There can be many reasons. It can be in your Natal Chart, some Planets may bring lack of partners or drive you to be a loner somehow. Apart of this, that I'd consider checking, it may be possible you have an unconscious fear of relationships, that you are not consciously aware. Having an...

I'd say: if you live in the US and you are a citizen, you live in one of the best White countries in terms of freedom, advancement, security, opportunities. I understand that, as most of the world is in downfall and is ruined today, it's easy to desire moving to a better country. There are...

I quote all previous advice you need a doctor ! If you cannot afford immediate surgery and need to wait 3 months, you can try the following to "resist" : - Sugars will worsen your problem, avoid as much as possible, try to eat food with low sugar or no sugar at all or alternatives. Avoid sugar...

It is sad listening to similar facts. Some humans are really fallen at the lowest levels thanks to the enemy programs. Beware to people you will find in the dormitory. There will be any kind of damaged people, some of them may be dangerous, some others helpful and kind. Do not show you are gay...

Why don't you cast a spell to bring to your sister happiness and self-realization in love life without a precise target? If this guy is happiness, energy will take the easiest way, so probably will help to join him. Otherwise other things may happen.

In addition to what has been said, try to think : would your self esteem grow or instead weaken, by knowing - every single day - that what you carry and show in your enlarged tits by surgery is "fake"? At a certain point in your life you may refuse that. I do not think this is easy to surgically...

This may be extreme but, I would try to understand if you suffered any kind of trauma in your childhood or physical abuse from your father. Feeling "like him" is common in similar cases, it is a form of deep rooted psychic vampirism so deep that you may even absorb your abuser/vampire moods...

To my experience, putting the basis of failure in a child's mind is a form of emotional enslavement. "Normal people" parents, especially if very xian, will always want their "kid" in their power, even if the kid is adult and able to sustain his/her life. They do not accept to let their...

On the "practical" side of the matter, I can add to all the high value advices, you may need to learn to love yourself. The way you received emotional support (love) in your childhood affects the way you can love or receive love in your life. Also, emotional negation is typical of people who...

I understand White = israel friend so allah akhbar even more? And the leftist hate even more the middle-highe class because they support israel. I see this is indeed a total confusion. But hate for the jews is somehow manifesting!

I noticed this. But it seems only the leftist and "new europeans" are against israel. I suspect this is from the enemy trying to magickally divert hate where they have more control ?? If the right wing nationalist parties start hating israel, this is no good at all for them. It seems this...

Thanks HPs for this, I was indeed too much delving into "single leader" - probably because I perceive myself as weak and I project this on a possibly stronger man? Good point. But somehow, I have spiritual power. I have been able to trigger events with magick of a relevant purpouse, also. But...

Seems a dead-end thread? :unsure:

I have read all the previous posts and I think all suggestions are valuable and important. Family ties may go deep into your mind, depending on how you have been educated and how you have suffered for negative behaviors, until - in case - you suffered some traumas in early life. What I am trying...

For some reasons including job, I travel in different countries from time to time. Still with low budget, so I delve into "common places" like bus, stations, streets, etc. And I observe, as per my nature, foreign/local habits. I am also a bit alone recently so I am opening this thread to vent...

This should happen in a world without the jews and all the racial-mix propaganda. Most immigrants who came into the White countries are predators, so they want to take all that is ours. including women/man to have intercourse with, because for them winning a White is a "big preize" and they...

There may be many reasons, I will try to relate ones I am aware of in my (limited) knowledge. - I learned by direct experience, we may project on others what we "feel" about us. If you are secretly ashamed of being White, because of hidden enemy programming in your subconscious, you may want to...

I am probably telling you what you already know, it would be much better to leave that home as soon as you are independent and able to. Such a controlling and negative mother can be a heavy problem, nevertheless you will probably have much programming in your mind to deal with. But you are young...

As a last resource, I personally think this may be a sort of energy vortex. I found the same patterns in different people, in different locations, like their unconscious is driven by a common force. Like for example some woman do play with their hair making curls with a finger, this happens...

It might be. It sounds enigmatic, I just read the lyrics only. It may also be the author is not fully aware of what is in the lyrics, because of unconscious pulses to write the text down prevailed.

Ok. I will dare telling my thoughts on here, straight and simple. You are an "unloved" person as a child. So sorry for you, I was one and I know how it feels. But there is hope! Many people did not receive love, but only a roof and sort of "needed care" from their families, that was not...

This kind of desires, as JG Blitzkreig observed, may come from traumas - possibly in early life/childhood. You may have suffered very unjust behavior from other people, so you consider others "bad and evil". To my experience, this may worsen until experiencing PTSD disorder, that is a sort of...

This may be the case. I notice that personal energies influence local environments on the long runs, by manifesting desires about society that we unconsciously feel. I think this is why the jews want all valuable people out of countries destines to communism, not only for their physical fight...

PS : Wikipedia is full of jewed informations. Nazi officials were not cruel or hunting as a passion, this is false. But among bullshits, it admits "Several Nazis were environmentalists, and species protection and animal welfare were significant issues in the Nazi regime.[3] Heinrich Himmler made...

I think Heinrich Himmler in 3rd Reich was against hunting, for those reasons. I cannot find it now but HPs Maxine Dietrich wrote that in a Sermon or book on Nazism. This is also on Wikipedia

I know what you mean, there is hi-level society and social respect. I fell in love with Japan social respect recently! But I am not Asian too. What I observed in some countries, non-locals are kept to a lower level because of the mass-mind of that country, not "willing" to accept foreigners...

Maybe also because space telescopes and satellites tells this is the true reality ? You need to detach to some mind-blowing theories made to shatter your mind to nuts (like flat-earth, etc.) for excess brainstorming.

If you feel suspicious, is this coming from your inner gut and intuition? If yes there may be something wrong. In my limited experience, I have been able to hear astral voices only in 3 different situations : 1. voices from the Gods with clear and direct answers. This happened few times but they...

I forgot to add a point. My therapist said (and I agree, as it logically makes sense and feels right) that I have been able to let emerge my inner "problems" , while I distanced by my father - who is the cause of the issues. He said I barely allowed my self to remember, because I felt safer far...

It seems, this is happening while you changed something in your life, i.e. starting college. A life changing event may put higher pressures on your solar plexus chakra, for the higher efforte needed at the beginning, or on the contrary boost your self esteem for the new "adventure" and thus...

As the jews curse all of us, of course protection can save from death spells! I think limits are different for each of us, depending on personal power. I also see, the Gods will fill the gap (if any) to ensure each of us is protected by death spells and curses. Misfortune can come from planets...

If you have been abused, your fear is quite normal. I struggled all life with the forces pushing me "back to my family" and related fears, but they never succeeded. What I learned is, many of those forces are internal, it was my mind willing to "reconnect" due to childhood emotional enslavement...

Just take lightly my words as I tend to "overfind" traumas in people for my own personal vision. But. Why did you attempt suicide? Is there a logical reason like you are impaired on a wheelchair with noone helping you and cracked down with no money? Or is that an unconscious desire for which you...

I am not an expert of languages but I know some, and I think English has been bushed to promote globalization as people need a common way of talking if overmixing is to happen, in the jews' ill minds. But, the truth is, I fond much more valuable information in Interned while looking in English...

Neglecting child and denying emotional care, is a form of abuse and can really left deep scars in children's' minds. This in my opinion would not justify death, but rather full detachment - it's you who will neglect him now for a good reason. Unless : This leads me to think, you are repressing...

I can add to all the valuable advice in this thread, maybe some xian is praying for you. A close relative, friend, a person linked to you. This may send negative xian energies to you. This short Sermon may help.

OK. I have made some studies on self-hate and I experienced this on me; each time I see a person posting about those emotional difficulties, I want to contribute with the (few) things I have learned. This may sound harsh and may cause an emotional boomerang effects (refusing reality) if I am...

Sorry this is the correct link : Lunar chakra cleaning cycle from HPs Lydia Deep cleaning and removing curses

Glad this helps! It came at the right moment for me too. Best way to go i the meditation I linked before deep cleaning and removing curses and also Lunar chakra cleaning cycle from HPs Lydia I just detest this nofap personally so I wanted to mention :) I understand what you mean, I call this...

They are anywhere, but there is much free space among them, unless you live in a densely populated city with more difficulties to find a quiet place rich of energies, but they still exist.

Absolutely yes ! HPs Maxine said this, and I personally experienced that powerful locations boost your rituals and are also places where it's easier to refuel your energies with personal empowering meditations. I noticed, often the enemy is aware of this and you can find churches or other shit...

I just found around this old post in another thread and thought it is worth reading. Maybe you are sorry for someting? https://ancient-forums.com/threads/feeling-sorry.262350/

Sorry to hear this, a Satanic soul should always have what is needed to sustain. As far as I can see, demand of workers in shops/general service is high in several western countries. I know what you mean, but I advise against this mentality "you need to suffer" that sounds very xian in its...

It is personal depending on what happened to you. But, in general, doing RTR helps. If you have time and energies this meditation from HPS Lydia is of great help and healing. This may be energy consuming, but definetly worth. It is worth studying your Natal Chart as issues may come from there...

My therapist said, writing by hand triggers different areas of the brain, so it's different than writing with an electronic device. I often write by hand and pen important stuff, and I notice how the text is highly charged with personal energies, rather than a post or an email. I think that...

* I meant very low 2nd/3rd chakra power.

I do not know your situation, but I experienced similar facts and I found out the causes may be multiple; this is also sad and I am sorry for your suffering. To my (limited) knowledge there may be some curse in your soul from the enemy, coming from past lives and manifesting. Also, lack of...

Astrology is wide and telling you about this question, it depends on which sign are Moon and Pluto in, their aspects to other planets, which houses they rule, etc. To make it simple, Pluto rules obsession, sex, transformation and death and Moon rules emotions, mother, house - so money for that...

This is very sad. I forgot to mention, hygene is linked to Virgo and the 6th house, cases of high sensitivity to hygene or obsession may be caused bt Planets, a strong Moon in Virgo for example, or Venus in Virgo for sexuality, etc.

I've been there! It's a very energetic place, I think it lays on a main ley line - just my feeling. Worth firing a couple of RTRs just around there! The problem is, this castle is fully crowded of masses of tourists from all the world, most of which do not understand even what they are looking...

First of all, welcome here! When a human being opens his/her eyes and found the Truth, it's a source of joy because one more is heading to the true path to "salvation" and it means our words and efforts, are worth and listened to. Many of us were baptized, including myself: all of this, does not...

I see hat sexuality often triggers long threads, such a delicate topic it is. Regarding smell, some kind of invisible bacteria may create bad smells in the genitals area if this area is infected, due to weak immune system mainly, even after proper washing. They will disappear after proper...

I suggest to read here and the FAQ here.

Tips. I am really somehow disoriented about tips, it is a permanent struggle... tip, do not tip, how much... give or receive. My very personal opinion is that tips are good as a form of reward, but in current society this may lead to disappointment when you give a very good service and you get...

Yes! Munka is good for changing mind patterns and fixing emotional issues, that are trauma consequences. I am using since long time, effects are slow to come, but it definitely works. A bit of caution is needed because some said on here, it may lead some traumas to surface during the spell...

Gypsies are usually criminals living off others, robbing, selling drugs, blackmailing, many are nomads with no house. If you don't live this way, I seriously doubt you are one, you also seek for Satan and True Knowledge so you strive to higher levels, not lower, I think. (This seems to me a new...

Who says to you, that you are not ready to curse someone?? If you fear backlash, it means the person you target has a stronger aura than you and/or special protection. I would try, before sending any curse or "turn-around" spells like trying to influence other people to bash him, etc., to reduce...

I forgot - in you are strongly empathic and open or sensible to surrounding energies, you may perceive high worries from the mass mind of people, i.e. if you live in a densely populated area, big city, etc. After the covid, surrounding energies have much worsened and people are much more...

I your constant worry reached health to worsen it, this is getting serious. I think you already know, but I recommend void meditation to helo slowing down thought. It may be difficult but slowly you can become better adept at it. What I want to really say is, there could be some trauma...

First of all, my confratulation for having kids, they found gold growing with a SS mother! Had I this possibility I would have had a much better life. I have no kids, so I am of no help in practical terms. What I noticed is that, in families, organizations, companies, etc. the boss is always of...

Sounds like he is draining your energies, so you feel weak while with him. People with many problems may unconsciously become a psychic vampire; if you are open to him (i.e. willing to help, feeling guilty for his problems, etc) this leads to the loop of giving out energy to an energy sucker...

This is enough to trigger traumas in childs. If you have been treated this way as a kid (I guess, yes) your family is responsible of causing you emotional problems that may worsen your life and/or cause health problems, when deep ingrained. This is enough to sue a person in front of a judge, in...

I'd say, very well done! Regarding your friend, as this matter seems delicate and you seem obsessing on the jewishness of your friend, I would definitely ask to your Guardian Demon for a clear and definitive answer to this question. Otherwise, you make keep being obsessed with your friend...

Yes, I thought the same, they invoke Neptunian energies for being weak, so they are open and weak themselves. I think they resort to deception due to both their weakness, and their influence from Neptunian energies (like cannabis, peace and be weak, etc.)

What you describe is probably due to a weakened 2nd Chakra. I do not mean it is weak per se, but possibly you are overworking that chakra for your fights. It is possible your opponents have a stronger 2nd chakra and they somehow subdue your will, so you perceive them as most powerful. This may...

This may come from previous lives. But also from this one. How have you been educated? The patterns you emotionally and psychologically receive from your parents in childhood, may shape your whole life by repeating themselves. If your parents/caregivers or primary "idols" as a child wanted you...

I forgot. Do not underestimate the power of light. What is a laser if not concentrated light? A laser can cut steel.

If you can see the light coming from stars far from here, this light can reach both your eyes/telescope and your soul. The soul is made of light, at frequencies you cannot see with your physical eyes. So the "light", or better the energies coming from other stars and local planets, do reach your...

Some people have difficulties to put boundaries to other people, and this seems the case. It may be both you opening some door, and the other person acting as a psychic vampire to nullify your will. This happens because of chakra links, that may weaken your will and drain your energies, this is...

OK. Most people here, myself included, passed through the "am I jewish?" psychic attack from the enemy. And most people, if not all, are still here. This is a common strategy to lead you away from Satan because the enemy FEARS Satanists, and tries to lead them to failure. Also it is my personal...

There are two sides of this : - One is the love between two persons, willing to form a family and sustain each other for their life, and possibly procreate. This is human, natural, noble, good and Gentile in any aspect. - Two is the church and the scam it carries inside. The two people involved...

It would be better to wait for Mercury turning direct, at the end of August. But if you can't wait, as you risk to loose this opportunity, if you apply just make sure that, in case of being hired, you sign papers and contract when Mercury is direct to avoid misunderstanding. Well, I once signed...

It seems this is a good sign. If you try to find a formal justification to smoking, like "my aop will prevent cancer/sickness to manifest", it means your unconscious - probably - already acknowledged the fact that smoking is very bad for both health and meditation. So you are trying to find a...

As far as I can see, you seem obsessed with mosquitos. Being obsessed with something puts energies in that thing, so you may have unwillingly created a thoughtform attached to your aura, feeding on mosquito annoyance, that recreates this buzz in your own mind to self-feed itself. Just wondering...

1st option is _ talk to him 2nd option, if you still feel too shy, talk to one of his friends to know about him. His friend will immediately inform him about your interest, so things may start motion from that point.

This is not you, but your family will keeping you at home. According to your description, your relative seems yelling to each other to keep their will at the low level, each of them trying to overcome other person. This happens frequently in families where people are not free, because parents...

I visited Japan and I found the are a very respectful, socially organized, modern and powerful society. Also their religion Shintoism has some Satanic themes, linked to the Gods. I personally do not know anything about the mentioned massacred, but I support Japanese people as an example of well...

The jews always play both sides against the victim that is in the middle as ohers said. So they promote xianity by one side, and deny xianity by the other side to promote communism instead (or full degeneration like pornography). The Gentile in the middle, whatever version will choose to...

My congratulations! Welcome here Pisslam is really hitting in those years so a new warrior of Satan is very needed in that battlefield ! I am possibly saying something you already know, I see you use an Arab name in your username, be careful not to use personal email, and do not disclose...

I agree it is best to ask own GD for guidance in this event.

Regarding spiritual advancement JG NakedPluto already replied to you! Physically, I would suggest to see a chiropractor from time to time, as this helps to fix any minor issue to your spine like misalignment, nerve pinching, etc. Those are only minor issues, but taking care of your spine will...

Also. Stay strong. When the buried facts come to the surface, is it like a earthquake. The comes a tsunami, later on, peace and rebuilding on ground zero emotional area. Any emotional support you may need post on here, many of us are a true support in difficult moments. I would have had much...

Sorry for telling you that, yes it is a form of abuse almost certainly. As you probably removed the part in your conscious memory, where facts went "further". In any case, a mother joking with genitals of 15yo son, is NOT normal. I think you are watching at the tip of the iceberg. Sleeping with...

I think the end goal is to lead white people in their own countries, to become psychologically subdued to invaders. All this is backed up by media and jewish magick, so those people have no real power on their own, but their backup energies have power. What happened has the only aim to put you...

I personally think, there is too much attention to this "non-sex-avoid-horgasm" fact over the forum, I did not study in deep this matter but sounds not good to me. Especially in times where the jews want the White Male to be knocked down. I wonder if any muslim immigrant in Western countries...

Due to few time available, I only today could read some pages on islamicevil website. I a truly impressed, this is high quality work and is really getting to the point, my congratulations for the excellent work!!!

Thanks for this post, you give me a good idea for my advancement, working to "tune out" the general vibe - not easy for me at this stage.

I think the astral vibes are related to the place where you live, too. For many reasons I visited different countries in my life and I perceive them in a very different way each other. Some of them like feel like better vibes, due to better social organization and respect and less worries...

I have seen bats around for a while, then I realized I was getting some help from the Demon Allocer, whose animal is bat. His plant is also sage, and I was seeing sage as well I received unexpected and very critical and important help from Lord Allocer, so I take this post to manifest again a...

OK. Please note, I experienced on myself similar problems like yours, so I talk by experience though I am not nor a psychologist nor an expert. Also, I tend to over-worry about others being abused in their childhood, as I was; but frankly you show many signs of this possibility. Having a strong...

Nothing really, it comes natural. Except, doing RTRs in a quiet and safe place, where you will not be interrupted by some random people coming in. You may find some resistance in your own mind at first (not that often indeed), so the more you do RTRs, the more they will flow naturally and easily.

I support all said in previous posts about cleaning and meditations, to overcome issues. But there is also a physical and mental part you need to do, as I have direct experience on overcoming traumas I learned that. I'll try to relate useful facts, sorry for being straight, but I am right, your...

The body needs to be exposed at direct sunlight for a few minutes each day - as possible - to produce enough Vitamin D. I do not know if this can be linked to meditation problems. As said we need more details. I experienced internal struggle with my programmed side of the mind, preventing...

I am no expert on stars lives, but I see a pattern like being brought into a giant energy vortex, that is the jewish owned media industry. As soon some gifted persons with mental hangups and problems are found (in case they do not have the jews will make sure to enslave them with sexual abuse...

The more I look to john lennon the more I see a jew in his traits, face, front, nose, eyes and attitude. I think he was jew. Just listening the words of "Imagine" he put into people's heads the borderless nations idea that is trying to manifest today. This sounds really sounds like a mass...

Or you removed a personal curse that comes from the jews? Just wondering

In rare case it happens that you "love" or admire a person because your will has been subdued and/or you have a sort of mutual link between chakras so that the other person (possibly a psychic vampire) can influence your feelings. I feel very proud and powerful after each RTR so, I wonder you...

Don't loose the opportunity to build a life that is worthy living and learn the Truth! In 2 years your train might have left and you are still at the station... if you cannot register, you can read. And post anonymously as you did here!

It seems from your other posts that you discovered yourself what happens. That the xian go mad.

We just took your first posts seriously, as we are serious here, and give a chance to new people. If you are playing with us, this won't work for long. Just be serious yourself, and remember you may have a unique possibility in your life, right in front of your eyes. You may have come here for...

You being here is a ray of sun in the darkness for both you and us. For you, because your fate gave to you a unique possibility to learn the very Truth that you find on here. Few people are so brave to come here. For us, because it means our efforts to bring people to see the Truth and...

Years ago, i brought some goods at home from my family house to my own house in a box. I started to have problems dreaming and felt a negative energy around that I was unable to banish. Inside that box my parents put a xian relic that was quite old in my family, and I was unaware. Many people...

Magnesium as a supplement should be of help in this. Also it helps to reduce fatigue and is highly consumed by the body, when I first used it, I felt a sort of relief.

Neptune will be in Aries soon so not that strong, this is good. As Neptune transit in Pisces are very consuming, and long, depending where they hit - at least in my experience. So possibly transit would be not that hard as you expect. Regarding karmic seeds I don't have much to add, no expert...

Oh I forgot. Tendency to give pleasure to the partner instead of yourself, my be in your natal planets, but is another red flag for abuse. Infact, a child does not feel any pleasure in abuse, but is teached to give pleasure to another person. This often happens in non-violent abuse, with mind...

Don't worry about being anonymous, here we do not judge, mock or play games, we take things seriously. I always had a sexual mess in my life, I'm male and I had intercourse with males in teens as I was abused as a kid and my unconscious mind was very confused - I think this has to do with...

Similar vibration no. I did not mean that (damn Mercury RX!!), I meant with similar problems. Similar vibration would maybe be a SS?

Are you somehow broken yourself in some ways? Just wondering, as we seem to attract people with similar vibrations, if it's a sort of magnetic attraction to bring broken people to you. This happens to me, I often attract people with similar problems as me. And observing them sometimes helped me...

In addition to all said here, I protect my house with Algiz rune on external walls, programming with affrirmations to repel negative energies from the whole house. I do it daily as a part of my routing and I noticed with time energies tend to get permanent. But if the source of negativity is...

I also share with you, the desire to not having to do with "externals", they are a waste of time and only interested in stupid things - unless some rare exceptions that you do not easily find and meet. So I understand what you mean. No social media for me too, I feel OK living this way, mind is...

Guilt. A powerful destruction tool. When a person feels deeply guilt, because of internal problems, early life/past lives traumas, or lack of self value and esteem, may unconsciously take actions to further feed the sense of guilt. It's a sort of circle, that sometimes happens. In case you have...

It seems that you are starting to feel "not ok" to him and trying to be and appear better, so he wopuld not be mad a you. This is a sign his influence is negative for you and he is probably being a psychic vampire to you, though he probably does this unconsciously. à I would start with binding...

I have this thought in mind since weeks: mass migration of islamic people, who under all aspects want to islamize western countries, is and can be considered a formal act of war from the inside. As local islamic governments are allowing this, this may trigger a strong reaction. I have always...

I think you are on a good path, after acknowledging problem and limitations, you now feel enraged. Rage is a strong switch to bring you forward and overcome internal (or external, enemy) resistance that is preventing you to do more. Or, better said, to have a stronger dedication to Satan, if I...

To my experience this kind of gifts are used to open a subliminal door to the "victim", as you will be unconsciously grateful to the jew while wearing the bracelet regardless its origin. If this bracelet reminds you of something of your past (or even a past life) you may be unconsciously opening...

Yes you can use RTR against someone, if the target is a jew it will work even better. You can just visualize the target person as destroyed, or whatever is your scope, when affirming the third part of the RTR, as this is specifically addressed to the jewish power and spiritual protection - so...

I am no expert, but I like psychology and observing social behaviors. The answer I gave to this, is that they simply behave in the same way their parents treated them as children, with negativity, over-critic, diminishing and punishing actions, that is vary typical of xian education. Also...

Living in very high level societies like North Europe, Australia, Japan, Switzerland, etc. may be challenging if you are living in a very lower country. I mean, if you are living in Africa or Middle East, even South America, you will be perceived as an immigrant because you are from another race...

I think there is a middle range. If you like to stimulate yourself with naked pictures or men/women showing themselves to turn you on, I do not see anything wrong. This is not porn but erotic imagines or even videos. Porn is jewed, so it's best to avoid it. Simple nudity to help your fantasies...

I can add that, hang-ups or childhood trauma (if any!) may affect sexuality. Of course this is again linked to 2nd chakra, fire and Mars energies, but there is a chance it is your mind blocking your erection for unknown reasons (to me, your unconscious well knows why). This can also come from...

I can add, on the physical level, practicing a sport that requires to reach long-term goals helps. For example running for 5-10 Km in (X) minutes or weight-lifting (X) kg as a goal, help to build consistency as you will need to train many times to reach your goals and you cannot stop training...

I have seen a natal chart of a person with Saturn in almost exact opposition to natal Mercury, and this person had persistent problems in the neck area that should be governed by Mercury and Throath Chakra, so I assume yes the chakra is weakened.

I know a person whose name is related to Mars (I won't go in details). This person is a literal crazy person being overwhelmed by Mars energies, like aggressiveness, lack of control, and is way obsessed with military and martial stuff. Though this may be due to natal planets (I do not know...

As far as I can say, based on my experience, it may have happened something very bad in your childhood or previous life (most likely according to your description), in a place with sunflowers. So a part of your subconscious mind, unable to understand the whole situation, when you see a...

Don't forget physical help, like supplements. To help recover joints you may take glucosamine and/or collagen, they help this kind of tissue to renew. Also some extra vitamins, as the healing body may need increased quantities for a while.

I think you are young, as you live with your parents, so you can say that you lost interest and now you are buddhist ? Everythinbg that is accepted and compatible with meditation if you are caught meditating or doing yoga. They will think you did something "stupid" because you are young...

It's quite normal, it may be both the enemy and a reaction of your own mind. With time this fill slowly fade away and your mind will be focused on advancement, and you may become immune to this. Try to ignore that thoughts, in case they are heavy call for your Guardian Demon even if you don't...

Cobgratulations and a warm welcome to a Satanic new life!

I have seen chains in my soul too, they can be attached to chakras or any other area, even to organs or physical body though chains are on the astral plane (so attached to the astral imprint of the physical body). I also experienced hurt in the point where chains were placed, while meditating on...

Being overstressed may happen, I sometimes take a day or two break from spiritual war and heavy rituals/activities to recharge and have fun. Well, rituals work, I think on the long run. Just observe WW2 and Hitler decade of rule. The world you are living in today, with high wealth and power and...

Are you sure this person is good for you? That can be your GD preventing you to damage yourself with a wrong relationship. Or, that person has a stronger aura and mind than yours.

I can add eating organic (low or zero pesticides) may be expensive, but organic cereals are not too expensive compared to standard food so it's way worth to buy them. Switzerland promoted a vote for electing organic farming as the only legal farming, but this did not pass for a few votes. I...

I agree. I used to drink 2-3 per day many years ago and I noticed later, that was too much. I did the same, many years ago, as most people do - take coffee on daily basis (2,3 or more) otherwise you are tired and slow in reactions. This is a sign of slight addiction. When I quit caffeine I felt...

It seems to me there is not. But things do not exist until someone builds them... I think there is room for a new language forum and translators here!

I can add, this may be related to third chakra. Solar Chakra is the chakra of will, and if you have obstacles to your meditation, overcoming them requires a high amount of willpower. So I suggest to strengthen the 3rd chakra with Runes like Sowilo or solar mantras like Suryae or Raum, vibrated...

It's not a scheme, it's reality. Satanic energy is immense, it comes from the Powers of Hell, whose "head" is Satan. Satan's has a giant amount of energy that reaches all the worlds of the universe under His dominion (and probably more, I can't say). As you associate with Satanism (or any other...

Sometimes things are perfectly normal but we can perceive them "our way". If you feel it's a bit odd how you always fall into sunshine (this is not the Sun following you, this is you unconsciously reaching areas under sunshine, in case), this may be your unconscious need to recharge your aura...

If people are getting sick easily (provided it is true, it seems so) I think it's due to rebounds of covid vaccines. I do not think food can be manipulated specifically to hurt a race, but food rich of chemicals, preservatives and highly refined may cause damages on the long run. Some...

That's a great job Congratulations! With the islamic plague used by the jews to destroy western society, now that xianity is barely dead, this effort was truly needed!

I quitted coffee many years ago and I feel better, because I tend to be nervous and rich of air element, so caffeine is not my friend. Mine is personal choice but I think caffeine over-boosts the logic/male side of the brain and pushes to over-activity and overthinking (this is just how I...

Sorry if you feel alone. I know loneliness and may be hard, but also, a time to look inside yourself in silence. If you want to correct this situation, first it is advisable to look for the causes. - Have you any Planet or configuration in your Natal Chart showing you are a loner? If yes, you...

When you say "I met a person" do you mean recently or have you a long story with this person? Going to live with a person you barely not know may be dangerous, also you are much younger. If you want to live your family and stay far from them, you may have some serious reasons. As you said "this...

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What happens to me is that my inner voice is "subdued" by those sub-personalities, and cannot freely express. So maybe is it happening the same to the author of this thread? Just wondering, he may bot be talking about his inner voice.

I also think high heels are symbolic of the woman "trying to get higher" or indeed, showing she needs heels to be "higher" thus a form of instilled-social-inferiority compensation. I noticed they are not used by more advanced society in terms of women freedom, independence and higher social...

This is a question I asked myself several times, is it normal? But it happens. Having a sort of sub-personality is due to heavy traumas that caused the mind to "split" to avoid too painful situations for the conscious mind. This is what psychologist say. I learned that my sub-personalities have...

If the jews want to kill Trump, it's a good sign they lost control over him somehow and they fear him!

What you describe, sounds very Plutonian as Pluto is extreme obsession. There are chances Pluto is in strong aspect to your Venus or has a Libra/7th house heavy influence. Not only the planets but also mind attitude may change our behavior, and I studied we tend to love and seek love in the...

If you did not detach her from your chakras, most likely you still have some spiritual links to her, so if you think intensely to her this may cause her to have more recurring thought about you, right when you wrote the post. It depends on your aura's strength. I once have been successful during...

I was thinking that the JoS is getting older, and some less young people might die due to aging, so we would have some funerals in the community in the next years, when I found your thread. What to say. I am sorry for the way you know of this, for illness, I do not know if you are old or young...

I fully agree, this is very important. The excessive use of technology lead to something that I perceive like a giant egregore (probably mass mind itself) creating anxiety and frenetic online activities, once you link to this "let's see what I can find online" vortex, consciously or even...

It seems you only suffered a setback, and now you are coming back stronger in your faith. I think your dedication was never interrupted, it is permanent.

Oh I forgot to add. You mother refuses surgery, because if she heals, she won't have the guilt power on you. There wouldn't be a reason to keep you at her service. My friend, had the very same problem : perpetually ill with no will to heal, to be always cared. So much xian.

According to what you say, you for sure have many childhood traumas from your (abusive) mother, leading to your current sexual/affection problems. I learned that, we tend to think we should be loved as we have been loved in early childhood. So it's normal you fear women as you unconsciously...

I am short of time but, just try to see things this way. What is constantly pushing you to break? Is there any internal or external (parents, negative influences, strong xians) attached to his aura and soul bringing him far from you? I have seen many people returning to their families with a...

Apologize for typo, I meant justice is NOT always possible (in physical and legal ways).

100% agree. And thanks for posting this, as I also sometimes need to hear this, to not let my mind falter and think to "let it go" without any form of revenge (as justice is now always possible). I have spent months under therapy. I was guided to the right therapist, with extended experience in...

I often feel like you, possibly we share similar traumas, or so. I feel a giver, and I am only now learning to take care of myself, slowly, and hardly. I found that, each time I try to help a damaged person who had problems similar to mine, I end up helping myself too. Each time I write a...

I am always both sad and happy when I read similar messages. Sad for what happened (I share similar life experience, abuse and trauma, surfacing later in life), happy because I meet a person who has the will, power and strength to resist, live and oppose to sexual abuse to heal and break free...

According to what you describe, this girl popping out from nowhere with strange behavior is a good sign your magick worked, even if in apparently odd way. Or, did this happen not by coincidence to trigger some reactions in you ? Yes, a women liked you. You have been found sexually attractive...

Key points, really. It is touching how some people even think to waste their lives into nothingness, this should never happen. I know this is an inside pulse, sometimes it is hard to overcome or even get up as someone said. It is touching people having this kind of deep problems, still have the...

Just to add information, I planned a Munka work with next waning Moon. I will do for 90 days as it seems a very rooted problem. Will post outcomes, I expect some crazy things to manifest (maybe not?) while doing this operation.

I had the thought it's a karmic problem, coming from the inside rather than outside. I'll try. This intensifies when some family member is around (was around, now I cut them off) or sending bad energies to me, for conflict. Not everything. I love water flowing sound and it relaxes me a lot...

I often had a noisy neighborhood since I was a kid, but on a smaller degree. Strange events happen in my life since ever. Let's say I rent a flat in a quiet place, some weeks/months later a new neighbor comes in and out of the blue plays music in the evening at such a loud volume it can be heard...

I wish to add, something related to my experience. Behavioral patterns are from karma, family, etc. but also the physical mind has a role in them. People learn most behavioral patterns at young age, let's say up to 5 or 6 years old, and those reflects in the rest of their life. Also emotional...

I meant "they think" non stink. Well xians may also stink indeed... :D

The fact they stink NWO is to be fought, is a good sign our RTR work and people are very slowly waking up. Possibly they think the NWO is Nazism or other bullshits so they don't fight the jews. They are spiritually useless but their ego can be steered against the enemy. Just try to tell them the...

I am not a doctor, so you need to follow medical advices from your doctor. But, I was prescribed with a similar medicine. I just took only one pill because I was curious to know the effects. That was pure shit and yes, meditation was much more difficult and the mind was in a numbness state like...

I just would like to add, as you seem a very emotional person, that - if you suffered any kind of trauma that is emerging, you will need to talk about this to someone. I have been in therapy for months and it was helpful, so I'd think about this in the future. Good luck with your recovery and...

I think may Runes may help, depending on what you want to cause. As you describe two "aggressive" Runes with high destructive power, I think the use of Uruz may increase those effects depriving the target of self-defense male energies.

If you do this, Satan would not be that happy in my opinion. Imagine you are the father of a your person, who all of a sudden suicides. While that person discussed his problem with you before, and you tried to help (Father Satan always tries to help us out of problems, but this may take some...

Just make sure your family is really negative. Only you have the answer, but this may be the case. I struggle since decades to detach from my family. I slowly progress and every year I feel more "free", in steps. I am not the most expert on here, but I have quite long experience here. A first...

Don't worry. Starting the Satanic path may be like igniting and engine that has been stuck for years, i.e. your Soul, so this may cause some up and downs. I suggest, you explain in short Ritual to Satan, what you are afraid of. If you were a father and you had a kid, would you dislike your kid...

I will have a look. I get easily confused recently with new information (out of my main concerns, psychology and mind at now), thanks anyway.

I am no expert here, I am a man and I have no kids. But I have the feeling, this is due to low energies in the mother, as possibly the mother sends a lot of spiritual energies to the kid, to sustain his early weeks. Normally depression is caused by low general energies in own soul. Hope this helps.

I often read in the forum about Qi but I haven't been able to understand much, for lack of time and also low mental ability to focus on new facts, my fault unfortunately, Can you please help to understand in easy words how this is related to extreme fatigue and how to fix ? Thanks!

I think it was Mars Square This is a clear sign you have repressed traumas and felt guilty. I had the very same feeling when I understood, it was NOT my fault! A deep joy and relief, as never felt before. I am happy for you as you reach this point; in my own experience, this is the starting...

I am a bit short of time but I'll get back on this thread, in case. As per what you say, it seems you are new on here and seeking desperately help somewhere. This "religious group" is indeed the True Religion of humanity since millennia, before xianity/islam put the Ancient Gods in a temporary...

Same here, but is' NOT true most of the times. This often happens to children who have not been loved, or whose parents were not able to show love to them because of their lack of empathic feelings, because the person builds an idea that he is not to be loved, and this idea lasts for life if not...

Sorry I missed a sentence Also, do NOT give up, I know it's hard, as if you are close to overcome a step, you would fall back to do this climb again,

I am sorry for your hard times, suffering and feeling overwhelmed for no apparent reason, is really destabilization of the self to say the least. You seem like an exhausted muscle that will soon grow stronger (like in weight lifting). You are probably lifting a big weight out of your mind/soul...

Somewhere in this world, there is someone most powerful than him, as I said. You can be guided to this solution if you ask. You are not alone, with Satan. Never, even if you feel alone - and this will happen - you are not. Remember this in dark days.

That's very important advice. In a previous post, I said that sometimes a person has not enough power to escape a blocking situation like this. If moving out is overpowering you, you may ask help to a person who can protect you. A friend, a partner. Just ask the Gods to send you the correct...

Hello. Let me say, you are a very lucky person. Most SS found Satan when they are ready, and you are very young so you have the whole life in front of you under the Satanic light! Had I found Satan at 17 years old, I would not have trashed a part of my life. You have the true and sound chance...

That happened to me so many years ago, before even Dedicating to Satan. It happened on few occasions with no apparent pattern, with 2 women, both of them were sexually tuned and sex was good. This disappeared after a while, it happened during the first weeks/months of the relationship, but one...

It depends on your planets, energies, and attitude. There are strongly sexual people and people with lower pulse. There is no "how often" rule. Do you feel ok once a month? Or is it too low ? Try to listen yourself. Also, I often read on here about not masturbating too much. OK, nothing in...

Love is not to be found anywhere and in any person you date, this happens quite rarely I think. OK. The first point to found love, is to be loving yourself. This may sound a bit odd but, if you do not love yourself, you will attract people with empty feelings towards you, or you will project on...

As said, seek medical help as soon as possible as you need that, or go the the nearest hospital to claim immediate assistance as not urinating may be damaging. Later on, if you have back problems and back pains, you may want to see a chiropractor to help fixing spinal or related problems (if any).

Yes this may happen with intense spiritual efforts, I think you found high resistance to your freeing work. As soon as energies are recovered and restored, most likely you will feel uplifted and better as a result.

I think it does not matter too much. However, observing the Demons' Rituals we have been recently doing, I see Sowilo is often placed in the middle of two runes - like rune Sowilo rune.

I am not in position to tell what Satan thinks on His behalf, and i had no direct answers on this matter. What I perceive personally is, there would be some losses to save the most part of people. Some people are really beyond repair as facts like pedophilia, rapism, violence, murder for no...

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OK, with "molested" I assume you are talking about sex assault. First of all : calm down. Yes there is God and is Satan himself! You are listened, you are cared here. No reason to panic, escape, die or whatever. Observe. Sexual abuse happens to much more people than we may even wonder, in...

It seems getting worst, mainly for NPCs. It strongly depends where you live as if you live in Iceland people would be much more socially kind and cooperative, than if you live in Qatar or infested countries. I am quite empathic so I tend to be influenced by energies around me, so my environment...

Calm down, I perceive from your words, you feel internal desperation. Imp lover, I did not follow your actions in the forum, but I assume what OI argedco lucifitas says. What I think, is you - may - have a full throttle internal confusion, with different pulses into your unconscious mind...

I fully agree. I can add, sometimes chakra blockages come with some minor physical problems interrupting the energy flow. In case you need, seeing a chiropractor to fix this may be of help (meditation is paramount and basic, here).

It is incredibly encouraging, the more I see how things are going for Us and the growth and potential of the JoS, the more I feel happy and satisfied! There was a time where I thought, the JoS would have been similar to Hitler, lasting a few years to hit and accomplish, but I see I was so wrong...

I was thinking to this, as I am not enough young to have any children and I did not procreate. Mostly because, unconsciously I thought being a kid is an awful and terrible situation, so I did never manage to have one. Once possible and ready (first I need to take care of myself lol), I am...

Thanks for this Sermon HPs Lydia! I strongly detest the media and their "family" attitude. It's over-fake. I want to add: the jewish movies always push the family attitude to the extreme. People love their kids, in different ways, but in most movies the father/mother would barely kill anyone in...

This kind of people are weak people, in truth. There is nothing in common with exploiters and highly sexual people who have a very intense (normal) sexual life. Rapist are shit. They do not act under high sexual pulse, but they merely want to subdue, enslave and destroy mind and body of another...