I recently dedicated myself to Satan. But I'm starting to have doubts that Satan and the Gods even want me. I have lived a very rough & unspiritual lifestyle up until last year. I didn't even truly believe in anything spiritual until I went to jail last year. I've lived a lifestyle that...

are there any books any of you would recommend for every SS to read, especially someone as new to it as myself? i love reading and would love some book suggestions.

I have recently dedicated my life to satan and evolving spiritually. i have extreme difficulties with focusing, so when i try to meditate or perform a ritual or spell that takes alot of time and concentration i always seem to fail. any tips on clearing my mind and improving my focus so i can...