Other #77842 Attraction to darkness ?

[AskSatanOperator]

Why am I drawn to darkness ?

I don’t like sun because of hotness. I don’t like a sunny day. I feel Extremely Inactive on a sunny day !
Sun drains my energy.

I’m more grounded when it’s cloudy, gloomy, dark weather where sun never rises.

And, spiritually, I feel comfort, and moreover r, most importantly I Feel CONFIDENT in Darkness using dark energies, like becoming a person who likes to walk where everyone else Fear to tread on.

Being secretive, mysterious(spiritual-wise) , I’m attracted to becoming greatest trickster.

When there is something in meditation or on my SS Path which is extremely Fearful , very EVIL DARK in natures that sends down shivers to other people, I feel comfort walking on that path.


In one sentence, I feel comfortable living a secretive life like an unpredictable mage whom everyone fears due to his dark nature like you see in movies , epics, myths, etc


Why is it like this? Any connections to my sub concours or my soul that I like more creative dark side, relating to subconscious part of the soul ?


What is this ??

Just a wizard mage or witch character you see in movies who is portrayed as evil , now detach evilness and what do you see now?
A mysterious unpredictable magician spiritually capable of anything, that is what I want to become.

 

[WrathOfKouros]

We all have different souls, some are more inclined to the Yin(moon, feminine, dark, magnetic) and others to the Yang(sun, masculine, light, electric). It sounds like you are more of a Yin-leaning person. However, it is important not to neglect the light or the Yang, as you need a healthy balance of both for proper spiritual advancement.

The sun has many health benefits and is also great for empowering your soul. Practice breathing in solar energy from the sun and allow it to nourish your soul. You are already comfortable in the darkness, so eventually try to get comfortable in the light as well. That wizard you mention is a master of both forces.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

The personality traits or interests that you describe are not related to what kind of weather you like. I also am very uncomfortable when it is too hot and too bright, and I prefer it being 50-55°F and cloudy. But that is not related to the other things you said.

I don't understand what your question is. There is nothing wrong with anything you said, and these personality traits are fine.