Thank you for your responses. I think i figured it out. In order to meditate you have to raise energies/ do foundatiton mediation. And in order to do that, you first need to do yoga ( a few movements for each chakra) and also meditate on the clarvoyance centers !!!! Maybe...
I've seen it way too often and its making me wonder, what is the cause of asocial or antisocial behaviour? There are people who feel less pleasure from socializing and i dont understand if its a spiritual problem or a hormonal one.
To keep it short, its been some time since my dedication and i cant figure out what im doing wrong. I feel the enemies non stop inserting grey energy inside my head or crown chakra . I clean my aura, do aura of protection but this only lasts 20 minutes until they start cursing me...