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  1. Catalincata94

    I feel so down for days and days and my mind is so bad

    Yep i've done the dedication ritual after reading the JOS in romanian ver. Then bought a black candle, unfortunately it was withe inside so i did it anyway and on the forums iit was acepted like that. It was in 2016.
  2. Catalincata94

    Question on expectations

    So i understood that by having expectacions we open a door to the enemy harassment so any good advice on this one like what can you have if you expect somethings to happen, like i don't know what is going to happen?
  3. Catalincata94

    I want to say thank you to Father Satan and i'm doing good

    Im alittle ashamed to say but Satan and the gods did help me and im very thankfull! I've got in such a bad mental state because i stopped the medication a year ago and didn't finish the healing and stopped it and got off the injection and i shoudnth have done so. Now i got ballnced thanks to...
  4. Catalincata94

    I feel so down for days and days and my mind is so bad

    I dont know what to do any more i got off medication and now my mind is so bad i cant concentrate someone keeps talking to me and sometimes dont even know how or what is speaking to me. I think this is the widrawal simptom. Ive been with this voice or what it is for more than a year now ive...
  5. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Thank you! Oooo i see XD
  6. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    I see i didn't know that. Alright. I'm definetly doing this i already tried it :) and it's like i could feel the negative energy that i flushed out and was somewhat hard to completely destroy it, i destroyed it in like 1 min
  7. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Naa, in my case lack of motivation wasn't because i didn't saw results (which in fact i saw results from meditations like helaing my self of anxiety with Satanama even trough it wasn't perfect and no deep breathing and still worked) and before dedicating i knew well enough that the powers of the...
  8. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Yeah music helps a lot. And honestly there is no "miracles" and about the questions, that's me i like to ask questions but if that's too much and isn't accepted then i won't ask. And i know what you are saying by "You have all the information and tools to help yourself, many months worth of it"...
  9. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Ok that's true, and mannn this is a great thing to know XD I'm doing void meditation every day for a year now so can i start AUM like the next time i'm doing void? and not wait 2 weeks? and i know i have to avoid starting when the moon is in the void of course. would be a waste of time to wait...
  10. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    I understand, when someone says he, she has a problem (it owns it) and it manifests so to avoid problems he, she should say I don't have problems etc... when someone says that he, she has a problem, he, she has a negative mind set so to avoid problems he, she should always think optimistically...
  11. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Well I was getting a lot of advices and meditations to do and by doing to many meditations daily so I had to quit some mediation/magic for another. The answer people gave me here is good, not sure just not too much meditations. You mean I should know now what to do because you people gave me all...
  12. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    The mantras helped me, believe it or not some months ago I had anxiety and used Satanama and healed it, and now even better I understood how to vibrate a mantra to have more effect it's as Jack said fully inhale and exhale and also this deep slow breading is really calming :) and a little bit...
  13. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Yes it's true i have been doing it wrong by not fully inhaling and fully exhaling and vibrating, and i tried it and it was so calming! Thanks alot can you tell me more about that mantra "Aum Kshaum Apanaya Swaha"
  14. Catalincata94

    Walking The True Zevist Path

    This is such a nice sermon High Priest Hodded Cobra :)
  15. Catalincata94

    Munka Affirmations

    Honestly i don't how am i going to do it when this voice is always telling me "you can't do it any more", and "you can't do it" "because you did the meditation wrong for so much time now you're trapped in the mind" also "permanently" but yeah i got help and it shuts up for some time but other...
  16. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    But if somebody has no reason to do something then why would he do it? Like i have my own expectation but that is also my reason I have another reason that is just survival but at that I have no motivation Actually did you go through an ego removal process where you almoust lost your ego? I...
  17. Catalincata94

    Tired of meditations, some advice?

    Always when i think i have to do the meditations i feel stressed and now don't want to do any of it, i keep failing at simple meditations like aura cleaning when using a timer so that i don't sit too much on cleaning my aura and chakras, i alway get distracted with something when meditating, if...
  18. Catalincata94

    Munka Affirmations

    I started doing a freeing the soul working with Munka but i keep getting the thought that the affirmation is wrong specifically on the part that it says "any kind of schizophrenia" like i must specify what kind but as i understand is that it is specified that "any kind" so whatever kind it is...
  19. Catalincata94

    This is a lonely road

    Thanks alot! :)
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    This is a lonely road

    What color is exactly the "black light" is it literally black? I searched this online sometime ago but got confused so an answer would be good.
  21. Catalincata94

    withdrawal Side effects of antipsyhotics, and solutions?

    I thought it through and decided I reduce de treatment and leave it and I deal with the withdrawal, unfortunately there aren't any psychiatrist that would reduce my dosage so that I get off them, I mean not here in my region so I do it myself and it's not beneficial for me to stay with them...
  22. Catalincata94

    Final RTR success, getting stronger and stronger

    Of course I know that the pronunciations needs to be proper and I do it so that i don't do it too fast so that i don't pronounce the letters improperly :)
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    [IMPORTANT] List of Great Underrated Youtube alternatives

    LBRY https://lbry.com/ is a good one it's loading pretty good it's just that it has no website where you can upload just a software there you can upload videos and see other videos
  24. Catalincata94

    Final RTR success, getting stronger and stronger

    Thanks Brooo XDDD I see, when i was in the 30-35 minutes per RTR i was wondering how can my bros and sis do it in only 10-15 minutes now i understand, it's practice and persistence!
  25. Catalincata94

    Final RTR success, getting stronger and stronger

    When I first did the Final RTR believe it or not it took me 1 hour and 20 mins or even more The day before yesterday i got my record and today even better At that time when doing the RTR for 1 hour and 20 min for some days it was so terribly stressful It was much and I took a break then I...
  26. Catalincata94

    Scared of doing dedication ritual question...

    If someone has Anxiety it means that the person is not being true to himself and not doing what they really want but the buggers can't do you anything really because do you have your third eye openned yet? and clair audience? i don't think so, so untill then you can advance and create yourself a...
  27. Catalincata94

    withdrawal Side effects of antipsyhotics, and solutions?

    ok i mixed it up between too much masturbation and going celibate so yea there's no psichosis in too much masturbation it's it in the going celibate part as HoddedCorbra666 said. So yeah what is psyhosis? losing touch with reality and what is the cause of psyhosis? the thing i found or...
  28. Catalincata94

    a warning on video games

    "Every time you level up in the Game World, you miss an opportunity to level up in the real world" i agree with this 100% it's a Great one i've stopped gaming too, in the past i pretty much played all day, now not any more i know now that i just wasted my time on games and putting energy in to...
  29. Catalincata94

    withdrawal Side effects of antipsyhotics, and solutions?

    Thanks bro, vizualizing often a briliant gold light around me it's a great idea :D and as i know by doing more meditations and that i should also do more left brain activities to balance myself betwen the spiritual and material I know about the ss calendar and it's easy to understand it. Will do.
  30. Catalincata94

    withdrawal Side effects of antipsyhotics, and solutions?

    I do Final RTR with returning curses, ok i will see when i do the obliteration of Saturn
  31. Catalincata94

    withdrawal Side effects of antipsyhotics, and solutions?

    The meds creates holes in the aura which i will be more vulnerable to attacks and i want to get stronger not weaker these are dangerous and can't be played with. And the question is how to get of them safely or what to get to ameliorate the side effects The source for the psychosis (which im...
  32. Catalincata94

    withdrawal Side effects of antipsyhotics, and solutions?

    Last year i got rid of the injection type that was for schizophrenia for three months then after those three months i didn't reduced it gradualy (just the antidepresants) and got rid of anxiety with some help and SaTaNaMa, back then my psyhiatrist said if i don't take my medication as she...
  33. Catalincata94

    Sexual Energy, Celibacy, No Fap November

    For me right now the sexual needs starts in 4-5 days. Now for 1 year i think i did it like in every two days and not because i felt a big need as i was younger but just because i wanted the plesure so that's an adiction kind of but i know i can get over it it's just that i don't want to over do...
  34. Catalincata94

    Sexual Energy, Celibacy, No Fap November

    I have masturbated a lot on porn in the past and and had strong orgasms (from subliminal affirmations) now i masturbate only on nude pics but i have erectile disfuction and it's hard to get it up or somethimes to maintain it it's hard too and also it's hard to reach ejaculation so yeah i do the...
  35. Catalincata94

    Why is it so hard to start the 6 month warfare program?

    Learn to have discipline, learn the basics of discipline. Set a goal.
  36. Catalincata94

    Apollwn

    Archetypes meant to get a ballanced and healthy mind*
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    Apollwn

    As i understood the ancient Greek Gods are archetypes for the mind (for a healthy mind). Read this for more info https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=24&t=19417&hilit=greek+archetypes
  38. Catalincata94

    Joy Of Satan Encyclopedia Now Live!

    On my phone using adobe acrobat it's loading slow i waited 1:30 min and then it loaded search option took 2 minutes to search on 1000 pages on another app it crashed didn't open at all. On another app, PDF Reader Pro by PDF technologies, inc. (It's free on the play store) it's loading instantly...
  39. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    Good idea, yeah they just know the effects of the antipsyhotics over the brain, the rest they just suppose.
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    On Approaching Satanism

    To correct it, i was scared of it because of the nasty fucking side effects of the treatement that i got rid of and now that i'm taking another one it doesnt bother me and it rarely talks to me. When i got rid of the treatement I didn't reduced it gradualy (the injection) because my psychiatrist...
  41. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    Yeah :D i asked Satan to help me ge out of the mad house (faster because i hate being here, and cant stand it) and now tomorrow i will leave (the psychiatrist wanted me to hold me here for another week) and also i told her about that These are entities and that i've come back to get a treatement...
  42. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    Also I asked it questions and that and with enough questions it changed itself from being someone from our side to someone from the enemies to just my mind and just like that going in circles it's like it adapted from one thing to another, but I was full of it because I couldn't ignore it and...
  43. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    I did vinasa two times from full moon to new moon but it still kept going. And im doing my aura of protection and aura cleaning daily. When i was with some one and talked alot and when i came home i barely heard the voices. i feelt so bad and that i keept repalying to it even if i didnt wanted...
  44. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    The voices are sometimes pozitive but if i ask somthing like who is he and other questions because of doubts it thransforms in someone else But it's also tells me to go and learn every day like this nesesary for me. (Well its necessary because in the past i didnt learned enough or almoust...
  45. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    Thanks bro. i'm the hostipat and taking medicine again and also got another, asthma. in childhood i had Asthma bronchitis but then idid got rid of it and now its back stronger as asthma, just one i could completerly ignore the voice and in 1 day it disapeared for a while, but for that i had to...
  46. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    Other thing i know about this voice is that once i have an impresion It is Satan or My Guardian Demon and once someone from the enemies and then that is just my mind sometimes i just talk to people in my mind and they talk back usually about what i would believe that they may say
  47. Catalincata94

    On Approaching Satanism

    As you said Hoddedcobra, enemy dogmas, i have them too and i know this was all an answer to the reply i posted well thanks but i didn't fully understood them and now i have to stop meditation because being with them and the enemy all day talking in my mind will just empower them so yeah.... and...
  48. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Thanks for telling me this. Hail Satan!
  49. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I kept ignoring it sometimes it disapeared, once i forced my self to not to speak to it one hole day but my attention was on it then it talked like it's my mind, it talked to Satan like "Satan, he is not listening to me" and it got like out of control (talking bulshit) and then suddenly it...
  50. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I coudnt tune it out
  51. Catalincata94

    What makes you laugh?

    pewdiepie vid Cat mario 3 and 4 XD it's soo funny, even now https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HAxqEsLAB2s https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dh843ygbzaU
  52. Catalincata94

    Quitting porn?

    Masturbation is neccessary to do if you feel the need to do it and i'm sure if someone ignores it for too long will have serious mental issues. A healty body needs masturbation/sex if it asks for. Your nervous sistem will get better in any case if you do "someting that makes it healthier"...
  53. Catalincata94

    GET OFF YOUR KNEES!!

    Number 3 isn't Satans number it's 4 and 666... i pretty much saw all numbers except 111 222. i saw 333, 444 ,555, 666, 777, 888, 999. I think 555 is also a pozitive number for the 666 is obiously a pozitive number 777 nope, not pozitive Ive read that 999 is 666 so this should be also pozitive...
  54. Catalincata94

    I don't even know what to think about this

    The bottles look great with those pictures, i would buy some :) seems like we have a big Hitler fan
  55. Catalincata94

    Quitting porn?

    No need to quit porn just watch it rarely. Masturbate when you want or need, as much as you need and watch porn rarely now and then.
  56. Catalincata94

    What Today Needs!

    i mean 30 - 40 mins
  57. Catalincata94

    What Today Needs!

    That's also the time i spend giving likes to your comments bros
  58. Catalincata94

    GET OFF YOUR KNEES!!

    I also saw numbers and then had thought of like "we the enemy will win" and manipulative thoughts, i saw 888 and i know that 8 is for infinity And wanted to write on the forum some times but didn't do it for some dumb reasons.
  59. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    and confusion doesn't matter? i had many times confusion and didn't know what to do so i asked questions and if i forget something then i'm "pathethic" right? I don't play victim. Don't know what you mean by that HP told me, don't remember.
  60. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I think that too.
  61. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Yep sounds true, i knew something similar, i thought that i'm doing something wrong mostly that's why i have anxiety for example today when i did the working with Satanama some hours later that the usual hour i had some anxiety, i did the working it stopped, so doing the working at the same hour...
  62. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Yeah that was the question to do it or not, do i have it or not... so i got the answer. ._. Thank you :) I'm doing now a healing with Satanama 18x for anxiety and it works, i think i also got help with that, it's working. I didn't had anxiety from when i started it, yeah that's the help that i...
  63. Catalincata94

    What Today Needs!

    Bro can't you do better than that comment? "my Dog told me that God and the Devil are backwards" just because you said that no one will take the comment seriously. >:|
  64. Catalincata94

    Hata yoga 2 week and failed in the past, biding completed and anxiety

    "This routine once started needs to be performed consistently. Failure to do so or in practicing sporadically can result in depression, fatigue and other problems form fluctuations in the life force [vril/witchpower]." So in the past i did hata yoga for like 2 weeks and stoped for some reason...
  65. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I have thoughts of acting crazy in front of people or not sure but also paranoid thoughts, I keep my best to keep control but i'm afraid if i have these thoughts is like these thoughts are programing me which can lead me in to being like that and somethimes I don't even know if it's something...
  66. Catalincata94

    Count Your Blessings, Whiny Whiny

    The thechnology won't fix disability only you can fix that, hoddedcobra said "People who use clutches to walk to their own fridge will find themselves disappointed and weak."
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    Zevism: Power And Transformation

    If you lie that you suceed in something and then you suceed it means it wasn't a lie from the beginning because if it where a lie you wouldn't have suceeded so if you know that telling your self that you will suceed and by knowing that this way you will suceed then it's no lie.
  68. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I think budism has "compassion for everyone one" shit something like that
  69. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    What about the budism beeing judeo christinized? How do i know if there are or aren't coruptions in 8-fold path like the compassion?
  70. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Yeah it's true, you made me cry...
  71. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    That's not a link of a schizophrenia website. It's a link to a website where it says there is no schizophrenia.
  72. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    :) I didn't known about the 8-fold path but some years back i was listening to someone who also had some buddhist teachings and i knew it's true what he said but didn't know the exact sorce and yeah didn't really searched for it. So this 8-fold path got me a real good feeling xD (i want to learn...
  73. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I understand what you said first. No more help. I got 100 things to solve in my life and if i don't solve all of them at the same time i got that I'm lazy, bulshit or that "I'm not doing anything" I'm doing 100 things and guess what everything falls down on me why ? Because i did to much at the...
  74. Catalincata94

    Returning curses

    The returning curses part 1 (cleaning the aura) is good agains strong curses and negateve energies but it is basically for returning the curses of the ones that cursed us for being on Satan's side and working for him, so it is cleaning other stuff like negative energy from day to day life is a...
  75. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Ups www.successfulschizophrenia.org
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    Why no one helps me

    I know exactly that not every thing is an attack and i have inner turmoil too this is what i've realized and want to do something for both problems but if you still believe that schizophrenia is an illness go tell this to the people who got better than before that was diagnosticated with...
  77. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I can definetly say i'm not doing it at all. One individual had this too on testimony on www.successfulschizophrenia.com if i would say i am doing it i would just lie to my self because i know as a fact because i know my self pretty well. But thanks.
  78. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Man if it is an inner turmoil which can take long to get rid of it if done nothing then i'm just wasting my time ignoring them and not don't doing anything against it because ah it's just an enemy but when you have muscular contractions and problems with concentration and memory and others keep...
  79. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I don't just have thoughts or voices i also have muscular contractions which would be some problem in the brain like nervous sistem and this would mean it's an inner turmoil and maybe some attacks here and there so if having inner turmoil i take the responsability for it and i should fix it...
  80. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I couldn't do the binding with isa because i knew it would backfire because of lack of control over my mind. And i only know about my aunt that is praying but not sure about the uncle and she doesn't direct accidentally curses at me she is doing it because she is crazy xtian not the craziest but...
  81. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    He actually helped me like 2-3 months ago and got rid of it for some time but after a time it came back not sure maybe i did something wrong.
  82. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Man why do i have muscular contractions? Can the enemies make me muscular contractions to distract me?
  83. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    I did banishing ritual 2 times from full moon to new moon but didn't do aura cleaning and cleaning the suroundings after the banishing as people mentioned on the forum so i didn't know that i should clean my self and the suroundings after.
  84. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Hey bro i don't agree that this is "schizophrenia" which many people think is a mental illness but it's not, i would say schizophrenia exist in the world because if someone that goes to a doctor with some "problem" it is labeled as illness but that way it doesn't mean that the problem is an...
  85. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Yeah i thought about this too that it maybe a thoughtform created by me... i tried this like a month or two ago and first he said ok i will do what you want and then i told it and concenteated on it to make him pozitive and instead of attaking me to help me or just mo make it disapear but i...
  86. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    oh so you think i'm an advanced ss and can do any meditation or working, playing around with isa? you know that people who don't have control over their mind shoudn't do black magic right? "that kind of attitude" but you are not thinking that some people are blocked in some way or another and...
  87. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    Thanks bro. I'm doing the being present it's better this way. They moustly attack with thoughts from recent happenings that are anoying to me or makes me angry. So but i also am like daydreamer even in the past which makes things worse.
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    Why no one helps me

    HoddedCobra did hit the nail it's me giving in to paranoic thoughts and not ignoring the enemies. But there is a thing that i think it makes things worse it's that my aunt is praying for me but i didn't do a biding on her yet so i'm going to do it when there will be a full moon but widouth...
  89. Catalincata94

    Why no one helps me

    This voice makes me crazy. Always telling me stuff to leave ss and manipulating. And having muscular contractions when it talks and it's terrifing. Sometimes i barely hold control not to break something. I get extremely angry. Sometimes I just feel i can't hold it any more with this voice.
  90. Catalincata94

    I was blocked

    I stoped some deditation and now i do less, once when i had to do the meditations and program the energy for protection and vizualization one day the voice told me is no use if i concentrate on him than on the meditation and i realized i would just empower it by doing meditations that rises my...
  91. Catalincata94

    Water fasting?

    Fasting is of christianity and are you crazy fast for 70 days? Do you want to die? Not eating healthy because there is "bad stuff" in the body is making things worse. Eat healthy home cooked food, gegetables, fuits, meat and stuff like that and try to avoid fast food.
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    a warning on video games

    I played COD many times and it was hard only on hard but mostly easy, so i played many games in the past and i've realized they are a waste of time lastime i played was because just to focus on something and relax there is nothing much to learn in games and you get a faster reaction by playing...
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    a warning on video games

    Affirmations examples I am totally free in always and from any curses. I am completely and permanently free of any video game in a positive and healthy way. I am at my highest potential into getting money that is mine to spend or keep as i wish. I am investing time in to getting large amounts...
  94. Catalincata94

    Internet Warfare:Youtube Section

    Ok you are a beginner and if you don't know everything about JOS and the truths you think you can chat with a guy like him that speaks like he knows everithing? The one thing he knows is mind tricks that's for sure but if you don't know the truths based on facts and truths of reality then can he...
  95. Catalincata94

    Virginity

    Don't want to sound rude but, of course let's get the big ones and fuck yourself widouth realising that there is consecuences let's act like i can do like de strongests and choose first the big one but how much will you be able to sustain it if it's too much? There is a limit to everyone. I...
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    Virginity

    I had the same question 1-2 years back and found out that the treatement that i took had a side effect that makes people think more and i remembered before the treatement i had more control over my mind. This is called agitation it's also a side effect of many psihotic drugs, you are on...
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    Internet Warfare:Youtube Section

    Yeah nice, are you the first guy that commented? If yes, i didn't read everything but the outcome getting from Satanism to elswhere like being interested in both sides? And you got from trying to debate some things to wanting to know both sides then what's next? Satan said in the Al Jilwah to...
  98. Catalincata94

    Virginity

    Yeah bro as you said (didn't read everything XD). And Gear88 stop the medication (gradualy) and talk to people, i was on medication too for the same reason and now from time to time i go out with my cousin and another one to talk and stuff and it is great moustly xD and the treatement...
  99. Catalincata94

    TempleofZeus.org RESTORED - ToZ Online Activism OPEN

    I have no problem on pc chrome and on phone default samsung browser.
  100. Catalincata94

    Virginity

    I would suggest him to program his subcounscious with confidence and optimism together and having a big penis separately one after another, after finishing one of the programing then the he can go with the next. I did it to have a "big penis" and it got bigger and i also don't see my penis small...
  101. Catalincata94

    Internet Warfare:Youtube Section

    Yeah some may find it wierd but they have to know that this is from Satan and must be their decision if they want to join based on what they have read from JOS most of the people here i think started with that so but if they come here first and ask stupid xtian stuffs and then we won't be so...
  102. Catalincata94

    Question about entities, thougthforms

    I hope it's alright if i do void on any of the two sigils of Satan. I can't vizualize so well the first one but the chalice with the ankh is much better and will do less that 10 minutes it is too much for me for now.
  103. Catalincata94

    Moles on palm

    Does anyone know what a mole like point (flat) on a mount on palm mean? Or it's just related to what i eat...
  104. Catalincata94

    What would you do if you had millions of dollars?

    Ups i wanted to say pyrokinesis.
  105. Catalincata94

    What would you do if you had millions of dollars?

    I would like an SS game with magic having diferents level and learnind pyromancy, telekinesis and others and getting stronger and stronger at each level. Skyrim was a great game with magic.
  106. Catalincata94

    Question about entities, thougthforms

    Can an entity or thoughtform state that he is Satan?
  107. Catalincata94

    too many affirmations?

    I made 6 affirmations to program my subcounscious with concentration, control, protection being safe and free in all ways and from christianity and new age would that be too much to program all in one go or should i just focus on one thing at a time? I already started the programing a few days back.
  108. Catalincata94

    Quick question

    It's on www.satanisgod.org Satans library and pdf page search holocaust CTRL F on computers and on phones search on page option in the browser and type holocaust and you will find there all related to holocaust there you download a pdf version to keep. But if you are interested in the website...
  109. Catalincata94

    Suspicious dream

    I did not say that it's not an attack. I also had attacks in dreams like literally chasing me and after a time i turned back to see and it stoped. They use mind tricks. And the subcounscious helps in many ways.
  110. Catalincata94

    Virginity

    I don't think that human culture is so obsessed with virginity but in which way are you refering? Like virginity is a sin so i must remain a virgin or virginity is great to fuck? Virginity i think is christian because it's a sin to have sex and its it's also related to young people. I think...
  111. Catalincata94

    Satan, love, sex in dream

    He doesn't want's you dead the only ones that wants you dead is the enemies of Satan. Satan has no unconditional love for his followers it is conditional love. Are you dedicated to Satan, did you do the dedication ritual from the JOS website?
  112. Catalincata94

    Suspicious dream

    I would program my subcouncious for protection not just creating an aura of protection. So if you didn't programed your subcounscious for protection it would be good. Affrmation: I'm always totally safe and protected in all ways. Record the affirmation and put it on repeat but if you can edit...
  113. Catalincata94

    Questions about enemy godform

    jehova is from the psychic energy of the christian masses so he is the main problem in geting rid of christianity. They (xtians) belive it as a god because the bible is a subliminal tool to make it believable and to feed off the psychic energy of the xtians. Read the christianity exposed on...
  114. Catalincata94

    Romania and the political, moral, social situation

    Hei bro, yeah they are stupid gypsies they don't care about the environment just to use it. I didn't know about that they are also jewshits i will have to look for that but there should be some evidence for that? When i was in, i think in elementary school, there was a gypsy that always nagged...
  115. Catalincata94

    Guidance / Advices / Possible Help.

    You make an aura of protection for her but if she will continue to do reiki with angels how long will she be well? Will you do it for the rest of her life because she wants to do reiki with angels? Tell her to stop that or bind her to stop getting involved with reiki and angels if you can do it.
  116. Catalincata94

    Where is it better to live?

    There is no fast solution if you are not a really powerful SS, you need to have patience this is how it works in SS.
  117. Catalincata94

    Where is it better to live?

    The best spells and words of power that i know and are good for money are on the money spells pdf on Satans library pdf on https://www.satanisgod.org/ or other options are Runes from The Runic Kabalah pdf on the same page.
  118. Catalincata94

    Romania and the political, moral, social situation

    Alright i didn't know about these parties which is which but yeah i think you are right i will get more informer about the parties and next time i'll make a better vote.
  119. Catalincata94

    Where is it better to live?

    If you are poor you can make workings for money and abundance. But the country won't change everything about poverty, poverty is in peoples soul put by the christianity. In some countries you have more money but you will also give more money and this won't make you more rich. But if you make...
  120. Catalincata94

    Curious (I am new)

    To understand us you can read the Exposing Christianity and 666 Black Sun on https://www.satanisgod.org On Exposing Christianity you will see the crimes the jews are doing against humanity and read the Joy of Satan website if you want to know exactly what we are saying. Everithing is on the...
  121. Catalincata94

    Gratitude

    "If you have a friend who never tells you straight up that they care, but expects you to be able to tell from their actions. You are missing a connection. Does that make sense? " But if you have a friend who tells you that he cares but dosen't do shit to show you. Does that makes sense? I think...
  122. Catalincata94

    Phaeton, Mars, Vril Society, Nazi UFO, Nazi's Escape Off World

    I couldn't find anything about that the rabbis said that the elohim didn't created the earth...
  123. Catalincata94

    Romania and the political, moral, social situation

    That is my opinion and i haven't read everything you wrote. If there is no SS that you can vote for or someone aware of jews i'm not going.
  124. Catalincata94

    Romania and the political, moral, social situation

    I not going again to vote, this was the first time. I've gone voting because they say they give us a fine if we don't vote. I would go to vote only if there will be someone aware of jews. Yeah yeah they give us a fine but all the others that don't go voting dosen't get a fine. I don't think this...
  125. Catalincata94

    Gratitude

    I did read diferent stuffs when i was in new age, also a Satanic book it was the the Necronomicon and really liked it but didn't do the meditations because yeah people hadn't so nice things to say about them and i wasn't sure. Luckily i didn't read too much in new age but i was interested in all...
  126. Catalincata94

    What is in the soul comes out through the physical body?

    I like when i'm shaved but moustly if i have a little beard. That reaction helped you to get beautiful this is how the subcounscious works now you are ugly and see yourself ugly then you tell it you are beautifull then you see yourself beautiful but if their reaction were that you are ugly...
  127. Catalincata94

    Gratitude

    It's braking free from christianity but they are getting more retarded that christianity because no sex, no ego and no lower chakras and get involved with enemy entities which if you leave new age they will hunt you and or try to force you and make you belive to leave whatever else and get back...
  128. Catalincata94

    What is in the soul comes out through the physical body?

    People can get more beautiful by just telling them that they are beautiful and the subcounscious after a time it gets that and it gets manifested. I've programmed my subcounscious for beauty and when i was younger i always thought i was ugly now i see my self beautiful (but not in all ways) and...
  129. Catalincata94

    Gratitude

    Every one can do it in his/her way there is more ways to show gratitude. But you kind of talk like new age people, no disrespect but those benefits are all from new age, from what i know, or budismul and i don't know about yoga but giving gratitude widouth reason or anything just because...
  130. Catalincata94

    Need a patron demon of cooking

    I don't think there is some one to help you in that i coudn't find anything but you should only ask a demon for help if you need it and you also need to give something in return. So if you want to be better at cooking you could do a working or program your subcounscious for mastery in cooking...
  131. Catalincata94

    Affirmation Advice For Love Working

    I am completely and permanently together with [name of partner] in a safe way. Me and [name of partner] are always happy and loving each other phisicaly and emotionaly in the best, healthiest and most pozitive way for us. Took me some time to get it right XD
  132. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    I hear it inside my head in my thoughts but percieve it as someone else. And sometimes i says things widouth me wanting (in my mind) And i also had and have some wierd stuff about my phone like typing and then other letters are also typed or dots widouth me pressing them. And music that is...
  133. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    And what is the logical meaning that the enemies are talking to me if what if someone have these things from below I know that they are afraid to say the names of our Gods or they can't but they told me the names. And i tried not to talk to them but i can't hold my self not to talk back then...
  134. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    This is no game at all this is real serious stuff in Satanism. And i had a few experimentations with the power of the mind by manipulating others before even knowing about SS and saw it's power right in front of me. Joy of Satan is real and i had many sings that are out of ordinary. So don't...
  135. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    I haven't used binaural beats for 21 days just visual sibliminal afirmations. If you believe this you are in a mind set of a "schizophrenic" this is made by doctors because all who goes there with something must be "diagnosticated" with something and this doesn't necessarily makes it an illness...
  136. Catalincata94

    sunlight and power

    Ok ^_^ thanks sis
  137. Catalincata94

    sunlight and power

    I did get 1000 ui of vitamin d suplements a good quality one and i fell much better now my energy got much higher and constant xD works great!
  138. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    I have programed my subcounscious more times and once i watched like 20 videos of subliminal affirmations for 21 days and i think that is the problem (this was some time ago before dedicating)... so i think this is what is creating this i would have to remove the subliminal affirmations from...
  139. Catalincata94

    Cleaning...

    I think it is better if you visualize the light to clean the aura or when vibrating also vizualize the light on your self and aura if you vizualize the light you improve your vizualization, this is a clear thing to me.
  140. Catalincata94

    Strange problem I need help with..

    I get dizzy when i stay in squat position and get up, why? It was because of some treatement that i took (side effects) so if you had some type of treatement then read the prospect. If you are not getting enough blood to your brain it would be because you are fat and your blood vessels are full...
  141. Catalincata94

    Satanic mindfulness(void)

    The mindfulness meditation is of the new age and void meditation is of SS these are two separate things On wikipedia is written That means you give attention even to that in which you shoudn't (because new age does that like when a thought comes they give attention but they don't give it...
  142. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    You didn't told me that but if you say someone is "schizophfrenic" that is linked with medication. If someone thinks of themselves as schizophrenic they have the obligation and mind set to get the medication because widouth it they can't live. And there is other stuffs that they can't do because...
  143. Catalincata94

    sunlight and power

    High dosages of vitamin d is poisonous make some research.
  144. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    Yeah bro but are we open enough to hear any entity? I didn't even opened my clairaudient chakras and do the voices told you that it's one of the Gods and his/her name? And also that he said "I am Satan/Lucifer" enemies can't throw the God's names around and telling us their names but my...
  145. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    I did that by concentrating on my body many times before but when i concentrate on the body i have muscular contractions that made me think of that voice like it is doing it to make me talk to it. And in the beginning it said it is me or a part of me "I am you and you are me" and it also tells...
  146. Catalincata94

    Stoped meditating for inabitity to concentrate when meditating because...

    I start with this i need help in getting rid this voice but i don't know who it is or if it is my mind. Yesterdey i tried to meditated like i always did but coudn't concentrate at all to meditate because he or it keept talking to me things and telling me i can't do it because I'm not...
  147. Catalincata94

    sunlight and power

    Ok sis thanks. I actualy wanted to be more white skinned and started loving girls with white milky skinn :) i think a good quality vitamin d suplements will help as you said.
  148. Catalincata94

    Gaming...awkward depression...

    I did freeing the soul after some time i dedicated, i did 108 reps and failed the 40 days like 5 times it was because i forgot to do it but 108 reps was too much for me and i didn't know that back then but in the last 10 days when doing the vibrations i got a good feeling that made me laugh and...
  149. Catalincata94

    Not sure where to put this. Allow me to introduce myself.

    Just read the website and make your decision in dedicating or not. No need to look it up those rules are not of the earth if not all are adhering to them. Just because a few people adhere to them from 7 billion people it doesn't makes them the rules of the earth. Just saying my point of view...
  150. Catalincata94

    Banishing question

    And what logic/reason is behind the clean your self after doing vinasa? and how to clean your suroundings? and what connections? I did Vinasa 2 times but no one told me to clean my self after or my suroundings.
  151. Catalincata94

    sunlight and power

    I fell proud of having a white skin too but if i get a little brown because i sat in the sun too much if i sit like 30 minutes in the sun every day and get a little brown because of that so to have more energy (vitamin d) it's better than staying always in the house or in doors and feel tired...
  152. Catalincata94

    sunlight and power

    I agree that some people can stay more in the sun light but having a mentality like oh i will have UV poisioning if i stay to much in the sun will just make it happen if you stay to much, this sounds to me like what the masses would say that "i will have UV poisioning for staying to much". I...
  153. Catalincata94

    Infiltration

    XD I'm not sure about infiltrators are there people who said they are infiltrators? Like if you say look Satanism i for knowing that you are Satan. But that could be also from one from the outside Satanism if i remember corectly and just wanting to tell us us his point of view. If you don't know...
  154. Catalincata94

    Not sure where to put this. Allow me to introduce myself.

    You didn't said directly "I am a big Satanist" but when you say this it has that meaning. If you where or not in 100 places of the outside world if you want to join us you start at 0 you can have 30 years of experience in hunting but if you join the army you start from 0 and as for the armys...
  155. Catalincata94

    Gaming...awkward depression...

    And if you program you subcounscious record your affirmations and listen to them at night before going to sleep do it for 40 days and another 40 days if needed.
  156. Catalincata94

    Gaming...awkward depression...

    I had very bad anxiety was on treatement for schizophrenia and anxiety for 2 years and 1 year for anxiety i didn't really believed i can do something about that anxiety that's how strong it was. I think the Gods guided me to see what are the causes of anxiety and i found many of them, like first...
  157. Catalincata94

    Banishing question

    I didn't read any where on the website that you need to clean the aura after Vinasa. As i know for magic the aura cleaning should be done after doing black magic. But if it is "decay/destruction" then it destroys all the energy and doesn't remain anything so why do aura cleaning if the sanscrit...
  158. Catalincata94

    I really need your help right now.

    Well when i ask who they are they don't tell me any thing but about being on Satan's side i don't think they can lie. They always said "yes i am from the enemy" And as Maxine said the enemy is stupid they always told her what they are doing. And i think that Satan is really strong and if you lie...
  159. Catalincata94

    Not sure where to put this. Allow me to introduce myself.

    I'm not advanced but i will tell you some things that i know so i hope you will understand us more. It's for you to be safe. If you know about Satanism then you know about magic, powers of the mind and the effects of them, right? So your personal information or a picture of you can be used in a...
  160. Catalincata94

    I really need your help right now.

    Better ask if he really is your GD, if he is really on Satan/Lucifer's side and what's his name but if he doesn't tell you and letting you suppose this then it's an enemy.
  161. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    I see. But if it is just my mind talking to me because of some inner or psychological turmoil then the meditations should help with that right?
  162. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Yeah and you can't do as the world's strongest person does in the gym from the first day.
  163. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    I know it can be my mind. When reading you reply i got at the same time the answer to it, i have some suicidal tendencies in some areas of my life, in birth chart. I'm saing this because it many times says if i don't do that then i will end up getting in the wrong direction and get killed or it...
  164. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Who can take this? He talks to me nonstop and trying to convince me to do what he wants.
  165. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Guys can i talk to you more? It's so hard... they have some control over my mind i remembered in the beginning as i said i thought they are somone from our side and don't remember exactly but i know i accepted them to do something to me to fix me because i believed for some reason that i have...
  166. Catalincata94

    I really need your help right now.

    First if they got to you widouth invitation and they didn't told you who they are and letting you supose who they might be widouth telling you in the first place who they are then they are the enemies. You can ask their name and what they want from you and if they refuse to tell you and who they...
  167. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Do you know what this could be? Destroying the jewish alphabet is hard and many times the letter at the point of almoust being completely destroyed reassembles it's self. Had other things like this when painting my room with blue energy my mind or something ripped a hole in it. I moustly think...
  168. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Now that i finished i can't remember what it tried to convince me of...
  169. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    If i ask my self that questions the voice answers me o.o but i know the answer i'm more a day dreamer guy, wild imagination. but not sure in the past i was more silent. I just did the RTR but when i had to do the aura cleaning i coudn't concentrate right because the voice always distracted me...
  170. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Wanted to say that this thoughtform or entity like it has some effect over my movements. I have muscular contractions that distracts me and some times when i was lying in bed just to relax and when ignoring the voice and talking back it made me a strong muscular contraction that may legs jumped...
  171. Catalincata94

    Joy Of Satan Bosnia And Turkey Websites/Library Now Up

    To debunk the "christian identities" you need to learn and research the exposing christianity website or pdf https://www.satanslibrary.org/ExposingChristianity/EXPOSING_CHRISTIANITY_MAIN.html or pdf https://www.satanslibrary.org/Pdf_Library.html and CTRL + F and search exposing christianity and...
  172. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    I've installed the program and entered the birth details and it sais that fire and air are the same number and earth and water are also the same number but with one number higher that fire and air Having a higher number earth means that i'm more grounded?
  173. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Oh yeah it's true sometimes have thoughts like reacting to a thought "yes master" stuff but i ignore it. I will use aether and will search to know more about it on JOS. will do that with AUM but if i use ISA do i need an afirmation for that? and is it necesary to do it like a working? starting...
  174. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    Yeah i do void. How do i know if i have to much air is it in my birth chart? I've never done any element invocations can this be done from a beginner level?
  175. Catalincata94

    "Ignore them/it" when your mind speaks back even if you don't wan't and forcing

    So there was a sermon on JOS website somewhere about unwanted entitys and that you need to not to respound to it in any way but what is when your mind still talks back to it?? So this way i achieve nothing because my fuking mind speaks back to it and or it makes me talk back or it just mimicking...
  176. Catalincata94

    Love Spell

    I agree that there is something like "love at first sight" i had this many times also the other person and it's a good idea to program the aura to attract a compatible partner. But spiritual manipulation? i think maxine said that sex magick creates true love i've did this and it worked great and...
  177. Catalincata94

    A question on Spiritual Death and Meaning in Life

    You have no purpose? Then you havent set one. Set a goal to acheve it. Mine biggest goal is to finish immortality but there are also other goals i wan't to do some little ones and also one here and there. Setting a goal to run first like 500 meters then after maitaining it and adjusting to it i...
  178. Catalincata94

    Total noob in need of help

    "Magic mushrooms" there is no such thing. So we definitely have no idea what Satan is. And you are trying to reach to your people. Who do you thing we are, "your people"? This is not the case. If you advance and fight we are brothers and sisters. And just for curiosity, you said "If you really...
  179. Catalincata94

    I have headaches that painkillers can't cure.

    If you have severe headaches then you should see a doctor it can also be bacterial meningitis if you also have stiff neck and high fiver It is known that this bacterian meningitis is caused by sinusitis and others stuff "This may be caused by an ear or sinus infection, a skull fracture, or...
  180. Catalincata94

    Lucid dreaming

    With affirmations listening or repeting them in the mind you program your subcounscious. To have success in programming your subcounscious you need to afirm the affirmations every day untill it has made it's effect. This cat take weeks or months. You can make your personality more pozitive and...
  181. Catalincata94

    Dabbling in Satanism

    I've cut all religions that i was in but not sure if also from the level of the soul. The xianity is removed by studying the exposed christianity but what about new age and hinduism?
  182. Catalincata94

    Dabbling in Satanism

    "I feel it is important to warn those who are undecided or lukewarm to stay away from calling up Demons or trying to contact spirit entities until they are spiritually ready. Everyone is welcome here, from the dedicated to the curious. Knowledge should be open and available for everyone. There...
  183. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    I got to be a gentleman for a few words seems like i have this in my blood xD I've changed some time ago the genre of music i listen to and startet watching also other genre of anime and it's great, most of them. I could go meet with people here it's just that it would be akward if i try to...
  184. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    Yeah i understood it can come back if it's strong or another comes back so the problem will be solved by learning and strengthening my mind.
  185. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    It's true i'm bored o.o and i started looking for a girlfriend and getting some friends. Thanks for kicking my ass XD
  186. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    I ignore it. But you mean to not to do a banishing ritual if it is an entity or thought form? Just ignore it?
  187. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    I also wanted to say yeah i understand that i have to ignore it so i ignore it.
  188. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    I just want to make things cleared because people understood that i wanted to suicide because i felt bad or because bad things happened to me. Or that i want to suicide. This is not my case. I understand what you all on the forun said. The voice back then told me many things that now i consider...
  189. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    I did something like that like 120 squats per day and pushups like 90 or 100 and other exercises and circling 23-24 min with speed in total 1 hour and 24 min so do you know what i got from that? fatigue, at night i hardly did my meditations because i was very tired. And even in the day time many...
  190. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    I want to thank you bro for helping me and replying me so much. Thank you. So i will do the banishing ritual for the Electra Osara and voice. Separately of course. But about the the medication i can't do it when i was on it i couldn't vizualize the white light and i think because of all those...
  191. Catalincata94

    Satans Gifts

    I'm sorry.
  192. Catalincata94

    Satans Gifts

    Good for you that your mind wasn't fuked up by so many things.
  193. Catalincata94

    Advice for spells/workings to attract the right partner (boyfriend)

    Just saing. I don't think there is such thing as "perfect mate" i all ways believed about all girls that i was in love with that they are perfect for me but they weren't when you are in love you think high. The perfect mate, i want a girl who isn't so tall , who likes anime who likes sex, who is...
  194. Catalincata94

    why and who is fucking with me?

    The worst of all i had suicide atempt what did that do to me? no one want's to be friends with me exept for my family and relatives that's what it did, why did this happen? because i believed i talked to Satan and the Gods that's the truth but no go kill yourself sais what ever i believed or was...

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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