I agree that that Christianity is very anti-life. It tries to deny any and all pleasure. Yes, I tried to pray my way heterosexual because I of what their bible says in leviticus and a few other places. I was always very depressed by it when I wasn't idiotically trying to worship it's god in...

I've done some of the power meditations and chakra opening meditations before in the past. (Honestly I should have taken them slower and practiced void meditation and others, not sure which one's are the best for beginners other than any in the beginning row). When I did them a few years ago, I...