I am not sure if you mean suffering abuse or causing abuse, in terms of chakras and planets causing that. Suffering abuse leads to damage of mainly 2nd, 3rd and Heart chakra Neptune+Mars aspects may lead to deceiving abuse, Saturn + Mars may lead to rape and violence. I think 8th house or 8th...

If you hate your parents or feel a strong rage against them, you can unconsciously create damage to them with your powers in the form of negative energies sent to them. If it's not the case, I do not think your aura can damage them. Regarding negative energies, yes, they can affect you as dirt...

Thanks for this enlightenment, I felt heart pain too and I was convinced this is due to sort of thought form. Now I am sure this is the case. In my case this thoughform is so strong and intelligent this is basically a "part of me" that I built discarding emotions for most life. Have you ever...

I have encountered similar experience, due to childhood traumas and highly embedded and ingrained xian programming. Meditation was a sort of internal struggle between a programmed xian part (deriving from childhood) and a part of me striving to be a successful SS in meditation and other actions...

The level of ungratefulness and psychological violence is nowadays difficult to bear for SS. The "retarded" you mentioned are not even capable of even expressing true gratefulness, while they constantly receive help from the Gods and even Us in the form of sustaining a decent life, while the...

This is also due to vampiric fights with rooted vampires depleting my chakra (removing, slowly, due to many other problems I am facing).

That happened several times to me I often go up & down from discipline and proficient mood, to lazy mood, and I get more often caught in "mass" things like trash food or tv, that I usually discard the most. In the second event I am still proficient in meditations and workings but I need big...

It seems you are driven by internal forces shouting about self-destruction. When it happens, a person is driven by "parts" of his mind and looses consideration for more logical and concrete aspects of his life, without knowing this consciously. Just calm down. When I was 18 years old I carefully...

I have always seen butterflies a symbol of change too, I mean, a transformation as butterflies were worms before transforming and finally flying out free, so I'd say final stage of transformation.

The book I read is "The Body Keeps the Score" by Van der Kolk, did you get a different book ? Anyway there are many good readings around , just check they are not by a jew before reading. Seeing a therapist is a good help, I did that, although they have no Satanic knowledge - so you'll have to...

I am sure HP HoodedCobra will reply to you in any case, but if you donate to the JoS this is to help the community, first of all. What I perceive from your words is, you have some deeply personal personal of which you may be ashamed of, or you have fear to disclose on here, or you are afraid of...

Thanks for asking. Well it's a long walk, I am healing myself slowly - much is personal but I can say, I climbed some huge steps up with permanent progress, so that I cannot go down again. There is much I need to fix, at least now I am aware of what I need to do and what I can expect. The most...

Most of what xians say, is fake and is a show. They pretend they act with justice, honor, goodness... in truth they often do the opposite as their fake "good face" is made to fool you ad later on enslave you on the spiritual side. Same as their "religion", they show an apparently "good" image...

OK, I know I tend to "overfind" traumatized people on here recently, but you show some signs of possible childhood traumas that lies hidden in your subconscious, possibly emerging. Being over anxious about people is also coming from low energies (as suggested by many people here) but the point...

It seems EU introduced a partial ban on microplastics use, same did the US, but I think all products from Eastern countries are not regulated and represent a health danger. Also, I am not sure how those laws can be skipped or turned-around, it may happen...

My two cents, look for herbal shampoos mad with organic components, they are more expensive but mostly healthy. You need lower quantities to wash your hair so they last longer, pollute less, and do not damage your health. You can also find soap-like solid shampoos, they are similar to hand soap...

Satan has absolute power over the JoS, and we firmly know it's His will maintaining unity between all Satanist. So why should Satan promote the creation of more than one group? This is a contradictory thought as this creates disunity and competition. Then, I can be sure external "groups" are...

There's no penalty, it is a xian concept being "punished" for sins. The point is, after suicide, you will start next life with similar problems of this life, due to karmic energies, etc. If you stop your life, you will stop your advancement now that you found Satan, so you'll need a new effort...

It would be great if you could elaborate some additional points, I mean the key areas to consider for death. In the past I was able to find transits bringing to father's death of a person I know, because of transits to her Sun, where the Sun was symbolic of father. This happened, but I think...

To my experience the feeling of being trapped in material world, came for excess pressure from external "mass" or low energies at the lower chakras, mainly 3rd and 2nd chakra. Sometimes it happens when I use high amounts of personal energies, to obtain something in life. I do not say this is...

I think that, if the jews / enemy hadn't attacked us, we would have developed telepathy during the age of Pisces instead of mobile phones. Those are two very different aspects of the same thing: instant communication with other being. Probably this is why you (and me) dislike phones? I just keep...

I tend to "overworry" about traumas, childhood problems, etc. ; said this, what you say seems a red flag for possible traumas in your mind, as anger eruption is typical in traumatized people. Also, not willing to socialize. Other chance is, you are meditating hard on your chakras and you are...

There is good Astrology section in JoS here. You can also use astro.com or similar websites to calculate transits, solar revolutions, etc. Neptune transiting (or natal?) near the South Node may have to do with fate and your destiny in this life, but I am not enough skilled to say more on this...

In addition to many advices on here, this sounds like a Neptune transit in your birth chart. Neptune brings escapism, uncertainty, lack of consistency and weakens by its nature. However Neptune may also inspire, elevate, and bring closer to meditation and "higher states". You seems to have both...

I am not that expert in Astrology, but I recall HPs Maxine writing that death is very difficult to find in Astrology, and she did not take a firm position on this point - as far as I know. I have personal opinion that there are several moments when you can find death, due to negative transits...

Fire element is also useful to clean negative energies, just visualize fire cleaning the item.

First of all, I tend to post few words on here as I get overwhelmed with excess "input" i my mind. This is why I am a survivor from (extended) childhood abuse and I discovered this 2 years ago thanks the Gods. Yes the book by Van der Kolk I read it and it was the trigger of most flasbacks and...

Sermons are very useful to align a confused mind and I admit the media work very hard to confuse, on those topics. Thanks. What I noticed is, the jews are strongly pushing to grow the power of China to destabilize the west. I rarely watch movies, rarely watch tv and jewish crap but I had to...

I get back on this post as I usually have few time so I forgot to underline this point. Self-damage is an expression of self-hate and is often done to "release tension", I mean, to discharge some emotion that would be unbearable. This is a clear sign of trauma, possible childhood abuse, and lack...

Sorry to say this, you are clearly a traumatized person ad you most likely suffered some kind of abuse in your chldhood (or past lives). Self-hate, feeling unworthy, living a messed u life are all evident signs of traumas affecting the mind. Have a look to my previous posts and related thread...

I agree. As most people with power in this world, they are still linked to the jewish agenda to a certain degree, there are no free powers among public people IMO. I remember this Sermon where HP HoodedCobra said "Elon Musk you are doing a major mistake when it comes to the treatment of the...

As HPS Lydia said this is often due to traumas. I see many cases of traumatized people on here recently (mostly because I tend to look for those threads to contribute). Sexual life is personal and different for each of us, but feeling bad about sex is not normal as it's part of human existence...

Provided all this spamming is serious, that is highly possible, it seems you are facing internal unresolved problems related to childhood, teenage - early life in general. You say you are 52 years old so, it often happens late in life the main "ego" is reduced in power for some reasons, and it...

Thank you.

I have spoken to a doctor, who is against Covid vaccines and accuse pharma companies to make billions out of them, who related than there is around a +30% increase in general sickness ratio, including cancer. Few is said within the news obviously, according to this doctor "they do not want to...

I can only add, Neptune invites abuse based on deceiving and - at the extreme - the victim gives "consent" because psychologically subdued (there s no consent in rape, I mean lack of any kind of opposition or defense from it, Neptune/Pisces weakens). If you mean rape with physical violence, then...

Would you please be so kind to relate or link mantras for self hate fixing, if you have them by hand? I am currently struggling with that and this would help. I have a slow connection and search may be quite complicated. Thank you anyway.

To my experience this looks like an enemy attack, as the enemy loves trying t convince SS they are somehow jews, so they would quit Satan ... this seems rarely working though. If your father is abusive/manipulative, he can be a very useful tool to the enemy aliens/entities as he may have power...

I just forgot. Apparently, you feel very low on willpower as you are using most of your willpower to overcome your situation, and break free! Once you will climb this step up, things will get easier. I know this for a fact.

Red flag 1 Red flag 2 Red flag 3, 4 I recently increased my activities on the forum; the main theme where I can help is that of abuses as I spent the last 2 years studying in deep this matter. I felt the urge to scan the ask-satan forum to find where I can be useful. I am prone to help...

I will try to be the most objective I can although I tend to see "abuses" in every person who suffered in childhood or because of family members. Anyway, I think there might me deeper reasons for your resentment, of which you may also be consciously unaware. You seem overreacting here - do you...

Apart everything said on here for healing, that I support, this kind of problems have a root cause. This may be seen in Natal Chart (Mars rules irritations, also - partially - Neptune), but is often cuased by a hi-level mental or physical stress, and food. According to my experience, excess of...

I have also recently noticed common people / NPC tend to have longer and stonger sickness. I think this is related to Covid vaccines that most population received. Probably, the vaccines weakened the immune system (as expected) so that illness come more frequently and the global population...

(I am trying to be more present on the forums in this moment, as I need a stronger connecton with the community now and I try to be helpful). Just willing to add my experience with this cleaning meditation. When I did it time ago, I called a Demon for help, one of them (different Demon each day...

Sounds like the jews are pushing the "few survivors" theme here. Same as they did with Covid and all those movies about viruses, plagues, etc. I'd say, this worked very scarcely, as the consquences of Covid are extremely inferior to those the kikes probably expected. Nevertheless this worries me...

I am not that expert on this topic but, I want to say Hollywood crap movies about "disasters" often show few survived people struggling, who find a "promised land" or "refuge" for the few to restart the world. This seems to be a main theme, most likely well ingrained into the mass mind to be...

I am working on justice right know and I found this thread thanks to the new forum's function "Similar threads". Very useful indeed! I need to say thank you to fellow SS on here promoting justice as I have personal hangups on this and reading all those post, is helpful and a boost for me. What...

Thanks for this post. This is very true, I include myself in this group due to past programming and also emotional hangups. This is also very true, but difficult to hear for some people. Sometimes heavily (ab)used people develop emotional hangups and are victimized to the point they cannot see...

I forgot to add. By escaping this "loop" and leaving hopeless and weak feelings, justice will be enacted in itself. Once the waking up process begins, the Soul will rise again and will be able to effectively curse the abuser, and the jews as responsibles, to make justice. So the abuser wll se...

My post may be long as I have so much to say here. I trust this can be of help if you read it all. I have been extensively and repeatedly abused (not raped, but sexually deceived) since I was a small kid until -teens age. If rape happened to you, I feel deeply sorry for your "fate" as this is a...

Golden words as always. Thank you HP for this enlightening Sermon!

I have been studying for my own reasons the role of pedophilia on the human mind, and its consequences. This post caused my repressed rage to grow with resentment against those sick jews and their disgusting nature, even more. The role of their "rituals" on innocent Gentile kids is appalling, on...

In regards to 23 December Satan's Day, I am more than happy to perform Satan's Ritual, we really owe to Satan our survival on this planet. This morning I could not stop thinking how big is Father Satan's responsibility, how big and noble is His effort to keep many worlds and many beings alive...

Happy Yule !!

Eureka I am glad you feel better and I am happy I have been of help. Feeling alone or not understood, is one of the worst feelings I experience, being part of a strong family with the Gods is the best you can find in your life! This goes way beyond the bad stuff happened to us. The jews are...

I just forgot to add. Once I overcome self-blame, my life improved. I was refusing anything of value for me, for example, I used to buy the cheapest white t-shirt with no colors and use it until (and beyond) worn out - now I am able to pick up better clothes without feeling "wrong". This...

Very sorry this happened to you. This may come from past lives.I am still working on this but I seriously think I have been in a gulag or so in a past live, wonder what happens to people in there. My GD told me I will acknowledge past memories slowly, as it can be too much for me now. Well...

Deep inside, you know why. Ok, as said, meditation and staying on the path is paramount here. Even if you feel obstacles inside, do not give up as this will worsen problems. As far as I can see, you look like a traumatized child. I mean, somewhere in your childhood, you most likely have...

I need to correct my previous statement: only when the root of a main nerve is eradicated from the spine, this cannot be repaired. Damage to the nerve should self-repair but it's very slow. A co-worker lost sensitivity to part of his leg due to an accident, she needed 3-4 years to get...

I had similar experiences, due to an accident, and I learned that peripheral nerves may grow back (slowly) if damaged, while root nerves coming out from the spine, once damaged, will not auto-repair. I also think there is no kind of surgery to correct this. If you have a pinched nerve and this...

I had similar experiences, due to an accident, and I learned that peripheral nerves may grow back (slowly) if damaged, while root nerves coming out from the spine, once damaged, will not auto-repair. I also think there is no kind of surgery to correct this. If you have a pinched nerve and this...

Family. I know it's the foundation of our society, it's important and without family bonds many people would be lost, and would not give birth to kids in any way. So I know and repeat family must be kept alive and health as much as possible. I love to see a young couple walking hand in hand as I...

Most common people do not really think, thy are so empty, damaged and weak inside that they often repeat and assimilate what they are told to without even knowing what they are doing or thinking about. So they see JoS as "evil" because they are told this by the jews, through the mainstream TV...

I have difficulties to feel the bond of true friendship as in this Sermon here https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=88437 but I know it exists in my deep Soul, I feel I am part of something bigger every day more. Those words are rewarding for me and for all the Brothers and Sisters...

Thanks for this interesting post. I must admit I am loosing interest in science/progress despite I always had interest in that, due to technological overflooding we experience at now. This post woke up again some interest in that, so I think this would help many others too, and is a strong...

Magick with the Element of Water can help to cause depression and emotional flooding. Also energies from Neptune and the rune Isa.

I have been forcefully working with traumas and their consequences, while trying to heal myself in the long run. I studied some books and uderstood how childhood traumas still affect adults' lives, and subsequent lives, while dragging traumas in the form of hi-level thoughtforms strictly...

AI does not use spiritual energies, it would translate empty words. Whoever translates and put efforts, adds spiritual energies and human "touch" to each word, giving a boost to the JoS with human will - the will to let other Gentiles reach the Truth. AI will never possess this.

I just realized with this topic, that I am getting older. LIke a trigger, I needed to switch on, to go on in life. People see me much younger than I am (too). But I am not anymore!

Same here, when younger I used to play videogames for a while, sort of addiciton, that I quitted after some years or so. Now I barely know what a current videogame is. I think this is due to some Pluto - Mercury transits at the time. I feel lucky because, if I did not elaborate and quit this...

Thanks to both for taking the time to answer. The point is, I am not that primitive towards technology, I used to like and understand technological progress quite well. The more tech advances, the more it is becoming intrusive and manipulative (too many apps for anything, etc.), the more I feel...

I feel like I want to be type 4., if any. Otherwise said, ignoring AI as much as possible and living according to Magick and Nature's laws. I feel naturally detached from this giant technology vortex that seems attractong everyone else, except for basic electronic use I need. I feel this is kind...

I can add, if possible, just detach from the places, situations and people that remind your addictions. Fresh and new environments, new people around you, may help to see yourself under a different light, and help to create good environment for meditation and advancement. Also, when a person is...

Mental exhaustion may also come from internal "fight". If you are strongly fighting to advance and meditate, while your deeper mind is trying to prevent this, this can cause exhaustion. A short pause while trying to balance things, keeping your advancement stable without going back, may help to...

I would expect a loss in the area of planets touched by Saturn, and houses ruled by those planets, leading to a deep and permanent personal trasformation by Pluto transiting the Ascendant.

I support everything that has been replied in this post, but I will add from personal experience: anger outburst may also reside in repressed anger from past years or childhood, etc. This is of course linked to your natal chart and planets, as said. This is something a good therapist may help...

I can add to everything already said, healing traumas regards the Wunjo rune. I used it on my heart chakra and worked fine to reconnect myself to my lost feelings and cleaning negative emotions. You may have a "part" of your mind, or a powerful thoughtform attached to your aura, repeating the...

I am not sure what do you mean with "their Pluto transiting my 8th house". I assume mean their natal Pluto is in your 7th house (provided you are talking about older people, this makes sense). In this case, yes their Pluto is acting on your 7th house and may sometimes mean you suffer being...

I forgot to add, constant application of WUNJO Rune is very helpful to heal traumas (I used Wunjo on my hearth chakra with success, now planning to use on 2nd chakra soon).

I am profoundly sorry for you, I know how it feels. I am healing myself now. It's a huge task, depending on the severity of the abuses. There are 2 basic steps to ingrain your subconscious mind towards healing : 1. IT IS IN NO WAY, IT NEVER HAVE BEEN, IT NEVER WAS NOT IT WILL EVER BE YOUR...

That happened to me, and I found the blockage was due to a huge link to my heart chakra, coming from a vampire relative (caused by childhood guilt, never resolved).

This Year I recovered some of my lost emotions, thanks to the knowledge given by the Gods. So I can now wish everyone here, a rhappy new year, rich of good feelings!

Hello to all. I just pick up this old topic as I am researching on Solar Returns relocation. I would like to offset a very bad SR by temporary relocation at time of birthday of involved person. I read, this will not affect SR that much. However - I attempted magick to trigger an event for an...

Happy Yule Season ! Hail Satan!!

I know some facts from experience on abusive father/relatives. This lead me to confusion in my life in several ways, so I will try to help here where I really can say something useful for a troubled brother. In case your father have been abusive or violent on you too (that is most likely the...

I am not the most active member at the moment, but I have witnessed the groups and then the forums in their evolution. I see, we are getting close to a change and a big development for the forums at now. As the forum has accumulated years in terms of energies, I would suggest to change the forum...

WARNING Again today this happened. I carefully checked I entered correct username and pwd. 1st login attempt returns "The submitted form was invalid. Try submitting again.". 2nd attempt logs me correctly in. This happened for several weeks before cyberattacks was found and this post appeared. I...

I am not sure whether this happened for my mistake or it's happening again, when I login I get an error then on the 2nd attempt it works. It was happening on regular basis some weeks before the cyberattacks, I did not understand why at the time. Just informing if helpful.

The fact you question to throw away this bible, why you easily throw away any other bible, shows that this family book has a sort of influence on your thought process (at least this is what it seems to me) or emotional side. I would treat it, like any other bible in he world. Even worst, as it...

As many here suggested, you cannot be abused that way as a Satanist as this person is clearly causing a disaster in your life. From what you described, your boyfriend sounds like a sexual abuse survivor, as this shit can be handed over generation to generation, as a link to a (jewish/xian)...

You welcome, you seem lucky as he understands you want to distance him, and he's lucky as you seem to be kind with him. However based on my experience there will always be unconscious resistances to prevent you leaving him. The power and location of those links, depend strongly on the childhood...

I think this post is informative on mind control and vampiric influences from family members, through my and others' experiences. I am still struggling with deep damage, and I am gaining experience on how this works. Detaching is definitely needed and you need to win his resistance, to free your...

Would you mind sending me this introduction to free_my_soul_9(AT)protonmail.com ? I am gaining experience and insights on this mass plague of child abuse. I am working on finding correct energies to work on this. so it may be of inspiration. Thanks!

Better said : I WAS a victim.

I am a victim of child abuse, I am recovering right now from this soul damage. This followed a deep ingrained xian dynamic, I'd say a giant vortex of energies programming people to act this way. I could contribute with my personal experience where needed. Unable to write a book or sort of, for...

I did not want to say anything here, as basically I admire this Sermon and the wise words, always helpful by HP HoodedCobra. But I have a very conflicting sense of "strenght", and I must admit I felt very upset reading this sermon. I have clearly many weaknesses, to the point I could not stand...

I understand. I wish you luck with your future needs and few suffering to your father. Maybe things will turn out to be less scary than expected, after some time alone with yourself.

I have seen many times, including on myself, how people can be enslaved or subdued to a parent, and will stay at home in a situation like you describe, because of some deep links with the parents who still wants his "child" at home with him, on the unconscious level. This can be powerful, I...

Jumping back to this topic, as I am working on healing this kind of problems into myself. According to what I see, the jews seems to love this "child" thing as they easily exploit it to control any traumatized (most) goyim. What I see, this inner child is not a false ego but a powerful...

I am working on myself as I am a sort of mess of personality cracks, vampire influences, and I'd say "myself" somewhere. Am I right if I say that higher and lower self can be perceived as separate entities inside your mind ? This is happening to me, at least I believe this is how I perceive...

I need to add, talking about personality fracture, I begin to perceive those sub-personality as thoughtforms that is what probably they truly are (cannot see with my 3rd eye, so I cannot say yet). Most likely the mind created those thoughtforms to store unwanted emotions, then they started to...

I have learned on personal experience, that the enemy (mainly greys I believe) likes to fracture your self in early childhood with traumas, one of which is sexual abuse (the worst). This creates sub-personalities hidden into your subconscious that are freezed at the age when the main trauma...

Sorry I am rarely online, I will be glad to relate my experiences as possible, need to find some time to read all posts.

I forgot to mention, I noticed an increase of recent awakening to the buried abused, for normal people. The web shows that - people remembers, some psychologists started to specialize in this kind f healing (some, does not seems jews). I take this as a positive sign, the jewish abuse vortex of...

I am glad I have been of help. I had a breakdown too years ago without knowing why; now I understood this was due to buried self-hate that manifested during a bad Saturn transit.

I just want to write a final post, resuming what I understood about inner problems, traumas, false ego and how they can steer life to the wrong direction. Hope this will help people to fix any similar problem. Also I will not use this account anymore, both because I do want to transform myself...

I am not sure what you mean, however, arguing on different point of views will bring to nothing. Freeing lands as population is rapidly growing, to grow food or other useful thing, should not be neglected. Free will, I will not debate on this, each of us has his own stance. World leaders will...

Sometimes we find in the forums a spark to help our efforts to advance ourselves, in others' messages.

Banning tobacco would deeply touch the enemy as the jews make money and damage Gentiles. Would not be easy then, but would be a big goal! Also, this will free many lands for agriculture, what's the point of raising tobacco when you could raise i.e. medical herbs, healthy food, etc.

I fully agree. Also, I noticed that once one of them attaches to a Satanic soul (like in my case) they can grow high in power as they leech from a powerful soul, not a common person. So basically you struggle against your own energies as you give them out to the vampire, also you act against...

Fully agree. My father constantly wants to project himself into me, this is something I recently figured out. This cause constant clash and will of control my life.

I also perceive external efforts to break up my relationship with my gf. We both have a vampire-control process since childhood and, in some way, we are beneficial to each other. I will not completely subdue to her vampire's will, same she will not completely fall under my vampire's will (even...

I think, child sexual abuse is a standard rule in jw as I have seen how this is a common rule in heavily xian families too. No surprise they hate children, so they can "justify" their horrible actions that end up in soul enslavement, damage and life wreckage. Of course, jw will "rescue" wrecked...

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time. Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate. I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was...

This is also what I thought, I am building on myself according to my natal chart and soul, and not according to other's will, expectations or desires (that were, to be a clone of him).

Thanks, I am working on Mars Squares and also Sun squares from time to time. Your advices are always valuable and I appreciate. I have proof the vampire weakens my Mars (2nd chakra) as years ago, when he had a Neptune transit on his Sun = weaker, I had a boost of Mars energies and I was...

I just wanted to update. With meditation and visualization while in trance, I have been able to let this "child" come out from the dark room that is now lit, revealing facts to me. Still a long way to walk to re-establish emotional balance, as this child (be it a thoughtform or a representation...

Thanks, this is valuable input again. Chakra cleaning seems to work very well for me, I am doing this for every new Moon, it seems beneficial. About psychological help, this is not easy as many jews and jewish influence are involved, however this may be a further step at some level I will...

I have to say, as I am dealing with many traumas from childhood, the enemy uses those events to enslave your mind. I am still in the process to clarify but I'll relate what I found out until now. Letting emotions emerge from your mind is helpful, I did, and some very intense emotions rose and...

I have made some researchs on pedophilia, it seems most men that have been abused in childhood by males, develop serious gender-orientation issues. They are mostly straight, but they fight with their emotions and are also attracted by men in mostly non spontaneous ways. This causes issues, and...

I think this whole "child inside" issue, is related to the Moon and 6th chakra. Since I have started to raise from the shadows of the mind memories, emotions, etc. I have a sort of dark energy around my 6th chakra and I cannot properly feel it as it should be. I belive the mind sees as "child" a...

This may come from childhood, at the emotional level, it may be the action of kissing have not been elaborated and did not evolve at the emotional level. For some reason, be it traumatic or other reasons. It happened to me too.

Same here.

Isolation is a sign of possible childhood trauma diverting you away from reality. I would bet, in jw sexual abuse in childhood is a rule for enslaving people, as it seems a rule also in xian mentality. This is used to handover karmic "patriarchal family" to future generations. The father gains...

To my experience : singers do not know barely anything about the occult. They are simply unconsciously driven by te enemy / greys or so and they think they had an "idea" for a song, while that idea has been injected into their mind by the enemy. This is why pedophilia, sexual violence, etc. is...

I had some disgusting thoughs about sex and pressure on my 2nd chakra weeks before my repressed memories emerged. This was linked to childhood traumas (I will not go into details here), that may be linked to sexual or psychological bad experiences. This lowers self-esteem and self-defence, of...

Definitely we are addressing a very relevant problem here, that of controlled minds through childhood traumas and/or psychic vampires' deep links. Most often I see both facts walk together in parallel. I have also experienced being attracted to negative people; I have also been attracted to...

I understand, I am disclosing some details about me as I will close this account once I will solve the matter and the enemy will stay with a bunch of "nothing" about me once I will "vanish". Both as an account and as traumatized "persona". What i can add is, I recalled hidden memories only now...

I just want to add, I do not feel this "inner child" is a false self. It may be, the false self developed after the emotions freezed at - let's say - 5 years old. So the affected person could never develop his/her true self, but followed what the abuser/vampire commanded him/her to be. Still...

You got what I mean here. They have an "adult" ego but they react like 5 years old children. So the abuser, still holds an emotional backdoor. I have not been able to say "no" to my father due to emotional traumas. I suspect, this is a population control tool for the jews. Have a look the North...

I hope my 2 cents may help. I have been too meditating and advancing for years, with problems, but everything was under control and life was liveable. I recently discovered how my father controlled my life at the unconscious level, and began detaching him. I also most recently recalled past and...

Fully agree, this is what I am working on. He is keeping me blocked to reach the Astral, that I have been able to see only from time to time when he was weakened by Planetary transits. I used VINASA to destroy an annoying thoughtform harassing me, that was created for the purpouse of keeping me...

OK, then. As per this thread's subject, I faced and still am facing severe problems with vampiric draining from my father. After a first deep session of chakra cleaning and severing links from him, also distancing him in daily life, I found I was still heavily under his influence. So I needed to...

I read your reply and jumped to this thread. I will express some facts that I just discovered about this "false ego" and childhood emotions / abuses and so on in this thread as it somehow completes my experience with vampire and destroyed life. Hope this helps other fellows in Satan to recover...

Sorry for the slight off-topic. How did you cope with that, did this (attempted) sexual abuse cause any personality issues ? I read that sexualy abused people may develop a second self while hiding a hurt self inside, as childish personality. This is caused bu severe trauma and lost faith in...

Thanks slyscorpion for bringing up this problem. I have been and still am victim of this cord attachment to my chakras, on deep level, so I can testify how this affects your life. It is very important to discuss this on here, as I found out I was not even able to visualize and find the...

I just want to update this thread, as I managed to overcome a stall point in detachment process - that I acknowledge is slow and going on since years in waves. I fully detached the lower chakras and kundalini link, together with a general physical distance from the vampire and some help from my...

I see, living in a muslim country is even worst than xian countries due to higher psychological violence. I recently found much free time so I am working on strength more than usual, I agree with this as utmost important; I still have some empapty towards family members and thus is most likely...

I agree, I just found out I empower my family and related problems. Before my birth, my family was a very nonsensical family with no power at all, my grandparents were quite humble and living with nothing (xian style), after my birth my father began a good career and family was enriched to some...

He reacted with happiness, the usual kind of xian attitude "poor guy, I will 'help' you" - I was just caught in his trap again. It's the same for me, I have been and still are a target for the most odd people harassing me. Most often I have been submerged with harassment so I needed to change...

I read everything you posted with interest. I understand, my struggle and journey for freedom began many years ago without me consciously knowing this; I tried very early to abruptly break free from my father's dominion by emigration but everything went odds and I was forced back home quite...

First of all, thanks to both for support. Now I realize it was my GD guiding me to write on here, as it seems this will be beneficial to me and many others. I live in a heavily xianized area, so I think the "scheme" is affecting many others on here or future newbies who will find this post, for...

I attempted black magick previously, to reduce the vampiere's power and it worked as a temporary relief. Also binding partially worked. The situation got MUCH worse when my mother died; it happens a sort of projection by his side on my girlfriend, as if he wanted to revive my mother in her, this...

I just wanted to update on developments. I had success in detaching my brother (1st vampire) from all my chakras, while I am still struggling to detach my father (main vampire). This is both sad and challenging, how a family can be divided and destroyed by xianity and bad karma; I put my...

Same here. Thanks.

Just realized after typo : arm lenght top fingers-shoulder 75

Let's say my leg ankle-hip is 100, in proportion hip to head (top) is 80 and arm length is 125 (fingers top to shoulder) Fully agree, this is what I was wondering about.

I jump in this topic because I am looking to learn at least the basics of a martial arts, for self-defence and also for mind training. I read Wing Chun is aimed for weaker people. My right arm and shoulder have a nervous problem that cannot be fixed, they work 50% but are quite weak and cannot...

Thanks for your support. I do not want to unwillingly drain energy from you or involve too much attention on my personal situation. I have come to the same conclusion as well. I feel strong repressed anger towards this person, for how I have been manipulated and driven to do things I did not...

Thank you. I was looking for the best Runes and found out as well Uruz and Ansuz. As I did the study before reading your post, I overlooked Wunjo that I will consider using. I also found out with meditation, the vampire seems attached to my Pingala serpent. Would it be possible, has anyone...

Thank you both. It seems the only solution is detachment. I had other problems with vampires, I have been able to cut off with meditation. This one is really the hardest one (after years, the only goal is acknowledging mind control). I need to also physically stay far from him, as each contact...

Good day to all of you. Please excuse the long post. There is a sound problem it seems I am unable to fix since time. I got any kind of help from my GD but I feel like I need some human confrontation on this, as I am still barely stuck at ground zero, most likely the problem is somewhere in...