If with "disorder" you mean mental confusion, due to the fact you have left xianity and came to Satanism, it is quite normal. The way of deprogramming your mind, may lead to temporary confusion while leaving past delusions to understand the Truth on here. Otherwise, please be more specific, what...

Welcome to the club "I detest non-bearable people (most)". Jokes apart. I want to relate what happened to me, that was similar - and was due to both a thoughtform and mass mind. - Thoughtform : not sure if created by me, or by the enemy who sent it to me, this thoughtform was feeding on my...

Sex is natural so living a life without sex, seems a bit extreme and yes it may be a loss (unless very specific situations or persons). Why are you asking this ? It seems you have some sort of fear. I am no psychologist, but I read several books on the mind and I learned that love patterns we...

I have observed in Solar arc progression two main aspects indicating sort of marriage or serious relationship and both manfested in events for a person. I have not been able to find the transits triggering this, but the progression clearly showed this (was Sun+Venus conjunction) that manifested...

I remember when I was younger So you mean, to be subdued by a strong woman. Is there any unconscious desire, such as increasing the power of your female side of the soul/mind ? Or any inferiority feeling you have towards women? This is not to say there is something wrong here. Just trying to...

Sounds like some repressed emotions came out. Mars in 12th, as 12th is Pisces house, should be similar to Mars in Pisces, so he may repress and hide anger that in some moments comes out this unexpected ways. I can't say if your energy activated this process, possibly yes, like opening Pandora's...

Thanks to both. In truth, I always use the -Svaha mantra to empower the chakra connected to the planet under negative transit. So I simply empower (and will to empower) what is temporary weakened. I am not familiar with the -Nama mantra used for material manifestation. Power of Justice were you...

Each slave has a chain, binding him/her to the enslaving person. This is usually, on the spiritual side rather than physical. Kids have no ego and are not independent, so they are bind to their parent's will, and need to do what is told them because theym are unable to judge and decide. While...

Is there any deeper reason why you detest your stepfather ? I am not saying this is the case but, I had for most of my life repressed hate for my father and I did not know way, as I used to see him as a "normal" person I was wrong as he was an abusive father and I wasn't able to remember...

To be honest this scares me a bit. I did some Mars squares in the past even in bad transits, but I did not notice bad outcomes (except what was altrady bad, in truth). I have always seen the Squares as an improvement of the related chakra's energies (2nd for Mars), to be done when Saturn is...

Stay strong! Some of us survived even the middle ages, with a few scratches. Russian JoS and brothers and sisters will survive!

It would be helpful - in case you have not done yet - checking your Natal Chart. Your planets reveal some talents you did not know or develop before, tehy show the areas of live where you are stronger or weaker. Feeling unworthy is a very embedded feeling in many people, mostly with xian...

It happened to me to laugh right after horgasm, it happened frequently, but never cried though. It is possible something is emerging from your emotions. Just dig if you have any sexual hang-up (many people have on different degrees). Is your sex satisfying normally or do you feel "not ok" with that?

Sorry I mean Hellenic SS, I wrote too quickly!

I just forgot to complete the post. As Yagami Light said, feeling "wrong" may come from xian programming as xians are always "wrong" whatever they do an think in the eyes of their false "god" so this may also be your mind amplifying what I previously said.

I have seen many countries (at a glance only) in my life and perceived their mass-mind. It seems here, people belong to a heavily xianized location. I observed, the more a place is xianized, the more people tend to diminish others and try to put them down any and each time they THINK they are...

LOL I just needed some humour today to have a good laugh before end of the day! Thanks kraker3reich for you circus-show! Much better than your hollywood - a live show, for free. That's even funnier, as a jew is giving us a show, for free!! How desperate the kikes are!!!

I strongly agree and loved this post. What I can add, as I have seen different countries in life and perceived their "minds", it strongly depends where you live. NPCs are mostly stupid and like sheeps, but if they are in a better mass-mind, their actions will be slightly less unbearable than...

You received many good advices, and information on what to do. So I have not much to add here. I want to give you encouragement, instead. Because, most of the times (when you are new) Satan is listening to you even if you do not even know this. I know this by direct experience, sometime He gave...

There may be thousands of reasons why a person made a mistake, and then recognizes it was a mistake. Some people have highly disturbed unconscious minds, or repressed emotions, that may arise from time to time and cause problems overwhelming the conscious mind. I know this for my direct...

It's very difficult to "diagnose" as you define only "pains in the body", too generic. It happened to me, I had excess unconscious tensions doing RTR, I was so much in the effort of destroying the enemy that I unwillingly put all my muscle under high tension, like I was pulling a rope, my body...

I think, punishment does exist in society so a kid needs to understand for highly wrong actions, there are consequences. This should be rarely used, otherwise you will emulate the standard xian/muslim mass who punish and blame the kids for any single small fault, that creates a sense of...

As said, the cause can be internal (obsession, programming, overactive mind, etc.) I also found in my experience, having spiritual links with xians may cause to absorb their thoughts, mainly if they pray on you so they direct more energies to you. If you have strong ties with xian family...

In my experience, this can be a chakra blockage - as said. I found this sometimes happens together with a spiritual link to the affected chakra coming from a vampire, a thoughtform, or an entity right in that point. It seems something exploits the blockage to drain energies. Another point, this...

Just a few words about I perceive the ongoing situaton. Shortly we'll have EU elections and immediately after, USA elections. It seems, the right-winged parties are running fast to win. Also Trump, despite so many attacks, seems running to be again the President. At least this is how I perceive...

Someone described you as a sociopath, that is possibly true. But I cannot hide the fact I share some feelings with you, possible I am a sociopath too? It strongly depends where you live. I did not read your previous posts so I have no clue of your story. I have been lucky enough to travel in...

Unconsciously, they are always tied to the "nazarene" thoughtform (even if this is rather death, I believe). Consciously, they can have some values, so having a conscious relationship may be helpful to stay grounded in the "outer world" outside JoS. Otherwise you won't talk to barely anyone...

As said Power of Justice, confronting situation is the best way to let all reasons involved come out. It's possible, you feel your freedom is threatened and you may be experiencing some kind of unconscious fear to live with this person soon? Sometimes I experience irrational fears and worries...

It always make me sad, empathic and willing to help, when I read a person suffering on self-blame. So many times, this is not one's fault. This may be the "unloved suffering". How many people have been unloved as childs, and in their lives! The jewish mainstream, xianity, islam etc. do NOT teach...

OK, I always say when I start a post aiming to fix possible traumas, that I tend to overfind them in people. But sometimes I am right. So: High sexual desire may be coming from your planets, and some people are naturally high sexual. Sex is ruled (also) by Pluto and Pluto is very obsessive and...

Years ago when I quit smoking, I did it all of sudden (in two times, second one forever)- I did not know at the time but it was Uranus aspecting my Neptune that stands for addictions. So my experience was like a thunderbolt hitting, and I do not remember being too sleepy. Nervous, yes I was...

My personal opinion, he's the best leader we can actually find - keeping in mind the high level of mind pollution by the jews and the amount of heat any leader that is not under direct jewish payroll has to suffer - to at least try not to sink the USA as much as the current leftist and old aged...

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You can wake up for a couple of hours in the night, meditate, then go to bed again. Try to sleep at least 7-8 hours per day, it's important, but if you love the night to meditate, you can take a portion of it.

Why don't you put up a new magazine or website spying on the jews' lives, to expose them and their filthy lives? You may have the ability to uncover their secrets, their hidden finlty secrets (pedophilia, tortures, blood rituals, any kind of crime). Investigative jobs, is another example. You...

It happened to me in the past a sort of "infatuation" and I soon understood, I was just projecting my own internal issues onto a person, so I wanted to see her in a different way from reality. This I did it again to a partner I had for years, and somehow worked, because the person was right for...

This is what I am referring to. Advanced countries like Japan based on social respect, seems starting to be fed up too : Japanese town overrun with tourists puts up view-blocking barrier near Mount Fuji Also They seem really hypnotized. It honestly touches my nerves, as I am sure the jews...

That's the point. I think, this is also the result of jewish manipulation of our society to open the doors even more, as they control salaries somehow. Also those immigrants live in 10 people in a small flat so they can afford living. They get social benefits for low income and high number of...

OK, I rarely open up new threads and I do not talk too much on here. But I am starting to be fed up for how our Gentiles, mostly White, are wandering idiots hypnotized by the jewish magick, subliminal, advertisement and hollywood. I have witnessed masses of people coming with planes, buses...

I am not sure about this. But I am sure they are being employed in many strategic employments. What I can say is, there is a subtle door open for immigration that is "legal work". Most EU and White countries have a very old population due to past generations procreated at a high ratio. So there...

I add to this interesting thread, when you find a potential partner, try to understand which kind of people are her parents. Except very mature people, who developed their personality in full, most people will copy-paste behaviors they have learned in childhood, mostly from parents. If one or...

Good point this is so true. I can also say, most is subliminal. Family and couple are always depicted as "a problem to deal with" rather than source of possible happiness. Having kids is another "problem", this affects the mass mind heavily. I really detest how tv has taken a main role in...

This is not to mean people should not change country if they desire so. But flying to Iceland will not magickally make you an Icelandinc, even if this may seems desirable in times of self unacepptance . A wise and kind SS once told me "don't try to be anyone else, just be yourself" and I am...

I know I tend to "overfind" traumatized people, but you heavily sounds like one and I found many red flags in your words. Your acnestors come from heavily xianized countries, where race is white and pure in its origin, but they have been infested more than Iceland with xian shit. This leads to a...

I will not talk about chakra cleaning, meditations, Venus squares, etc. as those points have been already addressed. I will try to talk about the mental part of this issues, let's say "psychology", as it still plays a role in our lives, even if Meditation is paramount here. Everything you say...

I never heard of this nofap before, sounds like another crazy idea to keep people repressed and "never enough good" according to some standard they would like to follow. Sex drive is healty, some people have higher sex drive due to their planets and their nature, high testosterone levels, etc...

This is usually a very typical attack from the enemy, that I heard of so many times. They try to convince you, so you leave Satan. They want to deceive your mind. I also personally think, this is somehow linked to the bible as it's somehow subliminal that we are all "sons of god" whose son...

So, I have experienced several health issues in the last years, that I overcome, but I see they are mostly related to nerves and nervous system, ad they come as sudden problems. I have an influence from Uranus in my natal Chart, pertaining health, and problems arose according to planetary...

This really made my day :LOL: That's really a honor, being chosen for an advancement path by the Gods, I repeat this to myself not to forget. The most difficult part (at least for me) in to find this chance among the multiple events of life, trying to confuse things or stop you. But knowing...

This is also what I learned (even if I am sort of beginner), my teacher left me a very deep teaching on how to use the mind that reflected on my meditations too, in a positive way (more focused, right to the point). I chose Wing Chung as it's a "soft" martial arts, as I a not that young and I...

Martial arts, when seriously practiced, elevates the mind and spirit so in confrontations, it is more a matter of subduing your opponent at the spiritual level through physical actions, rather than cracking his bones. It depends on the martial art you choose, I do not know details, but it's not...

*The cat (not car) arrived in a short time.

Are you sure it is a negative entity ? I had a cat years ago and I noticed how he was able to project his astral body. For example when the cat was out of home, I sensed his astral body coming in and checking if food was ready for lunch, in case yes, the car arrived in a short time. Maybe it's...

I had pancreas problems when my urine smelled "incorrectly", not the way you write anyway. I do not think this is due to meditation, if it happens again I suggest to ask a doctor. Long and extenuating meditations that require consistent effort, may have physical outcomes (tiredness, digestive...

Today I wanted to open a similar thread, and I found yours with the same question. I am just tired on how - when I am low in energies - I tend to attract wrong people, substantially weak people who delve in the enemy programs (leftist, xians, etc.) so I was just asking why the heck is this...

Sounds like she suffered childhood abuse and violence, and is projecting all of this on you, loosing control of emotions. This not to excuse her, she is possibly too weak to accept Satanism and her weakness opens her to abusers' or external entities will - that is against you. If her soul has...

This happened to me too, with time, this disappeared. Very rarely I sense similar disturbing thoughts as a very distant noise, but I know this are not mine anymore (nor they possibly have never been mine), as it happens when some xian is praying or preaching against me. They are like a mosquito...

I'd also say, TV and mainstream media, heavily promote all this lack of ethics and respect. It seems young people learn more from the media than from parents, too. And the media constantly boost the youngest to be the "superhero saving the world on top all other beings" (often in racially mixed...

Sadness may be caused by an effort to overcome something preventing you from having a good relationship. It may be a temporary lack of energies due to high spiritual efforts, draining you. OR it can be Saturn's fault. You say your ascendant is in Aries and her Saturn is in Aries: if her Saturn...

I am totally with you. Coping with "other" is needed but it's often painful and meaningless, nor a waste of time. There are higher people in this world whose soul is in a way advanced but blinded, but you will not find them "around", and due to a wrongly built ego and many negative influences in...

This is a red flag for abuse, childhood trauma, etc. It seems, this is a very damaged person. People who suffered sexual assault in childhood, may fall under complete mind control of the abusing person, depending on their mental strenght. If the abuser/connected soul is a jew, the jew is...

Sun square works for this, but I would prefer Mars square instead. Mars is in Aries right now, until 8th June, so it's an excellent moment. 14th May is a good day as Moon is in Leo and it's Tuesday (Mars' day). You need to choose Mars hours (they change depending on your location, you may want...

Sun square works for this, but I would prefer Mars square instead.

I really liked and support this post. Guilt is a never-ending battle for me, but each time I work on this I climb one step up towards spiritual freedom. Guilt may really enslave one's soul by linking to the wrong persons, obviously xians, as they use guilt as a way of life.

If you ask this you are probably new (that is not bad! Insteas it's great having new people here) so possibly your energy levels are low for lack of spiritual activity. To stimulate your energies, if you have difficulties with meditations (that are paramount, needed on daily basis), try to sit...

I read in a book that time perception changes while aging, while time in itself cannot change. A young kind has lived 5 years so 1 year is an enormous amount of time in his perception. At 50 years old probably he will feel time as faster as one year is a smaller fraction of his life. Seems a...

There are people strongly physical, so they build their image mostly on their physical status. Also their ego is built on those feelings, and they are very proud of their body and health. If such person starts a relationships, and later on he is damaged and looses his structure and - most...

Sounds like you or her have some Planetary transit pushing to a pregnancy (5th house)? I don't know any alternative by my side, I'm sorry. But if the source of those "incidents" are Planets and transits, I would consider meditation as a corrective agent to oppose or change those energies. For...

I support everything said on here. I add, as you will feed the rabbits with healthy food, you will eat organic meat (if the vegetables you give them are organic too), free from harmful chemicals and pollution. Your general health will benefit of this, also if the rabbits are happy this will let...

Did you experience any trauma or mistreatment in your early life? It's only a possibility, but it could be something buried surfacing from your subconscious - if any. Otherwise it should be coming from external sources, as said.

I just want to add a couple of quotes from the Mein Kampf - Adolf Hitler's book (you find it in the Satan's Library) : "Once when I was walking through the inner city, I suddenly came across a being in a long caftan with black side-locks. My first thought was: Is that a Jew? (...) the more the...

First of all, I would carefully check if she is really jewish, just to be 100% sure this is true. The enemy often tries to confuse SS to believe we are even ourselves jewish... or that we have jewish relatives ... that is never true. It may happen, they are trying to isolate you from a...

I may have a limited perception on this, but I see many protests against israel are based on communist feelings, and they do involve leftist organizations. It seems, the jews are trying to handle the wave of hate towards israel through their communist program, that partially works. I think this...

Welcome! Try to see facts this way: you have CHOSEN Satanic path, and you know this means letting go past life and past mistakes. So you have CHOSEN to become a better person and you asked the help of the Gods. If you had past wrong behaviour, but know you CHOOSE to be better, this means you did...

Building a powerful body boosts Mars energies for yourself, so I think the natal chart of your next life could be richer in Mars energies, or you will have a stronger Mars (Sun also), due to the shift/change you trigger in this life. As Pluto rules permanent changes, my opinion is carving this...

I honestly think the point is: you are fighting against yourself and possibly your family/close xian people because at the unconscious level, xianity is still pushing to survive in your mind. Apart aura cleaning, protection, etc. that is BASIC, keep in mind that when you feel drained and you see...

I also think, many people are empty and damaged, and they intermingle with and link to jewish negative vortexes of energies, becoming influenced in their behaviour - and feeding them. Same process as xianity, islam, for other typical jewish "fields" like sexual assault, crime, deceiving...

This is one of the main concerns I have, it sickens me seeing people going downwards.

You have a stellium in Scorpio, that is the sign of Pluto, so you are most likely a Plutonian person. On the occult point of view, this is a very important aspect giving you power in black magick and the occult generally, maybe you were a magician in previous lives? This can be reinforced if one...

To be honest I did not have the time to read all the thread, but I want to add my main problems. All of them are "solving" status, but the way is long : - Childhood abuse with consequent multi traumas, PTSD, personality split (= thoughtforms steering life away), emotional outbursts - High amount...

Good point overally, in my opinion. But this sounds too xian and similar to "turn the other cheeck"

I think forgive is too "soft" as a concept here and sounds a bit xian. I would rather say "let go", in case you do not want to enact justice or revenge - that are very legit and sometimes even needed. I have deep experience with forgotten memories of traumas, I mean I forgot most of the traumas...

Is there anything in this boy, any physical or behavioral feature, recalling to you past situations or places? I mean does this person resemble someone you had to do with years ago? Or do you date him in his house that is similar to an older house you lived in? In case yes, this could explain...

Thank you all for your efforts and replies. I just want to clarify, I am NOT using Vinasa on myself - I know it's dangerous. I perceive this "family karma" as a sort of external force driving me to wrong decisions, cannot see that, it seems a black pool of dark energy attaching links to people...

I see many posts about karma and I am in struggle with my family karma (I come from a horrible family) since time. I am aksing myself, and the people on here, what if karma is nothing more than a bunch of programmed energy? Like a sort of thoughtform for single person or egregore for karma of...

You need to look at your 2nd and also 8th house placement, and Venus too, for money issue. Just Saturn in Taurus is not enough to define if your chart is really against money earning. This "fear" can be programming of your mind. Xians and even more communists are often programmed to believe...

Raped/abused people suffer heavy chakra attachment to their abusers, direct or through thoughtforms linked to both the victim and abuser. So if she has been raped by a jew, the jewish vibrationits may influence her soul and thoughts through vampiric links. This is the worst scenario, while...

Emotion can be repressed because of planets, as said, but also because of traumas. Much depends on the house in which the Moon is. I do not know if it's your case but, if you suffered emotional, psychological or physical mistreatment or abuse in your early life, this often leads to emotional...

Sorry I forgot to add. Why should you feel as a bad person if you have been victimized? The offenders are bad, not the victim. Most likely you have no responsibility, do not feel guilt for what they did to you - as if you are the cause of the damage inflicted to you. They are the cause! And...

I fully agree. Choosing revenge or forgiveness, it's personal choice, but most important - in bot cases - is to LET GO what happened so this will not affect mind and emotions anymore, it will be a somehow cold unemotional memory. Do not forget to detach those abusive people from your chakras...

Thank you for your precious advice. I am working on this as it's way more complicate than it seemed before. I know I am a bit off-topic but, I need to clarify more on this. I asked help from the Gods and partially received, but I feel I need to clarify something by myself. I learned a new...

I personally experienced how this kind of "attacks" seem internal, because were caused both by 1. a psychic vampire strongly attached to my chakras, heavily xian so with opposite will to Satanic meditations, 2. thoughtform attached to my aura, created bt my own mind with self-hate, that...

Influencing authorities. I mean, when personal power is not enough, the local governor's power may be of help. There should be a local leader able to influence and control this situation that is not corrupted or bribed (major, police chief, local authority, etc.). If they are born there, or they...

I am not sure if you mean suffering abuse or causing abuse, in terms of chakras and planets causing that. Suffering abuse leads to damage of mainly 2nd, 3rd and Heart chakra Neptune+Mars aspects may lead to deceiving abuse, Saturn + Mars may lead to rape and violence. I think 8th house or 8th...

If you hate your parents or feel a strong rage against them, you can unconsciously create damage to them with your powers in the form of negative energies sent to them. If it's not the case, I do not think your aura can damage them. Regarding negative energies, yes, they can affect you as dirt...

Thanks for this enlightenment, I felt heart pain too and I was convinced this is due to sort of thought form. Now I am sure this is the case. In my case this thoughform is so strong and intelligent this is basically a "part of me" that I built discarding emotions for most life. Have you ever...

I have encountered similar experience, due to childhood traumas and highly embedded and ingrained xian programming. Meditation was a sort of internal struggle between a programmed xian part (deriving from childhood) and a part of me striving to be a successful SS in meditation and other actions...

The level of ungratefulness and psychological violence is nowadays difficult to bear for SS. The "retarded" you mentioned are not even capable of even expressing true gratefulness, while they constantly receive help from the Gods and even Us in the form of sustaining a decent life, while the...

This is also due to vampiric fights with rooted vampires depleting my chakra (removing, slowly, due to many other problems I am facing).

That happened several times to me I often go up & down from discipline and proficient mood, to lazy mood, and I get more often caught in "mass" things like trash food or tv, that I usually discard the most. In the second event I am still proficient in meditations and workings but I need big...

It seems you are driven by internal forces shouting about self-destruction. When it happens, a person is driven by "parts" of his mind and looses consideration for more logical and concrete aspects of his life, without knowing this consciously. Just calm down. When I was 18 years old I carefully...

I have always seen butterflies a symbol of change too, I mean, a transformation as butterflies were worms before transforming and finally flying out free, so I'd say final stage of transformation.

The book I read is "The Body Keeps the Score" by Van der Kolk, did you get a different book ? Anyway there are many good readings around , just check they are not by a jew before reading. Seeing a therapist is a good help, I did that, although they have no Satanic knowledge - so you'll have to...

I am sure HP HoodedCobra will reply to you in any case, but if you donate to the JoS this is to help the community, first of all. What I perceive from your words is, you have some deeply personal personal of which you may be ashamed of, or you have fear to disclose on here, or you are afraid of...

Thanks for asking. Well it's a long walk, I am healing myself slowly - much is personal but I can say, I climbed some huge steps up with permanent progress, so that I cannot go down again. There is much I need to fix, at least now I am aware of what I need to do and what I can expect. The most...

Most of what xians say, is fake and is a show. They pretend they act with justice, honor, goodness... in truth they often do the opposite as their fake "good face" is made to fool you ad later on enslave you on the spiritual side. Same as their "religion", they show an apparently "good" image...

OK, I know I tend to "overfind" traumatized people on here recently, but you show some signs of possible childhood traumas that lies hidden in your subconscious, possibly emerging. Being over anxious about people is also coming from low energies (as suggested by many people here) but the point...

It seems EU introduced a partial ban on microplastics use, same did the US, but I think all products from Eastern countries are not regulated and represent a health danger. Also, I am not sure how those laws can be skipped or turned-around, it may happen...

My two cents, look for herbal shampoos mad with organic components, they are more expensive but mostly healthy. You need lower quantities to wash your hair so they last longer, pollute less, and do not damage your health. You can also find soap-like solid shampoos, they are similar to hand soap...

Satan has absolute power over the JoS, and we firmly know it's His will maintaining unity between all Satanist. So why should Satan promote the creation of more than one group? This is a contradictory thought as this creates disunity and competition. Then, I can be sure external "groups" are...

There's no penalty, it is a xian concept being "punished" for sins. The point is, after suicide, you will start next life with similar problems of this life, due to karmic energies, etc. If you stop your life, you will stop your advancement now that you found Satan, so you'll need a new effort...

It would be great if you could elaborate some additional points, I mean the key areas to consider for death. In the past I was able to find transits bringing to father's death of a person I know, because of transits to her Sun, where the Sun was symbolic of father. This happened, but I think...

To my experience the feeling of being trapped in material world, came for excess pressure from external "mass" or low energies at the lower chakras, mainly 3rd and 2nd chakra. Sometimes it happens when I use high amounts of personal energies, to obtain something in life. I do not say this is...

I think that, if the jews / enemy hadn't attacked us, we would have developed telepathy during the age of Pisces instead of mobile phones. Those are two very different aspects of the same thing: instant communication with other being. Probably this is why you (and me) dislike phones? I just keep...

I tend to "overworry" about traumas, childhood problems, etc. ; said this, what you say seems a red flag for possible traumas in your mind, as anger eruption is typical in traumatized people. Also, not willing to socialize. Other chance is, you are meditating hard on your chakras and you are...

There is good Astrology section in JoS here. You can also use astro.com or similar websites to calculate transits, solar revolutions, etc. Neptune transiting (or natal?) near the South Node may have to do with fate and your destiny in this life, but I am not enough skilled to say more on this...

In addition to many advices on here, this sounds like a Neptune transit in your birth chart. Neptune brings escapism, uncertainty, lack of consistency and weakens by its nature. However Neptune may also inspire, elevate, and bring closer to meditation and "higher states". You seems to have both...

I am not that expert in Astrology, but I recall HPs Maxine writing that death is very difficult to find in Astrology, and she did not take a firm position on this point - as far as I know. I have personal opinion that there are several moments when you can find death, due to negative transits...

Fire element is also useful to clean negative energies, just visualize fire cleaning the item.

First of all, I tend to post few words on here as I get overwhelmed with excess "input" i my mind. This is why I am a survivor from (extended) childhood abuse and I discovered this 2 years ago thanks the Gods. Yes the book by Van der Kolk I read it and it was the trigger of most flasbacks and...

Sermons are very useful to align a confused mind and I admit the media work very hard to confuse, on those topics. Thanks. What I noticed is, the jews are strongly pushing to grow the power of China to destabilize the west. I rarely watch movies, rarely watch tv and jewish crap but I had to...

I get back on this post as I usually have few time so I forgot to underline this point. Self-damage is an expression of self-hate and is often done to "release tension", I mean, to discharge some emotion that would be unbearable. This is a clear sign of trauma, possible childhood abuse, and lack...

Sorry to say this, you are clearly a traumatized person ad you most likely suffered some kind of abuse in your chldhood (or past lives). Self-hate, feeling unworthy, living a messed u life are all evident signs of traumas affecting the mind. Have a look to my previous posts and related thread...

I agree. As most people with power in this world, they are still linked to the jewish agenda to a certain degree, there are no free powers among public people IMO. I remember this Sermon where HP HoodedCobra said "Elon Musk you are doing a major mistake when it comes to the treatment of the...

As HPS Lydia said this is often due to traumas. I see many cases of traumatized people on here recently (mostly because I tend to look for those threads to contribute). Sexual life is personal and different for each of us, but feeling bad about sex is not normal as it's part of human existence...

Provided all this spamming is serious, that is highly possible, it seems you are facing internal unresolved problems related to childhood, teenage - early life in general. You say you are 52 years old so, it often happens late in life the main "ego" is reduced in power for some reasons, and it...

Thank you.

I have spoken to a doctor, who is against Covid vaccines and accuse pharma companies to make billions out of them, who related than there is around a +30% increase in general sickness ratio, including cancer. Few is said within the news obviously, according to this doctor "they do not want to...

I can only add, Neptune invites abuse based on deceiving and - at the extreme - the victim gives "consent" because psychologically subdued (there s no consent in rape, I mean lack of any kind of opposition or defense from it, Neptune/Pisces weakens). If you mean rape with physical violence, then...

Would you please be so kind to relate or link mantras for self hate fixing, if you have them by hand? I am currently struggling with that and this would help. I have a slow connection and search may be quite complicated. Thank you anyway.

To my experience this looks like an enemy attack, as the enemy loves trying t convince SS they are somehow jews, so they would quit Satan ... this seems rarely working though. If your father is abusive/manipulative, he can be a very useful tool to the enemy aliens/entities as he may have power...

I just forgot. Apparently, you feel very low on willpower as you are using most of your willpower to overcome your situation, and break free! Once you will climb this step up, things will get easier. I know this for a fact.

Red flag 1 Red flag 2 Red flag 3, 4 I recently increased my activities on the forum; the main theme where I can help is that of abuses as I spent the last 2 years studying in deep this matter. I felt the urge to scan the ask-satan forum to find where I can be useful. I am prone to help...

I will try to be the most objective I can although I tend to see "abuses" in every person who suffered in childhood or because of family members. Anyway, I think there might me deeper reasons for your resentment, of which you may also be consciously unaware. You seem overreacting here - do you...

Apart everything said on here for healing, that I support, this kind of problems have a root cause. This may be seen in Natal Chart (Mars rules irritations, also - partially - Neptune), but is often cuased by a hi-level mental or physical stress, and food. According to my experience, excess of...

I have also recently noticed common people / NPC tend to have longer and stonger sickness. I think this is related to Covid vaccines that most population received. Probably, the vaccines weakened the immune system (as expected) so that illness come more frequently and the global population...

(I am trying to be more present on the forums in this moment, as I need a stronger connecton with the community now and I try to be helpful). Just willing to add my experience with this cleaning meditation. When I did it time ago, I called a Demon for help, one of them (different Demon each day...

Sounds like the jews are pushing the "few survivors" theme here. Same as they did with Covid and all those movies about viruses, plagues, etc. I'd say, this worked very scarcely, as the consquences of Covid are extremely inferior to those the kikes probably expected. Nevertheless this worries me...

I am not that expert on this topic but, I want to say Hollywood crap movies about "disasters" often show few survived people struggling, who find a "promised land" or "refuge" for the few to restart the world. This seems to be a main theme, most likely well ingrained into the mass mind to be...

I am working on justice right know and I found this thread thanks to the new forum's function "Similar threads". Very useful indeed! I need to say thank you to fellow SS on here promoting justice as I have personal hangups on this and reading all those post, is helpful and a boost for me. What...

Thanks for this post. This is very true, I include myself in this group due to past programming and also emotional hangups. This is also very true, but difficult to hear for some people. Sometimes heavily (ab)used people develop emotional hangups and are victimized to the point they cannot see...

I forgot to add. By escaping this "loop" and leaving hopeless and weak feelings, justice will be enacted in itself. Once the waking up process begins, the Soul will rise again and will be able to effectively curse the abuser, and the jews as responsibles, to make justice. So the abuser wll se...

My post may be long as I have so much to say here. I trust this can be of help if you read it all. I have been extensively and repeatedly abused (not raped, but sexually deceived) since I was a small kid until -teens age. If rape happened to you, I feel deeply sorry for your "fate" as this is a...

Golden words as always. Thank you HP for this enlightening Sermon!

I have been studying for my own reasons the role of pedophilia on the human mind, and its consequences. This post caused my repressed rage to grow with resentment against those sick jews and their disgusting nature, even more. The role of their "rituals" on innocent Gentile kids is appalling, on...

In regards to 23 December Satan's Day, I am more than happy to perform Satan's Ritual, we really owe to Satan our survival on this planet. This morning I could not stop thinking how big is Father Satan's responsibility, how big and noble is His effort to keep many worlds and many beings alive...

Happy Yule !!

Eureka I am glad you feel better and I am happy I have been of help. Feeling alone or not understood, is one of the worst feelings I experience, being part of a strong family with the Gods is the best you can find in your life! This goes way beyond the bad stuff happened to us. The jews are...

I just forgot to add. Once I overcome self-blame, my life improved. I was refusing anything of value for me, for example, I used to buy the cheapest white t-shirt with no colors and use it until (and beyond) worn out - now I am able to pick up better clothes without feeling "wrong". This...

Very sorry this happened to you. This may come from past lives.I am still working on this but I seriously think I have been in a gulag or so in a past live, wonder what happens to people in there. My GD told me I will acknowledge past memories slowly, as it can be too much for me now. Well...

Deep inside, you know why. Ok, as said, meditation and staying on the path is paramount here. Even if you feel obstacles inside, do not give up as this will worsen problems. As far as I can see, you look like a traumatized child. I mean, somewhere in your childhood, you most likely have...

I need to correct my previous statement: only when the root of a main nerve is eradicated from the spine, this cannot be repaired. Damage to the nerve should self-repair but it's very slow. A co-worker lost sensitivity to part of his leg due to an accident, she needed 3-4 years to get...

I had similar experiences, due to an accident, and I learned that peripheral nerves may grow back (slowly) if damaged, while root nerves coming out from the spine, once damaged, will not auto-repair. I also think there is no kind of surgery to correct this. If you have a pinched nerve and this...

I had similar experiences, due to an accident, and I learned that peripheral nerves may grow back (slowly) if damaged, while root nerves coming out from the spine, once damaged, will not auto-repair. I also think there is no kind of surgery to correct this. If you have a pinched nerve and this...

Family. I know it's the foundation of our society, it's important and without family bonds many people would be lost, and would not give birth to kids in any way. So I know and repeat family must be kept alive and health as much as possible. I love to see a young couple walking hand in hand as I...

Most common people do not really think, thy are so empty, damaged and weak inside that they often repeat and assimilate what they are told to without even knowing what they are doing or thinking about. So they see JoS as "evil" because they are told this by the jews, through the mainstream TV...

I have difficulties to feel the bond of true friendship as in this Sermon here https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=5&t=88437 but I know it exists in my deep Soul, I feel I am part of something bigger every day more. Those words are rewarding for me and for all the Brothers and Sisters...

Thanks for this interesting post. I must admit I am loosing interest in science/progress despite I always had interest in that, due to technological overflooding we experience at now. This post woke up again some interest in that, so I think this would help many others too, and is a strong...

Magick with the Element of Water can help to cause depression and emotional flooding. Also energies from Neptune and the rune Isa.

I have been forcefully working with traumas and their consequences, while trying to heal myself in the long run. I studied some books and uderstood how childhood traumas still affect adults' lives, and subsequent lives, while dragging traumas in the form of hi-level thoughtforms strictly...

AI does not use spiritual energies, it would translate empty words. Whoever translates and put efforts, adds spiritual energies and human "touch" to each word, giving a boost to the JoS with human will - the will to let other Gentiles reach the Truth. AI will never possess this.

I just realized with this topic, that I am getting older. LIke a trigger, I needed to switch on, to go on in life. People see me much younger than I am (too). But I am not anymore!

Same here, when younger I used to play videogames for a while, sort of addiciton, that I quitted after some years or so. Now I barely know what a current videogame is. I think this is due to some Pluto - Mercury transits at the time. I feel lucky because, if I did not elaborate and quit this...

Thanks to both for taking the time to answer. The point is, I am not that primitive towards technology, I used to like and understand technological progress quite well. The more tech advances, the more it is becoming intrusive and manipulative (too many apps for anything, etc.), the more I feel...

I feel like I want to be type 4., if any. Otherwise said, ignoring AI as much as possible and living according to Magick and Nature's laws. I feel naturally detached from this giant technology vortex that seems attractong everyone else, except for basic electronic use I need. I feel this is kind...

I can add, if possible, just detach from the places, situations and people that remind your addictions. Fresh and new environments, new people around you, may help to see yourself under a different light, and help to create good environment for meditation and advancement. Also, when a person is...

Mental exhaustion may also come from internal "fight". If you are strongly fighting to advance and meditate, while your deeper mind is trying to prevent this, this can cause exhaustion. A short pause while trying to balance things, keeping your advancement stable without going back, may help to...

I would expect a loss in the area of planets touched by Saturn, and houses ruled by those planets, leading to a deep and permanent personal trasformation by Pluto transiting the Ascendant.

I support everything that has been replied in this post, but I will add from personal experience: anger outburst may also reside in repressed anger from past years or childhood, etc. This is of course linked to your natal chart and planets, as said. This is something a good therapist may help...

I can add to everything already said, healing traumas regards the Wunjo rune. I used it on my heart chakra and worked fine to reconnect myself to my lost feelings and cleaning negative emotions. You may have a "part" of your mind, or a powerful thoughtform attached to your aura, repeating the...

I am not sure what do you mean with "their Pluto transiting my 8th house". I assume mean their natal Pluto is in your 7th house (provided you are talking about older people, this makes sense). In this case, yes their Pluto is acting on your 7th house and may sometimes mean you suffer being...

I forgot to add, constant application of WUNJO Rune is very helpful to heal traumas (I used Wunjo on my hearth chakra with success, now planning to use on 2nd chakra soon).

I am profoundly sorry for you, I know how it feels. I am healing myself now. It's a huge task, depending on the severity of the abuses. There are 2 basic steps to ingrain your subconscious mind towards healing : 1. IT IS IN NO WAY, IT NEVER HAVE BEEN, IT NEVER WAS NOT IT WILL EVER BE YOUR...

That happened to me, and I found the blockage was due to a huge link to my heart chakra, coming from a vampire relative (caused by childhood guilt, never resolved).

This Year I recovered some of my lost emotions, thanks to the knowledge given by the Gods. So I can now wish everyone here, a rhappy new year, rich of good feelings!

Hello to all. I just pick up this old topic as I am researching on Solar Returns relocation. I would like to offset a very bad SR by temporary relocation at time of birthday of involved person. I read, this will not affect SR that much. However - I attempted magick to trigger an event for an...

Happy Yule Season ! Hail Satan!!

I know some facts from experience on abusive father/relatives. This lead me to confusion in my life in several ways, so I will try to help here where I really can say something useful for a troubled brother. In case your father have been abusive or violent on you too (that is most likely the...

I am not the most active member at the moment, but I have witnessed the groups and then the forums in their evolution. I see, we are getting close to a change and a big development for the forums at now. As the forum has accumulated years in terms of energies, I would suggest to change the forum...

WARNING Again today this happened. I carefully checked I entered correct username and pwd. 1st login attempt returns "The submitted form was invalid. Try submitting again.". 2nd attempt logs me correctly in. This happened for several weeks before cyberattacks was found and this post appeared. I...

I am not sure whether this happened for my mistake or it's happening again, when I login I get an error then on the 2nd attempt it works. It was happening on regular basis some weeks before the cyberattacks, I did not understand why at the time. Just informing if helpful.

The fact you question to throw away this bible, why you easily throw away any other bible, shows that this family book has a sort of influence on your thought process (at least this is what it seems to me) or emotional side. I would treat it, like any other bible in he world. Even worst, as it...

As many here suggested, you cannot be abused that way as a Satanist as this person is clearly causing a disaster in your life. From what you described, your boyfriend sounds like a sexual abuse survivor, as this shit can be handed over generation to generation, as a link to a (jewish/xian)...

You welcome, you seem lucky as he understands you want to distance him, and he's lucky as you seem to be kind with him. However based on my experience there will always be unconscious resistances to prevent you leaving him. The power and location of those links, depend strongly on the childhood...

I think this post is informative on mind control and vampiric influences from family members, through my and others' experiences. I am still struggling with deep damage, and I am gaining experience on how this works. Detaching is definitely needed and you need to win his resistance, to free your...

Would you mind sending me this introduction to free_my_soul_9(AT)protonmail.com ? I am gaining experience and insights on this mass plague of child abuse. I am working on finding correct energies to work on this. so it may be of inspiration. Thanks!

Better said : I WAS a victim.

I am a victim of child abuse, I am recovering right now from this soul damage. This followed a deep ingrained xian dynamic, I'd say a giant vortex of energies programming people to act this way. I could contribute with my personal experience where needed. Unable to write a book or sort of, for...

I did not want to say anything here, as basically I admire this Sermon and the wise words, always helpful by HP HoodedCobra. But I have a very conflicting sense of "strenght", and I must admit I felt very upset reading this sermon. I have clearly many weaknesses, to the point I could not stand...

I understand. I wish you luck with your future needs and few suffering to your father. Maybe things will turn out to be less scary than expected, after some time alone with yourself.

I have seen many times, including on myself, how people can be enslaved or subdued to a parent, and will stay at home in a situation like you describe, because of some deep links with the parents who still wants his "child" at home with him, on the unconscious level. This can be powerful, I...

Jumping back to this topic, as I am working on healing this kind of problems into myself. According to what I see, the jews seems to love this "child" thing as they easily exploit it to control any traumatized (most) goyim. What I see, this inner child is not a false ego but a powerful...

I am working on myself as I am a sort of mess of personality cracks, vampire influences, and I'd say "myself" somewhere. Am I right if I say that higher and lower self can be perceived as separate entities inside your mind ? This is happening to me, at least I believe this is how I perceive...

I need to add, talking about personality fracture, I begin to perceive those sub-personality as thoughtforms that is what probably they truly are (cannot see with my 3rd eye, so I cannot say yet). Most likely the mind created those thoughtforms to store unwanted emotions, then they started to...

I have learned on personal experience, that the enemy (mainly greys I believe) likes to fracture your self in early childhood with traumas, one of which is sexual abuse (the worst). This creates sub-personalities hidden into your subconscious that are freezed at the age when the main trauma...

Sorry I am rarely online, I will be glad to relate my experiences as possible, need to find some time to read all posts.

I forgot to mention, I noticed an increase of recent awakening to the buried abused, for normal people. The web shows that - people remembers, some psychologists started to specialize in this kind f healing (some, does not seems jews). I take this as a positive sign, the jewish abuse vortex of...

I am glad I have been of help. I had a breakdown too years ago without knowing why; now I understood this was due to buried self-hate that manifested during a bad Saturn transit.

I just want to write a final post, resuming what I understood about inner problems, traumas, false ego and how they can steer life to the wrong direction. Hope this will help people to fix any similar problem. Also I will not use this account anymore, both because I do want to transform myself...

I am not sure what you mean, however, arguing on different point of views will bring to nothing. Freeing lands as population is rapidly growing, to grow food or other useful thing, should not be neglected. Free will, I will not debate on this, each of us has his own stance. World leaders will...