Yes that does help a little bit. Do you have a recommended starting point? What are some of the best starting meditations?

I have been a SS for some time now and I would like to further my spiritual progression; however, I am running into a lot of snags along the road to empowerment. Every time I begin some form of training I end up loosing sight of the goal and fail to maintain the meditations regularly to the...

I've been reading a lot of things on a person's aura and a few things I've stumbled across state that each person has their own type of Aura. Each person's Aura has it's own color as well. I was wondering if anyone knows what truth there is to this, if any, and what other information can others...

Hehe that's rather amusing. Well as far as I know, from all my reading, if you really wish to for things to use as proof against the bible for your next argument with your mother use all the contradictions and similarities that can be found throughout that load of shit. Some really great...

Always. I'm am particularly fond of Succubi. Though I'm a strange individual who many find odd anyway and my sense of beauty is obscure according to a number of people--Though I disagree.

I would have to say that I agree with you on this statement. Growing up I, too, have a really messed up life and most of my problems were not my fault to begin with. Each time things got worse than they already were someone would end up mention that they saw an angel watching over me. Since...

I didn't see the eclipse but I did happen to catch the meteor shower. That was something

Are you still in school? Why not tell them it's for a group project in class and make up some BS about the project? For example telling them it's for some science experiment you are preforming in class involving sound--you could even be vague knowing stating that the group leader asked for each...

To start off, yes. I actually was rather successful, save for the face that I didn't use a solid smooth surface... I didn't really have one readily available at that time--though I do now. Q-1) do You have some specific ritual before asking? No... I didn't really do anything special, or...

Hmm... This is interesting to me. I, myself, have been having many strange dreams lately and was thinking that maybe we could chat more about them. For starters, describe this '8' or infinity marking that you feel. Is it on the front of your body? Do you remember anything specific about that...

You know... I could have sworn I replied to this 2 days ago... Whatever the case may be, sorry for the delay: @Szasa Milankovity Okay I'm gonna start from the beginning and try to clarify everything at the same time: First off what you want to do is put yourself in a situation in which...

I actually did this about a month ago and it was pretty effective. First I'd like to state that you need several sheets of the paper you decide to use as this may take several attempts to make. The materials I used/recommend are the following: 1- Loose-leaf Paper, Computer/Copy Paper, or...

I know of a way that would help you out my Brother ((forgive me for I'm assuming you are male)). I have not mastered anything as far as cutting with the wind but I have learned of a way to control and manipulate it. My tips for you are simple, as the first thing you must understand is to take it...

And yet she is still on my mind... I can almost recall her facial features and her voice... It's been a while now and I'm not sure how long the dream will stay with me... but it must have meant something if she is still on my mind even now... Hail Father Satan! Hail the True Gods of Duat!

Okay, so I had this dream a few days back and it's still bothering me. I had this dream about some girl that I was familiar with yet unfamiliar with all at the same time. She was a little tall and slender and seemed normal at first. As the dream progressed we had intercourse and several other...

Jen, first of dear Sister calm down. I understand that you are worried but if you let that get to you, you'll only give them more power. I suggest that you evoke the assistance of Eligor (aka Abigor), for he is well known for being able to assist in legal issues. I shall set up my own ritual in...

Wow, that does not bode well for us. I personally like the way things are currently and would hate for them to change. It makes it easy for me to keep up with everything as well as see what news fellow Brothers and Sisters are posting about. Is there even something else out there that would...

I too shall extend my hello to you Kelly. Welcome, and glad to have you here Sister. I wish you well in your meditations and future studies. Hail Father Satan!! Hail the True Gods!!

Thank you. I appreciate the comments. This was a 'thank you' that I felt I should write/type/share and as I read these comments, it makes me feel even better for doing so.

Thank you. Honestly, I believe they deserve far more praise than I could hope to give at this time. I just truly felt a public thank you was necessary Hail Satan! Hail the True Gods!!

... Not something you'd want people to know about Brother... Although I won't lie /b/ truly is well known for finding people and harassing them. Most of the time it's not necessary... That aside, I've grown numb to this kind of thing over the years; however, that doesn't mean that I enjoy it...

I know just how you feel. I too have had many things happen that I must say that thanks are in order... in fact I shall do that now

This is my personal thank you that I would like to type up: I want to thank Andromalius for all the things he has helped me with, namely helping me with locating my various lost articles (possessions). I'm a very forgetful person and I tend to misplace things OFTEN; however, there are times...

This is indeed a tough thing to decide. I personally think it varies from situation to situation. For example: with friends, I know that I could casually bring up a subject and usually get into some interesting discussions, which is partially how I work to try and bring more people to Father...

Actually I think you have it a bit wrong. I mean I watched the movie recently and I recall that they tried to ask the being who it was and it replied: "I am Enki... I am your God"

I too have gotten this. And I was wondering the same thing. I was thinking it was odd as that even though I got this e-mail, my posts still went through... Anyone else care to shed some light on the matter?

Oh, I think you misunderstood what i meant there. By "for use" I meant allowing another to borrow your deck and do a reading of their own. Shuffling on the other hand is something else entirely. I don't remember where I read this, but I remember reading that this is very helpful for beginners...

@siguarddraconis: Hmm... interesting. Thanks for that info. Tell me, by any chance have you heard, or do you know, of what he is like or his appearance?

Hmm... That's not what I heard nor read. I have had some dealings with Tarot and someone once told me that the proper way to handle the cards is to ALWAYS make sure to place the cards face up in the deck, and then to place the cards into a silk sleeve/pouch/case as this would purify the deck's...

I'm a strange individual and have always been considered such growing up, but the strangest thing I personally find about myself is my sense of respect. There is one thing I just can't bring myself to do and I never have been able to understand why. That one thing is that I just CAN'T bring...

I can assist you. I, for one, can state why I believe this. I don't need to "quote" anyone as they put it. It may be a waste of time. I don't know much of who these people are, but I'll make a valiant effort. After all there is something I would like to add in counter to their oh-so-lovely...

Recently I have been thinking about my fascination with dragons. I have always been fond of the water element and the dragon known as Leviathan, or the great sea serpent, has always been my favorite. Even now I feel a strong sense of awe whenever I think about this mighty creature/Demon/God. I...

I know this is an odd question to be asking, but what are some recommending things to offer the Demons when you summon them to ask of their assistance? I don't know if I missed it or what, but I didn't see anything on what is recommended other than talking directly with them and agreeing upon...

I also wanted to add that I would never ask Lady Lilith to come to me. Even now I know that doing so is a sign of disrespect. The information I provided in my previous post directed to raenoku is from my days of seeking out various lore. Even now I enjoy learning about the past of each Demon/God...

@raenoku, first off I'd like to extend my apologies if I have offended Lilith. But no, I didn't mix up Lilith with Lilim. There is a folklore about Demonesses known as Lilim. They were said to have an appearance similar to that of Succubi only slightly younger and some believed them to be the...

@Eremos, Actually I have. Interestingly enough, since I was 5 I have been looking for the "one just for me." In fact at one point I even found great comfort in reading the manga Chobits--It's still a favorite to this day. I'm not sure if this is the case for this though... I won't knock it as it...

Oh wow, I apologize there Sister. I assumed by your name "Gabe" that you were male. Thanks for the info, I shall try those later when I have more time. Thanks again, and sorry for the error. Hail Satan!

I'm sorry, I know that I'm new here and all, but I do have some input here. For one, one doesn't have to be without pride or anything of the such to care for, let alone impregnate someone of lower standings than you. For one think about say the Middle Ages, there were often stories of princes...

Interesting experience you had there Brother. You may be right and she is waiting for me. But I have felt this longing for years, and in all honesty as much as I crave/desire her to be by my side seeking her out isn't something I really know how to do. I want to find her and I want her with me...

That's almost exactly it. I have thought about summoning a Succubus through the ritual on the JoS site, but somehow that doesn't seem like what I want. Is there anyone who has heard anything like this? A person having a familiar that's very much like a Succubus/Lilim? Or perhaps something...

That's an interesting story. I was looking into things like this at one point. Unfortunately I was always stopped by something. Perhaps now I may have better luck with this. I myself have had interesting stories revolving around Father Satan, the true Gods, and even the blasphemous angels...

Interesting. I may just try that after I shower here shortly. But something that is an interesting note. Since I was little there are two things that I've ALWAYS been attracted to. The first is dragons, but more specifically Leviathans and the second Succubi/Lilim. For dragons I have always...

Thanks for the info. I'll try that. And no, I haven't found my GD yet. I'm working on that, and if you happen to have any info that may help with that, it would be greatly appreciated as well. Hail Satan!

Thank you for your replies. I have attempted to severe the link twice now. I shall keep trying. Also, would doing/completing this assist in getting rid of my headaches? Normally one would think nothing of this... but I DON'T get headaches so this is definitely alarming to me. @Yoyo: Thanks...

I have been getting attacked a lot lately. Both mentally and physically, but more mental than anything. I recently preformed the spell/ritual for creating the protection aura-though I did preform it rather late in my studies. Since then I feel like something has been attacking with slight more...

For some time now there has been this strange symbol that has been bothering/intriguing me. I don't fully remember how this symbol came to me, but it seems extremely familiar and yet... something more. The best I can describe this feeling is it's like I know what it means, but at the same time I...

This is gonna sound odd of me, but let's start off from the beginning. I preformed the dedication ritual to Father Satan about 2+ months ago. Since then I have had several problems, one after another, or as some may call it: "A string of bad luck." So after two months, I had still not...

I appreciate the reply. I unfortunately haven't started the protection meditations yet; however, I have looked at the basic meditations and I have been working upon the breathing exercises. I'm still very poor at those and I am slowly working to improve upon that. I'll shall read over the...

Wow, I have to say I'm not too surprised about this. My parents are Xtians as well and I can say I perfectly understand where you are coming from. I know this is a bit of a stretch, but I'm willing to help you if you still haven't found anything. I don't know how far you are willing to go...

Before I get to the main point of my post I wanted to tell a little background info about myself. First off, I'm very new to being a Satanist and I'm still learning, but since it is a lot to take in at once, it's been a slow process for me. I was raised by xtian parents who eventually caused me...

Adding to that... I was wrong, it's actually 4 hours away, even better

I know exactly how you feel as I, too, and in a similar predicament involving money. I personally did a ritual to ask Volac for assistance. Things have started to look up, but I've also been under massive attack from the Xians. Perhaps someone might know of something that would help me as...