal system is xain influenced and ran by those...

Of course they want to cover it up like nothing happened. Xains live in denial.  -Allyson Ford 

In my opinion the enemy is attacking you. They want to make you weak and convert back to their lies and fear plagued ways. The enemy wants you to become helpless beyond all means and by doing so you feel suicidal. It wants you to come crawling back in fear. You know what the truth is through...

That's what they fucking get for putting shit up like that. So for those Xains why would your "god" who apparently controls nature lighting strike his image down? Burn mother fucker that's karma coming around! Hail Satan! Keep it coming father!!  -Allyson Ford 

It's easier to blame someone else for ones own personal problems. Your parents sound afraid or in denial about themselves so they turn their anger on you.  -Allyson Ford 

Be honest with her and show her the truth again and again. I like what "catlovers" had to say. You need to fight to save her soul!Hail Satan!!! -Allyson Ford 

Father Satan doesn't need to help us with things we are able to do. I know it's hard to have work and college. Put your best effort into it and father will be proud! If you don't get the grade after doing your best that's okay but if you don't do your best then that's the issue. Satan can't...

I have the same problem. Will listening to a nature CD like the ocean and whales be beneficial while I meditate?   -Allyson Ford 

I know a lot about addiction I have had that issue for awhile and know a lot of people the same. She can't quit until she feels she's ready. Keep loving her and supporting her even when she gets mad, but have a boundary don't give up on her. I've lost many friends cause of my addiction its hard...

Awesome! I agree with Brian.  -Allyson Ford 

I see that xain bullshit post as contradicting to their own damn bible with love thy neighbor shit. They don't even know the history of their damn lies, just mindless victims to our enemy.  -Allyson Ford 

Thanks!! I was thinking it was Baphomet!  -Allyson Ford 

I live in California. The foster care isn't the best( I'm ignorant anywhere else).  I don't know first hand through others. A lot foster parents Do so for the money and use it for others selfish reasons. HOWEVER there are truthful and treat the kids with respect. Point saying you got to choose...

<td val[/IMG]How about Ancient Egyptian influences? Im sure Xians will over look that. [/TD]

I meant 1st amendment hit wrong button! -Allyson Ford 

Hello I was talking with a friend of mine who doesn't believe Xian ways questions everything and nature is important. Her and I have always had similar concepts on our spirituality. Anyways I was talking to her about Spiritual Satanism because I thought it might help her. I mentioned the Demon...

 I disgustingly live in a bible belt with xain minded victims and churches very fucking where!!! I would think establishing a church for Satanists would bring uproar on those tweedledums plus most city counsels  are ran by xain influences. It would probably have to be underground and denying our...

Well said HP I do not think he's in the right area. We do not kill. Randomly putting in violence makes me wanna suggest anger management (opinion). The post made no sense. I don't think he knows enough.  -Allyson  On Jul 7, 2011, at 5:47 AM, High Priest Mac Friday <macfriday@... wrote:

Welcome back to the real world and sticking it through!!! Stick with Father Satan and you will be/learn law abiding. I know a lot about the shitty jail/prisons System and applaud you doing your stint. Anyways welcome back brother!Hail Satan    -Allyson Ford 

Great sense of coming to maturity! Teach your child but don't force. Way to be a man brother! Hail Satan!  -Allyson Ford 

Wow no more first amendment when you know the truth! Is you say nothing offense or as a threat who should bother. Xains don't like to hear their filthy church or their filthy bible anywhere near such hurtful truthful words. I appreciate yahoo for allowing this egroup, but It might be safe to say...

Glad you got a kick out of it as well :)  -Allyson Ford 

I had a dream after reading this post but it was a woman with a centipede body! I'm pretty sure it's all in the psychology of dreams when you read something and your brain retains it and later it comes up in your subconscious. At least I hope so! I thought I would just share that just in case...

I received this post  -Allyson 

Wow thanks for the news. Its another fine example of the lack of humanity. Slit an animals throat ?!! This also proves  Ritual slaughter is a Juedo/Christian and other manipulative religions, yet Satan receives that very stigma. Sadly, I'm only surprised by the slitting an animals throat. Those...

I was just wondering about mental disorders and Satan. No doubt mental disorders can be a struggle, I've dealt with it my whole life. But our spirit can be stronger than our mind which is also something I am working on to embrace. Medical marijuana has been helpful with my medical problems. I...

Thank you all for the replies I found guidance in each one. Ive been through many addictions that took me down. I could never grasp giving myself up. I've found self-will and control is what brings me my sobriety. As for the idea of a strength test, I did something like that earlier this month...

I gave up on the Christian religion when I was ten years old. I had grown up with exposure to the religion mainly through my sister. My basic partake on the religion at that point was because I was told to pray. I had a strong feeling overcome me at 10 that there is no one that's going to make...