I do everything but nothing change,i dont make rituals,ive never drink blood,even my soul never go some where,i dont know why,should i call my self satanic while i dont create any rituals,if satan do this to only his people let me be the one,please satan trust me i will be your son and i will...

Ive done everything and i dont see anything change in my mind,so i dont know if i am a satanic or not cause ive never drink blood,i dont know any satanic,even my soul never meet satan,so help me,let me be his choosen one,please help me,let me make covinant with satan. ------------------------------