hm...while the last poster had good advice, do NOT accept psychiatric medication, it will mess you up more so then the feelings of paranoya

so, yea...as the title says i need some advice... as in rune magic, one of the greatest "laws" in satanism, is 'a gift for a gift' which means one must give back, for whats received, one thing for another, and nothing for free... well, my issue or whatever, is that, ive nothing to give back to...