thanks guys what is ashley madison?

I have been single for 6 years now and before that i was in a ten year relationship i have been saving myself for someone sexually for 2 years now and im just wondering if its possable

thank you everyone

im looking to dedicate myself to satan more than i have but i feel that i need help ive been trying to learn on my own the hells army training manual but idk ive came along way however i feel there is someone or a group who can teach me me not only the manual but also help me dedicate my life...