Other #79939 No way out

[Ask Satya Operator]

I am completely trapped, I'm alone and have no home to stay. I'm studying right now at university so I can't work in a full time job. I can't afford anything, my family has left me completely. I have no one, literally no one. I can't even afford a place to stay and I can only stay in my dorm for 4 months or even shorter. I can't return home because I get both physically and mentally abused there. I have nowhere to go. I feel so alone, so pathetic. I gave 10 kg because of stress, my legs are spamming all the time so much that sometimes i can't walk because it hurts. My mother is taking the money I earn from private lessons whenever I go home, she threatens to choke me and so. My father was never even there. My partner just cheated on me. I have no hope. I have no family, no home. I have no money to stay at a house, i can't work fulltime and parttime jobs are giving me only money that can only be enough for food. I am also so scared because I'm still so young. I have to study and finish a collage but i don't know how to. My partner cheated on me too, i puke al the time all because of stress. I have no hope that i don't even do meditations or i don't pray, nothing changes. I have no way out, but death. I can only pray for gods to take my life, i have to hope to pray for anything else. I want to die and I am so pathetic for writing this here and seeking hep. No one can help me but I still need support at least, I'm still a human. I wish I wasn't born at all. I just want to be gone, gone, gone.

 

[Henu the Great]

I was doing some editorial work, and came across this paragraph:

As humans, we have certain instincts, just like animals, but we also have the ability to regulate and control them. Many strong instincts express themselves through the first, second, and third chakras. These chakras are directly connected in the body to the rectum, the genitals, and the navel. According to the science of humanology, as taught by Yogi Bhajan, functional disorders in the body are reflected in the mind and vice versa. Serious neurotic behaviour or self-destructive thinking will also express itself in an imbalance of the lower three chakras. The most direct way to restore balance is to stimulate the nervous and glandular systems to change the instinctive and learned patterns of the lowest chakras. Only once this has been achieved and a new energy balance has been found, will it be possible to change behaviour in the desired way through critical self-examination and meditation.

You still have your body, your mind, and your soul intact as one. So there is ample opportunity to make things better for you. It will take time, it will be difficult, and at times, you want to give up. Persevering, however, will yield many rewards, such as a newfound love for life. I say this because I have hit rock bottom, too. Our reactions are vastly different, but the essence of the situation is the same.

I would advise you to take a moment to reflect on what you can do rather than what you cannot do, because that is how the world of possibilities opens up. You are in a situation where you have almost nothing to lose, only significant gains ahead. Step by step, you can do it as well.

Now, this is only one very specific advice, and you would need a lot of specific methods over a duration of multiple years. I know it may sound very daunting, but rest assured, there is a world where you have overcome all of these issues, and more.

The above paragraph is in Dutch only, as far as I know, but as a favor to you, I am going to post the whole translated and edited page for you ahead of anyone else, because I truly think that you could benefit from it. I hope to see you around.

 

[AFODO]

I understand that it all feels hopeless, pointless, and impossible, but it's only really hopeless and pointless if you don't believe in the Gods and yourself.
Others have been also in such a bad situation or worse, yet they survived, so always keep in mind that you are not alone, and if others can do it and did it, you can as well.

Yes each part of your situation can and will change. Nothing is permanent, everything is temporary. This is how this material realm is.

Worst you can do in such situation is to disconnect from the Gods and from yourself and soul. Yes your emotions and lower ego may be against it but you should really pray to the Gods and meditate, that's what your higher self wants.

You should look for friends at least where you can stay, while also looking for a partner but I'm sure friends can also help. Tell people your situation after you have a basic trust in them, I'm 100% sure there are a lot of people around you that could help you.

Also don't repress your emotions, cry when you need to and so on, it's good and it's no shame to cry, it helps to heal and let go emotionally. I'm sure when you cry you get a bit relaxed after.
Breathing exercises are also very important in such situations, if you are only doing breathing exercises, a fast aura cleaning and AoP, you are basically completing your meditation duties. The Gods will help you even more if you are meditating even in such a situation. Because you put wisdom first.
https://ancient-forums.com/threads/mastering-the-breath.304954/ I can highly recommend the new Krama and Sava Pritti pranayama that HPS Lydia shared.

Also as you pray to the Gods and meditate, you'll know what you have to do and so on, in terms of workings and meditations, and also physical actions, so these are the basics, and the Gods will guide you.

 

[Gerecht_Ror]

I have no one, literally no one.

Me too, I am barely alone and I feel fine with that.
Except very - very - few people I can trust. Less than than fingers of one hand.
You will find the same along your way : believe me, I know for direct experience that the Gods will drive you to the right people when is time for you.
Someone will come into your life at the right moment to give you hope, a friendly Soul, and will ask the same in return.

I can't even afford a place to stay and I can only stay in my dorm for 4 months or even shorter.

The world is chock full of open jobs for accomodation, hospitals, retirement houses... most Western countries are forced to hire immigrants because of lack of young manpower, despite we have many old people in need of services. Often you will be offered accomodation and food, like in hotels, cruise ships, and similar stuff. If your situation is desperate, this may be a desperate move to save your life. Think about it.

I have no hope. I have no family, no home. I have no money to stay at a house, i can't work fulltime and parttime jobs are giving me only money that can only be enough for food. I am also so scared because I'm still so young. I have to study and finish a collage but i don't know how to. My partner cheated on me too,

Think about the Dark Ages. Medioeval times. People were living like rats in dark homes without heating, without bathing, without privacy, without food, without dignity.
They were hopless. But, humanity survived, and raised the head again. The Gods were distant, bound and the enemy was rampant. But. There was hope, even in those Dark Times.
Don't fall down in the darkest hour of your life. You puke, because your 3rd chakra is exhausted in the effort for freedom you are making now. You seem fighting to break free from some situations, like family, home, and the such. Stuggling for freedom.
It's your Soul pushing you to break free. When the chain will break, you will feel a relief and life will improve. I went through the same, in a way, this WILL happen.

And no, you are not alone. Who are we? Just people. Forget for a moment our avatars, names, and strong Egos that are meant to protect us and fight the enemy. Look through all of this. You will see: humans. People with feelings, not AI. People with heart, not a microchip. That won't leave you alone, you can, you should, write on here again, Let us know about your life from time to time, let us know about your studies, about your new job if any... We are people. You talk to us. So, you are not alone.

Talk. The Gods take care of you. We take care of you for a moment in this forum.
Survive. And show yourself you are a survivor who did overcome the darkest hour. Show that to us.

 

[Edward Lonsa]

Greetings!

I am sorry. These are not parents and will have their karmic due. Yet now is days to connect to our Father - whole week his energies will be extremely powerful. He is willing to help. He is not "absent father". Tonight I did his ritual and felt that he IS willing to take all our worries and unsolvable problems into himself to feel them and to return to us with an answer, to give us the solution. We ourselves created (I think so) all our bad fates, karmic circles etc. by our endless evil-doing in the past, this comes naturally without Gods' intervention, yet Gods are there to help, guide and give us opportunities to redeem, fix everything and become humans ourselves and as a result build human civilization worthy to live in where children and teens will not be kicked from homes by insane xian parents. You should go to people and ask help - teachers in your university, director / head of the university, police etc. They might know where are shelters for those like you or they can give you advise where to go. Do Father's ritual and concentrate on his sigils of your choice. Listen to his advice. Let your mind be free and listening - not to the noise of this insane world but his voice from the better universe. Are there shelters for homeless people in your country? Could university give you a room? Ask all these questions those responsible. Do the doors of your university just shut in the night or is there some sort of guardians? If there are guardians, did you ask them whether you could stay and lie somewhere to sleep in an empty classroom till you found your new home?

Always keep your aura and Chakras clean, especially lower ones as they are responsible for managing Saturn transits (that might bring what you describe here), survival and healthy comfortable state of body and soul, Use Solar mantras of your choice for this imagining Gold White Sunlight because people can't think clearly or make any adequate descisions with their Soul being gravely unclean.

Please keep us updated. Let all blessings in the world fall on you!