Is it possible to have a love or sex or both relationship with Astaroth, since she is like the Goddess of all Godessess and is extremly important and a Crowned Princess of Hell. I ask because I started to notice that I was thinking about her a lot and ever since I learned of her I wanted to know...

I have been praticing meditation for about 9 months and still haven't been able to empower any part of my soul. The only thing I notice is that I'm starting to hallucinate and hear things, though there very slight. And I see slight lines every now and then. Also I have tried all the opening...

Is the the winged scarab a satanic sign and also what is it's true meaning?

What exactly is godhead and can a mortal reach a higher state of sprituality than godhead? Also if one performs the magnum opus can they get any stronger than the state there at after the magnum opus?

For starters is the ritual still valid if you can't get a single drop of blood on the paper and the paper doesn't burn all the way or even close? In the Ritual do we actually give are souls to Ea, or do we become his servants? If not does he mark us like lamb, or just has complete control over...

I have just found out that one of my favorite bands is christian, well the members. I couldn't tell 100% before because sometimes they say stuff like deaf to our prayers but then they'll say there praying in their songs. They have never went to worship just saying prayers sometimes or not. I was...

Is there a way to destroy your own emotions? Can I stop myself from feeling anything. My life has been horrible and am a water person. I can't take anymore of this. I am going insane, I feel like I'm going to break any second now. I don't even care about living anymore. Please if there is a way...

What is a way you can know for certain, I mean a 100% sure that you are dedicated?

Is there a way to forget or move on from past feelings? Kinda like when someone has a bad or depressing exprience and the feelings they had at that time get stuck into their head, and from time to time they have those same horrible feelings occur later in life repeatly.

My Mother is going to start making me go to church on Saturdays and Wednesdays. I am already a mentally and emotionally unbalanced person still trying to find my way in Satanism, what is church going to do to me on those levels. Also lately I have been having christian thoughts pop into my head...

It is possible that a soul can be inverted? The soul needs light to empower itself, and this light is healthy and positive. But in my case when I work with white or White-gold energy it just feels off and kinda negative sometimes, a couple of times I felt sick. I have been performing meditation...

Can someone empower their Soul through darkness? I know that the soul needs light but can it be done through darkness, for instance what if someone has a darker soul naturally than others and that soul craves blackness instead. Or light energy either feels off or doesn't empower the soul. If...

Can I become advanced at using a pendulum just by asking it questions everyday without writing the questions down and testing accuracy? Also is it bad to be a constant day dreamer? I day dream about random things a lot probably 20 - 40 times a day and sometimes I will day dream about...

If one advances to a extremely high level of ability (Not yet a God) would they be able to genetically modifiy their DNA to change their gender, or is that impossible? And also does one have to work on their MIND and get a FEEL for energy before they can empower their aura and chakras and...

Why exactly would a Demon or Demoness want a relationship with us humans? Weather it be sexually or a Friendly relationship (especially sexual). We are beings of very small intelliect, self destroying, irrational, we easily become unfaithful. They are appeartly all beautiful and handsome, and...