I am not a psychic vampire!!!! That is a very cruel thing to say to someone who is on the edge and asking for help. My messages are not getting through to the group...don't know why! This was my latest post. Thanks everyone for your replies, I am new to the yahoo group and am...

...but alas it seems like this to is another dead end for me. How loud does one need to scream,cry,beg,plead to get a little help or acknowledgement...anything,something??!! But nothing, just brick walls! I'm done living this death of a life. Slowing slipping away... Marianne