I'm speaking what i think. Just a question are you calling yourself like him "daddy"? and calling your girlfriend "babygirl"? it's stupid. I think this is so stupid something wrong with that?

You don't like the lies i understand that too but it's still better to shut up than telling them that you are "against humanity" because that's what they believe and understand about us, about Satan, about Hitler. Once i talked with someone that Hitler wasn't bad but no she didn't believed me...

Yeah that's called group meditation... Just do it if they will ask that but the HP's didn't said that now. Not everyone has the time to do it at a specific time.

In my opinion the actions you did was stupid but you could talk your self out of it like when the right time comes you could say to them "Well i was interested in Satanism and that stuf but now i changed my mind i'm more interested in paganism or and hinduism they are more pacifistic" i think...

"I was screaming at her telling her that "daddy" was here. (she has always been my beautiful babygirl and I have always been her strong and dominant daddy)" Oh i see so she is your "babygirl" and you are his "daddy". Seems to me like an unrespectful bastard. She is my "babygirl" that i fuck and...

This is like my description just that i'm not soo tall XD I wan't to be happy and make her happy. I rejected some girls my self as a natural instinct and no joking.

Some people suspect or know that i'm a Satanist. I never told them. My mom and grandma and my family doctor believes that. My mom found my workings some time back and yeah i think she saw the invocation prayer she told me about it. I never told them that i'm a Satanist but i talked against god...

You don't need to coordinate. You can just go to the lunarium website https://www.lunarium.co.uk/planets/hours.jsp or any app that shows the planetary hours on your location. You set the location and voila you know what is the curent planetary hour on your location or the location you...

Ok sis ;) i was just a little suspicious about you yeah some things like this is happening like once in 100 millions

Yeah bro o.o Sorry Yoana666 and welcome sis

Yoana666 is suspicious to me https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=19102 If You Yoana666 don't know exactly what the problem is about one subject then better don't talk about it. "not sure but the water that we drink it has something bad and it fucks the third eye" what will this give...

Do you have two accounts Larissa_666 and Larissa666?

I agree with you bro, it's the enemies i tried doing the chakra spinning at a different time widouth thinking about it before, i did a few spinn tries and nothing, everything was normal. So yeah i also did to overwrite instinctively before but wanted to use my willpower to hold it in place but...

So you mean to stop the the chakra spinning and do the candle flame meditation instead? And i'm doing void meditation. But i didn't had this problem before.

I had many times when i asked Satan for help and Satan helped me. I'm sure he will help you too bro.

You are not damned. If you can't do anything about this then help is on the way as Maxine posted a topic that who are in desperate need of help, help is on the way https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=18015 You can pray to Satan or ask Satan or the Gods for help

Thanks bro :)

It's good to find out what are the causes of your depresion or anxiety if you have. I had severe anxiety problems during my medication on schizophrenia so the psychiatrist change my anti-depressants to something better, i got rid of the anxiety as long as i was on those anti-depressants, but the...

I'm doing chakra spinning and i can't hold them in a straight position like something is pushing back some energy like if you put two strong magents together with the poles that opposes each other. If i manage to put it in one place and not move around then it's very hard to hold it in place...

I was asking a question don't remember whom to me or Satan... the question was like why do i have this thoughts. I got the world paranoid. This was before you told me but after what happened to me couldn't trust what i got because i did it once and almost died because of it. I still have a...

Yeah, got it, I will do void till my brain is bursting. Just kidding. XD Well void takes years to get real control on your mind so until then i do what i can.

Yeah... you're right if i don't close the windows the air with the negative energy will go out and do bad stuff to the world! XD and aslo other air shoudn't come in of coures XD I'm just getting stupid thoughts that are nagging me.

After an RTR do we need to clean also the place where we did it, like if i was on a sofa, bed, chair or room sould they be cleaned? also clothes if after the RTR and before the aura cleaning they where put somewhere alse? Does the rital leave energies there on them or in that room? This...

Thanks bro

Ok got it

Not sure about the returning curses 2, i did the returning curses 1 from full moon to new moon for like 7 times but as i know the returning curses 2 should be done from new moon to full moon o.o i know this from ro forum... and the returning curses 2 should be done after you are completly clean...

I agree with you this are techniques for discipline very usefull and improving discipline would be good and doing meditations at the same hour, i also don't feel the urge to meditate i just do it so this way one day i become a god.

I've obsessed about her but not anymore. And yeah i ignore them but i think it will be easier if i'm not alone, in a sense widouth girlfriend, widouth friends. "having someone to spend time with and talk to would help you ground yourself and make it way more easier for you ignore those voices...

Yeah i'm lonely T_T i gave up on my friends because they were christians, who would like to see one of your friends wear a cross on his neck 24/7 o.o and i gave up on that girl so i have now no reason to be with her nor to think about her. She anyway didn't reacted to me. I will start soon to...

what do you mean by this?? so if i don't have the necessary protection i should not do the RTR??

what do you mean by this?? so if i don't have the necessary protection i should not do the RTR??

you know nothing about what happend. i explain it. and i didn't know that what i was doing was wrong, just now. i got in love with a girl. i wanted to do everything to be with her (sounds that stupid? yeah. so did i know back then that what i'm doing is stupuid? NO) "well why would they waste...

I understood that infatuation is stupid what i want to usderstand is why i had and can have infatuation? That's what i don't understand, could you or someone else explain? Just to make things clearer i stopped dwelling on that girl.

If got i a stupid situation and im doing stupid stuf that could get me in bigger trouble widouth realizing would the Demons step in and tell me not to do it widouth me inviting them or questioning them?

XD yeah. Well i can find the ones that like me by just looking at them this happened many times and i was asked not just once to have a relationship with some girls (more girls but not at the same time) but for some reason i didn't feelt ready and i rejected them o.o and about my confidence is...

I will put this question and see if i am monogamous or not. And if i'm not then how will i live my sexual life? Going from one to another? I will do a working for charisma later, i focus now on getting more control over my mind. Thanks bro. I like talking to you guys :-) it makes me feel good...

It's a good idea saying you are a pagan, but if the time would come to say "well it's more complicated i'm also spiritual Satanist" if she will trust me and be somewhat open minded she could understand it and also become ss if she wants after a time. Yeah i maybe in the same boat with you don't...

I think it will be hard to find some one who would live with a Satanist o.o From their point of view we are bad, unatural and crazy. How will i explain to the person that im a Satanist? "Hey you know i'm a Satanist" First things comes to their mind blood sacrifice or something negative about...

I understand what you mean but i don't really know what i can do to heal...

Yeah. That's what i thought to do, to search someone else. Thanks bro :)

When i first started doing meditations constantly I feelt not doing so, i got used to it but then i feelt i do to much and still feel that but i do only chakra spinnin aura cleaning breathing exercises and void but usually the chakras spinning and aura cleaning takes longer because i sit a...

Alright o.o i was so many times disapointed T_T

Bro you hit the spot with that, i do want someting like that so for that i will have to advance :) thanks! In the past i imagined myself being with others talking and making them laugh and that made me feel good, it's like that was my desire and still is. Being here i know i can make my "dreams"...

Well her mother lived on the streets for a time with him. "I see ya having da hottest chics and slaying the townz with your charisma bro. And having many commas in your bank account. You can make it happen." Who where you reffering to?

I didn't kept the original because that's what on the Ro foum says, to delete both.

I don't think anymore that i have mental issues(like schizophrenia), and i got my own reasons to belive that. Some problems i got now with the mind like poor memory (now my memory it's much better, i asked for help from Satan) was because of the nocebo effect, (there was a time that i was afraid...

If i clean my aura with surya do i also need to vibrate in my chakras too or after vibrating it in the aura then to vizualize white light in the chakras? I know that i also need to clean my chakras not just the aura.

Well i didn't said that this poor status is permanent. Wealthy people don't always go for the same class. The anime movie did me nothing bad it has nothing in common with me or what happened to me (it's the movie "you're name" )just that the love between the two of them got me a strong memory...

Alright thanks!

I will make it short. I loved a girl that i couldn't be with her... and after dedication i did sex magic on her but didn't have the opportunity to meet her again and one night i got a vivid dream that she doesn't want's me so she is leaving me (and that is true she didnt really wanted to be...

That's true. Whe you believed something in the past then when it became known to you, you can't believe it further because you know it, knowing and believing are diferent and they are not the same thing.

Ok. First i get everithing ready i download an image with the letters from the Romanian forum i get the paper with the invocation. i rise my energies with 666 meditation i say the invocation and then then i play an mp3 that i made with the corect pronunciations of the hebrew letters and say it...

I wanted to write world not word so yeah i don't know what you mean... i was joking

Not sure about Narnia didn't really saw that one but this is for sure that i unlocked the secrets of the word! :twisted: :lol: So what's next the secrets of the galaxy? XD

I did 3 reps = 1 hour and 20 mins Shoudn't i first finish the spiritual warfare program so i can fight ? Because i didnt finished it only 2 months and also couldn't enter a trance in those 7 days and now my mind is even more noisy and lack of control. And i realized this that you get your enegy...

Ohhhh guys i just found out that i can rotate the women in in any direction just by focusing and then it changes wow i was so suprised what is this???? XD

Would it be all right if i stop doing the rtr for a while i did some time back for like 2 weeks but i feelt i was doing to much and stoped just 1 working took me 1 hour and 20 minutes with the aura cleaning i still think it is too much, would be good to take a break just untill i get more...

Also the presure is wery low now i'm pretty much started to relax and running and working when there is to work...

Im doing 10 reps breathing exercises in the morning and in the night and in the begining i did only 5 reps i think 5 in the morning and none in the night after some time 1-2 weeks i did 5 in the morning 5 in the night then increased to 8 in the morning and 5 in the night and and so on till ten...

I did vinasa from full moon to new moon 2 times affirming "you are no more" Thanks bro

I did vinasa from full moon to new moon 2 times affirming "you are no more" Thanks bro

I didn't do 2 days of banishing ritual i did 2 times from full moon to new moon with vinasa affirming "you are no more" but i think i will have to do a healing working because i pretty much have the simtoms of schizophrenia, like i can't concentrate well having sometimes presure in the brain and...

I used subliminal messages to get bigger penis some years back and it worked it got bigger. This was before dedicating. You could program your subconscious for getting bigger penis but i don't recomend using the public's subliminal affirmations or other videos or mp3 to program your...

I checked the internet and yeah others with schizophrenia have this too o.o i remember now i searched this like a year ago and yeah same results people with schizophrenia have this problem but not sure if all. Also that i cant really concentrate well my attention is drawn to to the voice but i...

I do fundation meditation in the morning and chakra spinning and cleaning the chakra and breathing exercises and void 4 mim For the night Chakra spinning (sometime i miss it if im tired) Cleaning the aura, breathing exercises and void 4 min I dont think this is much, is it? Im doing 10 reps...

And what could it do to me drug me more than i was with schizophrenia? "Look im a doctor i know everything about the body and how it can be healed and take these drugs for the rest of your life and you will be better but ignore the side effects also the drugs make people die faster and their...

Whatss mentally drifting? Like wandering mentally?

I've read that page but i didn't understand this "Get physical, indulge yourself physically, watch something funny and lighthearted on the TV, and just turn your mind away from magick and the occult for a while." This "and just turn your mind away from magick and the occult for a while." Does...

Thank you guys for your answers i think now i can fix this problem!

Thanks bro. I didn't read that sermon untill now it was helpful!

Oh I've read more now and i think now i can fix this problem thanks bro for your answers!

There was that they, the enemy can't do shit to me if i dont allow it too but in the begining i alowed the voice (believing it was someone from our side) to do something to me because they tricked me in to believing that i have a problem and that they will fix it and they said that i need to...

Well i did the chackra opening from the spiritual warfare program 2 years back but i didn't opened the 6th chakra, it said there that i should open it only if i opened all the other ckakras before so i wasn't sure if they where opened i didn't know what to do so i didn't do it. I wanted to do...

I did banishing ritual 2 times nothing happened I did the enther before and now but can't vizualize right i dont see it clearly but it spoke even with ether but maybe i didn't visualize good enough. It also speaks to me with meanings and how do you ignore it if you know what they say if i try...

Do you guys know what this could be? I have a pressure in the brain and is pretty strong It started when i was on treatement for schizophrenia and after i got off the treatement it stopped but now it back.

Dont know if i can do it i already doing 2 workings and an rtr And started last night two afirmations "My mind is always calm" And "Im always in control of my mind" Is it too much? Or i should have started those two afirmations afthe the workings?

About the free thought how can someone have free thought if someone is constantly telling you what to believe puting thoughts in your mind? "Responding to the voices: It's difficult to master our thoughts and if you've ever had a song stuck in your head to the point that it frustrates you yet...

But can i spinn half of them in a direction and the other in another? Wouldn't that create a contradiction or something? A contradiction in energies and in the mind?

Most of the time im doing what it says and cant really stop that and im serious and again it tries to say things so that i say things to you guys to make me leave, it says things like "fuck it if they dont help me i will leave." I dont want to leave.

About the doubts. I'm asking my self if im having doubts and the voice sais "im having doubts" and i ask what doubts it says someting about the enemies that they are attaking me... i cant remenber more i forgot it. Bro is it posible that the enemies block or remove my memories? Yeah it's hard to...

Thank you HP, very helpful!

I was like in a panic and didn't know what to do and had a feling of letting go of SS and was like paralyzed partiality by beliefs. Before yesterday the voice started talking to me again in the begining it tricked me to think i'm talking to 2 Demons and i belived it for almoust half a day it...

Is it ok if i spinn the lower chakras clockwise and the upper chakras anticlokwise? And i spinn the heart chakra both vortexes clockwise. Or should i spinn all of the chakras in the same direction?

Ok thanks

Alright thanks

I try to explain it as good as I can. I got rid of the voice like 90% thanks to Satan and the Gods, I asked for help. But now mostly when I meditate, focusing and trying to be silent I hear or like my own mind speaks words, stuffs randomly I don't really know if my mind is saying things...

I got "banned" from posting on the forum and i don't belive that posting something two times is spam that's what is wrong and i believe the admins did a wrong decision, do i give logic now? Back then i didn't know that social media is dangerous but after i knew i eliminated it.

So in the beginning after dedication i got unable to post on the Romanian forum any more because there is a rule to not to spam our name in the forum so i wanted to make friends on some social media and what happen i posted my name to some one and he coudn't find me then i posted it again and...

I also want to add this video How to make diseases disappear https://youtu.be/gaY4m00wXpw By Dr Rangan Chatterjee And it is also motivational.

Nice said : )

Yes. You can activate the healing mechanism of the body but for that you need to be relaxed Dr Lissa Rankin says the healing mechanism of the body only flips on if we are relaxed not in fight of flight response. In that video it explains how you can do it, you can do meditation, having a good...

Looks like the image is not showing on the forum so I uploaded it on another hosting website If still doesn't work here is the link https://imgur.com/a/cE3PPM4

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LWQfe__fNbs What do you think about this? The vid doesn't say anything about the subconscious but does the "placebo and nocebo" work through the subconscious and belief can heal you? I'm thinking it is trough the subconscious and belief can heal you. An example of...

Thank you for your answers : )

Vinasa Is used for destruction not banishment it destroys the entity or unwanted energy, how can you banish someone if you destroy him/she is that a banishment? No it's destruction. Explain me this if vinasa is a word that destroys any entity do you think you can destroy "all the enemies of...

Yes it's wrong you don't understand the meaning of "all the enemies of Satan" you think there are just entitys that are enemies huh? Don't you think there are millions of enemies here on planet earth? And even if there was just entitys that where his enemies how many are those do you think...

I didn't say that i believe vinasa is not working its just that there was a wrong affirmation but with that affirmation it won't have success because in the affirmation there is "all the enemies of Satan". there are many enemies.

To work on chakras shoudnt all the chakras already be opened ? I dont think they are open and what did you want to say here " u can also spend the day asking ur self why ur mind can show u if u open enough" asking my self what my mind can show me if i open enough?

Alright but i want to see it for my self if he turned against us and blasphemed us i didnt know about this, is there still evidence?

People say it's two piramids not vortexes and the center is the chakra

Also always when meditating i'm getting all kinds of thoughts to distract me almost non stop, and now the chakra spinning is even harder it's always like something is spinning in the obosite direction and many times it doesnt spin. I'm doing closing the chakras and clairaudient points then the...

In the book Satanic - Rituals, Magick, Sermons and the Kundalini Serpent by HP Vovim Baghie the sermon Severing the Link: Regaining Control of your Thoughts and Emotions It says we can cut those links from our loved ones but what i don't understand is we must do it with our hands fizicaly etc...

The heart chakra is two piraminds not two vortexes? Is this for chakra spinning?

First i want to talk about the things that happened to me, when i was doing the chakra spinning when i spinned them something rotated the vortex in the opposite direction and i hardly managed to spin in the direction i'm doing daily like the enemies are trying to stop me meditating. So i did...

Well in this case i didn't close them because i tried to close more at the same time, like closing them on the left side and the other side and the back. I many times think that i'm doing a lot of work and so i just closed more at the same time to take less time... maybe i'm lazy alittle o.o and...

About the clairaudient points how exactly do we close them? one point by one or i can vizualize a dor on my left side of the head on the clairaudient points and close all of them at the same time and the same for the right side and the back of my head.

I'm doing fundation meditation and yogic breathing but can't do hata yoga i don't have the space for that now in the winter because in my room i don't have heating.

Now i also want to say so people don't understand me wrong, i asked for help and for some things i got help.

I'm very upset that i'm still with these voices and i cried for help many times, when i first started the treatement i did a ritual where i asked Satan to help me get rid of the voices, now im not sure if i said please help me get rid of the voices or just please get me rid of the voices, but...

I'm very upset that i'm still with these voices and i cried for help many times, when i first started the treatement i did a ritual where i asked Satan to help me get rid of the voices, now im not sure if i said please help me get rid of the voices or just please get me rid of the voices, but...

Thanks i will try again.

Thanks but didn't really understand much about what you said o.o ... i dont want to reply to the voice but words still come out and i'm really honest, others with "schizophrenia" have this problem and sais they can't stop talking in their mind i read somenones post on internet but i think i will...

I don't think i'm doubting the magic i know the powers of the mind are real before i was dedicated i learned from someones experience on how he manipulated others with thoughts and how he did it then i tried it too after doing some thing like focusing and after a week or two i did it on some...

Also do you think a working works if someone talks in your mind and you talk back because thats what happening when i do the working aura of protection, does it work this way?.. i can't stop talking or not talking back to it... I'm afraid because i think/talk i'm not concentrating enough for the...

I knew you may be meaning that "this is why you fail" because i don't reasearch enough but i had a secound thought meaning something else but can't remember now so yeah, i know now i have to reasearch and learn more so if i still have similar beliefs this way i can change them. I know about the...

I don't understand, what do you mean?

The voice is not getting to me, if i would agree about what you said that "the voice is getting to you" it would be worse for me so no thanks

So if i think about the aura of protection i'm doing with aum suryae and algyz it won't work? Even if its not black magic?

This "are you afraid of the oponent ?" sounds similar to what the voice i hear would say... in my case it talks back about what i think through out the day if i say in my mind something to make me feel better for example "i'm going to be fine and will advance" but the voice says like "no, youre...

Just vibrating SATANAS 40x widouth the mudras? and vizualizing demonic blue energy around me and affirmations.

Yeah that belief is bullshit. Thanks.

My vizualization is not so clear and can't hold the color for long. I tried a few times not 100 sure, after taking treatement for 2 years i don't hear it clear anymore neither my own mental voice, it's hard to vizualize and to talk to it to see if it talks back, it always reacts to what i say or...

Alright.

They are from here on the forum and they told me to do a binding but now one says it's not necesary because it's enough if i meditate daily and doing aura of protection and final rtr. But right now i'm not confident enough to do it and don't think i can do too many workings daily and now i want...

No way i will not stop meditating :D until now i just did the returning curses part 1 for like 6-7 times (from full to new moon) should i start doing the part 2 aura of protection for a year? thats what it says that we should do it from every new moon to full moon for 1 year...

I see. What about this. I have some belief that says for example "you can not, not to think of something if you said or some one said that don't think of orange because when you hear the orange you already thinking of it" i got this when i was in the new age it's not so clear to me anymore don't...

I got angry and upset and still are angry somewhat about what a brother and sister said, they said if i'm not doing the binding now on my aunt because she prays for me but maybe not any more because my grandmother asked her to stop praying for me and she agreed, i will never do it if i don't do...

I did a banishing ritual where i cleaned my house etc and vinasa (that i'm still doing it) but the voice still keeps talking to me i don't know what is wrong i asked Satan once what are these voices and i was guided to the JOS on the page with enemy attacks so it may be an attack but i also...

I tried closing my chakras but they keep opening o.o like when I'm at the solar plexus chakra, the sacral chakra opens when i'm closing the solar plexus, just if i think alittle about it or my attention goes to it, it opens then i close it back again.

Thank you all for your reply. A HP on yt (sermon) said that for getting rid of xtianity we can read about paganism because the soul recognizes it and after a time learning it, it kicks out the xtianity.

Thank you.

So i'm searching for books about paganism, i got one but at one point there is a phrase from the bible "to everything there is a season, and a time to every purpose under heaven". the book it's pretty much against christianity but it's annoying if it contains phrases from the bible. The book is...

This was so funny :D my rosary broke what that means? It means you broke it... I laughed so hard :D :D :D

I have unwanted thoughts for example when i did a banishing ritual where i had to paint with a demonic blue light my house / room afther finishing the ritual and then my attention was on the paint and ripped a hole in it (i saw this in my mind) so this happend without me wanting to do this and...

Thank you for this sermon HP Hoddedcobra what you said that we need to know to put "wax in our ears" is true, one who was dedicated ( from Romanian forum) listened to the songs of the "sirens" (about exposing JOS and other stuff) and then he asked the admins HP's to remove his account, he wanted...

Alright but how do you know it still works even if i can't see it right or at all? Is it my attention? Because i used my attention to ameliorate pain and it worked didn't fell pain after doing that trick just concentrating on that spot.

I'm doing void twice a day. Alright i will vizualize something daily. Thanks.

I clean my aura twice a day in the morning and night and also after the RTR not before the RTR. I try to ignor the voice but sometimes i can not stop to talk to it its like my mind is against me and does it if i think i shoud not talk to it then like something forces me to talk but i force not...

Alright. I will do that trick. Thanks.

I think i will have to stop doing the final RTR for now because after the RTR i try to clean my self but can't really vizualize the light and i'm also using the flash from my phone on my face with eyes closed but it's like nothing. I'm programing the energy i rise from the meditations for better...

Candle fire meditation, is that the meditation where you focus on a burning candle's fire and then you close your eyes and keep the light in your mind for as long as you can?

I was warned before an acident could have happened. So i was on my bicycle going home and there was another street on my right and when i got close to it i got a though that i should stop because a car is coming from that street and then i sad ok i will stop and for my surprise there was a car...

My vizualization is still bad and i spoke to soon that my vizualization got better o.o The thought keeps nagging me that i can't vizualize right and that the energy from the RTR may do something to me. And can't hold my attention much in one place and can't shut up in my mind for long. But...

I did yesterday the final rtr and ritual of protection, wealth and prosperity but only once. Can we do the ritual for protection, wealth and prosperity more than once?

Alright thanks.

Yeah they are orthodox... i'm not sure if they will listen my grandma is obsessed with holidays she doesn't want to work in holidays because she thinks than bad things may happen to her if she works and she has a xtian calendar in the kitchen (that i coudn't get rid of it, if i get rid of it she...

Well i could try telling them when i have the chance but not sure if they will consider it as truth especially my grandma my mom would listen but don't think she would care, i belive so because most of the people think "they know everything" and are ignorant. First i could tell them about all...

Shouting loudly Hail Satan would be realy great :D i told them that i do meditations, i can say that(hinduist or buddhist), they aren't crazy xtians, when i need silence and telling them to be silent until i finish my "meditations" they listen and they are silent, so i think i'm lucky to have them.

I really want to know what you guys think about this. So i'm 24 years old and SS and i don't know for sure if i should practice SS openly. I mean atleast in my room. I'm doing the final RTR in my room but next my room it's the kitchen and my mom and grandma are moslty in there and i don't...

I thought it trough and i think i'm exagerating with 108x aum vibrations o.o maybe i should start with 54 and do it for 40 days...

Oh and the voice talks less to me now after all these workings and meditations :) but in return i talk more in my mind...

I tired doing the method you told me about doing something for 20 min to distract my mind and it worked i could sleep. Thank you :)

Also i did meditated before i dedicated myself i did somethin like void meditation (mindfulness meditation) but i know it's not near the void meditation but i got more patience from that too

Thanks bro. Well to be honest i dont have any thing against 108x aum vibrations just if i do something that requires much attention and workings that need to be done right, that makes me stressed, otherwise 20 mins of vibrations (aum vibrations in the soul) is fine with me, but for the aura of...

Thanks :)

i mean i didn't finished the 40 days aum working*

Hey, i just started a new working for protection with aum suryae and algiz and i have a few question do we need to stay silent for a few minutes after the working because i tried but couldn't really not to talk and the thought that "if i talk then i program the energy to that i won't be able to...

Well i did not remember exactly what where the retrogrades in my chart but now i do and i checked my birth chart and i do not have mercury retrograde and i can assure you i have the right birth date and time that i got from the hospital i was born in (it wasn't free) i was pretty much very...

I see. thank you very much. :)

Alright. Well yeah i started my protection in the 9th of December again but didn't do much protection before o.o and i know i shoun't stop so i wont stop anymore. and void meditation i started it again last month but not sure, i cant realy block my thoughts don't know what is wrong it's like i...

So i don't know if it's a disease or the enemy but one day i asked Satan what are these voice and then i was guided to the JOS website romanian version and i got in the page about enemy attacks. But i also think it may be a disease because when the voice talks to me i have some muscular...

I wanna say thank you to Satan and the Gods for helping me and for their protection! If it weren't for them i would have be dead right now. I asked many times for help and i got help maybe not for everything because i asked also for problems that i shoud fix myself but i got the things i needed...

Last night i did the final RTR (for the first time)and then waited like 30 mins and then i did my meditations then i tried to sleep but i keept talking in my mind but didn't managed to shut the fuck up so i stayed in bed for 4 hours talking to my self (sometimes also the voice was talking to me)...

I have a question that is not on that page Do we need to stay silent in the mind (not speaking) for a few minutes after the RTR? And after the RTR when cleaning the chakras my mind and attention werent always on them so and i got a thought for a few times that the energy may do something to me...

Thank you all for your reply it was helpful.

Thank you this was very helpful.

About the final RTR do i need to rise my energy for that and then vibrate the letters and affirm that? because i remember the last RTR i did i have done by rising my energy first but on the page it dosen't say anything about raising our energy And about the letters do we have to say it out loud...

About the final RTR do i need to rise my energy for that and then vibrate the letters and affirm that? because i remember the last RTR i did i have done by rising my energy first but on the page it dosen't say anything about raising our energy And about the letters do we have to say it out loud...

XD I see

Alright for how many days should i do it or shoud i do it from full moon to new moon?

Alright i will use a lamp... and will do a cleaning working with surya separately. My vizualization wasn't bad in the beginning but after i started the treatment for schizophrenia after a year my vizualization dropped alot, i think it is because of the treatement but sometimes i think it could...

Alright. Thank you. :)

I'm practicing the breathing energy i started the fundamental meditation for a week now and i've gotten better :) yeah i thought about to do AUM but right now i will start doing the aura of protection working and isa, banishing ritual for that filthy name and final RTR then after finishing isa i...

What about Aum Suryae Nama? I saw the shorting of the sun mantra from the kabbalistic squares. is this shorting only used when doing kabbalistic squares? i mean "Aum Suryae Nama"

I see, but we shouldn't always rely on the Gods help or protection.

Thanks, but why not just vibrating surya not aum surya?

And i'm doing my protection.

I can't vizualize the withe light for cleaning my aura after the RTR because you need to clean your aura after the RTR so i will need the surya mantra for that. I can vizualize some what but its faint and if the light is not strong enough then my aura and chakras may ramain dirty. Alright i...

it sais it used for destruction only "Vinasa is an ancient Sanskrit word of banishment and acts to destroy the unwanted energy and/or entity. This word is to destroy and should not be used for any other purpose."

I know i can do the RTR any time but if i also do te surya for cleaning doesn't the surya need the waning moon to destroy the negative energy in my aura and chakras?

Thank you. you are right i will do it even if they talk to me. i thought about doing a banishing ritual with vinasa but not sure if is an entity or thoughtform one brother said the vinasa destroys the soul of anything it is focused on and if it's a thoughtform in my mind then what happens said...

I just did my workings one for thoughtforms and one for aura of protection but the voice kept talking to me almost continuously and it's hard to not to respond. One day they manipulated me in to believing that i'm talking to Satan and the Gods i believed for a few hours, they told me i should...

Also when i do workings like the ones that i'm doing now the working for the thoughtforms the voice keeps talking to me and telling me like "is no use it wont work" "because why keep bothering if you dont even do it for 40 days you said you will do the finar rtr and you will stop doing this one"...

Well i try as much as posible but my vizualization is poor... maybe the sun mantra will help me in cleaning the aura and chakras after finshing the isa working or not? Like i finish the working and then i do the sun mantra 54x and affirm "this solar energy cleans any and all negative energy from...

Or " (name) is unable to harm me, is unable to influence me and is unable to pray for me in any way" this way she wont be able to pray for me XD Or "(name) is unable to harm me, is unable to influence me and is unable to control me in any way whatsoever. (name) stops praying for me forever"

Alright thanks :)

Alright i will do it :) thanks bro!

Alright, thank you. Then i should start doing it when the moon is waning on sunday in the hour of the sun because of the surya cleaning.

Then in this case i can't do it o.o i sometimes think about the workings it lasts just for a sec or two because i know i shouldn't think about them... it's not that i want to think about them, it just apears in my mind then i try to think about something else and concentrate on other things...

Also can i program the energy from my meditations i mean the energy buzz to program it to create an aura of protection?

Will the final RTR work if after the ritual i vibrate surya for cleaning my aura and soul like 54 times and affirming "My soul and aura is completely clean of any negative energies forever"? Because i cant vizualize the light well on me/aura its faint but i will try to vizualize as much as...

Yeah you are right i do make excuses some times... i will start a working with isa that luis told me to make them stop praying for me.

Alright, i mostly know when to start a working but not sure in which day is better for black magic, saturday in the hours of saturn? And when vibrating Surya should i also vizualize a white light or just vibrating it in to my soul?

Not sure if i can bind them, it says i need to infuse elements in to the herbs for maximum power and i'm still a begginer i didn't invoked elements yet. I need to do the trance for that and i can't enter a trance right now i tried but my mind many times where in other places and some times the...

I fucking hate when people pray for me and i caught two of them. Today i was having all kinds of thoughts like i'm not supposed to be here and doubts about Satanism. I asked Satan why i have these thought then after some time i found and listened to a sermon whit Maxine and she was talking about...

Thank you. i will do it and i will see what happens.

I'm using algiz but does it work if i don't enter a trace? And i'm using this affirmation "This energy is eliminating any thoughtforms from my mind completely" but i forgot to also put "and permanently" to the end and i started this working when the moon was waning.

allright i think you are right but i'm not 100% sure, on the website on the banishing ritual it says "Vinasa is an ancient Sanskrit word of banishment and acts to destroy the unwanted energy and/or entity." it destroys negative energy and entities but not sure about thoughtforms so vinasa is not...

I didn't know about that thanks for telling me, in this case i will just do the rune working with algiz.