Honestly felt quite shy doing this ritual. Haven't had that kind of reaction to these rituals for our Gods before.

Regardless of any information one wants to share in the forums, we must always be careful of subconscious bias based in negative experiences or traumas, karma, etc. Naturally, because of this, one can end up speaking form a "negative" place when writing said information, laying down personal...

Thank you guys, hope you all enjoyed the Summer Solstice rituals!

Then you have heard exactly the energy I put into it, Ramier. I was singing this in my head as I wrote it. Thank you... very much.

I saw, and responded.

You seem upset with me, so I scrolled back through the comments to see what I missed… If you’re referring to these two comments: Frankly… as I type this I still haven’t read them in their entirety. I saw the one where you told me to ignore something you had said in a comment before it first...

Perhaps that is a more wise way of looking at it. Both my Demon lover and Jrvan are my family. To me at least, it's like creating a small family unit together. I trust them completely and I am treated just as important to them as anyone else they love in their life. Labels of what the...

I know what I need to do. It's called RTR's and advancing before I idiotically bring children into a low quality of life. Stop harassing people with your dogma and bullshit, Jack, and start doing something productive with your time.

The Lost and the Bull: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=73738 Mountain Goat: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=75175

Where the mountain goat Grazes on its own Waiting for the rain to come And sweeten up the brush Listen to the wild wind It’s howling through the stone And I see the light of gold Ready to make a rainbow Kiss me through the night My dearest Moon Share the stories you’ve gathered When the Sun...

Let's liven things up a little. This is you in a nutshell: https://youtu.be/3s5xsVHOJQs

I'll be totally honest here. Using the term "pair bonding" to try to explain away why people can't feel that "first time" feeling in love anymore, sounds like an excuse based in fear to avoid facing and healing the pain they're carrying in their heart from past bad experiences and heartbreak.

How many people have gotten their heartbroken, by anyone? A cheater. An abuser. A general toxic person who wouldn't do better. Someone who just ignored you and used you. A play boy/girl. A slut. A manwhore. "Women are like this, that's why I can't get a wife!" "Men are like this, that's why I...

I should clear the air on some things before more confusion and misunderstanding happens. From what I can remember, you weren't the first person to bring up this idea of "pair-bonding", and then it just became a thing people referred to. It seems to often be used to justify putting unnecessary...

Good comment. Just coming to touch on this: The thing about being more vulnerable to abuse is a very real thing that happens sometimes in inexperienced relationships, and I'm glad you mentioned that being an issue. That's something people don't understand very well. Without experience, you can...

You know what... never mind. These things go on in the same mind numbing wasteful loops, no matter how many times they pop up. Threads like this is just to confuse and frustrate people, and distraction.

You can see this in Hypatia, Cleopatra and other prominent figures of the Ancient world. The Egyptians had Pharaoh women now and then as, it could be more rare, but some women came up with indispensable abilities and leadership. We are obviously not talking about feminist, cuck and such. We are...

Couldn't agree more. It's just a gross cycle of a jewish shit pipe. The longer we hate each other and try to control each other with nonsense and forced ideas, going down rabbits holes of bullshit solutions and false blame, the longer the enemy's corruption continues to draw breath and infect...

Pfft, yeah. It's just a study on flies. Just like they studied other animals before seeing if they can push things on people. If people believe this crap it'll steam-roll into a pile of shit as always and become about humans. The OP already applied the study to humans on their own without the...

My education wasn't in the US.

Something I've tried that seems to be effective is you can go over to the Demons page in the joyofsatan.org site, focus on a Demons sigil that you feel could be your Guardian and silently ask them if they are your Guardian, and ask the Demon if they can "push" on your chest to indicate a "yes"...

Doesn't look like that's what they're saying at all. You don't need to say anything about your thoughts on such subjects in school in order to avoid it. You can literally say something as simple as "this subject is too upsetting for me. Can I please leave the room? / I want to leave the room."...

Lemon Ginger Cookies (these reminded me of the Summer Solstice, like little suns): https://sallysbakingaddiction.com/lemon-ginger-cookies/

Personally, I think this is well said and I agree with you here.

Sure did. I felt a spot in my head about an inch or so towards the back of the head from the crown get really hot. After, there was heat that spread through my shoulders and back, and right at the end of the ritual my Solar plexus chakra got hot as well. When I woke up this morning, my soul...

My favorite times of the year these are. It's exciting to finally be able to do a ritual for Lord Azazel. Something I've wondered, since countries of other areas of the world will be in winter currently so having their Winter Solstice, whereas here it's the Summer Solstice - how does this work...

Fantastic! I'm very glad there is now a page for this (looking very nice btw). I understand now why my Demon guided me to use certain numbers for my affirmations in workings. Hail Lord Beelzebul! Hail Lord Azazel!

Did her account get taken over or something? This doesn't sound like Sundara from how she's spoken before.

This is probably going to sound a little odd, but if one is skilled enough in this a person can sense their own body or another's body and hone in on what region in the world their bloodline has come from. I've accidentally done this a couple times, and it's been freakishly accurate. I don't...

The Summer Solstice is around the corner, and is a good day for cursing, so I'm excited to see what sort of schedule may be organized for such a time. Recently, I felt a push to use the runes for strengthening and building my aura much more strongly than what I was doing before, from my Demon...

The cards for this deck probably should be looked at with caution, if one looks more closely at what they've done with stylizing the words on the cards after the runes. Some of them are placed backwards or upside down to spell out the words, and one card is depicting the Hagl rune on the man's...

Thank you for making such a post at this time, HP Hoodedcobra.

Thank you :) Hvítr Ormr. Happy to share them.

Your comment here reminds me of this from one HP's older sermons: "... Musculinity, at least the Aryan one I can talk of, does not imply beating women, treating others like trash, being a disorderly "revolutionary punk", being senselessly aggressive, illiterate, a dumbo, or acting like a...

I see, thank you for the additional information, and sating my learning mind. I wanted to ask because I think HPS Maxine said something about the first house with a Saturn transit is one of the worst times in a person's life, so it made me wonder what would happen if a person had both that kind...

Seems the silence has been ringing on too long Crashing waves have gone on but I couldn't hear them I see them washing over my feet but I didn't feel it I watch the sea gulls fly above my head, but I couldn't see what they see The sand is beneath my feet made from bones and shells The texture...

Got it. My base chakra has shown a lot of improvement through Thurisaz clearing and cleaning, so it seems working on Pluto karma just tipped the fragile balance I had currently going. Given my placement, that makes total sense. Thank you, JG Blitz.

I think I'm becoming more sensitive to the energies and thoughts of others in the world. When I'm physically near people, I see flashes of their intentions and thoughts in my head and feelings of people's perspectives. I see this world in others eyes, and I get hit with overwhelming sense of...

One swing of the pendulum to the next. That is the game of the enemy they distract gentiles with while they still live and destroy everything. Neither side of that pendulum is a solution to the problem at hand. Otherwise we simply continue the cycle of losing gentiles to the enemy plans. If...

I’d certainly like to write more. My poems kind of just come by inspiration and emotions, which makes them a bit “random” as to what will come through in the poem itself. So at some point given the chances of things, I’ll probably be inspired again for something like that, yes.

For those with a first house placed natal Saturn, how will things be different from a normal Saturn return?

Not at all, please feel free to. That really means a lot to me. Thank you, Sundara 🌸

Thank you, Charlotte :)

I haven’t seen any one advocate against having children. What I’ve seen is reasonable explanations as to why it’s very hard to have a family. We advocate that people work on themselves and advance. There are many sermons by our HP that speak of the beauty of childbirth, that encourage women to...

I haven’t seen any one advocate against having children. What I’ve seen is reasonable explanations as to why it’s very hard to have a family. We advocate that people work on themselves and advance. There are many sermons by our HP that speak of the beauty of childbirth, that encourage women to...

Projection: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=71995 A New Circle: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=72748 One Hour: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=73553

Tomorrow is a dream I fight for Today, just another passing hour Filled with a record of memories Written in the seconds and moments. I take them for granted They are fleeting and don't stay With two of each inside An internal war between balance and the insane. Between drowning in the past...

Therapy has a lot of bad rap. but when you expand the bigger picture to everything that's in this society and different countries, many things that would otherwise be good for people are turned into sometimes useless or damaging things simply because of the enemy getting their hands in it...

Lion, roar. Thundering of the cats paw. Eagle, flying. Picking off all the rodents scurrying. I’ve heard so many times; “You don’t know what you’re saying,” If only they knew… The world is layered in a deep blue. Bring on the arrows, I will survive. Can you see this will never die? The...

Unfortunate incident....? Are you kidding? Holy shit, dude. Aside from fucking up this person's life completely, I don't think you've got a clue as to what things like this do to a person's soul. You haven't just ruined her life in this lifetime, she's going to be dealing with this well into...

I once tried to explain to my parents the connections between all the different things that have happened, and how none of it is random. I got radio silence for about a month. Anytime I try to warn them of what all this is, they say nothing to me or claim I'm listening to the wrong news.

I've had time to meditate on my original comments towards Jack, while there isn't actually anything wrong with the question itself (though maybe the wording of it could be better), I understand and acknowledge that because that kind of question was coming from me (and my personal history with...

Thank you. Your email is the one in the [location] of your profile? Yes, we often bounce thoughts off each other and regularly talk about our experiences. It's just a personal habit of my own that I stay close with Jrvan even here on the forums, and give my own thoughts I desire to give on...

If it's alright with you, may I speak with you privately, if you have the time?

Both trust and respect are meant to be earned. You don’t come across as someone very willing to earn either of them, rather claim it through force and “persuasion”. These are selfish and disrespectful conditions for a “good interaction” or whatever you want to call it. Lowering oneself to be...

Not too long ago when working with my GD, he said to me “We’re a team.” when referencing my relation to him, and how he helps and guides me through things.

I know what I want now. To continue my work for our Gods, and live free.

Just from how you've approached things in your comment here, I'm in agreement with what Sister Lydia said under the announcement post for the library. You're definitely a good pick for this.

I guess it was foolish of me to hope that I could approach you in any capacity as an SS sister, even after how well our last interaction went when you shared some of your knowledge. I'm not here for a fight, despite the subconscious guard I have against you. I want to know, genuinely, if I can...

Yes, Ansuz would be good for clearing away obstacles in the way of a healthy friendship. I’m not overly familiar with how the runes work but you could work with Ansuz, Sowilo, and Wunjo as a 3 rune working to remove these obstacles, but keeping the number of repetitions to a minimum. I’m not...

I think you might want to look at this from a different angle without the impulsive damage control, VoE. Yes, I have all the right to have a thorn in my side regarding Jack. Right now, this is not part of this, and hasn't been since you assured me that such things were being addressed in the...

Do you consider yourself a good role model in showing the level of respect those of the clergy, JG, and fellow members of the JoS deserve?

Not outside the JoS, no. But here it can, if people are willing to make that change, and realize the current mindset isn't beneficial to anyone's growth or the community.

Thank you for the information. I didn't recognize you for a moment there, you changed your name.

Honestly, above any problems here that arise from enemies and infiltrators, issues from people with karma, unbalanced egos, etc… above all typical infighting and arguments that occur, the most common type of fighting that I’ve witnessed and experienced here is that between sisters and brothers...

I use pure copper water bottles and maifan stones to keep drinking water as clean as we can afford, while also remineralising the water. I keep a couple of the maifan stones in large glass jars with water, and let it sit for a couple hours, then transfer the water into the copper bottles, and...

By any chance, are you frustrated that people don’t listen to your advice, nor consider you as someone who is high enough to be “listened to” for their knowledge (in an authoritative way)? Especially the whole crypto business, relationships, and other such things that are personal choices? This...

Most kids these days and for a long time have attempted desperately to make themselves someone else. You see a hero in a movie, or a cool character in a book, a celebrity, that popular person in school... suddenly they don't want to be themselves, and improve upon themselves. For all intents and...

It stems from enemy teachings, like xianity with the original sin. Those teachings are why so many think of periods as a curse, filthy, etc.

It's nice to see you, HPS Shannon! When you say keeping the blood clean, does this mean clean from toxins and such?

The Spleen 6 point is nice to use, I remember you recommend that point on my other health thread. I don't use it too often otherwise it starts hurting for whatever reason, it seems to be quite sensitive for me, like it's bruised sometimes.

TCM really is something else. It always seems like it gives a richer perspective to health approaches and life. Thank you for sharing this :)

Something interesting I'm noticing about the JoS binding spell, at least from my own experiences, is that, in a strange way it acts to almost "undo" or "reject" things that have been done to you by the person you are binding. Say for example, in the case of someone sending you negative energy.

Here's a good one from JG Blackdragon666 from the Blacks for Satan forum: Don't Just Sit There, Do Something Brightspace666, I enjoyed this one of yours. I think it lays things out in a nice manner for new comers: Positive Mentality - Knowledge Of Joy Of Satan Shadowcat, there's also a few...

Thanks to working with a lot of Venus related negative karma, and karma and conditioned feelings/thoughts in general relating to being a female, I've finally landed on sorting through the topic of... well, bleeding, and healing this on a more mental/emotional level (still working through things...

:lol: Looks like we had the same idea for Nakedpluto's post.

If there's someone sending negative energy or curses at oneself, it's not something you're going to easily miss. The late Aldric sent a blast of negative crap my way once the day he got booted from the forums. Not fun. Sometimes it can be excessive feelings of depression that suddenly hits you...

Thank you, BrightSpace666 :)

Haha, they are often quite suggestive. I guess that's only natural with how my mind and perspective of the world is like. This is one that was slightly inspired by that song 'Scarborough Fair'. Though it's not always easy to see, the poems are all describing different emotions and feelings...

I'm very happy to hear this. <3 I see you've been reading a lot of them lately, my inbox was buzzing with all your comments this morning :lol:

:D lovely!! This is really sweet, Shiva666.

That's awesome :) have fun! Haha, if anyone wants to, the parts where it says "thrum-thrum-thrum" can be replaced with the gentle beating of an actual drum. As I was writing it, this is how I personally heard it sound.

No problem, happy to be of help. Blues are tricky in nightmode, since the orange light of nightmode is the opposite color to blue, so it ends up muting it when mixed. You've definitely done a great job getting around that. :)

On mine, yes, it does. It seems the shade of the orange is slightly more to the "yellow" side of the spectrum rather than red, so in nightmode it warms to a nice rich orange color, and the red is still bright. The eyes pick up on it well with and without nightmode. :) The yellow of the title...

I honestly think your post about kindness is a really good one. Be careful with your kindness. It opens your soul. These two by Nakedpluto, I think are also very good. Beginners - Not feeling chakras, aura or energy Pyrokinesis and Healing Palms - Personal experience

YES!! I was wondering when an announcement was going to be made. It looks fantastic, and very cleanly formatted. The little detail of being able to use the large red letters to skip back to the top of the library is super handy, too. Both phone and computer versions function very well for the...

Suggestive but also hilariously relevant to the topic :lol:

Aah, that makes sense. (Congrats on your exam!). Crafts really aren't the easiest thing to juggle with meditation and spells, etc, are they? I'm sure we'll get there, haha. I had no idea, that's really cool! Thanks for sharing that little tid-bit with me :D . Now I want to go study more of...

Standing at the foot of my bed A figure like a shadow but not a shadow It looks like me and I am seeing double Like a mirror facing a mirror to create infinity It walks to the door and shows me outside Not my door but a friends door, a neighbors door, a strangers door My feet are light and...

. . . :| I'll repeat myself. If you can’t take criticism and instead choose to turn the discussion back onto the other person to put them down, don’t expect anyone to listen to you when you give “criticism”. If you don’t want to grow and be given awareness of yourself, then don’t force...

Figured as much. No problem, I appreciate it. :)

Oh, you changed your comment. Thank you for the further elaboration.

Good thing it's transiting the tail-end of Capricorn then. Though that makes me wonder how it'll affect Aquarius. I'd imagine it will bring huge changes to freedoms and technology. (Still trying to understanding astrology...)

You could use these, as they directly apply to you: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=71866 https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=249443#p249443

I think that sort of thing would get really messy, as the whole point to gaslighting is convincing the targets (and any bystanders because the more who believe the lie the merrier things are for the gaslighter) that the target is the problem and cause them to question their reality so that the...

Between Now and Then: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=71258 Foreboding Peace: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=71882

Jrvan did what you claim to do yourself - making one aware (in this case, you) of their behavior towards someone else. You don’t seem to like it nor take it very well when people do that to you, but you feel perfectly justified doing it to others and condemn those who try to set you straight...

Thank you, Shadowcat. I’m not sure which post exactly you’re referring to but I remember this one from last year: About Treating People and SS Joining The Forum Given the recent things, figured I may as well use my accumulated argument experiences and advice others have given me, and put it...

I get what you’re saying. But the post isn’t about how to win arguments, that’s not the purpose here. It’s simply to help prevent pointless arguments that could have been avoided from the beginning, just by changing ones approach to them.

Are you able to give some insight on the effect of Pluto being Retrograde in Capricorn atm?

I agree with you. Given some time, I think eventually people will start to naturally think and approach problems in a more balanced way between the physical and spiritual, see the links between the two and how they impact each other - the more they realize and understand just how powerful the...

Ok, found some savory recipes :D Olive Bread: https://sallysbakingaddiction.com/easy-olive-bread/ Kebabs: https://www.foodnetwork.com/grilling/grilling-central-course-mains/articles/50-kebabs Chicken pie: https://sallysbakingaddiction.com/double-crust-chicken-pot-pie/ Mini Quiche...

All the crystal balls are broken The truth is coming out Bleeding across the table Ribbons trailing down to the floor Secrets once kept safe and sound Exploding in fiery exhilaration Nothing you have seen but all you have before Now walks into the light to say “hello” When was my name written...

I remember it quite well. You saw fit to put down AAA because you had a misunderstanding about his advice, and I attempted to help you understand. If this is how you respond to constructive criticism designed to help you have better discussions with people, then I'm done here.

I don't really know anything about servitors, but I think you can achieve something similar with the Fighting Back meditation. It sends whatever negative energies and toxicity that is being sent at you from someone else and returns it back onto them...

If a person is willing to be that way, unfortunately, in the current climate of our world, being "devious" or dishonest tends to get you further in society and the business game than being honest. From what I can understand, it's largely because you're entering a rigged game to begin with. One...

This is probably the weirdest advice I'll ever give but if you're someone who struggles to look others in the eye, and are wanting to do the whole "dominance" thing for whatever reason, you can look at the spot between the persons eye brows or their forehead during conversation. Apparently, it...

From my own experiences and observations, a lot of times arguments and heated discussion needlessly start here in the forums because of a poor approach, poor judgement, thoughtlessness, or a lack of tact or understanding. Imagine approaching a discussion and the first thing you comment to the...

Pretty sure most of the Big M's chairs are either metal or bolted to the floor, anyway. :lol:

Jrvan stated very openly that he did not want a one-on-one personal conversation with you about these things, for good reason. Dahaarkan originally made that suggestion to help out. There was no need for you to lump a couple weeks-worth of emotions towards Jrvan into this thread and speak in a...

I think there are a few transits happening right now. The ones that stick out to me the most are Pluto Retrograde, Jupiter in Aries, Venus in Aries, and Mercury Retrograde.

I would suggest investing your energy into other areas. Psychology, behavior patterns, peacekeeper, exposing "infiltrators" or "harmful" people, managing information shared in the forums, etc, are not your strengths. It seems you try way too hard in these areas, which ends up causing issues for...

What AAA said is actually a psychological thing. He isn't talking about something spiritual strictly. The material world and the spiritual one are interconnected, where one affects the other and vice versa. This part highlighted in bold is actually a real trick you can do to help your mind...

Thank you, Stormborn Warrior :) btw, your profile picture is really cool. The way the dogs are sitting together kinda reminds me of three-headed guard dog of Hell, depicted in the myths.

Maybe I should go looking for some savory recipes to post here, haha. I've heard cookies like that be called ginger snaps. Very yummy.

Doesn't hurt to try it out. Thank you, sister :)

It is thorough enough for my purposes and curiosity. You've revealed a lot here, so I will take my time to meditate on it. If I have any further questions, I'll comment them.

Hahah, savory recipes are welcome as well, of course ;) . I'm just more of a baker so I have baking recipes, and I experiment with dinners so I don't currently have any savory recipes to share, since I just go with intuition for flavors and combinations. lol. :lol: . One of my favorite...

Is it possible that they are working on something in the background, maybe?

Wow, that's so cool! I'm feeling really happy right now, and excited. Just the thought of making home bread with flour like that is warming my soul.

To the SS men here, who hold themselves to quality standards, and treat their SS sisters and women with respect and support, I honor you and am grateful that you are here advancing.

The amount of bs the females here put up with is retarded. But we say one "mean" thing to the boys, or we tell you to hold some basic respect for women, and you idiots have a shit fest. The double standards are appalling. An artificial womb still needs a living ovum from a woman. It's...

Acknowledged. I have been helping Jrvan when he is upset, to offer the energies of his anger to Father Satan to be used against the enemy. Though in the moment at the height of his anger it’s hard for him to think through it clearly. We’re learning as we go, just sometimes it can take a while to...

Sure… During my research it states there are different Brahmin castes, ones of the north and ones of the south of India. Would you be willing to share some of what you know regarding the differences between the north and south castes, maybe a little of the history? I’m also curious about some...

Take the filth of your signature and leave. We hail Satan. No person in their right mind will ever submit to a jewish thoughtform and its ugly teachings.

Oh neat, I recognize that web page! I think I stumbled on that website last year at Beltane looking for cooking ideas, lol. Thank you for linking it :)

I see. That kinda reminds me of old movies and such, where they depict country folk making the flour at old flour mills, and they simply bag it up after grinding it down, and that's it. From the seed and soil, to the final processing, it's all natural. There's a few organic markets locally, so...

The notification for your first quote got buried under a bunch of other ones. I did not see that you had quoted me until now. If you're going to be rude, I won't ask you anything.

As for the whole “men are stronger than women - physically”, this isn’t a justification to have a lower level of respect towards females because of human males being biologically created with the potential to be physically stronger than females. A woman’s body is designed for bearing a child...

The past few weeks have been hard on him. Jrvan hasn’t had a chance to settle down from the last conflicts and meme wars before your comment here. Forgive him for being on edge.

There will be new people and those who don't speak that may find this helpful. One is allowed to share their realizations and thoughts about conditioned ideas and dogma. Many people make rants about things they realize. I don't understand this expectation that one must not think on these things...

No problem, and thank you! That's alright. Like I said, this thread is just here if people want to use any of the recipes posted.

Very nice! I love flatbread. Thank you for sharing :D I tried to google what you are referring to with the biological flour (I've never heard of that before), and found something by the name of Farina Biologica. Correct me if my findings are wrong, it's a type of soft organic flour?

If the only thing anyone has to “get-ya” on is literally just being a landlord, I’d say you’re doing very well for yourself.

Jack, is it alright if I ask you a question? Unrelated to the discussion and arguments at hand. You can feel free to place this in a separate thread if you feel it's necessary.

Greetings, everyone. I'm sure I'm not the only one who struggles with what to cook for the Satanic Holidays to celebrate with feasts and dinners, so I've decided to make a thread where we can explore ideas and post different recipes here for people to use on the Holidays, if they so desire...

If I'm understanding this properly, that would mean that each of us advancing on this path will be at different levels of "immunity" (so to speak). Some might even have a head start from past lives, and for others, perhaps their soul is more experienced in seeing certain types of deception and...

Lord Beelzebul's ritual is wonderful. The first day, I felt crackling all through my spinal cord, and a sense of being freed. The energies left me in a positive high for hours. Happy celebrations to everyone, and enjoy the schedule!

Seems a fair few are having misunderstanding problems. It has kind of felt like a rearrangement of relationship connections with each other, imo. I've started to suspect there's some kind of energy flu going around (play on words, not literal), but I think that'll pass soon enough. Probably...

Wow! The lettering is so sharp and clean. Well done! Hail Baalzebul!

Walking through these doors So many things I’ve never known But will they see through all these scars to the wounded bird below? Don’t worry, I have a sword and shield Train with me and wield with care Let me show you all the power you have locked away in there But there are things in the...

Thank you very much. Happy Beltane to you both!

Lovely poem :) Happy Beltane!

I think I used "infallible" wrong here. "Immune" would be a better word choice... whoops.

Ritual to Satan: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=71020 Where the Path Begins: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=71160

Your mathematical calculations are not complete as they do not do not include any times when nicknames and slander and other references have replaced direct mention of ones username. Unfortunately, that is not something a simple search will bring up to be easily counted unless you are aware of...

I thought raising the serpent is what discerns truth from lies? Opening the third eye helps to reduce being fooled but I thought that unless one raised their serpent they are not infallible to being manipulated and deceived.

Hello CNN.

Seemed the light always drew away It all turned cold The smiles kept on fading And everything just felt wrong No matter what, nothing changed It always seemed the same A promise of love that never came Until I found my way to you Just a child with a burning dream I didn’t know anything They...

Thank you for this very thorough breakdown of the Calendars, Sister Lydia. :)

Thank you for clarifying further. We are in agreement. This will probably be good to reference if need be in the future as a healthy reminder.

Can you please tone down the exaggeration for once? I have mentioned Jack exactly three times to you in our "conversation" here... the first was as an example referencing a situation between Dahaarkan and Jack as context to something I was explaining (this had nothing to do with you). The...

I do not think it is a personal choice to feel offended. That would place blame onto the target and doesn't hold people responsible for the things they say to others, especially if to purposefully ignite a specific emotional reaction. To put that into an example: Person 1: [states something to...

My correction was accurate. You are indeed exaggerating, and also manipulating the meaning of his words to suit your argument. You are incredibly literal, so I suggest you avoid analyzing descriptive language and metaphors. There is nothing wrong with what jrvan said in his quote there, and it...

You brought over a quote that was referencing that thread directly, so I provided the link to JG Blitz so he could see the full picture of what happened under that thread. For how you have worded your comments here, you paint yourself as if you didn't start something under that thread and are...

That's not correct to say, Henu (the part I bolded). Looking through much of jrvan's post history, more often than not, he is responding back to people who are giving him or someone else a hard time, or have insulted him in some way first. Most of his conflicts have not been hist fault.

He's referring to this thread, if you wish to look through it to have a fuller picture. https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=342262#p342262

I hope I'm remembering correctly, don't retrogrades turn things inward as well? I wonder, if it might be possible to at least upgrade those parts of your natal Saturn that impacts the inner self during that time... if that makes sense. I'm not really familiar with retrograde effects, but is this...

I can understand that kind of inner critic, haha. I'm the same way at times. Makes sense. Pluto transit would affect one for a while since it's so slow moving. Maybe taking advantage of the coming Mercury squares would be a wise thing for everyone, regarding communications in general. I know...

Correction. jrvan did not say this as you have exaggerated. Personally, I once said, "Neither jrvan or I are afraid to make ourselves the targets of people's fire in order to stop someone else from getting burned." - this is something I stated to Dahaarkan when he expressed disapproval of us...

Thank you both 🌸

You idiot. You brought that up on a thread that was a poem for Satan and had no place or context there, and had a go at me for some stupid shit you made up about the poem's meaning, twisted my words, and couldn't be arsed to make a response when I further explained and corrected you on it. jrvan...

Call me a feminist, but I'd like to point out that jrvan has only had issues with a small regular group of men, whom many others have had off and on issues with over the years. All who seem to have a macho traditionalist mindset of what men are supposed to be, and how they are supposed to behave...

A common knee-jerk reaction that is ingrained in many is one simple sentence: "You can't do that". This is in regards to the behavior of people. We live in a world that is formulated on connections and relationships with other beings and things. Everything has a mind of its own, its own...

Baseless? Personally, I'll object to that. How many times have jrvan been unfairly picked on, attacked, and ridiculed since he got here, and few if any, stepped in to stop it or say something against it? Shall I count the numerous times he's had his arguments twisted to fit the personal...

That's why it's wiser to not assume and make such statements. You specifically, cannot tell if there is compatibility, that doesn't mean you should go saying there is none. I didn't say you did. I said "Using a general compatibility spell hoping it will direct towards a specific person you...

I tried this recently with the FRTR, and I felt lighter and freer. It also became a lot easier to recognize xian and kike programming. I attempted it with the Earth, vibrating the sounds into the ground and visualizing it spread throughout the world. Oddly I felt a very potent sexual-like...

Not exactly. If one acquires the others astrology chart to compare with their own, compatibility can be determined in a responsible manner and decide for themselves if they will work to find someone else with a general compatibility spell or something more specific with someone already in their...

Drummers filling all the silence Thrum-thrum-thrum Candle light illuminate my desire Thrum-thrum-thrum Parchment and flames Thrum-thrum-thrum Inkwells spilling across this page Thrum-thrum-thrum Father, I have come to ask Thrum-thrum-thrum Guide me through my tasks Thrum-thrum-thrum Black...

I find Fancy's comments to just be really funny and bouncy. It's nice having that kind of liveliness around.

You're a good man, HP. We're lucky to have you :)

I think you've articulated this post pretty well. I've been going through breaking down these kinds of mental walls and blocks relating to what's possible. It's a little shocking just how many limitations I've placed on myself, and the awareness of these restrictions is becoming stronger, like...

No problem :D I kept forgetting and trying to remind myself to do it these past months, so I'm surprised I managed to get around to it when I did, lol. I understand the feeling. I struggle to give attention to my sewing and make time for it. Just doing a little each day when you have a...

I'm glad. Thank you for the encourage, it's always a little nerve racking sharing these things :oops:

Many thanks, guys :)

Sometimes we might find ourselves laying in bed at night, looking up at the empty ceiling as our fears, worries, trauma, and bad karma try to come to haunt us. It can feel like the weight of the world is crashing down all at once and nothing matters anymore. Giving into the pain and the sinking...

I felt the same way. His energy had taken a turn for the worse and was going down hill for a while. Didn’t think it would end up this way though. If he was seeking to "prove" to himself that people don't want him around as he seemed to be rather insecure about based on his other thread, then...

Depth and Treasure: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=70896

Hushing light in the evening Where are all the raven Kings? Across the seas I hear chimes ring Where are all the ancient things? Long has gone the tides of faith Long awaits the sleeping snakes Where are all the songs they sung? Growing eagles unveil the fakes Blindness stings and blindness...

"As Satanists we are encouraged to meditate. This is imperative. You must devote your time to meditation. As we can notice, there are many so called 'humanists' around. Do you think they really do anything for Humanity with their theories and bunk? They do not. A person meditating under Satan...

I remember during school, though I never realized back then, because all they did was use hyper emotional scare tactics. None of the movies, books, and videos/text books of "history" they showed us, were ever actually real footage or non-fictional books. Even my own mother would repeat the same...

That would depend on the circumstances. Your own safety when saving another needs to be taken into account. Say if it was a child watching that dog, but the child cannot swim and no one else is around, are they guilty for the dogs death because the child also would have drowned if he/she tried...

Stumbled on this from HPS Maxine:

Thank you, OWP 😊

Yes they have worked quite well. I'd try training in visualizing different objects for a little while if that's something you struggle with, and try incorporating all your senses (sight, smell, taste, touch, sound) into the visualization. So as an example: a book. Start by picking up a...

I've wondered the same. I try remind myself that there was once a time when I was in that ignorant state. Walking through life without Satan is a miserable one, and people have been too brainwashed, hurt, and ignorant to understand why. Under the weight of all the dross and curses the enemy has...

I think you are fine OWP. Everyone chooses what they do with their time, and they are responsible for how they spend their own time. "Wasting others time" implies those who are choosing to read what you've written in your posts have not served them any personal benefit, therefore they feel their...

Guys, AAA said "in my POV". He didn't state it matter-of-factly. Rather than politely correct him, you had a go at him instead. From google: "Gaslighting happens when an abuser tries to control a victim by twisting their sense of reality. An example of gaslighting would be a partner doing...

Always appreciated, Soaring Eagle 666. Hail Satan!

I guess everyone has their ways of thinking. :) That’s true. That was a beautiful picture, I kinda miss seeing it on his profile.

I suppose this relates. I don't know if others may have experienced this, but the JoS ministries and Satan's library have appeared in meditation to me as like a literal library, with hall ways and rows of "books" all representing different sections of the website pages, that you can walk down...

This thread is where I shall link to my different poems that I've written here, since I can't link all of them individually in my signature like I desired to. Any new poetry I write will be linked here under this thread to keep things together for any who wish to read them and enjoy. Silk...

Alright. I didn't know you could use Odhal like that, looks like I need to expand my thinking of how to use the runes. Thank you for your help, I've sent an email regarding context details.

Thank you, I'm really glad people enjoy them. :D Venus is prominent in my chart haha. Thank you, that was the intention. I desire for people to feel uplifted with my writings, especially since I'm not good with making other kinds of posts.

Easy guys. In all fairness, it is a question that has plagued our minds for a long time. To those who have been abused continually by Jack even when we have tried civility again and again, we often wonder why is it that Jack is never lectured or called out for any of the behaviors we are...

We're not asking for some gallant knight to rescue we little damsels in distress... and honestly, you're kind of a good example of the sort of men she's talking about. No offence. Women are not as complicated as you think, and men are not so simple either when they grow out of being locked down...

This makes perfect sense to me. Not sure what it is about with the reference of striking the iron when it's hot, but saying that made something click and resonate near the extension of my 6th chakra. Thank you. Thank you as well then. I know I'm jumping a little here, but you mentioned...

I’m in agreement with your points here. Though I feel you’re not understanding me. I may tough it out and keep going, but I’m in pain, Henu. And I’m tired of being abused, manipulated, gas lighted, disrespected, and disappointed by people who convince me their my family. I'm tired of watching my...

Gentle wind combing through my hair A sight to see in this quiet open air All the wondrous things waiting for me But nightmares follow me even here Ocean waves crashing at my feet Breaking the rocks apart into the sea My heart is screaming out “No more lies! I’ve had enough, let me feel alive!”...

If pranayama is used before a working to raise energies, is one required to be still for several minutes before starting? If I'm remembering correctly it says somewhere that after yogic breathing and yoga to be still for a period of 10-15 mins afterwards and meditate on the energies. Normally I...