No... No one here raped me. I was saying that I have been.. I'm sure my Grammer is all FUCKED UP. I was emotional. However I'm not a TROLL. That statement was really unnecessary..  I'm not delusional DELUSIONAL, TROLL or what ever else yall would like to throw my way. There are others that have...

WOW.. Ok hummmm where do I start? First of all I'm not delusional and that's really rude. 2nd I'm not in an abusive relationship nor did I ever say that. Still not quite sure where that came into play. 3rd It's not a mind thing. I don't talk out loud and wait for a response. How I communicate...

So ONCE again my views. If you want and feel you have a "3rd" eye then that's wonderful and I commend you for finding it. It's not for me. I read, I read and I ask my Guardian Demon his thoughts on that subject. If I feel that I may have misunderstood him then I ask again to clarify the question...

I am not here to fight and argue. SATAN himself intervened with my attempt to speak to my guardian demon. I asked SATAN if I had mistaken what he has said? Satan replied "no, there's more than this Union than what other people understand". Satan himself approved this, it's not meant for me, him...

I agree. If you are worshipping SATAN the way that you should then you need to understand you will not be getting those request. Yes I do ask my GD and my Father SATAN for things. However it isn't to be rich, powerful, famous, or how to kill someone. If you feel that that it want to you want...

I will tell you what I did. Outside in my garage after I cleaned it eyelid certain colors of candles that were Satan's colors. Throughout 6 symbols that symbolized him. Dot White paper and wrote down the 72 demons of Solomon. I put 10 down at a time got string and a ring bring it tight it and...

This is my personal view. I'm devoted to SATAN and my GARDEN DEMON. I'm proud that i can get to know and help and get help from you whom Worship SATAN and his Demons. OK in saying that and again this is my views and questions I've asked Satan and my Garden DEMON. I ask them both a lot of...

Congratulations. That's so awesome and uplifting. Story's like yours help others that haven't it their 1st year mark. Thank you  HAIL SATAN HAIL SATAN HAIL SATAN Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Beautiful. Congratulations and this message couldn't have been more beautiful, inspiring, thoughtful and true. I love my religion, I'm proud of who I am and whom I worship. I'm proud of whom my Garden DEMON is. I love him, more than one would think. When my life on Earth is done then the best...

Well I hope so. I do. Not so much the porn but I could have sex Everyday. My boyfriend is in another country because of is job. He's been there for 8 long ass MONTHS. He'll be home soon but if I didn't get myself off then I would be in a nut House.. Personally I think it's perfectly normal. ...

I understand where you are coming from. In some ways I have to hide who I am and what I Believe. Which I believe the truth. Satan is the only way. Satan is the only way to the truth. Satan is/will not push us in the wrong direction. Why would he harm us? We are all here because we have all been...

That's a lot too decipher through. I get where you are coming from. I do have a lot of mental problems but I do know what is real or not. I always want to learn and grow in my faith. Satan and my garden demon is my truth.  Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

I totally understand unfortunately.. It makes it really hard wondering if your mind, body aand sou is being fucked over for some unknown reason. I'm very dedicated to my Deamon and SATAN ALWAYS EVERYDAY.... However everything this far has never happened. I keep being deceived and I don't know...

Absolutely beautiful. Love how you put that out    You don't sale your soul. It's an inseparable part of you not some junk item you sale on eBay… That's not how it works.. You can DEDICATE your soul but judging by how...

WOW that's deep. I definitely don't think it's just a dream. I don't know how old you are but could it be white some suppressed memories that's coming out in manifesting in your dreams? Or are people that are still so-called Christians mention anything or talking about their religion in front of...

I don't think that it is what the Bible made and continue to make it out to be. They describe it that way to mind FUCK you and everyone else. They do it to scare the FUCK out of people. So they will run 2 the Bible beating hypocritical so-called Christian leaders who are right their ready to...

That's something I can help you with. If I truly don't know the answer then I'm not going to shit some answers out and put sprinkles on it. That's not fair to you or anyone else. Just start meditating. That's how you learn and grow.  Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

Classical music. It's relaxing, no words to distract you. That's what I had on last night as I slept.  Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

I just wanta say how amazing I feel tonight. I'm feel just blissful. My GOD SATAN and my Guardian Demon are so good to me. Even though I'm not worthy of their love, their protection, their patients, their gifts they give. They still bless me, I will forever have nothing but gratitude. Not only...

I would love nothing more than to do that. I just don't want it to back fire on me. I have too many walls to bust through right now. I can't nor do I want anything else going against me. I've been trying to do that. I've been trying to cleanse my aura Clean this like take all the dirt and throw...

This is just my opinion as someone that has harmed themselves for many years in so many different ways. It could be your own subconscious telling you that the time for such things are no longer needed. They're no longer needed because you have something much more important to lean on then...

We as a "true" Satanist Family are not here to bring one another down. We aren't supposed to be be about that. We are to help one another, learn from one another, have conversations about life. Have conversations about what we are concerned about. Seeking advice, able to give truthful answers...

Liz, Yes tell "your" fellow Satanist to smoke anything. Just wasn't the smartest information you should be to give anyone. Sure smoking a cigarette will give you a high for about 3 minutes. Also Pot will keep you high for different amounts of time and is relaxing. However now your problems...

I smoked from the time I was 13 till I was 22. Didn't smoke while I was pregnant with my son. As soon as I got home from the hospital I bought a pack. Way too much to tell why I did. Let's just say (in-laws). Then smoked from 23 to 33/34. I haven't smoked going on 5&1/2 years. Quitting smoking...

Please answer me. You're one of us, your Satanist family cares about you. I care about you. It worries me with you making the statement that you did and never posting again after that. I'm just really concerned. HAIL SATAN ALWAYS Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

I so badly want to do this. The only problem is for me I have a form of dyslexia. THIS is very important to me. Important to my fellow Satanist family.. This unique ritual/ prayer would be something that I would not ever dream about messing up on. So do to the Dyslexia is there anything else...

I meditate everyday. During this same time I speak to our Father Satan and to my Garden Demon. I thank them both. I speak to Father Satan differently than I do my Garden Demon. After meditating and giving Father Satan all the praise, gratitude and just thankful for all that SATAN gives his...

Hey, stop. My son is 17 and it would rip my heart out if I know he felt the same way as you do. Sweetie you're 15 years old there's more to life right now then a female. So she's not the right one for you, okay. But there's somebody out there that is your match. I was married for 17 years and...

Sorry I read all the post but can't remember all. Why are you always alone?  HAIL SATAN ALWAYS Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

It's not that easy. I went to joyofsatan website. It's not called a pact or a contract. It's not wise to do that then ask for things. It doesn't work like that. You just can't"make a pact" with SATAN and think you get things. There is much more to it. I personally don't believe that you have to...

Thank you so much for that information. I love this group and I am proud to be a member of Joy Of Satan. I'm proud of being a Satanist and utterly proud of what I believe in. I would firmly stand up for myself, my fellow Satanist in my group, my garden demon and my GOD SATAN...  I also carry a...

Awww sweetie please be careful what you wish for. There are so many people out there that claim that they can put what spells on people, make you rich, make you famous, give you all these unrealistic promises. You should really be careful saying "I'll do anything." I  just don't want you to get...

Where is everyone today. It feels weird. LoL. Well I am very proud of myself for 2 reasons. First I live with the most backstabbing, hypocritical, spiteful, childish, hateful Bible beaters, selfish, dramatic, drama felled bitch known to man. Sad to say, yes she is my mother. Everyday it a cloud...

Not trying to be disrespectful or come off ignorant just honestly wanting to know more. Will he be coming back as himself or in another body or form? Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

I've been trying to open up some of the links from the main on. It won't allow my phone to open them at all. Am I doing something wrong? Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

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Where is everyone today. It feels weird. LoL. Well I am very proud of myself for 2 reasons. First I live with the most backstabbing, hypocritical, spiteful, childish, hateful Bible beaters, selfish, dramatic, drama felled bitch known to man. Sad to say, yes she is my mother. Everyday it a cloud...

Thank you for giving out this information. I learned so much more and still learn everyday. I feel better, clears my mind. I can feel the stress come off of me. It's perfect.  HAIL SATAN ALWAYS Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

I read every day about Satanism. Some you have to weed out which actually is getting a lot easier. I want to thank one of our fellow Satanist for suggesting sites to read. I so enjoyed them. Will be reading them all again, it always seems like I've missed something. I have a form of dyslexia so...

I have not felt peace in years. Today I was able to do my commitment to Satan the right way. There are so many people and website out there that tell you just other BULLSHIT, it makes someone like me that is semi-new to satanism to be swayed the wrong way. They shouldn't be toying with someone's...

Hi, I'm a new Satanist. I love it it's very in powering and it where I should have been all my life. In saying that, you are way to hard on yourself. People make mistakes even some that you feel that there is no way to come back from it. You need to forgive yourself we all have done unspeakable...

Is there any way to talk with a fellow Satanist? It would be nice to see others point of view. I've also been looking for a place of worship. I haven't found anything. Sent from Yahoo Mail on Android

SMH, my mind didn't even go there. I wasn't thinking about the people other Satanist that wasn't here for the right reasons to do anything harmful or blow my phone up. I guess I put it down 4 other followers that maybe live in the same state was following satanism for the right reasons. Moving...

Hello, My name is Michele.  First of all I really enjoyed y'all's page. This is what I have been looking for. Every other page that I've clicked on was demeaning. I have Denounced God and Jesus. I am not ashame of Satan nor am I ashame of how I believe if someone starts with the whole Bible.. I...